Well this is the post I feared I would be writing. I was hoping it would have been a different post with great news about my gains and how I couldn't wait to keep going, blah blah blah but unfortunately it's not going to be that kind of post.
I took my week off to go on vacation and I knew by the 2nd day things were not going the way I wanted. My dick started looking pathetic. It was drawing up, not hanging, had no volume to it. It looked like I hadn't done anything EVER to it. I thought maybe it was just going thru a recovery stage and once it relaxed from all the stress I put it thru the last few months it would start to look better and act better. NOPE.
The week went by and it pretty much didn't change. It still looked like I hadn't done any exercises at all. I have to tell you I felt very defeated.VERY!
I thought I had done everything right or pretty close to right. I put in the time. Got up early to do my sets. Wore an
ADS every day to keep it extended. I increased weight when I thought I was supposed to, I thought I was doing it right and this is what I get in return a penis that looks like it should be on a little kid instead of a grown man.
I really have gone thru some frustration, being mad, confused, depressed, ect. You name it I've gone thru it.
Well then the dreaded day came. I knew I had to measure even though I could tell it wasn't going to be good and it wasn't. I got myself as hard as I could even took some viagra. 7" nbp. That's only an 1/8" since I started hanging last October and with assistance of viagra. I'm not sure I had got that extra 1/8" without using it which means I pretty much haven't gained shit.
How can this be? What am I doing wrong? Everything I've done everybody said I was on the right path. That I was doing good. Keep up the good work.
All the pain and time I've put in and this is what I end up with? Maybe I just don't have the right amount of time to put in this to make it work. I don't know. Maybe I've reached my limit on how much I'm going to gain. Maybe I've top out. Maybe for me there's no more to gain and I've reached my max. I just don't know any more.
I don't know where to go from here. I don't know how start back because I don't know what to do. Obviously what I've been doing is not working but I'm lost as to where to go from here.
I was hoping hanging was going to be the answer for me but now I just don't know.
I don't know ANYTHING.