Hello 
I'm very new here, so I thought I'd pop on and introduce myself before letting loose with the inevitable torrent of questions that I will have as I continue my journey. In all honesty, I haven't been in a very good place emotionally for quite awhile. About 3 years ago, I decided to move back to where I grew up because my father had been diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease and it had begun to really progress noticeably. Last year we had to have him involuntarily committed to an assisted living facility, so there was even worse family drama to deal with. To move back "home" I ended up leaving a job that I loved and taking a job that, well I don't hate it but it's not wanted for my life. I moved from a place where I had really good social circle of friends to a place where I don't really know anyone (I grew up here, but had been away for over 25 years). I also ended my last long term romantic relationship about a year before I moved here. So, I'm 43 years old, alone, probably depressed a lot, in the worst physical condition of my life, and just generally not in a good place. The good news is that I've reached a point where I can't take it anymore, so change has to happen -- thee's not other option for me.
There's a lot in my life that I can't control, but there are things that I can. I know that I have a lot of work to do to rebuild my self esteem and create the life that I want. Since I have to start somewhere, i've decided to transform my body. I'm going to make a completely new, and better, person on the outside as I work to rebuild the person on the inside.
I purchased a power rack and weight set, and I've just begun the stronglifts 5x5 fitness program. New years is something of a goal date. I want a new body and a new spirit to start the next year. So I will build strength, muscle (look better), and fitness over the next several months through the 5x5 program.
The next aspect of my physique transformation, and why I'm here obviously, is Penis Enlargement through [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words]. I'm very committed to this. Currently my Erect Length is exactly six inches and my girth is about 4.5 inches. So I'm average in length, slightly less than average in girth as a starting point. My goal size is to be 8 inches in length and 6 inches in girth. I want to accomplish this in as short a time as possible without risking injury. But I also know that this is a commitment. 6 months, a year, two years....it doesn't matter. I'll get there. I have to believe that it's possible and know that I can achieve it. When I really want something, i can be quite stubborn in my pursuit of it. Still, as I said, the next new year is going to be something of a marker for my progress, so I'll be excited to see how much I can gain by then. 1/2 an inch? an inch? we'll see.
I have to run to work now, but I do have some questions that I'll post later this afternoon. I'm very excited about what the future holds for me now, which is a good feeling to have again.
I look forward to learning from you all, and helping whenever I can.
Grav.
I'm very new here, so I thought I'd pop on and introduce myself before letting loose with the inevitable torrent of questions that I will have as I continue my journey. In all honesty, I haven't been in a very good place emotionally for quite awhile. About 3 years ago, I decided to move back to where I grew up because my father had been diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease and it had begun to really progress noticeably. Last year we had to have him involuntarily committed to an assisted living facility, so there was even worse family drama to deal with. To move back "home" I ended up leaving a job that I loved and taking a job that, well I don't hate it but it's not wanted for my life. I moved from a place where I had really good social circle of friends to a place where I don't really know anyone (I grew up here, but had been away for over 25 years). I also ended my last long term romantic relationship about a year before I moved here. So, I'm 43 years old, alone, probably depressed a lot, in the worst physical condition of my life, and just generally not in a good place. The good news is that I've reached a point where I can't take it anymore, so change has to happen -- thee's not other option for me.
There's a lot in my life that I can't control, but there are things that I can. I know that I have a lot of work to do to rebuild my self esteem and create the life that I want. Since I have to start somewhere, i've decided to transform my body. I'm going to make a completely new, and better, person on the outside as I work to rebuild the person on the inside.
I purchased a power rack and weight set, and I've just begun the stronglifts 5x5 fitness program. New years is something of a goal date. I want a new body and a new spirit to start the next year. So I will build strength, muscle (look better), and fitness over the next several months through the 5x5 program.
The next aspect of my physique transformation, and why I'm here obviously, is Penis Enlargement through [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words]. I'm very committed to this. Currently my Erect Length is exactly six inches and my girth is about 4.5 inches. So I'm average in length, slightly less than average in girth as a starting point. My goal size is to be 8 inches in length and 6 inches in girth. I want to accomplish this in as short a time as possible without risking injury. But I also know that this is a commitment. 6 months, a year, two years....it doesn't matter. I'll get there. I have to believe that it's possible and know that I can achieve it. When I really want something, i can be quite stubborn in my pursuit of it. Still, as I said, the next new year is going to be something of a marker for my progress, so I'll be excited to see how much I can gain by then. 1/2 an inch? an inch? we'll see.
I have to run to work now, but I do have some questions that I'll post later this afternoon. I'm very excited about what the future holds for me now, which is a good feeling to have again.
I look forward to learning from you all, and helping whenever I can.
Grav.
