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I WISH my dad knew about Penis Enlargement and told me when I was young. Would have changed a lot in my life.

First off, when I was in eighth grade I used to steal looks at the urinals, checking out myself compared to other guys. To my horror I discovered that although I was a fairly early bloomer at 11 but that my classmates had not only matched me, they had nearly all surpassed me! Since that time I have not been able to use a public urinal if someone else was using one. Now, at 37, I'm able to pee if no one is in the room or if it's really loud, has good coverage, and if I'm lucky. Otherwise it's cop a squat.

When high school came around it was even worse. It seemed that everyone had some hang but me! I'm definitely a grower but when I'm flaccid I look like a little boy. Just under 2" flaccid and about the same in girth. Having a fairly thick fat pad didn't help either. Other guys needed jock straps, I did not. The guys at my school were cool and didn't tease me about it but by the time I was a senior the fresHydromaxen were swinging in the showers and save for the few who were just starting puberty, I was the smallest. The worst was one night when my two best friends and I were hanging out getting high and they were talking about who had the smallest dick in school. I wanted to change the subject because I knew I could be targeted. I'll never forget Eric talking about one guy then suddenly laughing to himself and saying, "Wait. You know who has the smallest dick in school? YOU!" And he pointed straight at me! I was mortified but I laughed along with him and made some comment about, 'big things in small packages' but they knew it was a lie. Happily, being my friends, they dropped the subject but they couldn't stop laughing.

I had sex at this point. Once with a local girl who let me go down on her but not much else and another girl who was hot for me but who I didn't think much of. In retrospect I regret it didn't happen with someone I loved but short of a one or two nights with drunken chicks in college and a visit to a Nevada brothel, I've been celibate since. That means I haven't had sex in ten years. Part of that was the onset of AIDs in the straight community and my inability to find a condom that fit. I kid you not. I finally found the Lifestyles Snugger Fit (nice euphemism, no?) which actually DO fit me, so I keep a box in my dresser. It's my hope chest, hehe.

I've asked several doctors about Penis Enlargement of one kind or another but all had me firmly convinced that I'm stuck with what my genes gave me. I'm not even sure that's really the case because I've seen my dad naked and I know he's bigger flaccid than I am hard, which is basically 5"L, 3"G. He's much thicker too. :(

I want Penis Enlargement to work so badly. I don't have many years of relative youth left and I want to find a nice woman and have a family. Right now I don't believe I'm, "man enough", to please a woman. It might sound stupid because I'm an expert on going down, but I look at my penis and I see one that hasn't changed much since I was a boy.

There's a lot I have to do. I'm on Propecia to keep my hair and, for me, it's worked great. I love the stuff though it seems to make my body hair thinner despite what it does for my head, hehe. I need to lose a lot of weight too. Substituting food for sex will help you gain pounds particularly when you have a desk jockey job. Oh and I have to quit smoking too. Ugh.

Looking back I see how my feelings about penis size have made me lose precious years of my life. Never had a girlfriend, never felt comfortable around other men in a locker room (hence the gym avoidance), never felt I filled-out my jeans enough to look good. Do I have psychological issues NOT related to my dick? Hell yes. But it's the most prominent. When I was in my late teens and early twenties I worked out a lot. Even though I was in excellent shape with really good muscle definition it didn't do anything for my self-esteem. No matter how cut I looked I still had that boydick dangling from my nads.

Which leads me back to the thread that started this one, telling your dad about Penis Enlargement. I never EVER felt close enough to my father to tell him about my problem. I probably should have gone to a shrink about it and that's also on my list of things to do but how I wish I could have told him about it. I've already decided that should I be blessed with a son that I will tell him about what happened to me and that, if he wants, I will help him any way I can to prevent what HELL I've been through.

All I can say is thank god for the internet. Had it not been for that I would still be at a loss believing nothing could change. I still, logically, have a really hard time believing Penis Enlargement works but from all the information I've gathered and pics I've seen it can't be that EVERYONE is lying and that EVERY pic is photoshopped.

The hard part, other than quitting smoking, is going to be able to go into a gym and start working out. Just as hard is going into the showers and not being so embarrassed I look uncomfortable.

I took some pics of my nether regions a few weeks ago and I don't quite feel comfortable sharing them yet. Maybe as time goes by I'll do a before/after, but for now, no.

Wish me luck guys, I'm starting some really difficult stuff and I don't want to start Penis Enlargement until I've stopped smoking for a while and my circulation has improved. I'm taking some vacation time to do it because my job deals with the public and I don't want to get fired for being so edgy the slightest annoyance will cause me to choke some poor customer. :p .

Anyway, if you've read this far, my thanks. And thanks to everyone who's posted here, DLD and Gandolf in particular. It might sound odd coming from a straight guy but seeing your penii has really inspired me :D .

Thanks!
 
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I wish you the very best of luck on your Penis Enlargement journey Jason.

If there's one thing that can work wonders for your self-esteem and give you something positive to focus on in life it is one's self-improvement; and Penis Enlargement is the king of this.
 

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Hey Jason,

you came to the right place!
But don't postpone your Penis Enlargement for odd reasons!
There are some smokers here who gained decent length /girth, including myself.
Others are not slim/muscular at all and gained quite a bit too.

START NOW!

good luck,

pole
 
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Jason,

You are not alone, my friend! I have similiar experiences and am doing something about it. Just started but converted the wife from, "Why are you doing this? You are fine with me." to " I thought about how your new dick looks today, had me smiling!" Start slowly but get ready for surprises!
 
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When your dick starts changing, you will feel brand new. It will take away allot of the inferiority complex that you described in your post. Its like evening out the playing field.

Good luck but don't rush it. It will come.
 
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Hey Jason, I'm glad you shared your story, You are not alone with childhood terror stories, I too suffered from them and they can last a lifetime, trust me, I am 48 yrs old. Don't delay in starting. I am a smoker and have the extra pounds to lose too. Penis Enlargement is one thing that can give results fairly quickly. I was 5 3/4 bpel with 4 3/8 girth. I have been peing for about 6 months now and have gained 3/4 in erect length , 1/2 inch in erect girth, and went from flaccid hang of 2 1/2" bone pressed (average) to 4 3/4" non bone pressed and and am now 6 5/8 bpel and 4 5/8 girth. This stuff works. Incidently I was divorced a year ago and I am still freinds with my ex. She was over the other day, one thing led to another, she definately noticed the difference and even commented on it. Don't waste time, get started today. Good luck.
 

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bud, I have the same problem, when im flaccid I am like 2' or 3 inches and when Im erect im like 6' I feel like I cant please a woman sometimes...My girth is not big at all not measured but its like maybe 3 inches or 4...Im just younger than you..i hope p.e works! :(
 

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Jason,
I can feel you man....I never hated my cock, but I never felt good about it either. I was very muscular in my youth (I'm your age now). But I'm also tall (6-4) with big hands & feet....
Of course, the women would say, "Oooooohhhhhhh, big hands, big feet...." And I would think "Oh shit."
Talk about pressure.
Hard to feel good about 6" when the gals seem to be expecting 8-10" from you. But natural Penis Enlargement has changed things for me, and it can for you too.
I started at 6.12" x 5" (BPenis EnlargementL). I am now 7.2" x 6.14" - that's a 64% increase by volume....that's right, I have two-thirds more cock now. I'm not quite at my goal (8.66 x 6.5 BPenis EnlargementL), but I'm feeling much better about my yo-yo now.
My recommendations for you: (1) Quit smoking [which constricts your arteries] - before you tell me how hard it is, I already know...was at 1.5-2 packs per day, quit cold turkey on May 3, 2002 - been over 14 months without a puff & I feel great, (2) Hit the iron - building muscle will increase your metabolism & burn fat, (3) Stick with Penis Enlargement - gains probably will not come overnight - so what! You may need weeks or even months to see noticeable gains [we're all different, but I've read too many posts of guys who were just about to give up when the gains finally came - if they had given up they would have gained nothing!], (4) Watch your diet, don't O.D. on caffeine, & drink plenty of water ; I would also recommend ginseng, C, E, & L-Arginine, (5) Stick with MOS Forum & learn alot...DLD will certainly help you.
Best wishes,
- WaxN
 

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Originally posted by WaxN
Jason,
I can feel you man....I never hated my cock, but I never felt good about it either. I was very muscular in my youth (I'm your age now). But I'm also tall (6-4) with big hands & feet....
Of course, the women would say, "Oooooohhhhhhh, big hands, big feet...." And I would think "Oh shit."
Talk about pressure.
Hard to feel good about 6" when the gals seem to be expecting 8-10" from you. But natural Penis Enlargement has changed things for me, and it can for you too.
I started at 6.12" x 5" (BPenis EnlargementL). I am now 7.2" x 6.14" - that's a 64% increase by volume....that's right, I have two-thirds more cock now. I'm not quite at my goal (8.66 x 6.5 BPenis EnlargementL), but I'm feeling much better about my yo-yo now.
My recommendations for you: (1) Quit smoking [which constricts your arteries] - before you tell me how hard it is, I already know...was at 1.5-2 packs per day, quit cold turkey on May 3, 2002 - been over 14 months without a puff & I feel great, (2) Hit the iron - building muscle will increase your metabolism & burn fat, (3) Stick with Penis Enlargement - gains probably will not come overnight - so what! You may need weeks or even months to see noticeable gains [we're all different, but I've read too many posts of guys who were just about to give up when the gains finally came - if they had given up they would have gained nothing!], (4) Watch your diet, don't O.D. on caffeine, & drink plenty of water ; I would also recommend ginseng, C, E, & L-Arginine, (5) Stick with MOS Forum & learn alot...DLD will certainly help you.
Best wishes,
- WaxN
very nice advice WaxN. Jason any help I can be just let me know.
 
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Jason_Els Many of us have been in your shoes. Start now don't wait. Stick with it and no matter what don't ever give up.
Good luck Bro
 
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You have more guts than me at least, I was gonna play jv football in my first yr at HS but after practice I wouldnt shower , I would go straight home. It came to the point of 2 a days where you had to shower , before the 2 a days started I walked out of practice one day got my stuff from my locker and left. The fright of being teasted costed me a chance of playing a sport i have always loved and still do. I was 260 pounds back then, which didnt help the cause of how it looked. Now I'm 165, half an inch bigger and has boosted me up alittle bit but still not where I wanna be.
 

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I wish that I'd known about this long, long ago. My question to the group is this; my son is 13 and I think he's going to have the same issues with size as I did growing up. I want him to have more self confidence in his penis than I did growing up. How do I go about getting him started early without coming off like some sort of whacko pervert? I wish I had been told early but maybe my dad had the same fears/concerns/issues that I am having now.

Any ideas?
 
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Originally posted by DCDuro
I wish that I'd known about this long, long ago. My question to the group is this; my son is 13 and I think he's going to have the same issues with size as I did growing up. I want him to have more self confidence in his penis than I did growing up. How do I go about getting him started early without coming off like some sort of whacko pervert? I wish I had been told early but maybe my dad had the same fears/concerns/issues that I am having now.

Any ideas?
Here a link that talked about it a little bit. I had the same concerns.

http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?s=&threadid=189
 

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Yeah, I'm gonna tell him about it but gradually I think. He's not yet entered puberty so I am going to wait for those telltale signs that it's coming on. He's such a neat kid and he's already got a huge size advantage over the rest of his classmates. He'll be 13 this month and he's already 5'9" and 185 lbs. and getting bigger. I started him on weights and aerobics so why shouldn't I make sure that he's going to be fit mentally and emotionally and not worry that he's got a smaller penis?
 

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Jason,
We all have issues - or we wouldn't be here. Let's face it, how many "well-adjusted" men would spend all the time & effort we do jelqing, stretching , kegaling, weight-hanging and/or pumping our cocks?
I remember one painful memory in particular. I was about 17 & this gal who was freakin gorgeous had the hots for me. We kinda flirted & teased each other for awhile - until I found out that she tapped 2 guys I knew. Two guys, in fact, who had the biggest cocks at the school (honestly, about 9" for the one, and the other claimed 10").
Well, she used to snuggle up to me & say, "I can't even imagine how big YOU are." And she would purr like a kitten.
How the fuck could I whip my pecker out after that?
We never had sex - basically because of that.
I know it's fucked up, but I was 17, what can I say?
 
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WaxN, I believe they say those things just so you won't have sex with them if you are small. Don't want you to waste her time. It's kind of like hint hint.

We all have problems here. We believed in this because and only because we were desperate. Science says it doesn't work and is dangerous so taking a leap of faith and doing the workouts takes some obsessive thought patterns. But, it does work and we are the beneficiaries of that leap of faith.

Just try to keep it between you and just those in need. I personally want to enjoy being one the elite in size before this is proved to work and I am average again. :mad:
 
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Originally posted by 8 isn't enough
We all have problems here. We believed in this because and only because we were desperate. Science says it doesn't work and is dangerous so taking a leap of faith and doing the workouts takes some obsessive thought patterns. But, it does work and we are the beneficiaries of that leap of faith.

Just try to keep it between you and just those in need. I personally want to enjoy being one the elite in size before this is proved to work and I am average again. :mad:
Yes, I agree. When I began Penis Enlargement (at 6.12 x 5.2), I used to want to read all about the "science" of this, & seek "validation," etc., etc. I would wonder why science/medicine didn't study Penis Enlargement more in-depth, etc., etc. Now, at 7.2 x 6.14, I'm glad it's "our thing" (like "La Cosa Nostra," hehe). My goal is 8.5-9 x 6.5 someday. If I bust my ass to reach that, do you think I want the rest of the men to have the same as me????
Hardly. Like you said, we took the risk, we took the leap of faith - let us reap the rewards - fuck the rest of the smug lazy slobs out there.
 
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Jason, are you still around??? Have you started Penis Enlargement yet?
 
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Hey Jason-

Thanks for sharing that story. I never personally felt bad about my dick...I was always pretty much average...but I never really felt like, "HEY LOOKIT THIS!!!" and whipping it out. I hope you start doing this dude...I'm pretty new to it too, and I've seen some positive effects already...you WILL make it, dude...it's a man's will that decides his destiny.

Good luck!
 

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I WISH my dad knew about Penis Enlargement and told me when I was young. Would have changed a lot in my life.

First off, when I was in eighth grade I used to steal looks at the urinals, checking out myself compared to other guys. To my horror I discovered that although I was a fairly early bloomer at 11 but that my classmates had not only matched me, they had nearly all surpassed me! Since that time I have not been able to use a public urinal if someone else was using one. Now, at 37, I'm able to pee if no one is in the room or if it's really loud, has good coverage, and if I'm lucky. Otherwise it's cop a squat.

When high school came around it was even worse. It seemed that everyone had some hang but me! I'm definitely a grower but when I'm flaccid I look like a little boy. Just under 2" flaccid and about the same in girth. Having a fairly thick fat pad didn't help either. Other guys needed jock straps, I did not. The guys at my school were cool and didn't tease me about it but by the time I was a senior the fresHydromaxen were swinging in the showers and save for the few who were just starting puberty, I was the smallest. The worst was one night when my two best friends and I were hanging out getting high and they were talking about who had the smallest dick in school. I wanted to change the subject because I knew I could be targeted. I'll never forget Eric talking about one guy then suddenly laughing to himself and saying, "Wait. You know who has the smallest dick in school? YOU!" And he pointed straight at me! I was mortified but I laughed along with him and made some comment about, 'big things in small packages' but they knew it was a lie. Happily, being my friends, they dropped the subject but they couldn't stop laughing.

I had sex at this point. Once with a local girl who let me go down on her but not much else and another girl who was hot for me but who I didn't think much of. In retrospect I regret it didn't happen with someone I loved but short of a one or two nights with drunken chicks in college and a visit to a Nevada brothel, I've been celibate since. That means I haven't had sex in ten years. Part of that was the onset of AIDs in the straight community and my inability to find a condom that fit. I kid you not. I finally found the Lifestyles Snugger Fit (nice euphemism, no?) which actually DO fit me, so I keep a box in my dresser. It's my hope chest, hehe.

I've asked several doctors about Penis Enlargement of one kind or another but all had me firmly convinced that I'm stuck with what my genes gave me. I'm not even sure that's really the case because I've seen my dad naked and I know he's bigger flaccid than I am hard, which is basically 5"L, 3"G. He's much thicker too. :(

I want Penis Enlargement to work so badly. I don't have many years of relative youth left and I want to find a nice woman and have a family. Right now I don't believe I'm, "man enough", to please a woman. It might sound stupid because I'm an expert on going down, but I look at my penis and I see one that hasn't changed much since I was a boy.

There's a lot I have to do. I'm on Propecia to keep my hair and, for me, it's worked great. I love the stuff though it seems to make my body hair thinner despite what it does for my head, hehe. I need to lose a lot of weight too. Substituting food for sex will help you gain pounds particularly when you have a desk jockey job. Oh and I have to quit smoking too. Ugh.

Looking back I see how my feelings about penis size have made me lose precious years of my life. Never had a girlfriend, never felt comfortable around other men in a locker room (hence the gym avoidance), never felt I filled-out my jeans enough to look good. Do I have psychological issues NOT related to my dick? Hell yes. But it's the most prominent. When I was in my late teens and early twenties I worked out a lot. Even though I was in excellent shape with really good muscle definition it didn't do anything for my self-esteem. No matter how cut I looked I still had that boydick dangling from my nads.

Which leads me back to the thread that started this one, telling your dad about Penis Enlargement. I never EVER felt close enough to my father to tell him about my problem. I probably should have gone to a shrink about it and that's also on my list of things to do but how I wish I could have told him about it. I've already decided that should I be blessed with a son that I will tell him about what happened to me and that, if he wants, I will help him any way I can to prevent what HELL I've been through.

All I can say is thank god for the internet. Had it not been for that I would still be at a loss believing nothing could change. I still, logically, have a really hard time believing Penis Enlargement works but from all the information I've gathered and pics I've seen it can't be that EVERYONE is lying and that EVERY pic is photoshopped.

The hard part, other than quitting smoking, is going to be able to go into a gym and start working out. Just as hard is going into the showers and not being so embarrassed I look uncomfortable.

I took some pics of my nether regions a few weeks ago and I don't quite feel comfortable sharing them yet. Maybe as time goes by I'll do a before/after, but for now, no.

Wish me luck guys, I'm starting some really difficult stuff and I don't want to start Penis Enlargement until I've stopped smoking for a while and my circulation has improved. I'm taking some vacation time to do it because my job deals with the public and I don't want to get fired for being so edgy the slightest annoyance will cause me to choke some poor customer. :p .

Anyway, if you've read this far, my thanks. And thanks to everyone who's posted here, DLD and Gandolf in particular. It might sound odd coming from a straight guy but seeing your penii has really inspired me :D .

Thanks!
Your story is very touching. It's so unfortunate you disappeared ever since. Don't pay any attention to what those doctors told you. If you can see this message and you eventually log back into the forum, you will realize that a lot has changed and you can now get to your dream size within a period of 2 years or even less. It requires consistency and commitment. We now have many penis enlargement devices and you get $25 off plus a free MOS Video Membership for every device you buy. You can click on the link in my signature to place your order.
 

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