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doublelongdaddy;724036 said:10 days and counting! I can say that as time goes by I need to strengthen myself as much as possible as I am still suffering greatly with this. It is like a devil on my shoulder whispering in my ear that keep on going! I have found that the best way to murder that demon is by taking his power away. His only power is to temp and with every temptation I become even more resolved to do this. I look at this suffering as a joyful sorrow because I know it is the pain of correcting myself. I also give the suffering to Jesus and ask Him to help others who are struggling with sexual sin.
I am convinced that 2 things mainly drag us backwards. One is when we feel badly about ourselves and we want a quick way out. The other is when we let our guard down by being overtired or drunk or some other fashion where we lose the faculties of our mind to a certain degree. I am most temped when I am tired. when I am awake I can easily deal with this but when I am tired or I feel badly about myself I have much less strength to deal with the temptation. And, as I have said, unless I go and bury my head in the sand I will never be free of these temptations. Therefore, since avoidance is not possible acceptance needs to be applied. Acceptance that there will be times when coveting a woman will happen or subjugating someone will come about, it is in these times that I need to be vigilant.
Looking and appreciating the beauty that God has created is one thing but coveting is far different.
"What is Love?
Love is an intense feeling. It’s the affection and care that you feel towards another person. It is mainly a caring and profound attraction you have for another person. When you are in love, you commit yourself to the other person. You make the effort to resolve the conflicts instead of giving up. Feelings of love and romantic attraction for someone can increase your dopamine and serotonin levels. These results in loss of appetite and you feel elated. With a longer passage of time, as you feel attached to someone, your body generates oxytocin, popularly known as the “hormone of love”. 🙂
“The more we are filled with thoughts of lust the less we find true romantic love.” ~ Douglas Horton
What is Lust
Coming to lust – it is a strong desire or shall I call it a passion of a sexual nature you have for the other person. Lust is mainly a reaction to someone’s physical appearance. It’s a physical emotion that tends to be short-lived and occurs when you are sexually attracted to someone and want him or her for sex. It is more about immediate gratification, where you have sex and feel physically fulfilled. It all happens for a split second or heat of the moment and then it’s all over. Lust is mainly a craving for gratification – or sexual desire. A quick fix by mocking love."
I've been masturbating and smoking MJ frequently. If I want to reduce the rate at which I masturbate, I will have to stop smoking the MJ. When I first abstained from masturbating for a month, I wasn't smoking MJ. Whenever I smoke I become extremely horny. Starting from today, I will abstain from smoking MJ, Let's see how it goes.