NoFap no �naked people movies� Accountability Thread

[Big Schwanz Acht]

JK, it's your Ferrari...do with it what you wish

 

[DLD]

JK, it's your Ferrari...do with it what you wish

Good assimilation! But I am more like a 67 Landrover

 

[DLD]

Mike...your behavior is deplorable!! I akin this to owning a one-of-one Ferrari and leaving it in the garage...that baby needs to stretch its legs and run the way it was designed!! Now get out there and speed-shift thru the gears like you're meant to do

Was thinking about letting one off tonight, I mean, I already fucked up! Right?

 

[Big Schwanz Acht]

Good assimilation! But I am more like a 67 Landrover

well...a one-of-one Landrover rotting under a cover

 

[Big Schwanz Acht]

Was thinking about letting one off tonight, I mean, I already fucked up! Right?

I will never agree that you've effed-up just by acting as Mother Nature intended, so you have my blessing(s)...always. Now please enjoy your 'alone time' without the burden of guilt or shame

 

[DLD]

I will never agree that you've effed-up just by acting as Mother Nature intended, so you have my blessing(s)...always. Now please enjoy your 'alone time' without the burden of guilt or shame

OK, did as you said, but I do not feel so guilty, more tired. I am sure tomorrow I will feel the guilt. Shit, what better reason to run to Jesus? It is very, very hard to go week after week without release. I know I have not had any nocturnal releases. I really did not feel the urge to do it, I more just did what you said but now I might be in some hot water. My Son has K9 on the computer and I hacked it off, but now I can't hack it back on???? I am going to have to come clean.

 

[DLD]

So I woke up feeling guilty, what a surprise! I confessed to the Brotherhood, my Confessor, I did my penance and I am starting over again. Like I have said this is like climbing the Rocky Mountains, you go up and down as you get to the top, but eventually you will get there. I sometimes think this is too much for me but then I remember why I am doing it and it gives me strength. Pray for me as I pray for you!

 

[Big Schwanz Acht]

So I woke up feeling guilty, what a surprise! I confessed to the Brotherhood, my Confessor, I did my penance and I am starting over again. Like I have said this is like climbing the Rocky Mountains, you go up and down as you get to the top, but eventually you will get there. I sometimes think this is too much for me but then I remember why I am doing it and it gives me strength. Pray for me as I pray for you!

Absolution is what I pray you'll accept and come-to-peace with. As human beings, we're a jumble of literally millions upon millions of tiny cells that make us the individuals that we are...and there in lies the beauty. We all have different traits and predilections to be accepted and managed for one to live a fully abundant life. If you spend an inordinate amount of time and energy trying to suppress a natural instinct, you'll have little left to explore and learn the very things that bring joy (and guilt is the destroyer of this). Ceding to your Higher Power is wonderfully freeing, let Him deal with any guilt or shame, my hope is you relish all the gifts you've been given and have worked so hard for.
Peace to you, my Brother

 

[DLD]

Ceding to your Higher Power is wonderfully freeing, let Him deal with any guilt or shame, my hope is you relish all the gifts you've been given and have worked so hard for.
Peace to you, my Brother

Thank you for your prayers, I really need them with this two fold mess! You are so right about guilt and I am not spending anymore time in guilt, I have admitted all my wrongs with God, the Brotherhood and my Confessor. I have done my penance and now I am forgiving myself because, as you said, Jesus has already forgiven me. I will start SRT to deal with my loss. I will pray to God to help me with a way to release without going against any of my scrupulous ways or maybe even pray that my scruples are removed. I am having a tough two days and I am so happy that I have you here helping me, I feel like a Newbie who is desperately in need of help.

 

[Big Schwanz Acht]

We are all 100% in your corner!! I accept you fully as my Brother and my Friend, please accept yourself (foibles and all )

 

[DLD]

We are all 100% in your corner!! I accept you fully as my Brother and my Friend, please accept yourself (foibles and all )

Much love my Brother, so much LOVE!

 

[huge-girth]

Was thinking about letting one off tonight, I mean, I already fucked up! Right?

Come join me, I've been masturbating daily for the past 2 days.

 

[LONGERDICK7+]

Come join me, I've been masturbating daily for the past 2 days.

since i have no frucking privacy i have to jerked full speed..wish i had the time id have really long jerking sessions..LolJK

When i do masturbate i get sleepy and bored LOL n need to start jerking all over again haha

 

[DLD]

Come join me, I've been masturbating daily for the past 2 days.

No way! I am even more determined now! I am tired of being weak and making excuses and running away from this issue, I am going to take the advice I have gotten today and be easier on myself, stop being so scrupulous and start allowing the thought to come and go as they please. Fighting makes me weak, resisting makes me weaker but allowing the thought to come and go gives me strength. I am not perfect, as my long post outlined, nor am I some superman or saint, I am a man just like everyone here and I am fallible. If I have done my best that is what matters. I did my best but with the depression and guilt I went through last night with my penis size I felt so shitty I just went for it, twice. So now I also know that when we feel bad about ourselves �naked people movies� becomes an attractive advisory, this awareness gives me ammo. Like I said and I will continue to say, this is a huge mountain that has valleys and peaks, getting to the top means sometimes getting to the bottom.

 

[kyomoto]

No way! I am even more determined now! I am tired of being weak and making excuses and running away from this issue, I am going to take the advice I have gotten today and be easier on myself, stop being so scrupulous and start allowing the thought to come and go as they please. Fighting makes me weak, resisting makes me weaker but allowing the thought to come and go gives me strength. I am not perfect, as my long post outlined, nor am I some superman or saint, I am a man just like everyone here and I am fallible. If I have done my best that is what matters. I did my best but with the depression and guilt I went through last night with my penis size I felt so shitty I just went for it, twice. So now I also know that when we feel bad about ourselves �naked people movies� becomes an attractive advisory, this awareness gives me ammo. Like I said and I will continue to say, this is a huge mountain that has valleys and peaks, getting to the top means sometimes getting to the bottom.

You can't permantly stop but you can build up to it. You've done so well recently and I encourage you to try. Of course you can always take a break and indulge the few times you want.

 

[huge-girth]

Well, I don't push much pressure on myself. I will only ejaculate when there is a urge to do so. Abstaining with having a girlfriend and doing PE at the same time is very difficult and strange too. The dick needs to be put to use.

 

[huge-girth]

since i have no frucking privacy i have to jerked full speed..wish i had the time id have really long jerking sessions..LolJK

When i do masturbate i get sleepy and bored LOL n need to start jerking all over again haha

The only way I compensate myself whenever I masturbate is if I'm doing PE. I just see sex/masturbation as part of the training. You cannot be training girth for two weeks and not masturbate C'mon bro.

 

[DLD]

2 days and counting What is better than starting over? It seems like I am starting everything over! A new leaf.

 

[huge-girth]

2 days and counting What is better than starting over? It seems like I am starting everything over! A new leaf.

I left a comment for you on the moderator forum.

 

[DLD]

10 days and counting! I can say that as time goes by I need to strengthen myself as much as possible as I am still suffering greatly with this. It is like a devil on my shoulder whispering in my ear that keep on going! I have found that the best way to murder that demon is by taking his power away. His only power is to temp and with every temptation I become even more resolved to do this. I look at this suffering as a joyful sorrow because I know it is the pain of correcting myself. I also give the suffering to Jesus and ask Him to help others who are struggling with sexual sin.

I am convinced that 2 things mainly drag us backwards. One is when we feel badly about ourselves and we want a quick way out. The other is when we let our guard down by being overtired or drunk or some other fashion where we lose the faculties of our mind to a certain degree. I am most temped when I am tired. when I am awake I can easily deal with this but when I am tired or I feel badly about myself I have much less strength to deal with the temptation. And, as I have said, unless I go and bury my head in the sand I will never be free of these temptations. Therefore, since avoidance is not possible acceptance needs to be applied. Acceptance that there will be times when coveting a woman will happen or subjugating someone will come about, it is in these times that I need to be vigilant.

Looking and appreciating the beauty that God has created is one thing but coveting is far different.

"What is Love?
Love is an intense feeling. It’s the affection and care that you feel towards another person. It is mainly a caring and profound attraction you have for another person. When you are in love, you commit yourself to the other person. You make the effort to resolve the conflicts instead of giving up. Feelings of love and romantic attraction for someone can increase your dopamine and serotonin levels. These results in loss of appetite and you feel elated. With a longer passage of time, as you feel attached to someone, your body generates oxytocin, popularly known as the “hormone of love”. 🙂

“The more we are filled with thoughts of lust the less we find true romantic love.” ~ Douglas Horton

What is Lust
Coming to lust – it is a strong desire or shall I call it a passion of a sexual nature you have for the other person. Lust is mainly a reaction to someone’s physical appearance. It’s a physical emotion that tends to be short-lived and occurs when you are sexually attracted to someone and want him or her for sex. It is more about immediate gratification, where you have sex and feel physically fulfilled. It all happens for a split second or heat of the moment and then it’s all over. Lust is mainly a craving for gratification – or sexual desire. A quick fix by mocking love."