doublelongdaddy;474434 said:
Is this a religious movement? Of course it is, MOS has been the Gospel on male sexuality for more than a decade...why stop with that? Is it not our duty as creatures of God to use every datum of creativity, knowledge, ingenuity, intelligence and any other gift to fulfill Heaven on Earth, or at least strive for such?

I am very thankful for all you have done DLD, providing a place for guys to better themselves in all areas of their life (especially Penis Enlargement), but one thing I am confused on with AlphaBlade, is that in your qoute above, your calling this a religious movement. Are you truely trying to create a new religion?
 
I feel so sad today:( I am so sorry but some days I really feel like giving up! I really wonder if it is worth it.....people you believed to be friends end up being Judas...who to trust? Is there a good man left? I mean for real, if you are out there and you truly love me, for me and for that alone, please let me hear your voice cause all I hear is mis-truths, lies, stretches of twisted realities thart are only created to serve the mans greed! Fuck it, if I don't feel some unity, love and dedication I will END THE PROJECT! AB can be thrown in the trash and burned just like anything else...I did it once what makes you think I wont again? I am starting to believe that AB may have like 12 members and thats if the 12 men I trust are being COMPLETELY HONEST WITH ME!

Listen, let me say it like this, I DO NOT HAVE TO DO AB! I can continue with MOS and get paid for the rest of my life, I am doing AB for honorable, worthy people but I am finding it hard to find too many more than the ones I still believe love me. If yall want this shit let me know, if not please say so. If you don't know what ALPHA✡BLADE is then ignore this entire message, if you do and you really want it.....PROVE IT!

Sorry about my disdain but today proved to be a very revealing day for a few of the men I believed to truly believe in AB only to find out they stole, raped, pillaged and destroyed every bit of respect I every had for them. Let me say this LOUDLY for those men, AB can only be used for good, the second you use it for greed it will systematically destroy you. I need no revenge, I have GOD. I suggest you do whatever you need to do to make this right!

To the ones who are still listening, I am sorry for my sadness but this is a one man fight and I am up against a state! Love and safe travels to those who know!
 
I wish I knew exactly what to say Mike. As a guy who has been raked over the coals and completely betrayed by people I would have given my life for I know pretty much the complete despair you feel. But I've also been "saved" and uplifted by a few random acts of strangers and not-quite-so-close who never knew just how much their small acts of kindness actually meant for me.

Some I will never "repay"....but then, they'd never want me to. Some folks just want you to pass it on. So that's what I'm doin'; just passin' it on. Might take me the rest of my life, but they'd say that's fine too. No hurry.

Mike what you're enduring, I can only imagine. What you're envisioning, I can only barely imagine. And just where it may lead: I can't imagine at all.
I just know, without a doubt, it's much bigger than me. And it's good, and it's pure and it needs to be done.
And if anyone is going to accomplish something of this importance it's you.
You've invested too much time, energy and yourself to give in to despair.


Whatever help you may need, if it's in my power; it's yours.
 
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I'm so sorry to hear that and know that a great person's kindess is always the target for miserable souls in this world. Without darkness, we would loss all appreciation of the light, so do not be afraid or sad during these dark periods DLD. Just know that when the light shines on you again, it will do so revealing a new man elevated by AB and those that stand behind him. I am behind you in whatever you do and I'm quite sure everyone on the forum feels the same.
 
Anything you do to try and promote god and religion will be met with resistance because the devil does not want you spreading the word and teachings of the all mighty creator. God will not fight your battles but HE will give you the tools needed to help people see his light. I was very frustrated with the cryptic messages as i took it to mean you were trying to be worshiped as a disciple.

I admit i don't know much about the Jewish religion. My guess is we believe alot of the same things. You must first admit to sin. You must ask for forgiveness. You must try to be a better person and help people when you can.

The problem is there are very few people that are actually willing to help without expecting something in return. If you only knew how many times i have changed tires in the pitch black of night on the side of the road just because they person needed my help. Some of those people actually get mad when you will not take money. These people can not understand the way of life for people like me and you.

Just as long as i have enough i don't need more. I don't have the urge to take anything from anyone that i don't deserve. At the same time if i work for something i expect what is promised and owed. There are very few people like this left in the world.

You have to keep your head high and know the purpose of ab is pure. You owe it to no one but your self to "turn the other cheek". Prosecute these people to the fullest extent of mans law then forgive them and move on. They will stand at the throne and answer to the judge someday.

There is nothing you can not accomplish with God. He will never give you a mountain you can't climb. Through Him all things are possible. Be true to your self and to your religion.
 
Wow, so much to process. I'm sorry if you feel down. There's always those days, and I think people take a long time to try and make it the opposite..

I'm still not quite well versed in fully understanding the entirety of this situation, but it's nice to see such passion. I don't see that in older generations anymore, I just see empty eyes. I'd always like to improve myself, I have to be the best I can be for my family and friends. For myself.. I'll try and follow the process. Though, being in one of the hardest schools here slims my time allowances down. But I'm interested in seeing how this progresses. I mean, anything magnanimous is a forward step.
 
Hang in there Mike! You only need to do the best you can in each moment. That is all that God wants each of us to do. The best you can do, IS indeed plenty good enough.

I'm with you. I'll send prayers each day. Please keep us updated when you have time and energy.

Dan
 
DLD everything about Alpha Blade sounds great and I know these legal woes are merely an obstacle on your way to success. Quick question though, I already am a paying member of the member site from a number of years ago and it would less than desirable if a disc regarding pe/ab was mailed to home where my kids are. Is there are a way users can opt out of the disc?
 
DLD,

Hang in there you are a true inspiration to us all. Unfortunately, we live in a world of greed and corruption and some times the people we think we can trust back stab us. I feel that I can for most if not all MOS members we appreciate all that you have done for us in the past and looking forward to what you will offer in the future. I try my best and live by this quote "Life is a struggle and without struggle there can be no progress", the great Martin Luther King once said this!

You have helped many men over the years over come their insecurities and given us all hope. I'm really looking forward to your 3 new products when ever they are released as they sound like they will change the Penis Enlargement world for good as you stated. Also, these 3 new devices sound like it will speed up length and girth gains while making the progess comfortable.

For all the haters and doubters, leave them in the dust DLD. You have many people that believe in you and never for one second doubt that. I believe in you so much that I will only by products sponsored by MOS!

One last quote "For every dark night, there's a bright day a head".
 
I'm always on your side Mike. Remember this, that we must go through the darkness to reach the light but the light can be extinguished by the darkness. Its a scale, balancing everything within proportion. You can always trust me ... PM with some details about the project, what exactly you desire the outcome to be and any addresses. I know something that will help.
 
karmi;474438 said:
ok dude im behind you on this but, i couldnt really understand everything you said. do we have to star paying to be on this site now? and if so is it monthly and how much?

cant wait for your new 3 pe tools either? how long till theyre out for availability SIR!?

No, the site will be free soon:)

neckercube;474439 said:
Three new Penis Enlargement items for MOS? :O

And that is only the beginning! I really think we will see a AWESOME year in Penis Enlargement.

koooky;474442 said:
Wow mike. This is so much binged than I ever thought. I am so excited to be around for this and I look forward to working with you in whatever capacity I can do the most good

I know, we have wanted this for some time. It is coming along so nicely, I promise you will love this.


Supra;474455 said:
We remain supreme above the rest for the leadership we have.

MY RIGHT HAND MAN

jekyllnhyde360;474468 said:
Great news DLD, im glad your new passion will benefit hopefully as many people if not morethan matters of size has in this newest direction , helping more people like always !

Thank you kind sir! My passion is strong but what amazes me is the passion of those who are involved, they really care! They really want to make a difference! They really sacrifice! I am amazed!


Solid Snake;474493 said:
Nothing but pure inspiration!

:) Thank you, I hope it lives up to your hopes!!!!

JamesB;474609 said:
DLD, while I am a minor member (I travel a lot for my job, so often I'll be 9 months without internet), I have always found that you are very inspirational and supportive person. While I am not sure if AB will be for me, do know I fully support what it is you are trying to accomplish. I do wish you the best in what seems to be the greatest journey of your life, and I hope you find what you are looking for at the journey's end. I do look forward to seeing what AB is all about.

Thank you for you support and we will be needing help soon in other areas. The big test will be how the studios do here. If things are successful I will want to expand to other areas. I really feel inspired by your words and I hope AB becomes that big!

ownd;474652 said:
DLD good stuff man,

when can we expect the 3 devices to be released?

This week I think we will be seeing one released. I am really hoping it is soon. I am waiting just like you and very excited too.

Strive;474669 said:
Sounds great. One thing I don't understand is why it's called Alpha Blade. Name doesn't make sense in relation to the purposes. Overall very surprised, not what I expected.

ALPHA=1
BLADE=HONOR

Strive;474670 said:
Will all members get access to videos on MOS?

Yes, all members will have access. The delay is unfortunate but it will happen soon, I promise.

going all out;474708 said:
damn man well i know your going to win your court case be safe

I know I will now too:) I am really looking forward to not having it all hanging over my head and being able to get back to work in a "normal" sense. AB has really pulled me through, just having something to work on was important during the scary parts but today I know I need not worry, I will win and this will soon be a memory!


karmi;474709 said:
holy shit dude were really sorry for the trouble you have been going through but we know our leader will pull through!!!!

all hail DLD

karmi, Thanks my friend! I have been doing my best and now that I have some new freedoms I can get some post on MOS answered!!! I have really missed Penis Enlargement:)

Scypher;474716 said:
I am very thankful for all you have done DLD, providing a place for guys to better themselves in all areas of their life (especially Penis Enlargement), but one thing I am confused on with AlphaBlade, is that in your qoute above, your calling this a religious movement. Are you truely trying to create a new religion?

I appreciate your thanks in Penis Enlargement:)

Yes, AlphaBlade is a religious movement.

MAXAMEYES;474764 said:
I wish I knew exactly what to say Mike. As a guy who has been raked over the coals and completely betrayed by people I would have given my life for I know pretty much the complete despair you feel. But I've also been "saved" and uplifted by a few random acts of strangers and not-quite-so-close who never knew just how much their small acts of kindness actually meant for me.

Some I will never "repay"....but then, they'd never want me to. Some folks just want you to pass it on. So that's what I'm doin'; just passin' it on. Might take me the rest of my life, but they'd say that's fine too. No hurry.

Mike what you're enduring, I can only imagine. What you're envisioning, I can only barely imagine. And just where it may lead: I can't imagine at all.
I just know, without a doubt, it's much bigger than me. And it's good, and it's pure and it needs to be done.
And if anyone is going to accomplish something of this importance it's you.
You've invested too much time, energy and yourself to give in to despair.


Whatever help you may need, if it's in my power; it's yours.

MAX, Do you know what my biggest problem is? I hold the real world to the standards of the men I have met here. It is so rare that I find a person in the real world with the integrity of Redzulu, or the strength of Dash, or the commitment of Kook, I mean I can go on and on about the people who are important to me but you get the point. Men have literally grown up here! We have been around long enough to see graduations, deaths, weddings and many changes in our fellowship. For ten years we have privately enjoyed the spoils of our integrity and honor and few of us remain (moderators). This is because, as a group, we have held each other to standards that most would never survive....this has an effect on the REAL psyche! I can not deal with people in the real world who are dishonorable in any way. Every since I created the work crew for AB I held each worker to the same standards as MOS administration and few remained in that crew too:) MAX, you have always been by my side, even when I was side ways:)

KingD;474766 said:
I'm so sorry to hear that and know that a great person's kindess is always the target for miserable souls in this world. Without darkness, we would loss all appreciation of the light, so do not be afraid or sad during these dark periods DLD. Just know that when the light shines on you again, it will do so revealing a new man elevated by AB and those that stand behind him. I am behind you in whatever you do and I'm quite sure everyone on the forum feels the same.

It makes me so sad when they become ungrateful, dishonorable or the like because it means they no longer can be part of my life. It is no so much the loss of money as it is friendship. King, I give out a lot of help in my area and it is over used and sometimes they do get away with it, they may even laugh at me or feel as though they were victorious but I feel much differently. When someone steals from me I feel very scared for them, very worried about their soul, I pray for them, I truly hope they get it, I want them to see the light and wake up....ultimately, at the end of the day, I want them to be better. With that said, people are responsible for their errors and when justice must be served, my brand ALWAYS GETS IT'S WAY:) People should never confuse my kindness with my ability to become the most EVIL force they have ever met if I become screwed:) I think I have proved it a few times:)


Dashdeming;474500 said:
Waiting with baited breath!!!!

Pervert:)
 
REDZULU2003;474888 said:
I'm always on your side Mike. Remember this, that we must go through the darkness to reach the light but the light can be extinguished by the darkness. Its a scale, balancing everything within proportion. You can always trust me ... PM with some details about the project, what exactly you desire the outcome to be and any addresses. I know something that will help.

RED, it is your words that get me through this darkness, that is why I am always amazed when you ask for my spiritual direction! You are VERY wise and a very special man! My love for you is beyond any normal love two people could share, we are truly brothers!
 
I hope I answered all the posts:) If I missed one I am sorry, please just repost.
 
UPDATES:

There is much to do and building is still going on so there is saw dust everywhere. We just cut the stairway and installed the steps for the lower rooms so it has been very exciting. I am video taping much of this and taking photos so everyone will get to see the entire process. Good news came this week also as we have acquired a larger portion of property and we will be able to add more living quarters and with the additional land we can add another addition to facilitate some food storage and distribution so I am very happy. I want to be able to stay in these studios as long as possible so the added apace is INCREDIBLE:)

financially things have been difficult but I have sold off some precious metals that have kept the workers paid and the mouths fed. As long as I can keep things moving I will and whatever it takes to make it happen I WILL DO, even if I go broke doing it:) This project means a lot to me, just like MOS and I will make it happen. I was thinking of how I would explain when ALPHA✡BLADE would be complete and the only answer I can give is, NEVER!:) ALPHA✡BLADE is forever growing, forever expanding, forever moving towards a greater goal. The studio will be ready soon but that is only a small part of an infinite journey of fellowship that I hope to inspire across the world. I have to believe our journey here is one of joy and I hope to teach many to find that joy while they are here! ALPHA✡BLADE may only be a small forum of men and women but we need to believe these are special people. Workers on the ALPHA✡BLADE project have largely donated their time and craftsmanship to support the project. MOS and it's affiliates and supporters also have played a role in the continued progress of this massive ambition for a better way. I am happy and proud to be in such a privileged position to serve this fellowship:)
 
wow man, this is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when you mean the site will be free, what exactly do you mean because this site is free isnt it? or do you mean like vidieos and programmes and things are going to be free?

also cant wait for the new equipments to come out dude, is it gonna be the answer to all length gains??? coz ive been struggling to get length gains so far and ive tried everything lol never giving up tho!!!

good to hear from you too man!!
 
Hey dld

I'm not a religious person at all, infact quite the opposite.

To me alpha blade doesn't sound appealing at all, purely based on my beliefs.

I've been a long time lurker here (6+ years) my old username was jubei.

Will there be a degree of separation between ab and mos?
My concern is that mos might be altered by ab.

Cheers and all the best.
Jim
 
With all this money going to AB, I hope your sons at least have food to eat and a house to live in lol.

I kid; I commend your selflessness DLD and your humble mindset. I admire you :)
 
Why do the most religious and the least religious both appear to be the most fearful people you're likely to encounter?


Jim-podiatrist;475278 said:
Hey dld

I'm not a religious person at all, infact quite the opposite.

To me alpha blade doesn't sound appealing at all, purely based on my beliefs.

I've been a long time lurker here (6+ years) my old username was jubei.

Will there be a degree of separation between ab and mos?
My concern is that mos might be altered by ab.

Cheers and all the best.
Jim
 
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