Hello All,
I am not in full-blown panic yet, but I am very worried. (Obviously, I might be over reacting, but this is my penis
)
I posted a few day back about a scary moment I had while doing some stretches. Just so that it is clear what happened, I will briefly detail what I believe is pertinent to the event.
I was using high heat and was well into my stretching exercises. I was very loose and elastic by this point. While stretching in the upward direction, I attempted, over-zealously in hind sight, to get my glans into my navel. I had been stretching in this direction for about five minutes straight, under high heat, at maximum tolerable stretch. After letting the stretch at the time heat or bake for about a minute, I increased the force of my pull towards the navel, and finally got the glans to reach my navel.
At no point was I in pain although I was pulling quite hard. Basically, I was thinking that if I was not feeling pain, and I was still getting circulation, I was well within safe limits of intensity. Well at that same moment of reaching my goal, I noticed I felt "disconnected" in a suddenly frightening way, again not in pain but like a feeling of "dislocation". Once I sensed this feeling, I immediately let go of my penis, however, it seemed to stay in that stretched and "detached" position momentarily. Alarmed, because I thought that it would snap back like a rubber band and it didn't, I jumped out of bed in fear that I had indeed injured myself badly. Also at the time when it seemed to stay dislocated, my penis went instantly numb, without warning. (Again, during the stretching process, I had felt like I was getting decent blood circulation, no coldness, pain, numbness or anything while stretching.) Anyway, to my delight, within a few moments, my penis did return to its original state, feeling returned, and no pain emerged.
So what I took from the experience was that I had simply overextended myself somehow and that I shouldn't attempt to stretch so intensely simply because I did not feel pain while increasing force. I mean for someone who is quite small like myself, stretching the penis to my navel is well, quite a stretch. Overall, I felt that I had not injured myself, and simply took it as a warning of sorts to watch that my intensity shouldn't be gauged by my threshold for "pain".
Now yesterday, I had another "experience" that scared me. Ironically, I was not even attempting to stretch the penis at all, but rather the skin along my shaft. (As my lack of skin elasticity is becoming more and more evident as a limiting factor for me recently) Basically, all I was doing was (or thought I was doing) stretching my shaft skin. I wasn't even placing any pressure on the glans or inner penis in any way. (So I thought) I had stabilized the skin right at the base, and was stroking, almost like a jelq but without actually moving blood as an objective, with the other hand the skin of my shaft towards the glans. Simply stretch the skin. I was really using little more than friction to create the stretch, a really light grip in comparison to a real penis stretching type grip.
So yes, I was letting it be painful. I will admit this. But I thought that it was only the stretching of my skin which was painful. I did not feel like any of the pain was from anywhere within the penis itself. It felt like I was just really stretching my skin hard, if that makes sense. No bulging glans, blood balloon anchor points, no internal stretch feelings at all really. Just felt like a burning pain that you would feel from an "indian burn" or any intense stretch of the skin.
But what happened next, was completely new and unexpected. I felt a sudden elevation in the pain withing my skin, like as if it somehow had torn midway down my shaft off to one side along the corpus cavernosum. It is not this "tearing" pain that worried me, a skin tear, is superficial in my mind, but I looked down at my penis and was shocked! I literally watched what I think is a complete evacuation of blood from my penis. Something that I had never seen, imagined, or even thought of as a possibility. My glans and more than half of my shaft turned white. And I do not mean pale, I mean almost as pure white as a sheet of paper. Absolute terror The pain at the "tear" site got really intense, but at the same time, the inside of my penis went numb!
Obviously, the stretching was over with. I immediately began doing anything that I could think of in my panic to get as much blood flow into my penis as quickly as possible. First a deep, but not strenuous, massage of my entire penis. Just letting my fingers move around whatever blood I could find all over my penis, up, down, sideways, in circles, you name it. I did not start engorging my penis manually with pressure because I was in a decent amount of pain (externally, like skin pain, but the inside of my penis was numb.) I basically didn't want to apply heavy pressure to the skin which was hurting pretty badly. Then I started "air humping" (Thrusting my hips while standing, letting my penis flap from my ass to my stomach.) Too funny I know, but it usually does wonders for me to get blood into my penis.
Over a couple of minutes the color returned to my penis and the feeling of numbness disappeared. (I was about a minute from jumping in my truck to rush to the hospital if it didn't.) However the "tear" site still hurt like hell, but that didn't worry me as much as the paling and numbness of my penis. Damage to the dermis, is blah, blah, to me.
Overall, I was worried that I did some damage to something somewhere, even though I had no idea what that may be or how it actually occurred. I had to go to work. So I took the opportunity to take a nice long hot shower to ensure to myself that I was doing even more to keep the blood flowing properly. At work, obviously I am still curious to what I have done to myself. There is obvious "shrinkage" apparent to me to what has recently been rather dramatic gains in my flaccid length in the last couple of weeks. So I think that I will spend most of my time at work doing kegels to keep the blood flowing. No obvious problems with the kegels are evident. I feel good that I can still feel this blood circulation. But I tell myself that I will definitely not tempt myself to do any "quick stretches" at the urinal or anything like that. I don't want to aggravate what may be some sort of injury.
Later in the evening at work, I had some down time. So I wanted to see if I could get an erection. So I started doing some intense kegels (I have been getting pretty good at getting "on-demand" erections with intense kegels lately) And it took significantly longer than I know I can "kegel up" an erection normally. Instead of a minute or two, it took almost fifteen minutes. Once I finally got the erection, it peaked and then died. Like I filled it up, and then it drained. Not a good sign, in my mind.
Okay, I woke up with a dismal erection, maybe 40-50%, but an erection nonetheless. I can still feel the "tear" sensation. And there is a residual soreness seemingly throughout the penis. It is basically..."tender" to the touch. It is a feeling where I know that I am not up to any sort of Penis Enlargement at all. About the only thing that I am comfortable doing right this second is kegeling a little bit of blood into it. I would not dare to apply any [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]traction[/words] or engorgement to it with any force at all. I can "feel" that that would be stupid.
So, do you guys think that I have seriously injured myself or did I simply hit a point where I have been overtraining? Visually, I cannot see anything wrong with my penis. It is very "veiny" looking, but that is getting to be normal since I started doing Penis Enlargement. There is still significant "shrinkage" evident, probably about the size I was before I started Penis Enlargement serious recently. (Maybe a little over a half-inch loss in flaccid hang.) Color looks okay.
As a side question, if you would indulge me, could my tolerance for exercise be too elevated? I mean, maybe I don't feel pain quick enough or intense enough to give me sufficient warning to ease up? For example, when I stretch, no matter how hard I stretch, I have never felt pain from the stretch within my penis (my skin does hurt when stretching very hard, but my inner penis, tendons, etc, never feel like they are being abused or hurt.) The only limits from stretching for me seem to come from my lack of skin elasticity and adequate grip pressure. In other words, the only thing that stops any of my stretches, are my tolerance for pain in the stretching of the skin, or a loss of grip pressure. (or a grip pressure that is necessarily so tight as to stop blood flow) It is never a feeling of inner stretch that feels limited or painful.
Any help or advice would be EXTREMELY helpful. For as much reading and crap that I do about all of this Penis Enlargement stuff, I am still a noob and am quite at a loss right this second.
Tom
I am not in full-blown panic yet, but I am very worried. (Obviously, I might be over reacting, but this is my penis
)I posted a few day back about a scary moment I had while doing some stretches. Just so that it is clear what happened, I will briefly detail what I believe is pertinent to the event.
I was using high heat and was well into my stretching exercises. I was very loose and elastic by this point. While stretching in the upward direction, I attempted, over-zealously in hind sight, to get my glans into my navel. I had been stretching in this direction for about five minutes straight, under high heat, at maximum tolerable stretch. After letting the stretch at the time heat or bake for about a minute, I increased the force of my pull towards the navel, and finally got the glans to reach my navel.
At no point was I in pain although I was pulling quite hard. Basically, I was thinking that if I was not feeling pain, and I was still getting circulation, I was well within safe limits of intensity. Well at that same moment of reaching my goal, I noticed I felt "disconnected" in a suddenly frightening way, again not in pain but like a feeling of "dislocation". Once I sensed this feeling, I immediately let go of my penis, however, it seemed to stay in that stretched and "detached" position momentarily. Alarmed, because I thought that it would snap back like a rubber band and it didn't, I jumped out of bed in fear that I had indeed injured myself badly. Also at the time when it seemed to stay dislocated, my penis went instantly numb, without warning. (Again, during the stretching process, I had felt like I was getting decent blood circulation, no coldness, pain, numbness or anything while stretching.) Anyway, to my delight, within a few moments, my penis did return to its original state, feeling returned, and no pain emerged.
So what I took from the experience was that I had simply overextended myself somehow and that I shouldn't attempt to stretch so intensely simply because I did not feel pain while increasing force. I mean for someone who is quite small like myself, stretching the penis to my navel is well, quite a stretch. Overall, I felt that I had not injured myself, and simply took it as a warning of sorts to watch that my intensity shouldn't be gauged by my threshold for "pain".
Now yesterday, I had another "experience" that scared me. Ironically, I was not even attempting to stretch the penis at all, but rather the skin along my shaft. (As my lack of skin elasticity is becoming more and more evident as a limiting factor for me recently) Basically, all I was doing was (or thought I was doing) stretching my shaft skin. I wasn't even placing any pressure on the glans or inner penis in any way. (So I thought) I had stabilized the skin right at the base, and was stroking, almost like a jelq but without actually moving blood as an objective, with the other hand the skin of my shaft towards the glans. Simply stretch the skin. I was really using little more than friction to create the stretch, a really light grip in comparison to a real penis stretching type grip.
So yes, I was letting it be painful. I will admit this. But I thought that it was only the stretching of my skin which was painful. I did not feel like any of the pain was from anywhere within the penis itself. It felt like I was just really stretching my skin hard, if that makes sense. No bulging glans, blood balloon anchor points, no internal stretch feelings at all really. Just felt like a burning pain that you would feel from an "indian burn" or any intense stretch of the skin.
But what happened next, was completely new and unexpected. I felt a sudden elevation in the pain withing my skin, like as if it somehow had torn midway down my shaft off to one side along the corpus cavernosum. It is not this "tearing" pain that worried me, a skin tear, is superficial in my mind, but I looked down at my penis and was shocked! I literally watched what I think is a complete evacuation of blood from my penis. Something that I had never seen, imagined, or even thought of as a possibility. My glans and more than half of my shaft turned white. And I do not mean pale, I mean almost as pure white as a sheet of paper. Absolute terror
The pain at the "tear" site got really intense, but at the same time, the inside of my penis went numb!Obviously, the stretching was over with. I immediately began doing anything that I could think of in my panic to get as much blood flow into my penis as quickly as possible. First a deep, but not strenuous, massage of my entire penis. Just letting my fingers move around whatever blood I could find all over my penis, up, down, sideways, in circles, you name it. I did not start engorging my penis manually with pressure because I was in a decent amount of pain (externally, like skin pain, but the inside of my penis was numb.) I basically didn't want to apply heavy pressure to the skin which was hurting pretty badly. Then I started "air humping"
(Thrusting my hips while standing, letting my penis flap from my ass to my stomach.) Too funny I know, but it usually does wonders for me to get blood into my penis. Over a couple of minutes the color returned to my penis and the feeling of numbness disappeared. (I was about a minute from jumping in my truck to rush to the hospital if it didn't.) However the "tear" site still hurt like hell, but that didn't worry me as much as the paling and numbness of my penis. Damage to the dermis, is blah, blah, to me.
Overall, I was worried that I did some damage to something somewhere, even though I had no idea what that may be or how it actually occurred. I had to go to work. So I took the opportunity to take a nice long hot shower to ensure to myself that I was doing even more to keep the blood flowing properly. At work, obviously I am still curious to what I have done to myself. There is obvious "shrinkage" apparent to me to what has recently been rather dramatic gains in my flaccid length in the last couple of weeks. So I think that I will spend most of my time at work doing kegels to keep the blood flowing. No obvious problems with the kegels are evident. I feel good that I can still feel this blood circulation. But I tell myself that I will definitely not tempt myself to do any "quick stretches" at the urinal or anything like that. I don't want to aggravate what may be some sort of injury.
Later in the evening at work, I had some down time. So I wanted to see if I could get an erection. So I started doing some intense kegels (I have been getting pretty good at getting "on-demand" erections with intense kegels lately) And it took significantly longer than I know I can "kegel up" an erection normally. Instead of a minute or two, it took almost fifteen minutes. Once I finally got the erection, it peaked and then died. Like I filled it up, and then it drained. Not a good sign, in my mind.
Okay, I woke up with a dismal erection, maybe 40-50%, but an erection nonetheless. I can still feel the "tear" sensation. And there is a residual soreness seemingly throughout the penis. It is basically..."tender" to the touch. It is a feeling where I know that I am not up to any sort of Penis Enlargement at all. About the only thing that I am comfortable doing right this second is kegeling a little bit of blood into it. I would not dare to apply any [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]traction[/words] or engorgement to it with any force at all. I can "feel" that that would be stupid.
So, do you guys think that I have seriously injured myself or did I simply hit a point where I have been overtraining? Visually, I cannot see anything wrong with my penis. It is very "veiny" looking, but that is getting to be normal since I started doing Penis Enlargement. There is still significant "shrinkage" evident, probably about the size I was before I started Penis Enlargement serious recently. (Maybe a little over a half-inch loss in flaccid hang.) Color looks okay.
As a side question, if you would indulge me, could my tolerance for exercise be too elevated? I mean, maybe I don't feel pain quick enough or intense enough to give me sufficient warning to ease up? For example, when I stretch, no matter how hard I stretch, I have never felt pain from the stretch within my penis (my skin does hurt when stretching very hard, but my inner penis, tendons, etc, never feel like they are being abused or hurt.) The only limits from stretching for me seem to come from my lack of skin elasticity and adequate grip pressure. In other words, the only thing that stops any of my stretches, are my tolerance for pain in the stretching of the skin, or a loss of grip pressure. (or a grip pressure that is necessarily so tight as to stop blood flow) It is never a feeling of inner stretch that feels limited or painful.
Any help or advice would be EXTREMELY helpful. For as much reading and crap that I do about all of this Penis Enlargement stuff, I am still a noob and am quite at a loss right this second.
Tom