Injury / Feeling terrified.. help

I did a improper hanging technique w/ the bib hanger about 9 months ago. I had about 8lbs hanging, and stopped right at about 25min when I realized I couldn't feel my penis. My glans went white. I've seen three urologists now. "There's nothing we can do for you" "It's probably nerve damage". Tonight, I look down at my penis head and see scars on top of scars, patchy, and pale. My penis head used to be bright red and I was extremely sensitive. Now, there's parts of my head that I cant feel. I realize this is nerve damage. I'm depressed as fuck. Why did I do this to myself? Some days it'll feel like I'm getting better (more color, feeling. And then, days like today, it gets worse again. I will say that on the hole, sensitivity and color have slightly improved over the course of 9months. I have found a correlation to masterbation and haulting my improvement. When I masterbate too much, I'll get worse. I'll even feel pain deep at the base of my dick. Some of you might be thinking, why the fuck would you masterbate if you're injured. To that I say, blood flow. I am just guessing though. Who really knows what's going on with me? I realize I'm a fool, you don't have to reiterate that

Yes blood flow is very important for healing. Sorry to hear about that. I would definitely stay away from hanging until everything is back to normal.

OHH man I'm sorry to hear that!
I can understand how painful is this.
c'mon Doctors I respect them, they're more than needed, but they are humans they don't know anything. You definitely can fix it.

Blood flow is great, but don't jerk it for pleasure, get erect wear a cock ring (very light one).
Plus+ you should sleep and rest, your whole body goes under maintenance while you sleep,sleep at least 8 hours and on your biological clock hours!
Eat right bro, don't expect your dick to heal itself if what your body absorbs to function and heal is trash! Do some research for specifically foods,minerals, vitamins etc for Nerve Tissue

-Dont masturbate
-Eat healthy
-sleep properly
-Research what your body needs in order to heal itself from nerve damage, and what other tissue are involved in your dick!


Wish you the best bro you'll be ok in a few months, jUST TAKE ACTION NOW! WALK towards that outcome.

Stay away from hanging for now. I think a cockring will help with blood flow by trapping the erect penis at the base with a cockring instead of masturbating too much.

huge-girth;716679 said:

Stay away from hanging for now. I think a cockring will help with blood flow by trapping the erect penis at the base with a cockring instead of masturbating too much.

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I am absolutely certain he shouldn't be using any clamping device, cock ring inclusive.
You want to assist blood flow not constrict it even further. I think that is what led to this issue in the first place.
My advice would be to inculcate these in your healing routine, take nitric oxide, some vitamins, hot water therapy, and then take things slow, its been 9 months already . . . well, you can wait some more months.

Only time can heal nerve damage. You should never hang longer than 20 minutes.

the boss!;716677 said:

OHH man I'm sorry to hear that!
I can understand how painful is this.
c'mon Doctors I respect them, they're more than needed, but they are humans they don't know anything. You definitely can fix it.

Blood flow is great, but don't jerk it for pleasure, get erect wear a cock ring (very light one).
Plus+ you should sleep and rest, your whole body goes under maintenance while you sleep,sleep at least 8 hours and on your biological clock hours!
Eat right bro, don't expect your dick to heal itself if what your body absorbs to function and heal is trash! Do some research for specifically foods,minerals, vitamins etc for Nerve Tissue

-Dont masturbate
-Eat healthy
-sleep properly
-Research what your body needs in order to heal itself from nerve damage, and what other tissue are involved in your dick!


Wish you the best bro you'll be ok in a few months, jUST TAKE ACTION NOW! WALK towards that outcome.

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stillwantmore2;716695 said:

Only time can heal nerve damage. You should never hang longer than 20 minutes.

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Agreed.

doublelongdaddy;716843 said:

Agreed.

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I agree too haha dont get me wrong.
only "time"! so give time to the time.

But i think somebody who has healthy lifestyle heals waay faster and way stronger than somebody that does not.

Try Viagra or cialis.
If you are having poor blood
Flow it will improve your situation
Sorry you are going through this

Thanks guys for your encouraging words. It's been a rough year, on top of all this I got chlamydia about a month ago from this girl I was seeing. I have to go into the doc tomorrow to make sure I'm clean now. I haven't masterbated for four days, which is a feat personally. I seem to be a chronic masterbator. Whenever I masterbate too much now, I'll get a set back (weak erections/pale head/numbness). I'm taking some supplements, eating right, working out, and sleeping enough. I hope you guys don't mind me posting here again in the near future, might need reassurance.

neatdude;716892 said:

Thanks guys for your encouraging words. It's been a rough year, on top of all this I got chlamydia about a month ago from this girl I was seeing. I have to go into the doc tomorrow to make sure I'm clean now. I haven't masterbated for four days, which is a feat personally. I seem to be a chronic masterbator. Whenever I masterbate too much now, I'll get a set back (weak erections/pale head/numbness). I'm taking some supplements, eating right, working out, and sleeping enough. I hope you guys don't mind me posting here again in the near future, might need reassurance.

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freeshh bro keep doing that!
fuck willpower, you got motivation !

neatdude;716892 said:

Thanks guys for your encouraging words. It's been a rough year, on top of all this I got chlamydia about a month ago from this girl I was seeing. I have to go into the doc tomorrow to make sure I'm clean now. I haven't masterbated for four days, which is a feat personally. I seem to be a chronic masterbator. Whenever I masterbate too much now, I'll get a set back (weak erections/pale head/numbness). I'm taking some supplements, eating right, working out, and sleeping enough. I hope you guys don't mind me posting here again in the near future, might need reassurance.

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This thread may help you with the masturbation issue:
http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/...sional-booth-keep-each-other-accountable.html

neatdude;716892 said:

Thanks guys for your encouraging words. It's been a rough year, on top of all this I got chlamydia about a month ago from this girl I was seeing. I have to go into the doc tomorrow to make sure I'm clean now. I haven't masterbated for four days, which is a feat personally. I seem to be a chronic masterbator. Whenever I masterbate too much now, I'll get a set back (weak erections/pale head/numbness). I'm taking some supplements, eating right, working out, and sleeping enough. I hope you guys don't mind me posting here again in the near future, might need reassurance.

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hope everything is going well take care of your johnson you only get 1 !!!

Update: I took about 8 days off from cumming (I still masterbated here and there). After 8 days, my penis was getting rock hard again. It almost returned to its redish original color, and sensitivity was at about 90% back to normal. For the first time in 9 months, this is the best improvement I've seen. On top of that, my head and some of my shaft was dry and flakey. This has never happened to me before. I believe this means regeneration is happening. Anyways, I decide to masterbate and cum a few times. Welp, part of my head is pale again and I lost some sensitivity again. I'm supposed to see a neurologist soon. Mind you I used to jack it every single day, sometimes several times a day. So this is kinda driving me crazy!

Be patient I'm sure it's hard we are rooting for you. I would abstain from jacking a bunch maybe try slow jelqs and maybe even short sets with a bathmate to bring healthy blood flow

neatdude;718058 said:

Update: I took about 8 days off from cumming (I still masterbated here and there). After 8 days, my penis was getting rock hard again. It almost returned to its redish original color, and sensitivity was at about 90% back to normal. For the first time in 9 months, this is the best improvement I've seen. On top of that, my head and some of my shaft was dry and flakey. This has never happened to me before. I believe this means regeneration is happening. Anyways, I decide to masterbate and cum a few times. Welp, part of my head is pale again and I lost some sensitivity again. I'm supposed to see a neurologist soon. Mind you I used to jack it every single day, sometimes several times a day. So this is kinda driving me crazy!

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So stop masturbating. It seems like a tough thing but after a few weeks it becomes easy.

neatdude;718058 said:

Update: I took about 8 days off from cumming (I still masterbated here and there). After 8 days, my penis was getting rock hard again. It almost returned to its redish original color, and sensitivity was at about 90% back to normal. For the first time in 9 months, this is the best improvement I've seen. On top of that, my head and some of my shaft was dry and flakey. This has never happened to me before. I believe this means regeneration is happening. Anyways, I decide to masterbate and cum a few times. Welp, part of my head is pale again and I lost some sensitivity again. I'm supposed to see a neurologist soon. Mind you I used to jack it every single day, sometimes several times a day. So this is kinda driving me crazy!

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Try 2 weeks without masturbation

kyomoto;718122 said:

Try 2 weeks without masturbation

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That is a good chunk of time and I bet after two weeks he will have broken the habit.

doublelongdaddy;718244 said:

That is a good chunk of time and I bet after two weeks he will have broken the habit.

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It usually does take 2-3 weeks to start something and get it going. That's how I started working out.

Hey guys just got back from the neurologist. He confirmed I have a dorsal nerve injury. He said this injury should clear itself up over time. The biggest thing I'm dealing with is this glove feeling every time I ejaculate. He prescribed Alpha Lipoic Acid to stop that busy feeling. As for the lack of sensitivity, he said it's a waiting game. He said I should be able to masterbate occasionally. What do you guys think?