My PE experience - a journey of insecurity

I have a tablet to watch whatever I'm 'feeling' at that moment and like Clad, I kegel often. The higher you're able to maintain your EQ, the better/faster the results
 
doublelongdaddy;733590 said:
Erections are very easy with Viagra. Generic Viagra is very inexpensive now, about 70 cents per session.
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My biggest fear with using ED drugs is getting to the point that I need it to get or maintain a full erection either physically or mentally. Once you start getting those no doubt about it 110% erections from ED drugs your normal erection is going to seem weak in comparison even if it's good enough. The brain might start with the doubt of "I'm not fully hard" and next thing you know your brain has talked you out of an erection unless you're taking ED meds.

What's the long term physical side effect? Can they cause unmedicated erections to be weak/weaker if you use Viagra or Cialis too often?
 
cladre60;733614 said:
My biggest fear with using ED drugs is getting to the point that I need it to get or maintain a full erection either physically or mentally. Once you start getting those no doubt about it 110% erections from ED drugs your normal erection is going to seem weak in comparison even if it's good enough. The brain might start with the doubt of "I'm not fully hard" and next thing you know your brain has talked you out of an erection unless you're taking ED meds.

What's the long term physical side effect? Can they cause unmedicated erections to be weak/weaker if you use Viagra or Cialis too often?
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My experience with both Vitamin 'V' and Vitamin 'C' has been exactly as advertised and I've never had any ED issues, ever! I'll break-up a 'V' into halves or quarters and it provides that little-bit extra and allows for a natural ebb/flow w/out the possibility of being distracted/interrupted affecting the experience. For me, it's not anything I even have to think about or concentrate on...boner on-demand w/no side-affects
 
Big Schwanz Acht;733622 said:
My experience with both Vitamin 'V' and Vitamin 'C' has been exactly as advertised and I've never had any ED issues, ever! I'll break-up a 'V' into halves or quarters and it provides that little-bit extra and allows for a natural ebb/flow w/out the possibility of being distracted/interrupted affecting the experience. For me, it's not anything I even have to think about or concentrate on...boner on-demand w/no side-affects
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Right but how often are you using it? If it's maybe once a week then I can't see it having much of a negative effect on you. My concern is taking it 4, 5, even 6 times a week. At what point will or can it start causing issues with unmedicated erections?
 
There's latent effects several days after use, so I may only take one 'C' or the equivalent of one 'V' per week, but that's all that's needed and there's zero dependency and I get normal 'wood' whenever. It really does help w/my BM sessions tho, there's a marked difference in EQ w/vs. w/out while using the pump...and just lately I've noticed a length increase while in the cylinder which should translate to real-life gain...I attribute this to my sessions being aided by a higher EQ
 
Big Schwanz Acht;733628 said:
There's latent effects several days after use, so I may only take one 'C' or the equivalent of one 'V' per week, but that's all that's needed and there's zero dependency and I get normal 'wood' whenever. It really does help w/my BM sessions tho, there's a marked difference in EQ w/vs. w/out while using the pump...and just lately I've noticed a length increase while in the cylinder which should translate to real-life gain...I attribute this to my sessions being aided by a higher EQ
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Being able to keep more of an erection would be great for my BM sessions. The ultimate would be having my wife on board and seductively teasing me along the whole time. That'd easily give a 1x1" increase every session lol.
 
The brain might start with the doubt of "I'm not fully hard" and next thing you know your brain has talked you out of an erection unless you're taking ED meds.
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I get this exact behaviour, except that I've never taken C's or V's or anything. It's that I know I can get harder and a bit longer but it won't. Watching ���� doesn't help either - I'm trying to quit that habit in fact. I'm aware it's more of an anxiety thing where you can't get fully aroused because you're more worried about your erection, and the more you think about it the less you're able to achieve what you're thinking about.

I've also noticed a night-day difference in pressure resistance. Literally. Yesterday I couldn't withstand the pressure from three pumps, today I could pump all the way to the max (I think) and barely felt a thing. I tried getting inside the BM with as high EQ as I could (around 70%) and, even though it came out flaccid after the session, while inside the BM it was around my NBPEL size, so I guess that's good? Didn't notice much of a change immediately post-session but I'll keep trying.
 
Heres a cute one :)
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Big Schwanz Acht;733657 said:
*insert 'Unicorn' reference here*
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She doesn't seem to be complaining at how much easier I'm hitting those "OMFG!" spots. Women are dumb lol.
 
cladre60;733709 said:
She doesn't seem to be complaining at how much easier I'm hitting those "OMFG!" spots. Women are dumb lol.
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Are we dumber than them? because we try to impress them(penis size) LOL ...maybe a bit :p
 
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Women and Men are so far from each other it is amusing! I can not understand how relationships work out with so many differences. I guess it is the sex, IDK. I am so happy being alone, I do not want a woman, I want peace and privacy. I do miss sex and I will for life but my privacy trumps sex any day of the week accept today :) Today I would like to have sex :) JK, kind of...


Hey, where is my silicone girlfriend!?!? Thant would be the solution for me!
 
doublelongdaddy;733743 said:
Women and Men are so far from each other it is amusing! I can not understand how relationships work out with so many differences. I guess it is the sex, IDK. I am so happy being alone, I do not want a woman, I want peace and privacy. I do miss sex and I will for life but my privacy trumps sex any day of the week accept today :) Today I would like to have sex :) JK, kind of...


Hey, where is my silicone girlfriend!?!? Thant would be the solution for me!
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Wise words why relationships work....many reasons why
 
LONGERDICK7+;733713 said:
Are we dumber than them? because we try to impress them(penis size) LOL ...maybe a bit :p
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Cause when you get a little thicker they're even tighter and when you hit a little deeper they squeeze even harder and squirm in ways that feel good.

So we're trying to impress them but we're making it feel better for us at the same time.
 
doublelongdaddy;733743 said:
Women and Men are so far from each other it is amusing! I can not understand how relationships work out with so many differences. I guess it is the sex, IDK. I am so happy being alone, I do not want a woman, I want peace and privacy. I do miss sex and I will for life but my privacy trumps sex any day of the week accept today :) Today I would like to have sex :) JK, kind of...


Hey, where is my silicone girlfriend!?!? Thant would be the solution for me!
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I feel the same way, women are crazy. I like privacy just like you and also I need to work way too hard in order to have sex with a woman and that's not worth it. I prefer to save money and buy a sex doll or a sex robot or whatever... But even without it just regular masturbation is a lot of fun.
And unlike what LONGERDICK7+ said, the only person I do PE for is myself, because I think a huge penis is the sexiest thing a man can have, and that's what I want to myself. I don't try to impress anybody I don't care about the ago stuff.
 
IAmSpartacus71;733810 said:
I feel the same way, women are crazy. I like privacy just like you and also I need to work way too hard in order to have sex with a woman and that's not worth it. I prefer to save money and buy a sex doll or a sex robot or whatever... But even without it just regular masturbation is a lot of fun.
And unlike what LONGERDICK7+ said, the only person I do PE for is myself, because I think a huge penis is the sexiest thing a man can have, and that's what I want to myself. I don't try to impress anybody I don't care about the ago stuff.
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We are all different and the same in many ways :) I love women, do not get me wrong, I would love to spend all day having sex or jerking off, I enjoy ����. The thing is, for me, is staying true to my celibacy and abstinence. I find it to be my biggest challenge in my entire life. Sex is so natural and refraining takes great effort. I have done my best to stay true to God but I always met up. I am no where near conquering this as I still fall prey to those things I do not want do and I am left with only the sting of guilt. I love my life of solitude and I fear a women would take too much time from my life as I am dedicated to God, the Brotherhood and my Family. There really is no time for a woman, nor do I want to marry to have sex, that is so fucking backwards! i want to be able to be chase without the constant assaults of the flesh! How can a single, celibate man make it in this world of complete lust? Its is damn hard and I struggle daily, nah, fuck that, I struggle every moment of the day. I have had a very trying couple of weeks and I needed to vent that, so sorry for going off course.
 
IAmSpartacus71;733810 said:
I feel the same way, women are crazy. I like privacy just like you and also I need to work way too hard in order to have sex with a woman and that's not worth it. I prefer to save money and buy a sex doll or a sex robot or whatever... But even without it just regular masturbation is a lot of fun.
And unlike what LONGERDICK7+ said, the only person I do PE for is myself, because I think a huge penis is the sexiest thing a man can have, and that's what I want to myself. I don't try to impress anybody I don't care about the ago stuff.
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first Going to show my self how big i can get hahaha,Come on man getting a sex doll is kind of humiliating dont you think..Besides if u look like that guy in your pic.youd not have no trouble getting pussy i believe.
 
LONGERDICK7+;733846 said:
first Going to show my self how big i can get hahaha,Come on man getting a sex doll is kind of humiliating dont you think..Besides if u look like that guy in your pic.youd not have no trouble getting pussy i believe.
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You can not say that, you think that getting a sex doll is humiliating but I think that going out on dates and work really really hard just to have sex with women way under my league that I find repulsive is humiliating. We have a difference in our preference so don't judge me.
BTW, the guy in my picture is not me, it's Andy Whitfield (RIP) who played Spartacus in "Spartacus: Blood and Sand". Come on man, watch this series it's fantastic!
 
IAmSpartacus71;733860 said:
You can not say that, you think that getting a sex doll is humiliating but I think that going out on dates and work really really hard just to have sex with women way under my league that I find repulsive is humiliating. We have a difference in our preference so don't judge me.
BTW, the guy in my picture is not me, it's Andy Whitfield (RIP) who played Spartacus in "Spartacus: Blood and Sand". Come on man, watch this series it's fantastic!
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mmm yeah we all different,I do agree whit your views, sometimes we have to break our asses off just to get a disgusting piece of flesh..That we dont even want or need..

Thats the humiliating part imho,Some fools get the pussy almost effortless,Some others which is maybe our case takes a lot more.... there are so many reasons why i guess
 
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