kyomoto;720054 said:
I just made up my mind to find a woman less than 24 hours ago. I understand I need to start making the right steps to find one. Patience is virtue
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I just made up my mind to find a woman less than 24 hours ago. I understand I need to start making the right steps to find one. Patience is virtue
templnite;720088 said:
I'm no longer oppressed. Throughout this year, I will strive not to masturbate at all but I will surely need a pussy by my side to smash right after girth work.
No confessions from me this week. I did have a lot of guilt and frustration going through the How Big is His Cock thread removing all the adult entertainment. Temptation arose but my disgust for it was so much stronger and I accomplished a great feat in cleansing that thread of any temptations. I feel good about the direction we are going and I know it will benefit us greatly in the future.
As I was getting to sleep last night I was awoken with an erection and I was touching myself. I really believe this is the work of God. I think in giving up adult entertainment and masturbation I am being granted wet dreams to deal with that stress and temptation. God works in amazing ways. Lust in the world has become almost nonexistent, I see and I turn immediately and get back to work or prayer. Now, avoiding lust is much easier to do in the winter, the real tests will come in the summer when every girl dresses like a Jezebel!
As I was getting to sleep last night I was awoken with an erection and I was touching myself. I really believe this is the work of God. I think in giving up adult entertainment and masturbation I am being granted wet dreams to deal with that stress and temptation. God works in amazing ways. Lust in the world has become almost nonexistent, I see and I turn immediately and get back to work or prayer. Now, avoiding lust is much easier to do in the winter, the real tests will come in the summer when every girl dresses like a Jezebel!
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I think Satan caused :
arkailina to blame me for his lack of good karma but I forgive his sneaky ways , he is from a foreign land
Accro to say incoherent stuffs, I forgive him for we are both just as troubled/addled.
Rocky to say I ain't shit, that's ok I may have gotten him deported by accident. (Oops)
Me and swan ripping poor keyomoto, he deserves it though.
People watching Japanese cartoons, anime was a mistake and those people too.
Its ok though because it wasnt the brotherhood talking, it was the devil using us as a conduit for hate. I love my brothers and they love me, and if they offended me I don't care because I know those flaming darts don't come from their heart, the originate from Satan's dirty crusty infected evil tounge that was speaking through them.
Let's start anew
and not let the enemy take control of our emotions/emojis
arkailina to blame me for his lack of good karma but I forgive his sneaky ways , he is from a foreign land
Accro to say incoherent stuffs, I forgive him for we are both just as troubled/addled.
Rocky to say I ain't shit, that's ok I may have gotten him deported by accident. (Oops)
Me and swan ripping poor keyomoto, he deserves it though.
People watching Japanese cartoons, anime was a mistake and those people too.
Its ok though because it wasnt the brotherhood talking, it was the devil using us as a conduit for hate. I love my brothers and they love me, and if they offended me I don't care because I know those flaming darts don't come from their heart, the originate from Satan's dirty crusty infected evil tounge that was speaking through them.
Let's start anew
and not let the enemy take control of our emotions/emojis
The enemy is satan and we have allowed fertile ground to contribute to his underhanded ways. Remember, satan has no power to make you do anything, but he can influence what you do. In his sneakiness he does not bring us directly to the thing we want to avoid but to something much ore innocent, then through small, unnoticeable steps we eventually are brought to the place we did not want to go. After we have done this he has even more fun making us feel guilty and avoiding going to God for forgives, this is just what he desires, us to stop communing with God. When satan comes to me and starts to throw temptation upon temptation I simply say, with great strength "And the Word was made Flesh" and this is too much for him to bare and he flees immediately.
After we fall it becomes easy to get discouraged and become snared in the trap of guilt. It is of the most importance, to beat the evil one, to run with complete conviction into Jesus arms and tell Him everything. When we can humble ourselves in this way God brings us so much closer to Him and the Spirit will help us in these times of struggle. If I did not have Jesus to run to I would not want to be in the world.
Never feel badly when you fall, simply reflect on the Passion of Christ and how He fell over and over! He even needed help from Simon to carry His cross. In this we can see that if God could fall and get back up we too can. If we have a cross that is too heavy, there is always a Simon here to help us.
After we fall it becomes easy to get discouraged and become snared in the trap of guilt. It is of the most importance, to beat the evil one, to run with complete conviction into Jesus arms and tell Him everything. When we can humble ourselves in this way God brings us so much closer to Him and the Spirit will help us in these times of struggle. If I did not have Jesus to run to I would not want to be in the world.
Never feel badly when you fall, simply reflect on the Passion of Christ and how He fell over and over! He even needed help from Simon to carry His cross. In this we can see that if God could fall and get back up we too can. If we have a cross that is too heavy, there is always a Simon here to help us.
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huge-girth;720097 said:
Be careful what you wish for...finding anything for the sake of replacing or running from something else will yield similar results. Mike made a comment several weeks ago regarding privilege and I believe it rings-true for probably all facets of life, (this is my interpretation):
Every action you make has consequences, (either good, bad or indifferent) and once those actions begin to have negative effects on your life then it's time to evaluate. Here's where I think 'privilege' comes into play...you can have a drink or two and that's your right as an adult, once you've negatively affected your life or someone else's, then you no longer get that right or privilege. This works on every level, from adult entertainment, masturbation, sex, work, food, etc. The key is to be able to recognize the negativity brought upon you from these acts and having the discipline to eliminate/adjust the actions.
It's very simple in theory, but wrought with challenges IRL
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doublelongdaddy;720341 said:
clearly an oversimplification, but if followed I think it'll keep one focused and on their chosen path
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since you've been mentioning 'trust' more and more throughout your posts, I have another 'take' on that too:
To be able to fully trust someone you have to be able to fully trust yourself. This may sound easy, ('of course I trust myself, I know what's what') but there are many conflicted with doubt and uncertainty when it comes to their own judgment. "Trust" and "honesty" are forever linked, and if one deludes oneself with dishonest praise/ego/affirmation (or negatively with guilt/flagellation/doubt) then you're not being honest with your true self and therefore unable to trust in any 'real' sense. All too often you'll hear, 'give your trust in The Lord' and people interpret this as absolving themselves of having to trust or be honest w/themselves...I don't believe that was the intent.
In 2017, I will be truer to myself, more honest in all aspects, apologize quickly/sincerely, love deeply and try to trust more openly.
Happy New Year, my brothers!
To be able to fully trust someone you have to be able to fully trust yourself. This may sound easy, ('of course I trust myself, I know what's what') but there are many conflicted with doubt and uncertainty when it comes to their own judgment. "Trust" and "honesty" are forever linked, and if one deludes oneself with dishonest praise/ego/affirmation (or negatively with guilt/flagellation/doubt) then you're not being honest with your true self and therefore unable to trust in any 'real' sense. All too often you'll hear, 'give your trust in The Lord' and people interpret this as absolving themselves of having to trust or be honest w/themselves...I don't believe that was the intent.
In 2017, I will be truer to myself, more honest in all aspects, apologize quickly/sincerely, love deeply and try to trust more openly.
Happy New Year, my brothers!
Big Schwanz Acht;720359 said:
Very wise outlook and, ironically, the TRUTH
Trust is Earned and Trust is Humble. The two are entangled closely. For me to ask someone to trust me I am asking them to put their livelihood into my hands, a very big responsibility on my part and an even greater act from the one who is giving his trust. Over my time in the Brotherhood I have strived to continuously improve the family to build a Brotherly trust, a universal feeling we can all share in together. When this is done with humbleness and altruism it never fail but if it is done with pride and greed it will fail miserably. I put my Trust in everyone here and in this I have learned to be a much better person, the improvements I have made by learning from my Brothers would never have happened if I did not put myself completely in their hands and learn from them.
Being true to oneself is a grace earned through self-honesty and forgiveness is granted trough humbleness. In these things we can learn to apologize quicker, forgive ourselves quicker, be more loving and kind to others and a multitude of other graces. I love that you are taking on this great challenge but I know you can do it because I TRUST in you!
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doublelongdaddy;720420 said:Oh, and a confession of sorts
In 4 days it will mark a month of no adult entertainment/fap
There should be a 'chip' provided for every milestone met, (oh wait, I think someone already thought of this, lol) Congrats! (I hope your housecleaner is patient and understanding when dealing with your nocturnal emissions)
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I love a good, short adult entertainment flick. I tend to stick to those 5-8 minutes long with no "plots". I alternate between a series called "Tushy" featuring gorgeous petite women getting railed balls deep in the ass and random "swallow" scenes. I have zero shame or bad feelings, nor detrimental erection issues. I also have sex with the wife a few times a month with zero problems.
Big Schwanz Acht;720444 said:
1 month is the longest in my life, I am so proud of myself for coming this far. The masturbation was not really the hard part, it was the adult entertainment that really grips you and after the last fall and the hell I went through I vowed to never do it again.
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Wow such a cool story.stillwantmore2;720457 said:
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Some of us self realized, strong minded types have cool stories brother Temp. You can too if you so choose.