Welcome back my brother it’s been a long time I’m so happy to see you back. I was wondering how things were going with your self reviews and seems like you got a handle on that. I also think that it’s a really good time for you to get back involved with the brotherhood because so many new changes have happened since you have not been there. I’m so happy you’re back and I look forward to your involvement.
 
DLD is sooo right. You need positivity in all aspects of your life brother! This is a very positive community, and we look out for our own. Don't be shy brother. If you need anything, ANYTHING, don'tshy away from asking ANY OF US!

Blessings....
 
DLD is sooo right. You need positivity in all aspects of your life brother! This is a very positive community, and we look out for our own. Don't be shy brother. If you need anything, ANYTHING, don'tshy away from asking ANY OF US!

Blessings....

God bless you my brother those are some very kind words.
 
Best of strength to you @Jwebater , thanks for being open. Apologies on my behalf as well for your loss.

On other note, getting back to PE. The pump, if it's 2.5" diameter, might be too large to target length gains. In a smaller diameter cylinder you'd likely hit that 8", with a wider the force is transmitted differently and hitting length might be tough, unless you're really packing that tube.

Take your time, wishing you all the best! I hope you find a way to love your body, it's tough but doable!
 
I have suffered with body dysmorphia...... for a long long time. 7th grade to be exact. That was the first time ever being in a locker room, and seeing larger units (LA, so 80% are brothas...showers) and fitter physiques.

As a child (think 9yrs old), my father had an obsession with the male genitalia, and all the art, statues, novelty, etc. I was exposed to BIG ASS COCKS AT A SUPER YOUNG AGE.

My father was also a really good leatherman. He could whip up a gimp suit with no trouble. So he started selling all sorts of stuff, and eventually opened a adult entertainment shop...... IN THE FRONT OF OUR HOUSE!!!

Went with him to the wholesaler, and they would give me Heavy Metal Magazine to read. Love that rag! Anyways, I was super insecure throughout my entire childhood.

7th grade is when I started becoming depressed, and overweight. This started the snowball effect, ruining my confidence, and ultimately making me shy and ashamed.

My father passed away a few years ago. It was devastating, as I had sought a close relationship with him, and he was so screwed up from eating pills and killing himself that his brain was not where it used to be. This was the moment we were able to finally connect. He was a genius, but let the darkness get him. He was so smart, that he new exactly what to take, down to the mg, to completely stop his heart. This was 2 days after our connection.

My point in sharing these extremely personal issues, is to show you that there is a brilliant white light throughout all the darkness. You are the burning center, all that's needed is focus and direction. Read my sig brother... WE got this!!
 
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I have suffered with body dysmorphia...... for a long long time. 7th grade to be exact. That was the first time ever being in a locker room, and seeing larger units (LA, so 80% are brothas...showers) and fitter physiques.

As a child (think 9yrs old), my father had an obsession with the male genitalia, and all the art, statues, novelty, etc. I was exposed to BIG ASS COCKS AT A SUPER YOUNG AGE.

My father was also a really good leatherman. He could whip up a gimp suit with no trouble. So he started selling all sorts of stuff, and eventually opened a adult entertainment shop...... IN THE FRONT OF OUR HOUSE!!!

Went with him to the wholesaler, and they would give me Heavy Metal Magazine to read. Love that rag! Anyways, I was super insecure throughout my entire childhood.

7th grade us when I started becoming depressed, and overweight. This started the snowball effect, ruining my confidence, and ultimately making me shy and ashamed.

My father passed away a few years ago. It was devastating, as I had sought a close relationship with him, and he was so screwed up from eating pills and killing himself that his brain was not where it used to be. This was the moment we were able to finally connect. He was a genius, but let the darkness get him. He was so smart, that he new exactly what to take, down to the mg, to completely stop his heart. This was 2 days after our connection.

My point in sharing these extremely personal issues, is to show you that there is a brilliant white light. Read my sig brother... WE got this!!
Thanks for that story man. So your dad died of an overdose? Mine died suddenly from a cardiac arrest, no signs or symptoms before that.. I understand what it’s like being from a big city. I live in NY where looks, status, and size are highly judged , just like in LA (I lived in Culver City for a little while). Anyway, I appreciate you motivating me.. I see you have come a long way with pe( you said you started at 5 in) , hard to believe . Hope we can talk more and share our experiences and struggle. To be honest I use MOS more as a psychological support group then anything else. My name is Mike by the way.
 
And yes, I did start at 5", about 10 years ago. That insecurity KILLED me man, and still does DAILY. I am fighting the good fight. Life Sweet...... ????
 
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