Well, I have not posted in a while because I have been working very hard on length. After over a year or more with NO GAINS! I have began to wonder if this is all really for real. I hate that I may have been misled into thinking I could really get as big as some on here have claimed to have gotten. If it is real then I guess I am just sh!t out of luck. I just think it is unfair that there is such a wide range of size differences in men and that women play on that and you cant blame them for wanting bigger. I just wish it was me that was one of the bigger people. The reason why I am posting just struck me wrong. I was at work (I work at a hospital) and saw all of the women nurses crowded into a patients room who was unconsious and they were laughing and staring and talking and their eyes were big and they were red faced. I said to them what are yall doing and they said look and I said at what and they said that guy has the biggest penis they have ever seen and were making silly comments and I didn't even look and just said they should be ashamed at the situation and some of the black nurses joked about how all of us white guys were just jealous and said that that is why so many white girls go with black guys and even some of the white nurses agreed. Now I thought all of these comments were uneducated but am now realizing that this is probably true since they are nurses and have seen many many penises. This is not a black or white issue to me it is just not fair that women who you really thought were more intelliectual than that showed to be so shallow or is this just the comments we as people with small penises make as excuses. I have so much wanted to become larger so much it has affected my mental status and don't know what to do now since this penis enlargement thing is not going to work. Just wanted to vent since this is the only place I am able to do it.