Big Schwanz Acht
@Big Schwanz Acht
I've been lurking for over a year and determined this would be a great 'second home' based on all the experience, knowledge and positive energy.
Here's some background and what brought me to this mysterious and wonderful world;
My journey probably started with a few seeds of insecurity planted in my early teens, (I was a very late bloomer and had two distinct growth periods, one when I was 17 and one in my early 20's). I happen to be a very good athlete, good hands/feet/hand-eye coordination and was introduced to sports very early, mostly basketball, baseball and football. I was only 5'10" 140# when I graduated high school, so I was too small to get any recognition, but was able to letter all 3 years of school, (I graduated after my Junior year). The only reason I bring this up was the fact that I spent many shameful hours in locker rooms trying to hide my lack of maturity. It was probably 9th grade when I knew I was a slow developer cuz a comment from someone I thought was a good friend sent me reeling...something to the effect that I must not do too much damage to my GF, (I was definitely a virgin at the time, so I didn't really pick-up on the reference but I knew it wasn't positive). Playing basketball on inner-city summer leagues didn't help either, so the shame would get reinforced time and again. I was definitely a 'grower' and when I played sports, I'd shrink-down to what looked like less than two inches! Fast forward to my early 20's, I started to notice my body changing and after measuring my height, (6'1" a 3" gain in 4/5 years) and weight, (195#) I was more confident and got a steady GF. This would be my first relationship that included a 'normal' sex life and she always would marvel that I was 'big' but in my mind I was still ashamed and tried to not be fully naked because of it. I tried to find resources for sizes, but this was the early '80's and there wasn't much out there, so I took my 6.50" by 5.50" as being OK...for a while. I was still haunted by those early experiences, but didn't think there was anything that could be done that was definitive enough and provided enough proof until I stumbled across this site over a year ago.
After a brief period of time with my [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]Size Genetics[/words] [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words], (far too much time and effort for my taste),I decided the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]BM[/words] [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]X40[/words] would be my weapon of choice and shortly after receiving, the VacuVin mod was added, (total game-changer for me). I waited 6 months before my 1st measurement and was ecstatic to see a .50" in length gain and an astounding .75" gain in girth. I am grounded enough to know that a ruler or tape measure doesn't change its values, but for some reason I still think of myself as on the small side, (even today and I am just under 8" and a solid 7" around) so a lot of this must be mental AND that's the reason I'm here.
With much consternation, (knowing I'll have to commit and be accountable) and encouragement, (especially from BBB and DLD), I'll be keeping a log and hopefully get to my short-term goal of 8.5" length by June and 9" by this time next year. For some reason my girth just happens easier than length, so I'll be utilizing my 'lazy-man hardcore stretches' at least twice daily and hopefully show some solid progress in the coming weeks.
I sent DLD a crappy iPhone video of me in my [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]X40[/words]...I hit a personal record of 8.125". If he knows how to post those, perhaps he can add it to this introductory page.
Later! (until later)
Here's some background and what brought me to this mysterious and wonderful world;
My journey probably started with a few seeds of insecurity planted in my early teens, (I was a very late bloomer and had two distinct growth periods, one when I was 17 and one in my early 20's). I happen to be a very good athlete, good hands/feet/hand-eye coordination and was introduced to sports very early, mostly basketball, baseball and football. I was only 5'10" 140# when I graduated high school, so I was too small to get any recognition, but was able to letter all 3 years of school, (I graduated after my Junior year). The only reason I bring this up was the fact that I spent many shameful hours in locker rooms trying to hide my lack of maturity. It was probably 9th grade when I knew I was a slow developer cuz a comment from someone I thought was a good friend sent me reeling...something to the effect that I must not do too much damage to my GF, (I was definitely a virgin at the time, so I didn't really pick-up on the reference but I knew it wasn't positive). Playing basketball on inner-city summer leagues didn't help either, so the shame would get reinforced time and again. I was definitely a 'grower' and when I played sports, I'd shrink-down to what looked like less than two inches! Fast forward to my early 20's, I started to notice my body changing and after measuring my height, (6'1" a 3" gain in 4/5 years) and weight, (195#) I was more confident and got a steady GF. This would be my first relationship that included a 'normal' sex life and she always would marvel that I was 'big' but in my mind I was still ashamed and tried to not be fully naked because of it. I tried to find resources for sizes, but this was the early '80's and there wasn't much out there, so I took my 6.50" by 5.50" as being OK...for a while. I was still haunted by those early experiences, but didn't think there was anything that could be done that was definitive enough and provided enough proof until I stumbled across this site over a year ago.
After a brief period of time with my [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]Size Genetics[/words] [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words], (far too much time and effort for my taste),I decided the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]BM[/words] [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]X40[/words] would be my weapon of choice and shortly after receiving, the VacuVin mod was added, (total game-changer for me). I waited 6 months before my 1st measurement and was ecstatic to see a .50" in length gain and an astounding .75" gain in girth. I am grounded enough to know that a ruler or tape measure doesn't change its values, but for some reason I still think of myself as on the small side, (even today and I am just under 8" and a solid 7" around) so a lot of this must be mental AND that's the reason I'm here.
With much consternation, (knowing I'll have to commit and be accountable) and encouragement, (especially from BBB and DLD), I'll be keeping a log and hopefully get to my short-term goal of 8.5" length by June and 9" by this time next year. For some reason my girth just happens easier than length, so I'll be utilizing my 'lazy-man hardcore stretches' at least twice daily and hopefully show some solid progress in the coming weeks.
I sent DLD a crappy iPhone video of me in my [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]X40[/words]...I hit a personal record of 8.125". If he knows how to post those, perhaps he can add it to this introductory page.
Later! (until later)
