a PIECE OF MY MIND

[pogzee]

sorry guys i post this when i am drunk but atleast i speak from my heart........

my life is stuck for the past few years.....Just becuz of my dick size......
all my friends ditched me ......
i disappointed my family specially my grandparents cuz i am supposed to support them...my parent died when i was born......i feel bad for not helping them because i am paranoid of my size......but i desparately wanna help them and myself so i fulfil my dreams.....
i dont move out of the house so i reach my goal size.......
i wanna make things right....
i wanna quit drinking smoking or anything that stops me from reach my size......
the day i became apart of the brotherhood i was scared...scared to even join....(btw this is the first forum i EVER became apart off) ....but slowly when i realized people will help me here and help you get there i felt a bit confident or my EQ got boosted.......

i told my best friend about my problem and only friend that i thought would understand me and he accpeted it.....but he even refused to talk to me on my birthday.....THAT VERY DAY i realized im on my own...ain't we all ?????
it was my birthday on 6 may....and i promised myself...today is the day a WINNER is born.........the only thing stopping me is my penis size.....

i wanna START FRESH tomorrow with a log of daily routine......
so guys please guys help me get there........

i want all depressed people like me to listen to this,....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mgmVOuLgFB0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-jwWYX7Jlo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eRaTpTVTENU

guys listen to this AND YOU WILL GET THERE....

i had stopped gaining but again when i reached to MOS i was gaining again and gaining loads of knowlegde that i didnt have.....
the day i reach my goal i wanna donate MOS to and anyone who needs it....whenever i have loads of money....
i wanna THANK MOS AND SPECIALLY DLD and ALL OF YOU GUYS for help me out and every one who needs its......

LOVE YOU GUYS

 

[Commodore]

quit drinking is a good idea if you are goin to accomplice something, i quit many years ago and it got my were i am today. Drinking and partying will not help with fighting the life.

So good for you to quit drinking. I feel like we are in the similar situation, i do not whant to go out of my house until i get bigger penis. I am working on all things to dedicate my life to pe, i am basically locking my self inside my house and do not go to work and just stretching my penis all day. You are not alone

You never walk alone...with MOS.

start fresh tomorrow and keep the log...

 

[LONGERDICK7+]

Pe is a great thing but i do suggest you to keep your mind busy doing other stuff,that will help you to stay focused on what you want.because im almost sure that you not only want a bigger penis...

Maybe you have a routine already increase the intensity,manual n devices can help you out,n keep a positive state of mind..

I do understand you all of this years i have been dealing whit similar situations.Dont give up¡¡

 

[acromegaly]

good on you for quitting drinking.
Your obsession is unhealthy and Life is not about sex and if IM saying that, then you know you have a problem lol
Like shortdick said focus on a few other things in your life to improve besides your penis.
Try to be thankful for what you have because there are men without penises. You might feel like a freak or a failure but you have posted pictures on here and you look normal too me.
Also my birthday was May 7th, happy birthday

 

[pogzee]

thanks alot guys.......you guys give me ALOT of motivation to get back there to my goal......or else i had given up and got bored of PE...but again i wanna give it my 100% again .............and
commodore even i stay locked up in my room doing PE......its time we gain what we want and get back to the world brother......thanks for your motivation,,,
shordick and acromegaly i will also write a thread about what should i do with my life.......

from now on i quit on anything that gets my way or harmful for PE and growth......

happy birthday to you too acromegaly !!!!

 

[GirthGains]

Keep positive man don't give up. The only wall is between where you are and were you wanna be is your mind. Keep fighting back. When you PE put it in your mind you are growing and you are gonna get bigger. You cannot compelete and be were you want to be without using your mind the proper way. Dont load it on your personal friends maybe he got werided out because of that.But hey people come and go in life you are only alone for so long. Keep positive try to imagine your self at least once a day at the goal or place you wanna be in your life.be negative and your gonna attract negative things. Its called the law of attraction. Best of luck man keep your chin up and better your self in more than one way. More than PE become better than the ones that abandon you or put you down, because that's what they want. Focus on yourself and what you want in this life. Nothing can be given to you in the world without working for it physically and or mentally! BY THE WAY Acromegaly HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

 

[stillwantmore]

Correct me if I'm wrong, but it sounds like your life is focused around your penis. You make it sound like your happiness and ability to accomplish anything revolve around your penis size. If that is indeed what you are saying, you need a new perspective. Something else to give your life meaning. What if you suddenly become impotent, or your penis falls off?

 

[Jack Leg]

Yes, we all want a bigger dick, but only in our minds is our dick size keeping us from accomplishing anything, except maybe nailing a size queen, lol. So keep up with your exercises and go for your goals, but don't let it keep you from living your life

 

[boohoohoo]

Honestly you need to change how you view the world. Your penis size is not THAT big of a deal. It should never determine your entire life, even if you have the biggest dick in the world.

I am sure there are millions of men with a penis size similar to yours, and plenty of those men are out there having great careers, making lots of money, getting laid by beautiful women, and just generally living a great life.

I don't mean to be mean in any way, but it based on what you said you seem to have some psychological issues that you need to have taken care of. You life should never revolve around the size of your penis unless you open a website like this and do it for a living or if you become a gigolo.

You will honestly have a much more fulfilling life if you develop a beautiful body from exercise than if you increased the size of your dick, so that should let you know where your priorities should be.


My biggest word of advice to you is do not talk about your penis or PE in general to most people.

 

[pogzee]

Correct me if I'm wrong, but it sounds like your life is focused around your penis. You make it sound like your happiness and ability to accomplish anything revolve around your penis size. If that is indeed what you are saying, you need a new perspective. Something else to give your life meaning. What if you suddenly become impotent, or your penis falls off?

SWM you are absolutely right.........i think i was putting all my eggs in one basket but there are other things that i need to work on aswell....

 

[pogzee]

guys its only that my confidence has got effected due to this......
the thing about penis is that i was afraid of moving out of house and missing out on PE.....also now there is ADS which i can wear and move out....but i am afriad of friends finding out by chance or poeple as things like these spread like forest fire amongst people....

 

[ChilDsh]

So what if your friends find out?If they laugh at you they are not your friends.Stop thinking about the people,fuck the rest,you do PE for you and only you .Just for curiosity,what are your stats?you talk like you have a micro penis.

 

[pogzee]

So what if your friends find out?If they laugh at you they are not your friends.Stop thinking about the people,fuck the rest,you do PE for you and only you .Just for curiosity,what are your stats?you talk like you have a micro penis.

its a bit different out here chilldish....if friends wil know then everyone i know will get to know....thats not a good thing you want your society or people finding out ..it gets embarrassing
i have become around 6 inches now bone pressed....but the thing is that with all the extra skin that has come forward....my penis still looks small.....it looks an inch less .....thats one issue...plus the bend is bugging me alot........its getting very hard to fix the bend....
my flaccid size was around 1-2 inches......it sometimes felt as if i barely had a flaccid penis.....i dont know now size cuz i have been ace wrapping since 3-4 months....it should have increased my an inch aswell....
my girth is 3.1 inches.........now the shaft below the bend is less than the shaft above it......basically from my base to the bend the girth is less than the girth ahead.....
i will post pics soon in daily log........

i am not worried about gaining length or girth...but 3 things.....the bend and the uneven girth at base and flaccid size which is bugging me...kindly help here please...

 

[DLD]

its a bit different out here chilldish....if friends wil know then everyone i know will get to know....thats not a good thing you want your society or people finding out ..it gets embarrassing

Everyone knows what I do from family to friends to many people in my town and at one time it did feel embarrassing but today it is no big deal. I think it is the initial shock I get first but after that sets in they no longer talk about it much. I mean they know it is my job so they ask how work is going but that is about it. Just like any other 9 to 5 John, I am just doing my job.

 

[LONGERDICK7+]

wow how amazing so great that your family knows about what you do..I wouldnt say about a word about PE some guys would want to know but they need to find things out..i think most of them got no fucking clue

 

[Aimingforthetop]

So once i was fucking this girl in a bedroom at a party and her "best friend" opens the door and laughs at us.

Im fucking her doggystyle. Now most people would try and cover themself. And be ashamed.

Just think for a second what would you do?

I was fucked up on drugs that night so i just kept fucking her doggystyle holding her in position. Grtting eye contact with him smiling at him while i was banging her.

In that moment i realized that no person could make me shy off ever again.

Also i think i broke his picture of his "innocent best friend".

My point in this? (Other than the fact that im laughing everytime im telling it)

If you don't have people hating you and pointing fingers at you. You have never stood up for anything!

I keep hearing people talking about others opinions. "What if they find out?" ok lets just tale the scenario.

And i will make 2 scenarios.

1. Some friends and a girl is hanging out. "Haha pogzee tryes to enlarge his cock! What a fucking loser! Everyone knows it's a scam! Pogzee bows his head in defeat. And will never try to have sex again.

2.some friends and a girl is hanging out "Haha pogzee tryes to enlarge his cock! What a fucking loser! Everyone knows it's a scam! Pogzee laughs it off. Walks up to the girl takes her hand squeeze it gentle looks her in her eyes and says: "come" starts walking away with the girl who just follows because you seem to be so sure.

The other guys go: "where are you going?"

Pogzee: "im gonna show her if it is a scam or not!"



Now what happens in case 2 after this. Doesn't matter. What matters is that you show balls.

You see confidence is not knowing that you can get the girl.

Confidence is not knowing wether you can get the girl or not. And not letting it affect you.

You know what i like to talk about when people brag about the shit they do?

I talk about all the times i fucked up.

Yep about the time i puked all over this hot girls tiger carpet.

About the time where i was so tired that i fell asleep and didn't meet up woth these 2 girls who ended up having a threesome with another guy.

About the time where i tryed to safe a girl from a pervert. Heroicly confronting him.... Only to realize it was her boyfriend.

Now how will you laugh at me when im the one laughing loudest about my own mistakes?

By realizing that perfect is boring. And that everyone makes mistakes.

That it is ok to be awkward. That i don't need an 8 inch cock or a six pack to be happy (although i would like to have both)

That the whole facade people make trying to look perfect with their duckface and twitter filters etc.

Just by being normal. Not taking things seriously. I smell like sweat after training.

I propably masturbate too much. I binge eat occationally.

I hate doing my paperworks.

I use money on stupid stuff.

Whatever!

I am learning life. And things goes up and things goes down.

But mate. You are caught up in some bad shit!

First of. This whole no drinkin no smoking. Is fine!

But really. Ask yourself this. In 10 years from today. Would you love to be the guy who NEVER smoked or drank anything?

If yes by all means do it.

But for me.. I drink occationally. And i smoke shisha occationally.

And i don't intend to stop.

It is not ruining my life. It makes things more fun.

And 10 years without sounds boring.

Im not saying get hammered every day. Im saying think. And thou act on it.

And as swm says. Your life shouldn't revolve around your penis

I recently went into celibacy. As i was tired of women.

Currently my penis size is the least important factor of my life.

And i feel fucking great. Love the working out. The hanging out with friends and family etc.

And mate as someone who passed the 7 inch mark.

I know my penis is bigger. But my subconscious still doesn't

When i look at my cock it doesn't appear bigger (thats the truth)

This shit is all in your head mate. I guarantee you dld has days where he is not satisfied with his size aswell.

You need to sort this shit in your head out.

So my advice to you.

Eat clean (unprocessed foods. Meats and veggies etc) no junk food.

No white bread. Milk. Sugar etc.

Start meditating everyday for half an hour i like to listen to holosync while i do it

And get another hobby.

That involves you getting out of the house and being happy.

This is not living mate.

What you do isn't working and im sorry PE isn't the mpst important in your life right now.

Get your head straight. Get a smiæe on your face. And get sorted out. Then you can pull your willy later on.

 

[ChilDsh]

Wow really nice aimforthetop great advice

 

[pogzee]

So once i was fucking this girl in a bedroom at a party and her "best friend" opens the door and laughs at us.

Im fucking her doggystyle. Now most people would try and cover themself. And be ashamed.

Just think for a second what would you do?

I was fucked up on drugs that night so i just kept fucking her doggystyle holding her in position. Grtting eye contact with him smiling at him while i was banging her.

In that moment i realized that no person could make me shy off ever again.

Also i think i broke his picture of his "innocent best friend".

My point in this? (Other than the fact that im laughing everytime im telling it)

If you don't have people hating you and pointing fingers at you. You have never stood up for anything!

I keep hearing people talking about others opinions. "What if they find out?" ok lets just tale the scenario.

And i will make 2 scenarios.

1. Some friends and a girl is hanging out. "Haha pogzee tryes to enlarge his cock! What a fucking loser! Everyone knows it's a scam! Pogzee bows his head in defeat. And will never try to have sex again.

2.some friends and a girl is hanging out "Haha pogzee tryes to enlarge his cock! What a fucking loser! Everyone knows it's a scam! Pogzee laughs it off. Walks up to the girl takes her hand squeeze it gentle looks her in her eyes and says: "come" starts walking away with the girl who just follows because you seem to be so sure.

The other guys go: "where are you going?"

Pogzee: "im gonna show her if it is a scam or not!"



Now what happens in case 2 after this. Doesn't matter. What matters is that you show balls.

You see confidence is not knowing that you can get the girl.

Confidence is not knowing wether you can get the girl or not. And not letting it affect you.

You know what i like to talk about when people brag about the shit they do?

I talk about all the times i fucked up.

Yep about the time i puked all over this hot girls tiger carpet.

About the time where i was so tired that i fell asleep and didn't meet up woth these 2 girls who ended up having a threesome with another guy.

About the time where i tryed to safe a girl from a pervert. Heroicly confronting him.... Only to realize it was her boyfriend.

Now how will you laugh at me when im the one laughing loudest about my own mistakes?

By realizing that perfect is boring. And that everyone makes mistakes.

That it is ok to be awkward. That i don't need an 8 inch cock or a six pack to be happy (although i would like to have both)

That the whole facade people make trying to look perfect with their duckface and twitter filters etc.

Just by being normal. Not taking things seriously. I smell like sweat after training.

I propably masturbate too much. I binge eat occationally.

I hate doing my paperworks.

I use money on stupid stuff.

Whatever!

I am learning life. And things goes up and things goes down.

But mate. You are caught up in some bad shit!

First of. This whole no drinkin no smoking. Is fine!

But really. Ask yourself this. In 10 years from today. Would you love to be the guy who NEVER smoked or drank anything?

If yes by all means do it.

But for me.. I drink occationally. And i smoke shisha occationally.

And i don't intend to stop.

It is not ruining my life. It makes things more fun.

And 10 years without sounds boring.

Im not saying get hammered every day. Im saying think. And thou act on it.

And as swm says. Your life shouldn't revolve around your penis

I recently went into celibacy. As i was tired of women.

Currently my penis size is the least important factor of my life.

And i feel fucking great. Love the working out. The hanging out with friends and family etc.

And mate as someone who passed the 7 inch mark.

I know my penis is bigger. But my subconscious still doesn't

When i look at my cock it doesn't appear bigger (thats the truth)

This shit is all in your head mate. I guarantee you dld has days where he is not satisfied with his size aswell.

You need to sort this shit in your head out.

So my advice to you.

Eat clean (unprocessed foods. Meats and veggies etc) no junk food.

No white bread. Milk. Sugar etc.

Start meditating everyday for half an hour i like to listen to holosync while i do it

And get another hobby.

That involves you getting out of the house and being happy.

This is not living mate.

What you do isn't working and im sorry PE isn't the mpst important in your life right now.

Get your head straight. Get a smiæe on your face. And get sorted out. Then you can pull your willy later on.

this was THE BEST speech i heard till now....it was better than the rocky speech for me......i felt so pumped like i felt since a long time.......
THANKS AIMINGFORTHETOP.........
irealized i need my confidence back and not let it down becuz of some stupid fucking comment by someone........
i need to get out there and see the world other than my penis.......

you should write a motvationonal self help book or go for ted talk..aimingfortop...
VERY INSPRIRING THANKS BRO

 

[Aimingforthetop]

Its funny right. When people get too good at helping others they try to move up in society. And therefore they lose the connection with the people they want to help.

I don't do this for money or fame i do it for the karma.

To be able to help people is for me one of the most valueable things.

It gives a sensation better than anything else.

I have done it with depressed people.

Overweight people

Penis enlargement

Self defence

Weightlifting.

If anything one day im gonna start a "man school" i would like to be able to take the fat kid loser" nobody gives a shit about.

Make him realize his potential. And get him out of his pit.

That would be fucking awesome.

Besides. Im way too much of a dickhead to go mainstream.

And i glow in front of people to piss them off (anger can be productive is the energy is projected in the right direction )

But it is nice to know that you are getting up. No reason to be depressed.

 

[LONGERDICK7+]

Its funny right. When people get too good at helping others they try to move up in society. And therefore they lose the connection with the people they want to help.

ABSOLUTELY TRUE

If anything one day im gonna start a "man school" i would like to be able to take the fat kid loser" nobody gives a shit about.

Make him realize his potential. And get him out of his pit.

great words