I'm in no way trying to criticize what you're trying to do and it seems like you know that. I feel that if we weren't meant to masturbate that it wouldn't be so easy to do. It's not as if it's a temptation to be avoided, it's simply a part of life. An orgasm, either during sex or masturbation, has positive physical and mental benefits. You know all this already though.
I personally feel that if you reach a point where you can't masturbate or even become aroused while alone without the aid of �naked people movies� then there's a problem. You personally have an issue with �naked people movies� and the industry and are more than entitled to feel the way you do. Plus it sounds like you do have a bit of a problem.
I really hope you can nip this in the bud and over the coming months are able to masturbate (with or without a
Fleshlight or similar) without needing �naked people movies� to be aroused and to reach orgasm.
I should try to cut back on �naked people movies� when I masturbate as well. I don't masturbate too often but I enjoy �naked people movies�n pretty much every time. It's difficult to maintain a full erection while pumping without visual stimulation though. My mind is already preoccupied with pulling on the
Bathmate while holding it in varying positions and counting.... without watching some �naked people movies� while doing it I can't maintain good EQ. However I'm not masturbating after, just using it to assist in my work.
But because of all this discussion I'm going to try to masturbate without �naked people movies� the next time. Hopefully my wife and I are able to work around our schedules well enough that it's a few weeks before I need to