HolyDash said:
Sweet. Thanks, Rustyg. That helped a lot.
I don't know where I'm going, but I spent the night at my friend's dorm-room at LSU in Louisiana... and damn... I've never been hit on by more girls in one night in my LIFE. Seriously, that place never sleeps, and I thought I was going to get laid that night. Something I highly anticipate, but also very much fear. I'm taking a year off now, where my social life is pretty much non-existant, since I'm focusing solely on Personal Power and Self-Improvement (which I highly enjoy doing). Penis Enlargement is part of that. The main reason I tell myself why I'm doing Penis Enlargement is for self-confidence, but I know that the underlying, more sneaky reason is so that I can bang the shit out of the first girl that's right for me and make her cry... oh well... I guess humans are just sexual by nature and there's not much we can really do about it. I guess to fight it off would be to fight yourself.
I dunno. Either way.. next year I'm going to college... and I'll be going to college with probably a 1-2" bigger cock, putting me at ideal... fuck... Yeah, it's probably inevitable.
Oh well.
Thanks for your help guys.
~Dash
Don't put off sex to Penis Enlargement. Are you a guy? lol
I feel you though, about your being awkward towards having sex with girls. It is freaking weird and even though I recently "lost" my virginity the thought of it still "weirds" me out in some way. I always think about banging hot chicks and stuff, don't get me wrong, but I think for some guys actually getting down to it is very odd, almost repulsive. Maybe it's because I don't like the way pussy smells, I don't know, it does fuckin smell. Not like fish, but just, damn, pugnent smell.
All the girls that I have had naked with me, which is four if I remember correctly, I have only REALLY wanted to have sex with one. I have only had sex with one girl and we do love each other and I recommend you love the person you'll be making love with, it makes it more fun and puts less pressure on you.
Honestly it seems that it's going to take a few weeks for us to try and get it in when it's fully hard, because no matter how much I finger her and get her turned on she has problems with the girth. When I lost my virginity I was pretty much "soft", like a 20% erection that I just stuffed in because we couldn't get the erect thing in. She said she was really sore afterwards and she did bleed.
But ya man I feel you, I don't think I could have a one night stand, even with a really hot girl, unless I really felt a connection with her, I mean it's like something at my soul pushing me away. I have tried it before and my penis just wasn't getting hard and I just felt like something was wrong.
Yes it is a very different feeling than your hand, but I'm hoping in the coming months the "weirdness" of sex will wear off, much like when I used to jack off and feel guilty after it, I don't feel that anymore.