I have been a phantom penis enlargement enthusiast for about 4 years now, starting out with a [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words], being a noob, and forgoing all the rules (bad I know).
I am 5'8" and my starting size is unrecorded though I believe it to be EL 5" by EG 4.5"/ FL 1.5" FG 1". I was a beast in bed, going for hours and with an erection that was rock-solid (I remember hearing my ligs pop if I pushed my boner down when I had a full hardon) I started PE because I had come from a great relationship that ended poorly and I was left for a much taller, bigger man. It really effected me, and I sought to improve myself.
I started with the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] at age 21 and was instantly blown away... but as we know the gains go down fast and water retention sucks. I didn't research enough and my water retention kept building up... I used the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] at full force and usually for 15-20 min - but I would mostly do a 5 min session followed by a 15 min session making sure to spend 5 seconds kegeling, followed by 5 seconds reverse-kegeling the whole time. I became obsessed and would pump before going out, seeing my very competitive "friends", or trying to meet and date women. When I wouldn't [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words], I would wear a penis sheath on my cock, with a cock ring so it could hang in my pants and resist turtling. I chose this over and after every trying the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?44-Ace-Strapped-Jims-Joint]ace[/words] wrap because, unlike the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?44-Ace-Strapped-Jims-Joint]ace[/words] wrap, I could wear the sheath for hours and hours comfortably.
I have intermittently done stretching and try to do jelqs after exiting the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words], but I've also taken lots of time off. I haven't really had a regiment for stretching as it is hard to find the privacy where I live.
And due to a private family matter and a harassing ex-friend of 10 years and former business partner for 5 years who had a psychotic break (taking to Facebook and in person with heinous and evil spreading of all of my secrets and family abuse problems leading me to file police reports ), I have been on cymbalta and Wellbutrin for a little over a year now, and noticed a significant drop in EQ - I have great difficulty in getting an erection, can masturbate at 70% and maybe ejaculate for several seconds at 80%... when I have sex with my beautiful and loving girlfriend I can get to about 85-90% but I usually have to take breaks because my erection just dissipates in 10-15 minutes
What I don't know is if this is a product of my medication, my mood, or whether I've injured myself. Would all that water retention in the beginning have done this? Even though, back then, I was getting powerful erections? One time when I was pumping, one ball got sucked into the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words], it hurt for a minute or so but after felt okay, but now it feels like it's a different shape?
I recently got back into PE (doing it intermittently for 4 years), and my measurements due to a moderately passive PE journey are roughly EL 6.1" by EG 5.1"/FL 3.2" by FG 2.5".
Now I take 2 capsules of Sizegenix and 2 capsules of Activator Complex in the am, and wear a [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]sizegenetics[/words] device with the [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]TLC[/words] foreskin [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]tugger[/words] for most of the day. I intermittently kegel from time to time but the muscle feels very weak.
What is going on? Who do I turn to? Please help...
I am 5'8" and my starting size is unrecorded though I believe it to be EL 5" by EG 4.5"/ FL 1.5" FG 1". I was a beast in bed, going for hours and with an erection that was rock-solid (I remember hearing my ligs pop if I pushed my boner down when I had a full hardon) I started PE because I had come from a great relationship that ended poorly and I was left for a much taller, bigger man. It really effected me, and I sought to improve myself.
I started with the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] at age 21 and was instantly blown away... but as we know the gains go down fast and water retention sucks. I didn't research enough and my water retention kept building up... I used the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] at full force and usually for 15-20 min - but I would mostly do a 5 min session followed by a 15 min session making sure to spend 5 seconds kegeling, followed by 5 seconds reverse-kegeling the whole time. I became obsessed and would pump before going out, seeing my very competitive "friends", or trying to meet and date women. When I wouldn't [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words], I would wear a penis sheath on my cock, with a cock ring so it could hang in my pants and resist turtling. I chose this over and after every trying the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?44-Ace-Strapped-Jims-Joint]ace[/words] wrap because, unlike the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?44-Ace-Strapped-Jims-Joint]ace[/words] wrap, I could wear the sheath for hours and hours comfortably.
I have intermittently done stretching and try to do jelqs after exiting the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words], but I've also taken lots of time off. I haven't really had a regiment for stretching as it is hard to find the privacy where I live.
And due to a private family matter and a harassing ex-friend of 10 years and former business partner for 5 years who had a psychotic break (taking to Facebook and in person with heinous and evil spreading of all of my secrets and family abuse problems leading me to file police reports ), I have been on cymbalta and Wellbutrin for a little over a year now, and noticed a significant drop in EQ - I have great difficulty in getting an erection, can masturbate at 70% and maybe ejaculate for several seconds at 80%... when I have sex with my beautiful and loving girlfriend I can get to about 85-90% but I usually have to take breaks because my erection just dissipates in 10-15 minutes
What I don't know is if this is a product of my medication, my mood, or whether I've injured myself. Would all that water retention in the beginning have done this? Even though, back then, I was getting powerful erections? One time when I was pumping, one ball got sucked into the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words], it hurt for a minute or so but after felt okay, but now it feels like it's a different shape?
I recently got back into PE (doing it intermittently for 4 years), and my measurements due to a moderately passive PE journey are roughly EL 6.1" by EG 5.1"/FL 3.2" by FG 2.5".
Now I take 2 capsules of Sizegenix and 2 capsules of Activator Complex in the am, and wear a [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]sizegenetics[/words] device with the [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]TLC[/words] foreskin [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]tugger[/words] for most of the day. I intermittently kegel from time to time but the muscle feels very weak.
What is going on? Who do I turn to? Please help...