Thanks DLD! That definitely makes me feel better. Had a terrible weekend of depression caused by compulsive measuring. The Adderall got rid of my penis obsessions and now that I am clean I am focused on my penis once again. Don't know whether its good or bad.
Anyhow, here are my pics. The measured pic is really nbpel. With this ruler and sitting down I can get close to 8 in bpel (although it doesn't look like it you just have to believe me. I have no-one to lie to but myself). Thanks for reading this and commenting. Hope the Brothers are positive.View attachment 32513View attachment 32514
 
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Jwebater;719382 said:
Thanks DLD! That definitely makes me feel better. Had a terrible weekend of depression caused by compulsive measuring. The Adderall got rid of my penis obsessions and now that I am clean I am focused on my penis once again. Don't know whether its good or bad.
Anyhow, here are my pics. The measured pic is really nbpel. With this ruler and sitting down I can get close to 8 in bpel (although it doesn't look like it you just have to believe me. I have no-one to lie to but myself). Thanks for reading this and commenting. Hope the Brothers are positive.View attachment 32513View attachment 32514

STOP MEASURING! Throw away all measuring devices! This obsession is one I struggled with and it was not until I threw away my measuring tools that I could effectively make gains. Measuring, for an OCD person, should be done once every 3 months. The measurement should be done once, recorded and move on.

Excellent pictures, looking like your Eq is on point, you look thick and long!
 
doublelongdaddy;719586 said:
STOP MEASURING! Throw away all measuring devices! This obsession is one I struggled with and it was not until I threw away my measuring tools that I could effectively make gains. Measuring, for an OCD person, should be done once every 3 months. The measurement should be done once, recorded and move on.

Excellent pictures, looking like your Eq is on point, you look thick and long!

Agreed. Start fresh and get dedicated brother.
 
Jwebater;719631 said:
Thanks! I don't know what my girth is . Probably around 5.75in but I never really cared about it. Should appreciate it more.

Echoing my sentiments, STOP MASTURBATING!
 
I've been really depressed...when I measure my cock with two hands, not holding a camera, I get around 8 in or higher in bpel. So yesterday I decided to take a measured picture and I got 7.75 in bpel when measuring with one hand. Why does this happen?? Has anyone else seen discrepancies when measuring with and without a camera. I'm about to kill myself because I feel I have lost length but deep down I know that it's just has to do with how I measure. Please help. Thank you. I will post a pic soon when I get access to a computer.
 
Erection quality can be an important factor,i was way shorter than you in my teens and i kept my self away from women because i was so depressed and i still feel down sometimes..

I have no idea what would i be doing by now if i had not found [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] brotherhood i have found lots of help here i have spent years depressed too, beleive me 7,75 bpel is a great size even 7.

Maybe you have lost your temporary gains, thats why is important to get half an inch, lets say if you want to get to 8 nbpel aim for an 8.5 youd loose that extra half an inch but youd keep your desired size..
 
Jwebater;730254 said:
I've been really depressed...when I measure my cock with two hands, not holding a camera, I get around 8 in or higher in bpel. So yesterday I decided to take a measured picture and I got 7.75 in bpel when measuring with one hand. Why does this happen?? Has anyone else seen discrepancies when measuring with and without a camera. I'm about to kill myself because I feel I have lost length but deep down I know that it's just has to do with how I measure. Please help. Thank you. I will post a pic soon when I get access to a computer.

happens to me every time, (the measuring discrepancy part not the suicide part :))
 
Big Schwanz Acht;730280 said:
happens to me every time, (the measuring discrepancy part not the suicide part :))

I tend to freak the hell out when it comes to my penis. It's from body dysmorphic disorder. I've been to the funny farm over 6 times and all because of my penis. Has anyone else been tormented by a penis obsession?
 
Jwebater;730285 said:
I tend to freak the hell out when it comes to my penis. It's from body dysmorphic disorder. I've been to the funny farm over 6 times and all because of my penis. Has anyone else been tormented by a penis obsession?

I have n im still tormented almost everyday.But i think i have been strong enough to beat those moments down. im obsessed n i do think about my size a lot too.

Stay busy PE can be a really fun outlet check the routines,create your own,set your goals etc
 
Jwebater;730285 said:
I tend to freak the hell out when it comes to my penis. It's from body dysmorphic disorder. I've been to the funny farm over 6 times and all because of my penis. Has anyone else been tormented by a penis obsession?

I've learned to 'compartmentalize' my obsessive thoughts and replaced any negative self-talk with something positive...It really helps.
 
Big Schwanz Acht;730289 said:
I've learned to 'compartmentalize' my obsessive thoughts and replaced any negative self-talk with something positive...It really helps.
Thanks man. How big are you?
 
Jwebater;730285 said:
I tend to freak the hell out when it comes to my penis. It's from body dysmorphic disorder. I've been to the funny farm over 6 times and all because of my penis. Has anyone else been tormented by a penis obsession?

all day everyday my friend
 
Big Schwanz Acht;730289 said:
I've learned to 'compartmentalize' my obsessive thoughts and replaced any negative self-talk with something positive...It really helps.

Indeed it does but it also takes serious discipline and constant correction until mastered.
 
It's a battle waged every minute of every day, the more 'positive about life' I am, the easier it becomes. So this may sound strange, but with every millimeter of growth my 'normal' life is enhanced on a multiple of 10! I can't underestimate or relate how this transformation has positively affected everything around me. Since these changes are so gradual and incremental, it's impossible to see anything on a day-to-day basis, but looking back, I can identify very real steps/stages of my growth coinciding with me as a whole. The war of positive reinforcement over negative mind-set is slowly being won...on an hourly basis :)
 
Big Schwanz Acht;730405 said:
It's a battle waged every minute of every day, the more 'positive about life' I am, the easier it becomes. So this may sound strange, but with every millimeter of growth my 'normal' life is enhanced on a multiple of 10! I can't underestimate or relate how this transformation has positively affected everything around me. Since these changes are so gradual and incremental, it's impossible to see anything on a day-to-day basis, but looking back, I can identify very real steps/stages of my growth coinciding with me as a whole. The war of positive reinforcement over negative mind-set is slowly being won...on an hourly basis :)

Reminds me of this verse in Ephesians:

"Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication."
 
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