Tl;dr getting back into PE after a 4 year relationship
The story:
I first logged into [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] sometime in '09 as a sex-obsessed freshman in college. I was dedicated to my practice, never finished when masturbating, went through the basic routine, got a cable clamp, [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] and other fun toys. I ended up making some decent progress getting up to ~5.5ish girth and 7.625 in BPEL. At the time I was stupid confident around women and my sexual ability. I had girls tell me I was the only guy to make them cum in years. I heard about exes singing my praises and caught come hither eyes from their friends at the bar. I had a girl once tell me I seemed like I walked around like I had always just gotten out of some great sex earlier. It was like I had a magnet in my pants.
Then I met my ex. The first year of my last year of uni, we started dating. She was a great girl but took me off my game. She had trouble taking my length, so I stopped with that. I got lazy with my [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] and she threw it away during a move. I discovered that she was one of the 40% of girls who can't have an orgasm from penetration alone so sex became heavily focused on clit stimulation. I had no need for [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]stamina[/words] because there was no point. Her sex drive was lower than mine so over the course of 4 years I neutered myself with adult entertainment and masturbation and dropped to her level.
We broke up just over a month ago, and to be honest I was relieved. I always thought about how far I had fallen and what it would be like to be single again, and now I'm here. And I want that destroyer-of-worlds boner confidence back.
Main goals:
1. Get my [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]stamina[/words] back
2. Get back to my initial 7.625"x5.5ish stats
3. Push through for my final goal of 8.5" x 6"
To that end I'm focusing on the following techniques
1. Edging with a cock ring (manual for now, just ordered a [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]fleshlight[/words] [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]STU[/words])
2. DLD's [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] routine (rebuying an [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]X40[/words] in the next week or so)
3. [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?44-Ace-Strapped-Jims-Joint]Ace bandage[/words] wrapping (new development since I was last here)
4. Daily kegel work
5. Fancy pants clamping/girth exercises down the line
I have some restrictions on time with a roommate and being busy as hell running a business and dating in NYC, so wherever possible I'm taking an 80/20 approach. Also, I quit adult entertainment and masturbating to completion the day of the breakup and intend to keep it that way. A big question here is whether "muscle memory" exists in the penis to get me back to my old max.
STARTING STATS
Flaccid hang: 4.75"
NBPEL: 6.75
BPEL: 7.25"
MSEG: 5"
BG: 5.5
GOAL 1 (w/in 3 months)
BPEL: 7.625"
MSEG: 5.5"
GOAL 2 (w/in 12 months)
BPEL: 8"
NBPEL: 7.5"
MSEG: 6"
FINAL BOSS (whenever)
9" BPEL OR 7" MSEG so I can message a girl on OKCupid called SizeQueen9plus to reward myself for all this hard work
The story:
I first logged into [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] sometime in '09 as a sex-obsessed freshman in college. I was dedicated to my practice, never finished when masturbating, went through the basic routine, got a cable clamp, [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] and other fun toys. I ended up making some decent progress getting up to ~5.5ish girth and 7.625 in BPEL. At the time I was stupid confident around women and my sexual ability. I had girls tell me I was the only guy to make them cum in years. I heard about exes singing my praises and caught come hither eyes from their friends at the bar. I had a girl once tell me I seemed like I walked around like I had always just gotten out of some great sex earlier. It was like I had a magnet in my pants.
Then I met my ex. The first year of my last year of uni, we started dating. She was a great girl but took me off my game. She had trouble taking my length, so I stopped with that. I got lazy with my [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] and she threw it away during a move. I discovered that she was one of the 40% of girls who can't have an orgasm from penetration alone so sex became heavily focused on clit stimulation. I had no need for [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]stamina[/words] because there was no point. Her sex drive was lower than mine so over the course of 4 years I neutered myself with adult entertainment and masturbation and dropped to her level.
We broke up just over a month ago, and to be honest I was relieved. I always thought about how far I had fallen and what it would be like to be single again, and now I'm here. And I want that destroyer-of-worlds boner confidence back.
Main goals:
1. Get my [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]stamina[/words] back
2. Get back to my initial 7.625"x5.5ish stats
3. Push through for my final goal of 8.5" x 6"
To that end I'm focusing on the following techniques
1. Edging with a cock ring (manual for now, just ordered a [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]fleshlight[/words] [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]STU[/words])
2. DLD's [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] routine (rebuying an [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]X40[/words] in the next week or so)
3. [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?44-Ace-Strapped-Jims-Joint]Ace bandage[/words] wrapping (new development since I was last here)
4. Daily kegel work
5. Fancy pants clamping/girth exercises down the line
I have some restrictions on time with a roommate and being busy as hell running a business and dating in NYC, so wherever possible I'm taking an 80/20 approach. Also, I quit adult entertainment and masturbating to completion the day of the breakup and intend to keep it that way. A big question here is whether "muscle memory" exists in the penis to get me back to my old max.
STARTING STATS
Flaccid hang: 4.75"
NBPEL: 6.75
BPEL: 7.25"
MSEG: 5"
BG: 5.5
GOAL 1 (w/in 3 months)
BPEL: 7.625"
MSEG: 5.5"
GOAL 2 (w/in 12 months)
BPEL: 8"
NBPEL: 7.5"
MSEG: 6"
FINAL BOSS (whenever)
9" BPEL OR 7" MSEG so I can message a girl on OKCupid called SizeQueen9plus to reward myself for all this hard work