so, here is the thing.
recently, my roommate left for a week, so invited my ex GF to come over for drink and a movie. we've been together for 4 years, she exactly knows my size. i thought i were too small for her and she wasn't satisfied and that was the reason, she left.
but later on, she found a new handsome boyfriend, who as she claimed had fatter dick than i have - yeah, i asked her about, it was sili and only hurted me and i felt insecure. but... apparently he was a pussy, because she was cheating on him. guess with who....
my mindsent is much superior than him, i just always felt like 'i'm the shit, baby' - recently i had problems with this inner game because of my dick size. but doesn't matter.
so, i invited her yesterday and she said OK. but.. an hour before appointment she wrote me msg - sorry, i won't come because of sth.. bla bla bla. so, i was pissed off, and to cheer myself up i did a really good girth session - Bathmate and lots of jelqs. and suddenly - new msg - she changed her mind, she is coming here...
later on i'm taking my pants off. there's not much of light in the room, she see's my cock. she's shocked. wow - it grew! - she says. i was - naay, you haven't fucked for a while. we fucked. we lie, she says - your cock is big!...
and really, for the first time in my life i felt that girl is tight... really tight, and that's why i came faster... but... it was, amazing! in the morning she said sth like - you pump it or sth? i said - no, it's just better diet - better blood flow... but i don't know if she believed it.
what matters is the fact that for the first time in my life i really felt big. bigger. i know that this is only temporary - but it lasts for maybe six hours ? even if she figures it out that i pump or whatever because she knew my size, other girls won't.
so, i know that these are not permanent gains - but it's also awesome. i know i have to wait about 6 months to see something permanent - and i believe it will happen for fucking sure ('i want to believe!' ) , but before that i want to concentrate on maintaning temp. gains for as long as i can. so my question is - what can i do to be pumped all the time? maybe cockring or hair tie would prolong the time of being big ?
maan! i was so confident with this thing, i will do girth work before every date now! this feeling is priceless!
and it's only increase in girth, i wonder how nice it will be when i see changes in length (i'm 5.5"). i want this bigger dick badly now!
and second question - is this normal when i put my dick out of Bathmate tube and dick is dark (sth between grey and black) in like 50-60 % of it ? it last only like 6-7 minutes and it's gone, but the cock is for few hours approximately 25% darker than normally.
recently, my roommate left for a week, so invited my ex GF to come over for drink and a movie. we've been together for 4 years, she exactly knows my size. i thought i were too small for her and she wasn't satisfied and that was the reason, she left.
but later on, she found a new handsome boyfriend, who as she claimed had fatter dick than i have - yeah, i asked her about, it was sili and only hurted me and i felt insecure. but... apparently he was a pussy, because she was cheating on him. guess with who....
my mindsent is much superior than him, i just always felt like 'i'm the shit, baby' - recently i had problems with this inner game because of my dick size. but doesn't matter.so, i invited her yesterday and she said OK. but.. an hour before appointment she wrote me msg - sorry, i won't come because of sth.. bla bla bla. so, i was pissed off, and to cheer myself up i did a really good girth session - Bathmate and lots of jelqs. and suddenly - new msg - she changed her mind, she is coming here...
later on i'm taking my pants off. there's not much of light in the room, she see's my cock. she's shocked. wow - it grew! - she says. i was - naay, you haven't fucked for a while. we fucked. we lie, she says - your cock is big!...
and really, for the first time in my life i felt that girl is tight... really tight, and that's why i came faster... but... it was, amazing! in the morning she said sth like - you pump it or sth? i said - no, it's just better diet - better blood flow... but i don't know if she believed it.
what matters is the fact that for the first time in my life i really felt big. bigger. i know that this is only temporary - but it lasts for maybe six hours ? even if she figures it out that i pump or whatever because she knew my size, other girls won't.
so, i know that these are not permanent gains - but it's also awesome. i know i have to wait about 6 months to see something permanent - and i believe it will happen for fucking sure ('i want to believe!'
) , but before that i want to concentrate on maintaning temp. gains for as long as i can. so my question is - what can i do to be pumped all the time? maybe cockring or hair tie would prolong the time of being big ? maan! i was so confident with this thing, i will do girth work before every date now! this feeling is priceless!
and it's only increase in girth, i wonder how nice it will be when i see changes in length (i'm 5.5"). i want this bigger dick badly now!
and second question - is this normal when i put my dick out of Bathmate tube and dick is dark (sth between grey and black) in like 50-60 % of it ? it last only like 6-7 minutes and it's gone, but the cock is for few hours approximately 25% darker than normally.
