Well, I had to work a later night than I expected to, so I'm late replying to this.
Lots has already been said and so, I'm not going to take a whole page to repeat what others have said.
Acknowledging the fact that you have problems is always the first step to recovery. I agree with the others that yes, Red has made contributions to the forum. Constrictors, although I just call it "clamping" because I use a cable clamp, are great. Supra's new exercise followed by 30 minutes+ of clamp work is giving me awesome girth gains...just over the last week I've gained 1/4" of girth.
Red, you have changed man. You've always had a little more of a rough edged character than most of us, I can relate being a former Marine. I have met all or most personallity types. I can deal with pretty much anyone too. But, as others have pointed out, continuously posting with a negative tonality in your posts and or making threats whether literal or not, is inapropriate for our forums here. We are the BEST Penis Enlargement forum on the net that I personally know of and I would like us to stay that way. We cannot do so however, if one member, especially a moderator is acting in such ways.
I'm sure you have probably heard the very true expression "Attitudes are contagious....is YOURS worth catching??"
It only takes one constant, negative attitude to start sort of a downward spiral or, cause an influence here that we dont need. One guy starts acting a certain way, others start to feel like it's ok to mirror his attitude, and so on. I'm sure I've made my point now.
So, like others have said. Do not just yourself, but the whole forum a big favor man, get whatever help you need. If you need to take a break for a while from this forum to help you recover, by all means do so. Then, when you can return youre more than welcome.