Circumcision depression and PMMA

[truant]

Hi brothers, haven't posted in a while but I'm slowly getting back into PE with the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]BM[/words] and [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words].

I was circumcised at birth and long story short I'm against circumcision for many reasons. I really see no benefit besides cleanliness and that's not a big enough reason for me.

I see men with foreskin in adult entertainment and common sense tells me it feels amazing not to mention all the studies and many women prefer uncircumcised if you do a google search not to mention all the other articles and studies I'm bombarded with.

When I walk my glans rub against my pants adding injury to insult and I get brown spots on the glans that go away when I restore. It just feels tight, rubbery, and unnatural and a video that showed me how the foreskin works during intercourse sent me further into depression.

I tried to restore and just the little extra slack gained while restoring showed me the pleasure I could of had with only a tiny bit of slack skin. It wasn't even my natural foreskin and the gliding slack skin going above the glands during masturbation was extremely pleasurable and it made me sad that I'll never have my natural foreskin back.

I stopped restoring because it was causing skin irritation if I tried to get decent tension and interfered with time spent on PE in general.

A few months ago I stumbled across a site called phalloboards. The main thing they discuss on that forum is the use of PMMA on the penis. The main Doctor who performs the procedures seems to be Dr. C from TJ Mexico. If you google image search "Dr. C PMMA penis results" or something along those lines you will find pics from a blog on phalloboards from a member who got 4 rounds of PMMA done from Dr. C. The girth results are staggering, he went from a 5 inch girth to 6.5-7" girth.

The reason I mention circumcision in this thread is because Wade, the assistant of Dr. C said that PMMA gives better results for circumcised men due to them being able to be more aggressive with the injections and opt for a higher volume of PMMA. Something with them having to be careful to not allow the PMMA to enter the foreskin and keeping the use of the foreskin in uncircumcised patients as the skin tends to bunch up towards the center.

I'm aware of the risks involved but to be honest I don't care at all about the risks. I was already put to the knife and circumcised against my will at birth and the fact that it gives better results for circumcised men. Circumcision against my will has caused me to become cold and emotionally detached to the point of having suicidal thoughts. I don't care about my life let alone the risks of this procedure.

Just the possibility of me having more girth than an uncut man and it giving better results for cut men would make me run to get the procedure done. It also seems to be the best option for girth enhancement. I've been doing PE for years.

My plan is to get the maximum PMMA available and not cum for a week before the procedure and use viagra after. Dr. C and wade also promote light pumping with the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] 3 times a day for 5 minutes after swelling goes down.

Has anyone gotten PMMA from Dr. C or have any tips on pre and post procedure. Does anyone else dislike there circumcision?

 

[Big Schwanz Acht]

Instead of going under the knife, try using a [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]BM[/words] for a month or two...I've definitely noticed that my foreskin, (I'm circumcised) has grown by 25% or more...now when I'm flaccid the bottom part of the head is covered. Give it a go

 

[truant]

Instead of going under the knife, try using a [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]BM[/words] for a month or two...I've definitely noticed that my foreskin, (I'm circumcised) has grown by 25% or more...now when I'm flaccid the bottom part of the head is covered. Give it a go

Lol you didn't read. It's not going under the knife it's done by injection. And I've had the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]BM[/words] for years. I've come to terms that I'll never have my foreskin back. Restored foreskin would impede the PMMA because they say PMMA is better for cut guys. So I've decided to not restore and because it's fake foreskin anyway.

 

[Big Schwanz Acht]

sorry...I have no knowledge of PMMA.

 

[GottaGetAGrip]

Good luck man. I'd pay no heed to studies about women prefer circumcised or uncircumcised. They all appreciate a virile and healthy looking dick.

 

[stillwantmore]

It sounds like your mind is made up. PMMA is a cosmetic filler that made its way into cosmetic penis applications. It is thousands of little polymethyle methyle-acrylate spheres that never harden, or bond to the subdermal skin they are injected under. Some men do get good results. BUT, most seem to need multiple visits to refill lumpy areas. I mentioned this procedure on my penis enlargement episode of my Adventures with my Penis podcast.

 

[truant]

Good luck man. I'd pay no heed to studies about women prefer circumcised or uncircumcised. They all appreciate a virile and healthy looking dick.

True, but I've also noticed it becoming a trend with gay men preferring uncut partners.

When I search on YouTube cut vs uncut you will see girls talking about how they prefer uncut and how they would never circumcise their sons.

 

[truant]

It sounds like your mind is made up. PMMA is a cosmetic filler that made its way into cosmetic penis applications. It is thousands of little polymethyle methyle-acrylate spheres that never harden, or bond to the subdermal skin they are injected under. Some men do get good results. BUT, most seem to need multiple visits to refill lumpy areas. I mentioned this procedure on my penis enlargement episode of my Adventures with my Penis podcast.

I saw one of your posts on the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] forums as well regarding PMMA a while ago. Yup and I just read a post saying a guy who got PMMA is 3 years in and had maintained 6.75 girth. The best thing about it is that it seems to be permanent. An autopsy was done on a guy who had inferior PMMA injected and it was still in there. Only things like age and stuff will reduce the size and even then you can go for a touch up which isn't a problem for me.

 

[stillwantmore]

Well, let us know how it goes. How it feels after healed.....does it feel squishy/bloated like when you over pump, etc.

 

[Threak-X]

PMMA (PolyMethyl-MethAcrylate) is a "synthetic" semi-permanent dermal filler for soft-tissue augmentation. This material seems to be the new obsession for cosmestic enhancments for both men and women who want to look younger and bigger. Personally, I'm not a believer in "synthetic" enhancements unless there is an unnatural deformity.

We live in a society so fixated on physical appearance, using a vanity mirror to view ourselves more and more distortedly. A brain-washed generation that has been deceived by the 1,000+ advertisements each day of unrealistic and often unhealthy images. We also live in a society, what I call the "Instant-Age"; a culture of faster instant gratification and never-ending impatience. We have been systematically reprogrammed to stop thinking about long-term anymore for the things we want or think we need. There are numerous things in life that are worth any real true value takes time. We become so preoccupied on comparing ourselves to these fraudulent images, the instantaneous gratification for them to the point of developing mental disorders of anxiety, dysmorphic, depression, sexual, suicide, and several others.

My suggestion, have a consultation with a mental health specialists for yourself before moving forward with any enhancement procedure. First and foremost, you have to accept yourself as you are now and learn to change the things you dislike if they are physically possible.

I feel for you, we all have things we don't like about ourselves, including myself. That's why we come to this forum, to better ourselves. Thank goodness, DLD has given us place to voice it, sort it out, the tools and exercises to work on to becoming a more confident and better person.

Everything you do in life you have to pay for, whether you want to or not, because your actions will determine your consequences... choose wisely.

True, but I've also noticed it becoming a trend with gay men preferring uncut partners.

When I search on YouTube cut vs uncut you will see girls talking about how they prefer uncut and how they would never circumcise their sons.

Are you stating you are a gay man or bi-sexual?

 

[DLD]

I feel for you, we all have things we don't like about ourselves, including myself. That's why we come to this forum, to better ourselves. Thank goodness, DLD has given us place to voice it, sort it out, the tools and exercises to work on to becoming a more confident and better person.

Very true! Brothers should also have a great appreciation for the knowledge that Threaks brings.

 

[IAmSpartacus71]

OP, of course you are against circumcision, it is genital mutilation and you need to be crazy to think it's a good thing. Your reactions are completely normal and I understand your feelings, I got mutilated too and try to restore.
Actually that's how I got into PE, and in the beginning I was thinking "Isn't it dangerous to stretch the penis really hard? Will it do me harm?" but then I was thinking "my penis got harmed already so what can I lose?" and now I do both PE and FR and all manually.
I started FR a year ago and got from CI-2 to CI-3.5. Restored my gliding action which is absolutely amazing! No need for lube for masturbation anymore because the gliding of the skin feels way better than this. It also gave me tons of sensitivity, especially in the sulcus but also in the glans and inner foreskin. Now the glans is irritating when rub against my clothes or towels, so I wear tight underwear to hold the penis in place and covered, until I finish the process. I can also achieve foregasms which are orgasms achieved by only stimulating the inner foreskin and nothing else (Not every restored man can do this it depends on how much tissue was removed). Orgasm in general are wayyyy better and more intense.
So in conclusion what you said is completely wrong, it's not a fake foreskin, it is very close to the original foreskin (Not the same but close) and you still have part of your original inner foreskin no matter what.
I want to invite you to join our Facebook group "Foreskin Restoration" and get a lot of help and motivation, if you like to.
Also I would like to know what methods did you use when you tried to restore and how long did you do this?

 

[kyomoto]

Funny thing is i prefer circumcision. I'm not circumcised, but I peel back my penis foreskin to make it more clean throughout the day, of course i wash it as well.

 

[truant]

PMMA (PolyMethyl-MethAcrylate) is a "synthetic" semi-permanent dermal filler for soft-tissue augmentation. This material seems to be the new obsession for cosmestic enhancments for both men and women who want to look younger and bigger. Personally, I'm not a believer in "synthetic" enhancements unless there is an unnatural deformity.

We live in a society so fixated on physical appearance, using a vanity mirror to view ourselves more and more distortedly. A brain-washed generation that has been deceived by the 1,000+ advertisements each day of unrealistic and often unhealthy images. We also live in a society, what I call the "Instant-Age"; a culture of faster instant gratification and never-ending impatience. We have been systematically reprogrammed to stop thinking about long-term anymore for the things we want or think we need. There are numerous things in life that are worth any real true value takes time. We become so preoccupied on comparing ourselves to these fraudulent images, the instantaneous gratification for them to the point of developing mental disorders of anxiety, dysmorphic, depression, sexual, suicide, and several others.

My suggestion, have a consultation with a mental health specialists for yourself before moving forward with any enhancement procedure. First and foremost, you have to accept yourself as you are now and learn to change the things you dislike if they are physically possible.

I feel for you, we all have things we don't like about ourselves, including myself. That's why we come to this forum, to better ourselves. Thank goodness, DLD has given us place to voice it, sort it out, the tools and exercises to work on to becoming a more confident and better person.

Everything you do in life you have to pay for, whether you want to or not, because your actions will determine your consequences... choose wisely.



Are you stating you are a gay man or bi-sexual?

Some definitions of PMMA say it's semi permanent and some say permanent.

My unnatural deformity is my circumcision. I'm getting my parents to pay for the PMMA because I tell them it made me very depressed that they had it done.

It's true what you said about our society especially with the Internet and seeing everyone else's greener grass.

That's why I came to the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] brotherhood to seek help, opinions, and understanding. If I were to go to a specialist I would tell them how I feel scarred mentally and physically from circumcision. I told my parents and at first they were ignorant but agreed to pay for PMMA. They just don't get it, my dad thinks most men around the world are circumcised and when I asked my mom why she did it, she said cause that's what people did and because your American. I still think about when she said that and it makes me mad that it was just done for cultural purposes.

And not gay or bi except for trannies maybe lol. I'm just saying when girls or even gay men talk about how they prefer it sends me further into the depression spiral.

 

[truant]

OP, of course you are against circumcision, it is genital mutilation and you need to be crazy to think it's a good thing. Your reactions are completely normal and I understand your feelings, I got mutilated too and try to restore.
Actually that's how I got into PE, and in the beginning I was thinking "Isn't it dangerous to stretch the penis really hard? Will it do me harm?" but then I was thinking "my penis got harmed already so what can I lose?" and now I do both PE and FR and all manually.
I started FR a year ago and got from CI-2 to CI-3.5. Restored my gliding action which is absolutely amazing! No need for lube for masturbation anymore because the gliding of the skin feels way better than this. It also gave me tons of sensitivity, especially in the sulcus but also in the glans and inner foreskin. Now the glans is irritating when rub against my clothes or towels, so I wear tight underwear to hold the penis in place and covered, until I finish the process. I can also achieve foregasms which are orgasms achieved by only stimulating the inner foreskin and nothing else (Not every restored man can do this it depends on how much tissue was removed). Orgasm in general are wayyyy better and more intense.
So in conclusion what you said is completely wrong, it's not a fake foreskin, it is very close to the original foreskin (Not the same but close) and you still have part of your original inner foreskin no matter what.
I want to invite you to join our Facebook group "Foreskin Restoration" and get a lot of help and motivation, if you like to.
Also I would like to know what methods did you use when you tried to restore and how long did you do this?

Good to hear about your progress. The reason I say fake foreskin is because the obvious reasons you already know about, the missing nerve endings, ect. But I think it is better than nothing.

On the Howard stern show when Ron from [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]TLC[/words] [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]tugger[/words] showed them his restored foreskin I remember one cast member who was uncut say it doesn't even look like real foreskin it looks like boot cut jeans and they were making fun of Ron which made me mad he's such a nice guy.

Girls on YouTube are peeling an apple and saying how much is lost during circumcision and weighing the apple and saying how much they prefer uncut and laughing while they peel the apple as if it were foreskin then describing how the apple is smaller now.

The tools I used were the [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]VLC[/words] [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]tugger[/words], DRT, [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]SG[/words] with [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]VLC[/words]. The reason I didn't continue is because it takes way too much time out of PE if you want to fully restore and plus they said circumcised men can opt for a higher amount of PMMA because the foreskin isn't in the way so that's the factor that's not making me go crazy with depression.

Thanks for the invite I'll check it out. For the glans issue rubbing against my pants I have to cover my glands with medical tape. There isn't even a glands protector I can wear I did a good search all they had was senslip. I guess I'll have to make my own with molded silicon or something.

 

[Threak-X]

Some definitions of PMMA say it's semi permanent and some say permanent.

My unnatural deformity is my circumcision. I'm getting my parents to pay for the PMMA because I tell them it made me very depressed that they had it done.

It's true what you said about our society especially with the Internet and seeing everyone else's greener grass.

That's why I came to the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] brotherhood to seek help, opinions, and understanding. If I were to go to a specialist I would tell them how I feel scarred mentally and physically from circumcision. I told my parents and at first they were ignorant but agreed to pay for PMMA. They just don't get it, my dad thinks most men around the world are circumcised and when I asked my mom why she did it, she said cause that's what people did and because your American. I still think about when she said that and it makes me mad that it was just done for cultural purposes.

And not gay or bi except for trannies maybe lol. I'm just saying when girls or even gay men talk about how they prefer it sends me further into the depression spiral.

If you follow the Bible, circumcision is a natural act for God in the Old Testament, which was lifted and no longer a requirement in the New Testament.
1 Corinthians 7:19 - For it makes no difference whether or not a man has been circumcised. The important thing is to keep God's commandments.

The internet (technology) changes how we think, the way do things, and created mindsets that can be distorted and dysfunctional if you don't learn to think freely. We have become a society heavily depended on it to where we are slaves of the new technology.

PMMA is semi permanent because it doesn't maintain its structure forever, it may take years if not decades to change, but it will eventually change. There are dangers with it, if the doses are not done properly, complications can develop, lumps are formed, and the worst is developing "Septic-Shock" which can be fatal if not treated immediately. Also, it cannot be easily removed, because how it bonds into the collagen. Maybe that's why it's considered permanent.

I understand what you are experiencing in the sense of not being comfortable in your own skin (or lack of foreskin) because I wasn't physically like my other peers, even my own brothers. I always felt like the outcast, odd man out, different, mentally preoccupied and constantly full of anxiety and depressed. Until, I learned to accept myself "as is", because my philosophy is, "I was dealt this body for a reason, and it's up to me to learn how to use it, take care of it, and change it for the better using natural methods. But, that's what I come to understand about myself, and it works for me.

You can't blame your parents for the circumcision and the way it makes you feel, because they were doing what they thought was best for you at the time. Forgiveness needs to be exercised in order to free yourself from the anchor that's hold you down mentally and to regain your power over yourself. The main thing is how they treat you now, not what they did back then. I'm happy to hear you discussed this with your parents and they're trying to understand your pain and support you on your decision. I wish the best for you, your parents, and everything works out both mentally and physically for you. All of us here would like a periodic status update on your process/progress to your better self.

 

[pewannabe]

Hi brothers, haven't posted in a while but I'm slowly getting back into PE with the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]BM[/words] and [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words].

I was circumcised at birth and long story short I'm against circumcision for many reasons. I really see no benefit besides cleanliness and that's not a big enough reason for me.

I see men with foreskin in adult entertainment and common sense tells me it feels amazing not to mention all the studies and many women prefer uncircumcised if you do a google search not to mention all the other articles and studies I'm bombarded with.

When I walk my glans rub against my pants adding injury to insult and I get brown spots on the glans that go away when I restore. It just feels tight, rubbery, and unnatural and a video that showed me how the foreskin works during intercourse sent me further into depression.

I tried to restore and just the little extra slack gained while restoring showed me the pleasure I could of had with only a tiny bit of slack skin. It wasn't even my natural foreskin and the gliding slack skin going above the glands during masturbation was extremely pleasurable and it made me sad that I'll never have my natural foreskin back.

I stopped restoring because it was causing skin irritation if I tried to get decent tension and interfered with time spent on PE in general.

A few months ago I stumbled across a site called phalloboards. The main thing they discuss on that forum is the use of PMMA on the penis. The main Doctor who performs the procedures seems to be Dr. C from TJ Mexico. If you google image search "Dr. C PMMA penis results" or something along those lines you will find pics from a blog on phalloboards from a member who got 4 rounds of PMMA done from Dr. C. The girth results are staggering, he went from a 5 inch girth to 6.5-7" girth.

The reason I mention circumcision in this thread is because Wade, the assistant of Dr. C said that PMMA gives better results for circumcised men due to them being able to be more aggressive with the injections and opt for a higher volume of PMMA. Something with them having to be careful to not allow the PMMA to enter the foreskin and keeping the use of the foreskin in uncircumcised patients as the skin tends to bunch up towards the center.

I'm aware of the risks involved but to be honest I don't care at all about the risks. I was already put to the knife and circumcised against my will at birth and the fact that it gives better results for circumcised men. Circumcision against my will has caused me to become cold and emotionally detached to the point of having suicidal thoughts. I don't care about my life let alone the risks of this procedure.

Just the possibility of me having more girth than an uncut man and it giving better results for cut men would make me run to get the procedure done. It also seems to be the best option for girth enhancement. I've been doing PE for years.

My plan is to get the maximum PMMA available and not cum for a week before the procedure and use viagra after. Dr. C and wade also promote light pumping with the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] 3 times a day for 5 minutes after swelling goes down.

Has anyone gotten PMMA from Dr. C or have any tips on pre and post procedure. Does anyone else dislike there circumcision?

Have you looked into the [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]tlc[/words] [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]tugger[/words] to regrow it?

Also, what part of the world are you from? Where I am at most guys are cut, and uncut freaks girls out.

 

[MaxRichards]

True, but I've also noticed it becoming a trend with gay men preferring uncut partners.

When I search on YouTube cut vs uncut you will see girls talking about how they prefer uncut and how they would never circumcise their sons.

That's what's called confirmation bias.

You're finding info to reinforce your current view point regardless of the fact that there is info out there that covers all angles.

It's the catch 22 of the internet. In a sea of information, more than has ever been collected in the history of the human race, you'll still only find what you are looking for (and not see the rest).

 

[AboveAvgAries]

PMMA (PolyMethyl-MethAcrylate) is a "synthetic" semi-permanent dermal filler for soft-tissue augmentation. This material seems to be the new obsession for cosmestic enhancments for both men and women who want to look younger and bigger. Personally, I'm not a believer in "synthetic" enhancements unless there is an unnatural deformity.

We live in a society so fixated on physical appearance, using a vanity mirror to view ourselves more and more distortedly. A brain-washed generation that has been deceived by the 1,000+ advertisements each day of unrealistic and often unhealthy images. We also live in a society, what I call the "Instant-Age"; a culture of faster instant gratification and never-ending impatience. We have been systematically reprogrammed to stop thinking about long-term anymore for the things we want or think we need. There are numerous things in life that are worth any real true value takes time. We become so preoccupied on comparing ourselves to these fraudulent images, the instantaneous gratification for them to the point of developing mental disorders of anxiety, dysmorphic, depression, sexual, suicide, and several others.

My suggestion, have a consultation with a mental health specialists for yourself before moving forward with any enhancement procedure. First and foremost, you have to accept yourself as you are now and learn to change the things you dislike if they are physically possible.

I feel for you, we all have things we don't like about ourselves, including myself. That's why we come to this forum, to better ourselves. Thank goodness, DLD has given us place to voice it, sort it out, the tools and exercises to work on to becoming a more confident and better person.

Everything you do in life you have to pay for, whether you want to or not, because your actions will determine your consequences... choose wisely.



Are you stating you are a gay man or bi-sexual?

PMMA is what Rich Piana of 5% nutrition is believed to have used to get his arms as big as they are.

"Bioplasty is a technique of inyectable implantation done under local anesthesia for facial and buttock lipoatrophy and for reshaping other body parts. The product usually used is PMMA (polymethylmethacrylate microspheres) and it is usually (but not always) injected using a micro-canula (gun like device that enables faster and smooth dispersion of the product under the skin) . Two brands used overseas are Metacryl and Newplastic. In the States, Artefill is the only PMMA based product approved (for cosmetic use, not lipoatrophy)."

 

[AboveAvgAries]

http://i1249.photobucket.com/albums/hh511/aboveavgaries/Mobile Uploads/image_zps4knz4gjd.jpeg

 

[truant]

If you follow the Bible, circumcision is a natural act for God in the Old Testament, which was lifted and no longer a requirement in the New Testament.
1 Corinthians 7:19 - For it makes no difference whether or not a man has been circumcised. The important thing is to keep God's commandments.

The internet (technology) changes how we think, the way do things, and created mindsets that can be distorted and dysfunctional if you don't learn to think freely. We have become a society heavily depended on it to where we are slaves of the new technology.

PMMA is semi permanent because it doesn't maintain its structure forever, it may take years if not decades to change, but it will eventually change. There are dangers with it, if the doses are not done properly, complications can develop, lumps are formed, and the worst is developing "Septic-Shock" which can be fatal if not treated immediately. Also, it cannot be easily removed, because how it bonds into the collagen. Maybe that's why it's considered permanent.

I understand what you are experiencing in the sense of not being comfortable in your own skin (or lack of foreskin) because I wasn't physically like my other peers, even my own brothers. I always felt like the outcast, odd man out, different, mentally preoccupied and constantly full of anxiety and depressed. Until, I learned to accept myself "as is", because my philosophy is, "I was dealt this body for a reason, and it's up to me to learn how to use it, take care of it, and change it for the better using natural methods. But, that's what I come to understand about myself, and it works for me.

You can't blame your parents for the circumcision and the way it makes you feel, because they were doing what they thought was best for you at the time. Forgiveness needs to be exercised in order to free yourself from the anchor that's hold you down mentally and to regain your power over yourself. The main thing is how they treat you now, not what they did back then. I'm happy to hear you discussed this with your parents and they're trying to understand your pain and support you on your decision. I wish the best for you, your parents, and everything works out both mentally and physically for you. All of us here would like a periodic status update on your process/progress to your better self.

That's true PMMA is semi permanent.. I guess it's more permanent than the other fillers so that's why they say permanent. I should expect touch ups indefinitely maybe even yearly.

I'm planning on getting it done a few months after I graduate in December I'm in my late 20s. Right now I'm trying to get my glans used to the [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words] so I can go longer periods of time and more tension in my [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words]/SG modification without pulling a blister. I use cotton in the bell but I still pull a small blister at light tension for one hour so I'm going to wear it with 0 tension to get used to it. 0 tension in the bell while sleeping doesn't give a blister. Off topic but that my plan to get big after PMMA, the strap might make an indentation so the [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words] is a nice touch. I'm also going to be using plenty of heat if they say it's ok and Viagra and be horny while I'll massage the PMMA overnight, I plan on getting the maximum amount and don't care about astetics. I'm starting out as 5' erect girth and my goal is to get to 6.5-7' which one guy got with 3 rounds of PMMA.

That with pumping 3 times a day for 5 min like Dr. C and wade promote when swelling goes down should give a very nice look and make me look like a show-er instead of a grower lol. I'm still trying to find other tips on what to do pre and post procedure. I have a list and I'm going to execute everything when the time comes.

Getting PMMA is a way of me finding happiness in trading pleasure for size. The fact that I can opt for higher doses because I'm cut is a big factor and the only advantage I can find for being cut. Thanks for your advice I'm glad I have the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] brotherhood to turn to when things get rough. I'll keep everyone posted by bringing back this thread when I get it done and start writing blogs again in my sticky thread in the newbie forum which is out of date lol.

 

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Have you looked into the [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]tlc[/words] [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]tugger[/words] to regrow it?

Also, what part of the world are you from? Where I am at most guys are cut, and uncut freaks girls out.

Yes I've tried the [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]TLC[/words] [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]tugger[/words] and other products as well. I liked the [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]TLC[/words] products because they were comfortable but I liked the DRT retainer better. I'm from the United States and the girls say that because there ignorant and should look at there own vagina. I don't even like American women and a European women would probably find my circumcision a little strange.

 

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That's what's called confirmation bias.

You're finding info to reinforce your current view point regardless of the fact that there is info out there that covers all angles.

It's the catch 22 of the internet. In a sea of information, more than has ever been collected in the history of the human race, you'll still only find what you are looking for (and not see the rest).

I searched YouTube "cut vs uncut" and there are no videos that say they prefer cut and if they did it was because it was cleaner which isn't enough of a reason. When they talk about an uncut guy they have so much good to say about it. If you look at the lost list which shows what's cut off it makes me sad. Also a new Danish study which says cut men are more likely to have erectile disfunction. How good intercourse looks in a video for an uncut man. How Kellogg's said that circumcision should prevent masturbation to make it less pleasurable. Any women saying she prefers uncut. The list goes on and on.

 

[AboveAvgAries]

PMMA (PolyMethyl-MethAcrylate) is a "synthetic" semi-permanent dermal filler for soft-tissue augmentation. This material seems to be the new obsession for cosmestic enhancments for both men and women who want to look younger and bigger. Personally, I'm not a believer in "synthetic" enhancements unless there is an unnatural deformity.

We live in a society so fixated on physical appearance, using a vanity mirror to view ourselves more and more distortedly. A brain-washed generation that has been deceived by the 1,000+ advertisements each day of unrealistic and often unhealthy images. We also live in a society, what I call the "Instant-Age"; a culture of faster instant gratification and never-ending impatience. We have been systematically reprogrammed to stop thinking about long-term anymore for the things we want or think we need. There are numerous things in life that are worth any real true value takes time. We become so preoccupied on comparing ourselves to these fraudulent images, the instantaneous gratification for them to the point of developing mental disorders of anxiety, dysmorphic, depression, sexual, suicide, and several others.

My suggestion, have a consultation with a mental health specialists for yourself before moving forward with any enhancement procedure. First and foremost, you have to accept yourself as you are now and learn to change the things you dislike if they are physically possible.

I feel for you, we all have things we don't like about ourselves, including myself. That's why we come to this forum, to better ourselves. Thank goodness, DLD has given us place to voice it, sort it out, the tools and exercises to work on to becoming a more confident and better person.

Everything you do in life you have to pay for, whether you want to or not, because your actions will determine your consequences... choose wisely.



Are you stating you are a gay man or bi-sexual?

I think this is wise, and thoughtful. Personally I agree that this type of procedure should be well researched and thought about. And not by reading pamphlets from those making the financial gain. PMMA is thought by some to be extremely dangerous. Similar to synthol. I am not an MD so I cannot intuitively argue either way, but the picture of Rich Piana should serve as an indicator. Either way wish you the best... And yes. There is a thing about all of us that we do not like. Myself included Acceptance is the answer.

 

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PMMA is what Rich Piana of 5% nutrition is believed to have used to get his arms as big as they are.

"Bioplasty is a technique of inyectable implantation done under local anesthesia for facial and buttock lipoatrophy and for reshaping other body parts. The product usually used is PMMA (polymethylmethacrylate microspheres) and it is usually (but not always) injected using a micro-canula (gun like device that enables faster and smooth dispersion of the product under the skin) . Two brands used overseas are Metacryl and Newplastic. In the States, Artefill is the only PMMA based product approved (for cosmetic use, not lipoatrophy)."

I recently heard Dr. C now uses linea safe instead of metacrill now I'm not exactly sure why or what the difference is. They say linea safe is more dense but I'm going to have to ask phalloboards or email Dr. C.

 

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I think this is wise, and thoughtful. Personally I agree that this type of procedure should be well researched and thought about. And not by reading pamphlets from those making the financial gain. PMMA is thought by some to be extremely dangerous. Similar to synthol. I am not an MD so I cannot intuitively argue either way, but the picture of Rich Piana should serve as an indicator. Either way wish you the best... And yes. There is a thing about all of us that we do not like. Myself included Acceptance is the answer.

I heard the American doctors discourage people from using PMMA but promote the other brands of fillers they use in the United States and want you to get the temporary ones because they want you to keep coming back. Although I see what your saying, it sounds a little good to be true. Either way I'm so warped with depression I'll do anything at this point regardless of risks. The fact that cut men have an advantage with the PMMA is enough to get me lol. I guess circumcision actually does have benefit.

 

[AboveAvgAries]

I heard the American doctors discourage people from using PMMA but promote the other brands of fillers they use in the United States and want you to get the temporary ones because they want you to keep coming back. Although I see what your saying, it sounds a little good to be true. Either way I'm so warped with depression I'll do anything at this point regardless of risks. The fact that cut men have an advantage with the PMMA is enough to get me lol. I guess circumcision actually does have benefit.

No judgment whatsoever, but just so that I understand more, what exactly are you depressed about?

 

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No judgment whatsoever, but just so that I understand more, what exactly are you depressed about?

I'm depressed about my circumcision. And the fact I'll never feel what an uncircumcised man feels. Any girl who says they prefer uncut brings me low and reading articles that show the horrors of circumcision. The fact it was done to reduce pleasure and how the numbers of infants in the U.S who are circumcised is dwindling. Although I'm happy some parents are starting to realize. I see see videos of mothers crying when they realize what they done.

 

[Threak-X]

Rich Piana admitted to using PMMA because he developed a large noticeable gap in his left bicep after he tore it. If he uses PMMA to enhance is physique who really knows and cares except himself and his doctor(s). You really don't want to use PMMA as a Muscle enhancer because the muscle requires nutrition to function and grown properly, which is being limited by the tiny micro-spheres embedded in the muscle fibers. The thing about PMMA, it's permanent in the sense it can't be removed easily. It has to be surgically removed, which involves cutting the muscle to extract the numerous micro-spheres along with some of the muscle tissue itself.

The issue I have with PMMA is the product is synthetic and the human body is composed of inorganic and organic compounds. The human body is a nature chemical factory, when you introduce synthetic compounds it disturbs the organization, interaction, and function of these chemicals. In turn, will eventually cause medical issues somewhere down the line if you're not dead before it occurs.

I'm waiting for the day when these women who had PMMA Butt-Lifts to later having issues/complications from it. Then there will be a class-action lawsuit which will do them no good because their butts will have to be surgically removed. I can hear most of them saying, "But hey, I looked good when I had it." Meanwhile, their quality of life has been diminished, all because they wanted to be part of the vain "Generation Me."

I'm not here to tell anyone what to do with their body, because your actions will determine your consequences... choose wisely.

 

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I'm depressed about my circumcision. And the fact I'll never feel what an uncircumcised man feels. Any girl who says they prefer uncut brings me low and reading articles that show the horrors of circumcision. The fact it was done to reduce pleasure and how the numbers of infants in the U.S who are circumcised is dwindling. Although I'm happy some parents are starting to realize. I see see videos of mothers crying when they realize what they done.

It's a chance I'm more than willing to take.
Thousands of women are running around with silicone implants and sure there maybe complications but nothing serious ad least for the majority.

I agree that it sounds too good to be true or else every guy would be getting this.

I'm not really doing this to get bigger. Sure it's an added benefit but the real reason is so I don't go crazy with depression and end up killing myself. I don't need mental help I need that physical help. Men are visual beings.

 

[kyomoto]

It's a chance I'm more than willing to take.
Thousands of women are running around with silicone implants and sure there maybe complications but nothing serious ad least for the majority.

I agree that it sounds too good to be true or else every guy would be getting this.

I'm not really doing this to get bigger. Sure it's an added benefit but the real reason is so I don't go crazy with depression and end up killing myself. I don't need mental help I need that physical help. Men are visual beings.

How far have you gone with PE?

 

[DLD]

I don't go crazy with depression and end up killing myself. I don't need mental help I need that physical help. Men are visual beings.

that is a blessing! I have struggled with depression and suicide for most of my adult life. I am so much better over the past 2 years but prior to that I would be gone 3 months out of the year. Today I find my joy and happiness in prayer. I feel for anyone who struggles with depression, it is a tough thing. Anyone whoever needs help, please just ask me.

 

[kyomoto]

that is a blessing! I have struggled with depression and suicide for most of my adult life. I am so much better over the past 2 years but prior to that I would be gone 3 months out of the year. Today I find my joy and happiness in prayer. I feel for anyone who struggles with depression, it is a tough thing. Anyone whoever needs help, please just ask me.

Yo where the new pics @ DLD gotta see that transformation dude

 

[Threak-X]

that is a blessing! I have struggled with depression and suicide for most of my adult life. I am so much better over the past 2 years but prior to that I would be gone 3 months out of the year. Today I find my joy and happiness in prayer. I feel for anyone who struggles with depression, it is a tough thing. Anyone whoever needs help, please just ask me.

Myself, I struggled with depression throughout my childhood and in my early adulthood. My family and friends just thought I was just moody. Myself, I thought it was just normal to feel that way, until I reached my mid-30s, and I finally spiraled-down into a deep-major depression(5-years) and thinking I will never come(recover)out of it. The people around me didn't understand me and didn't know how to help me. I was unemployed, broke, lost everything, no where to live, and wanting it to all go away permanently. A female friend, opened her heart and let me live with her and her family. She satisfied her space found another bed for me to sleep on and shared her bedroom for me to live there. She made meals to share until I could get back on my feet.

I thought at the time I couldn't seek any help because I didn't know where to go and didn't have any funds for professional help. I spent the following 18-months going to the library and reading/studying about depression, reading a multitude of self-help books I could get my hands, learn and practiced mediation, and going to church to find peace in my life. I slowly discovered why I was experiencing so much pain, which stemmed from my experiences and parent-relationships in my childhood. I finally changed my way of thinking, doing positive inner-dialogue, saying positive things, having gratitude for everything, staying away from negative minded people, and my life started to turn-around. I went back to school full-time, found two-part jobs to support myself and pay my friend and her family for letting me live in their home. Another 6-months later, I found a full-time job, my own apartment, and started to rebuild my life. The full-time job turned to be a true-blessing for me. I got to travel 40+ weeks a year around the country, from Alaska to Florida and Hawaii to Maine and experience different cultures, foods, personalities, city-life, rural-life and anything between. It was a grueling schedule and did that for 10-years. I wouldn't been able to maintain if I still had the old mindset before I started the job.

It was a major struggle to turn it all around, but coming through and out the other side of it. I discovered myself, what I'm capable of, how I place limits on myself, and how to manage the depression when it starts to creep back in my life. Now, people make comments like, "Doesn't anything get you down", "You always seem so happy no matter how hard things get for you." I simply tell them, "It's the way you look and think about things, they're not problems or issues, they're more like challenges which can be conquered."

 

[LONGERDICK7+]

"It's the way you look and think about things, they're not problems or issues, they're more like challenges which can be conquered."

 

[AboveAvgAries]

"It's the way you look and think about things, they're not problems or issues, they're more like challenges which can be conquered."

Ive been there on all accounts. Today, I am stronger from it

 

[kyomoto]

Ive been there on all accounts. Today, I am stronger from it

That hits deep for me. The feels.

 

[DLD]

that hits deep for me. The feels.

word!

 

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