I just read this whole thread since I also started hagning with malehanger recently, noticed how in beginning you were optimistic about gaining with smaller weight, then when you confirmed you needed higher weight and gains didn`t happen you became sad. I am 19 so I can`t understand what you are going through but when you are depressed, remember all the positive things in life and be thankful. Helps me a lot when I get down cuz of my flaws.
Jekyllnhyde360/My Personal Hanging Log
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And for training, maybe join crossfit, aftter trying many sports through my life,I realized that training with others in a session where everyone cheers you on, is the feeling you could only feel as a child when playing sports with you friends.Also, it helps with losing weight a lot, if you can afford it try it just remember to bring the water bottle with you, since sessions are intense
jekyllnhyde360
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Did a starter set 10lbs for 40 min (5 min break at 20) Felt really good. One thing thats bothering me, FOREVER!!! is that i cant get a smooth wrap for shit. im using the malehanger, it's great, but i just can't manage to get a proper set at 30lbs without it feeling like it's going to rip my dick head off. And this is kind of a big deal seeing as i want to start at 30 lbs next monday.
I've been teetering long enough as to whether im actually going to commit, i'm fat as fuck nowadays and just lost all motivation, even my EQ has suffered.
But the other day i was thinking about how good i felt the first time i banged my EX after gaining the inch in length a 1/2'' in girth years ago, i remember her actually noticing big time, it was the first time i ever had that white cream on my dick while fucking her, like she was so hot, and came 3-4 in like the first hour.
And honestly, it brought a tear to my eye, it's been a good minute that i've felt good about my life.
So i decided im going to take action and change my life, diet, physique, dick size etc... i'm going to write about the other stuff in the health section.
But as for PE, im doing it, and im aiming high, i'm 7 bpel now, so im going to go to 10 bpel, thats 3 solid inches, and i think it's doable in 3 years.
i realized something, how rare is it for a guy to be walking around with a club like that, pretty friggin' rare man, and if i make it to 9'' fantastic, im setting the bar high for a reason. i want to feel good again. and i want a big dick.
I've been teetering long enough as to whether im actually going to commit, i'm fat as fuck nowadays and just lost all motivation, even my EQ has suffered.
But the other day i was thinking about how good i felt the first time i banged my EX after gaining the inch in length a 1/2'' in girth years ago, i remember her actually noticing big time, it was the first time i ever had that white cream on my dick while fucking her, like she was so hot, and came 3-4 in like the first hour.
And honestly, it brought a tear to my eye, it's been a good minute that i've felt good about my life.
So i decided im going to take action and change my life, diet, physique, dick size etc... i'm going to write about the other stuff in the health section.
But as for PE, im doing it, and im aiming high, i'm 7 bpel now, so im going to go to 10 bpel, thats 3 solid inches, and i think it's doable in 3 years.
i realized something, how rare is it for a guy to be walking around with a club like that, pretty friggin' rare man, and if i make it to 9'' fantastic, im setting the bar high for a reason. i want to feel good again. and i want a big dick.
Wow, I can understand that lack of motivation, of have been without energy for so long now it is disheartening. But I believe I know why, aside from my lingering sickness, it was daylight saving time again and at every one of these useless hours save or spend bullshit. Leave the fucking closes alone and so many would not fall into an unnecessary depression! But I have confidence that once I have adjusted and gotten better physically I will regain my motivation and energy. Never get down on yourself during these periods most of us go through it. You are also taking on a lot, aside from this work you are also trying to lose a great deal of weight, again, I can relate. So knowing you are doing all this, give yourself credit and the off days, brush off as simply normal.
Big Schwanz Acht
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awesome news J&H...use any/all shreds of positivity to get/keep motivated. we're all in your corner!
jekyllnhyde360
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doublelongdaddy;753412 said:
Thanks DLD i truly appreciate it. And i never thought of that, but its true daylight savings and everything really does mess with my head, i can't stand the fluctuations, my internal clock craps out.
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Big Schwanz Acht;753445 said:
Thanks Big, much appreciated!
stillwantmore
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jekyllnhyde360;753407 said:
Email me and let's get the wrap situation figured out. My usual: [email protected]
stillwantmore
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We exchanged thoughts by email and it looks like he's back on track.
jekyllnhyde360
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stillwantmore2;753854 said:
I never emailed you STILL, so you've been chatting with someone that ain't me dude.
jekyllnhyde360
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This is the beginning of this LOG, i spent wayyy to much time messing around and not commiting for a number of reasons, some more important than others.
But enough of felling guilty, i've shaved my pubes lol it's time to actually make or break. if i don't commit now i'm never going to, sad to say.
The truth is my ADHD has a lot of hold on my life, i have a very hard time committing to things, and drugs did not help one bit. im always spacey and rarely have any sustainable motivation.
I'm hanging, im currently 7'' bpel and 5'' mseg, if i could make it to 8'' bpel by 5.5 mseg in 6 months that would be epic. i'd like to be 9.5-10 so thats what im shooting for, but i will feel much more comfortable once im out of the 7'' range with more girth.
-30lbs x 2 months - 4 weeks @ 10 min x 2 sets - 4 weeks @ 15 min x 2 sets
-40lbs - same
-50lbs - same
-60lbs - same
-70lbs - same
(10 months total)
Afterwards i will take a 2-3 month de-conditioning break
THEN
Drop back down to 50lbs and do swinging sets, in the same set up as before.
I want this, i want to be at least 8''bpel, i want to know im packing something that not every dude has.
This is the beginning of this LOG, i spent wayyy to much time messing around and not commiting for a number of reasons, some more important than others.
But enough of felling guilty, i've shaved my pubes lol it's time to actually make or break. if i don't commit now i'm never going to, sad to say.
The truth is my ADHD has a lot of hold on my life, i have a very hard time committing to things, and drugs did not help one bit. im always spacey and rarely have any sustainable motivation.
I'm hanging, im currently 7'' bpel and 5'' mseg, if i could make it to 8'' bpel by 5.5 mseg in 6 months that would be epic. i'd like to be 9.5-10 so thats what im shooting for, but i will feel much more comfortable once im out of the 7'' range with more girth.
-30lbs x 2 months - 4 weeks @ 10 min x 2 sets - 4 weeks @ 15 min x 2 sets
-40lbs - same
-50lbs - same
-60lbs - same
-70lbs - same
(10 months total)
Afterwards i will take a 2-3 month de-conditioning break
THEN
Drop back down to 50lbs and do swinging sets, in the same set up as before.
I want this, i want to be at least 8''bpel, i want to know im packing something that not every dude has.
jekyllnhyde360
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doublelongdaddy;754976 said:I am going to keep you to your word so you can remain consistent and get that size you want! Daily my man! I will be here every day making sure!
Thanks D, i really appreciate it, you're always there for us and more then happy to spend the time to hook us up nice, a true teacher and brother! Nothing like having the OG master keeping me track, any pointers would be great as well.
jekyllnhyde360
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So i've been hanging for two weeks now pretty consistently (about 9 sessions) i'm not seeing any erect results yet which is ok i guess, but my flaccid stretch went back to 7.5, i used to have a 7.5 flaccid stretch, but it went down to just 1/4 longer than my bpel, so when i started i was at 7'' bpel and 7 1/4 bpflaccid stretch.
but now i'm back up to 7.5 bpfs.
im a little worried though, i have that ''cord/wire'' thing, im really hoping i hit either 7+ bpel soon or 7 3/4 bpfs soon so i know i still have the chance for growth.
but now i'm back up to 7.5 bpfs.
im a little worried though, i have that ''cord/wire'' thing, im really hoping i hit either 7+ bpel soon or 7 3/4 bpfs soon so i know i still have the chance for growth.
jekyllnhyde360;758180 said:
Remember to get your Tunica work in, this will help soften any tough tissue that may be holding you back. 5 minutes of Bundled Stretches before you train (using [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?83577-Length-master-official-order-thread-now-shipping-06-16-2014!!!]LM[/words] is best) will prestretch those dense areas allowing for you to gain with much more ease. I also suggest a heating pad to help after and relax tissue before training and after to heal. Heat and Tunica stretching is the way to break those snags in growth.
jekyllnhyde360
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doublelongdaddy;758266 said:
I was also thinking, maybe incorporating jelqs into my routine would speed the gains?
jekyllnhyde360;758694 said:
Hey anything you add adds to your gains. Jelqing or better yet SlowSquashJelqs or even [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?64036-My-Best-Work-Ever-Penis-Enlargement-will-Be-Changed-Forever-gt-gt-Gain%20inches%20with%20SRT-Theory-and-Routine]SRT[/words] SizeBlasters can really up the gains when incorporated with other work.
jekyllnhyde360
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I've been doing a lot of thinking and i'm now incorporating 700-1000 tight upward jelqs on days i hang, either before or after i hang. The reason ive decided to this is because, back when i fist started and made my gains i was doing both stretching and jelqing upward.
jekyllnhyde360;759260 said:
Upward stretches done manually are so difficult together a good stretch. Done with the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?83577-Length-master-official-order-thread-now-shipping-06-16-2014!!!]LM[/words] it actually stretches the penis but my hands could never get a good upward stretch.
doublelongdaddy;763007 said:
There is this screw that was attached to the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?83577-Length-master-official-order-thread-now-shipping-06-16-2014!!!]length master[/words] but I have lost it. I can no longer find it. Now there is no way I can hang without that screw on the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?83577-Length-master-official-order-thread-now-shipping-06-16-2014!!!]length master[/words]. I will have to look for ways to own a [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]traction[/words] device. Seems to be my only option now.
huge-girth;763075 said:
Just send a message to [email protected] and request new bolts. It is that easy. Or, if you desire, go to any hardware store as all bolts are standard, nothing special.
doublelongdaddy;763133 said:
I think going to an hardware store will be easier. Thanks for the suggestion.