Hi, I'm not sure I should post this here since I'm not currently Penis Enlargementing, but I just wanted to make sure the right people read about it and gave me some advice. First of all, English isn't my first language so please forgive me if it's not perfect.
I think my penis is really small for my age and my height and from measuring, I think my penis growth during puberty was probably not much or at best in line with my body growth. My father was pretty well endowed, I've seen it many times and my mom used to comment on it, I used to ask him why his penis was bigger than mine and he used to tell me that it would grow. Then they divorced when I was 5 and my mom got herself a boyfriend which was a black man, he lived in the same house as us and that was for about 9 or so years, we became good pals but whenever I had to go into the restroom with him I'd feel terrible because it was so intimidating, his penis was even bigger than my father's and I was still no bigger than I am today, i.e. pretty small. That used to make me feel pretty inferior, and to top it off, my bigger sister used to make fun of my penis and trash me in front of all her girlfriends because of my penis. I really never had sex, or even kissed a girl because I was so scared that they would get close enough to feel my penis and ridicule me that I just turned them down. I even had some girls come up to me in the past but I just walked away for those reasons.
There's a social expectation and I'm really struggling with that. I wonder if Penis Enlargement would help me, and before you say I need therapy, let me tell you that I am on it, I've been on it for years and there's only so much it can do for you. My fully erect lenght is near 4 inches and about the same for girth, I live in Brazil and here most guys seem to have bigger dicks probably, I dunno. I feel like even if I kill myself Penis Enlargementing I would never gain enough so that I would feel confident enough to get around here, so I've been thinking of giving up completely on sex and going on a more religious route for my life. But at the same time I am sexual and I have lust like everybody so it's a tough decision for me to make, am I too small for Penis Enlargement? Will I ever make enough gains so that I've got an average dick for the people here? I'd really like to hear some advice.
And please be nice, it's not easy writting about some of the stuff I just did, so if you have nothing nice to say just keep it to yourself, thank you.
I think my penis is really small for my age and my height and from measuring, I think my penis growth during puberty was probably not much or at best in line with my body growth. My father was pretty well endowed, I've seen it many times and my mom used to comment on it, I used to ask him why his penis was bigger than mine and he used to tell me that it would grow. Then they divorced when I was 5 and my mom got herself a boyfriend which was a black man, he lived in the same house as us and that was for about 9 or so years, we became good pals but whenever I had to go into the restroom with him I'd feel terrible because it was so intimidating, his penis was even bigger than my father's and I was still no bigger than I am today, i.e. pretty small. That used to make me feel pretty inferior, and to top it off, my bigger sister used to make fun of my penis and trash me in front of all her girlfriends because of my penis. I really never had sex, or even kissed a girl because I was so scared that they would get close enough to feel my penis and ridicule me that I just turned them down. I even had some girls come up to me in the past but I just walked away for those reasons.
There's a social expectation and I'm really struggling with that. I wonder if Penis Enlargement would help me, and before you say I need therapy, let me tell you that I am on it, I've been on it for years and there's only so much it can do for you. My fully erect lenght is near 4 inches and about the same for girth, I live in Brazil and here most guys seem to have bigger dicks probably, I dunno. I feel like even if I kill myself Penis Enlargementing I would never gain enough so that I would feel confident enough to get around here, so I've been thinking of giving up completely on sex and going on a more religious route for my life. But at the same time I am sexual and I have lust like everybody so it's a tough decision for me to make, am I too small for Penis Enlargement? Will I ever make enough gains so that I've got an average dick for the people here? I'd really like to hear some advice.
And please be nice, it's not easy writting about some of the stuff I just did, so if you have nothing nice to say just keep it to yourself, thank you.