Alright I have this problem that I think many people have. I have all of these things that I would like to accomplish throughout the day but at the end of the night I barely get anything done. I am the worst procrastinator in the world. I am a college student so maybe it's common but I need to change. I honestly have a lot of free-time between work and school and I do nothing but waste time. There are so many things that I would like to do like set aside time to get school work done, a time for housekeeping, laundry, working out, Penis Enlargementing, etc. But it never fails I get up at the last minute go to class or work and barely make it on time. I come home and veg out on the internet or tv or guitar or something else.
Now I know that most on task people would just say "stop being a fuck up and just do it" But it's like I'm a drug addict and getting nothing done is my drug. Every night I lay in bed and say "tomorrow it's going to be different." I can reflect and think about how it's going to change. But when I'm in the actual moment I choose to do the wrong thing. All of this really just causes me to feel shitty because I feel like I'm becoming a loser. If you are a motivated person then you will not understand anything that I'm saying. I know that it's just automatic for some people.
I am always rushing to get things done. In school I am an average student. Sometimes better than average. I'm always doing everything at the last minute and I work great under pressure. The problem is senior classes are filled with projects that can't be done last minute. I know I have the potential to do some great work...if I started EARLY for once.
What do I do? Am I messed up in the head? Am I really just a whiny fuck up? Is there some underlying problem that never lets me get motivated when I'm in the moment to actually do what I need to do? Is it something like I really don't want to do good? But I swear that I really do? If I could just change right now then I would, but it's not that easy.
The funny thing is I am a pretty normal guy in every other aspect in life IMHO like social things: friends, relationships, etc. It's just this motivation thing that I can't do.
Sorry if I have been rambling on and this is a waste of your time. This is the first time I've ever really told anybody how I feel and what my problem is. Any help would be appreciated...Please. Thanks
Supes
Now I know that most on task people would just say "stop being a fuck up and just do it" But it's like I'm a drug addict and getting nothing done is my drug. Every night I lay in bed and say "tomorrow it's going to be different." I can reflect and think about how it's going to change. But when I'm in the actual moment I choose to do the wrong thing. All of this really just causes me to feel shitty because I feel like I'm becoming a loser. If you are a motivated person then you will not understand anything that I'm saying. I know that it's just automatic for some people.
I am always rushing to get things done. In school I am an average student. Sometimes better than average. I'm always doing everything at the last minute and I work great under pressure. The problem is senior classes are filled with projects that can't be done last minute. I know I have the potential to do some great work...if I started EARLY for once.
What do I do? Am I messed up in the head? Am I really just a whiny fuck up? Is there some underlying problem that never lets me get motivated when I'm in the moment to actually do what I need to do? Is it something like I really don't want to do good? But I swear that I really do? If I could just change right now then I would, but it's not that easy.
The funny thing is I am a pretty normal guy in every other aspect in life IMHO like social things: friends, relationships, etc. It's just this motivation thing that I can't do.
Sorry if I have been rambling on and this is a waste of your time. This is the first time I've ever really told anybody how I feel and what my problem is. Any help would be appreciated...Please. Thanks
Supes
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