Adjusted numbers or wishful thinking?

[millionman]

Well, I took measurements this evening. I'm not sure how I feel about them but it could actually be a revelation of sorts. I've been making progress for a while now and I'm very proud of this. However, I think that I've stumbled into a realization that for a good bit of my Penis Enlargement career I've been misleading myself in regards to what gains I have made up to this point. I've claimed EG numbers as high as 5.75" and length in the neighborhood of 7.75". I'm not sure if the girth number was real or not simply for the fact that I've hit that size once or twice and both times were not average erections for me. My girth measurement tonight was right at 5.5" with a hard reverse kegel to inflat my CS. My BPenis EnlargementL was 7.5" while my EL is right at 6". I feel that the BPenis EnlargementL may be a bit more because of the fatpad I have then again I'm not sure. Both of these numbers are what I got on brutally honest measurments and I made sure that I faced the truth.

I've spent a long time Penis Enlargementing. I've gained considerable amounts of size and I'm going to continue to work hard and smart at this. I've broken through a few plateaus recently and I think this is another one. I've finally gotten through that mental block of perception vs. reality. I am really 7.5" long and 5.5" around on an average erection. Somedays I may be a bit more or a bit less but this I feel is a baseline measurement. Now I know where I'm at and now I can focus on where I am going. I have spent a lot of time convincing myself that I was a certain size and it makes it seem that I haven't progressed at all. If I had been honest with my measurements I wouldn't feel like I'm not making progress, or that I am behind some magical number that I'll never achieve. I'm going to continue to make progress and I'm going to keep working. I just thought I'd share this as it has gotten me a bit down but at the same time I feel BETTER now that I have faced the reality and now I can move forward.

 

[8InchMIKE]

Well, I took measurements this evening. I'm not sure how I feel about them but it could actually be a revelation of sorts. I've been making progress for a while now and I'm very proud of this. However, I think that I've stumbled into a realization that for a good bit of my Penis Enlargement career I've been misleading myself in regards to what gains I have made up to this point. I've claimed EG numbers as high as 5.75" and length in the neighborhood of 7.75". I'm not sure if the girth number was real or not simply for the fact that I've hit that size once or twice and both times were not average erections for me. My girth measurement tonight was right at 5.5" with a hard reverse kegel to inflat my CS. My BPenis EnlargementL was 7.5" while my EL is right at 6". I feel that the BPenis EnlargementL may be a bit more because of the fatpad I have then again I'm not sure. Both of these numbers are what I got on brutally honest measurments and I made sure that I faced the truth.

I've spent a long time Penis Enlargementing. I've gained considerable amounts of size and I'm going to continue to work hard and smart at this. I've broken through a few plateaus recently and I think this is another one. I've finally gotten through that mental block of perception vs. reality. I am really 7.5" long and 5.5" around on an average erection. Somedays I may be a bit more or a bit less but this I feel is a baseline measurement. Now I know where I'm at and now I can focus on where I am going. I have spent a lot of time convincing myself that I was a certain size and it makes it seem that I haven't progressed at all. If I had been honest with my measurements I wouldn't feel like I'm not making progress, or that I am behind some magical number that I'll never achieve. I'm going to continue to make progress and I'm going to keep working. I just thought I'd share this as it has gotten me a bit down but at the same time I feel BETTER now that I have faced the reality and now I can move forward.

It's ok my Penis Enlargement brotha... Don't stress it man, just think of what you have already accomplished up to now and be damn proud of it all cause you deserve it man.

This you have talked about is heart felt from most of us here cause all of our erection qualities vary over time and circumstance so it's all good as well as normal mate. Whisfull thinking is inside us all and let he who never "added" a few notches to the measurements throw the first stone...

Go on with your hard work and you will be what you want to be sooner rather than later. Also remember this mate, 7.5 x 5.5 is HUGE so DO NOT WORRY. Not all of us want to be freaks like mandingo and even if you wanted it then you are only 3.5 inches away. I say "only" cause they are "only numbers". What you have can already hurt the ladies so be cool.

Peace

Mike

 

[bulc9]

Dont stress mate, and make sure you dont let it run over your mind and constantly think about it! I used to do this, its bad!

Also erection levels vary all the time, like if you warm, cold, how turned on you are etc. You have a great size so dont stree, keep working hard you will get there!

Dont let it get to you, stay positive!

 

[goinfor11x7]

I agree with all of the above. You're too hard on yourself. There's also something else to consider, and that is volume. We know how just a smalll increase in girth can result in a large volume increase. Also what it feels like to us and what she's feeling is just as important as the measurement gauges, which always seem to be variable. As has been said, our dicks are always "waxing and waning." Does an unusually long or thick measurement make it invalid? It's just the nature of the beast.

Peace in the New Year

 

[DLD]

Million, We all fluctuate in size, it is natural and in many cases inevitable. The body is a strange thing, just because you have trained your penis to hold a maximum blood supply and have a great measurement, which is an HONEST measurement in girth, has absolutely no barring on times when you are less than this and there and there is no need to punish yourself because of it.

With that said I want to explore the general message of your thread being realizations, honesty and other portions of the male psyche that are there for one reason...self suffering. We all feel comfortable when things are not optimum, in fact, for many of us, this is where our subconscious, many times, lurks. We, as penis conscious males, dwell in the mind beneath and beyond consciousness. When we consider the subconscious self it is almost impossible to believe our physical realities are really and illusion. Compare preconscious to unconscious and you will will confuse the "self" and any of it's accomplishments or progress. The totality of mental processes in which you are not aware is tricky, conniving and slick. Without a firm grip in what is truly "real" it becomes easy to mis-measure, see a penis in the mirror smaller than it is, misbelief of momentous accomplishments we have made, basically, we are at the expense of our sun-conscious self. These mental activities become almost un-reportable.

I remember one instance in my far past Penis Enlargement that was not only wrong, self-destroying and completely false but it was completely in view by my girlfriend, at the time, through a crack in the bathroom door. I sat in my bathroom, for what seemed like hours measuring my penis, a penis that was always 9", and the measurement went from 9 to 6, 5, and 4 inches. The more I checked the lower it became. Jen, my girl at the time, watched this with great sadness through the crack in the door..what a sight it must of been to see a man so confused about his penis and so desperate to believe in his self.

WHen I finally gave up and left that bathroom I knew I needed to confront demons rooted deep in my psyche. Aside from the embarrassment I had for Jen watching me, I measured in pictures, to people, to myself at 9" but this particular day I measured with total self-hate. I even started to believe that I never made the gains I believed...VERY SICK INDEED!

Getting past this point, actually confronting a consciousness that is supposed to be "sub", below our ability to understand deep rooted beliefs, became an obsession to me. I realized that I was able to determine how and what I thought about my penis...the main reason "Is Everything Really What it Seems" was released.

My friend, never doubt yourself. Always believe the best of what you have experienced. Our ability to reward ourselves, believe in ourselves...Fuck, even accept ourselves has always been available but we CHOOSE not to see it.

Fuck your smaller measurements, fuck what you went through that day, stop and believe that you are your best measurement and will go beyond it. I started at about 6" and the gains I have made are momentous...Today, even though I know this with such incredible passion I still try to create a mental process that destroys it.

Even when the devil wants you to hate yourself, look it in the eyes and tell it to be gone..it is your self, your body, your mind and no one is entitled to take that from you...NOT EVEN YOURSELF!

 

[Reber187]

DLD,
i applaud your uncensored, brutal honesty. the above is very familiar, and very plain for those that would otherwise fail to word it in the manner of which you have(me included)

your insights are subjective, refreshing and more often than not bang on the money.

thank you :s


keep pushing

 

[10inchadvantage]

My erections vary all the time. Generally morning erections are my smallest. In the late afternoon/early evening it's usually the best(not sure why). And on some days I get harder and bigger than others. Don't worry about it.

 

[millionman]

I wasn't really down about the measurments, but I felt that I had in some way been dishonest to you guys as well as myself. I really feel like I've made progress by leaps and bounds over the last few months, but to realize that more than a year or so ago I was making claims of my current (bad day) size. I felt I had done myself a huge disservice THEN by not being honest enough with myself to see that I had a LONG way to go. I think it's a bit that I was very young then and honestly still am, but at the same time I wanted to FEEL better about what I had. I'm amazed everytime I look down and see the penis I have now in comparison to what I started with. It not only is bigger and thicker, but it's heavier and I feel it in my everyday activities. Maybe I'm a bit more focused on it than I used to be but in everyway Penis Enlargement has helped me. I will admit to sometimes wondering what I'm doing, or why I'm doing it, but I need only think back to the time when I was worried about taking my pants off in front of a girl and then I KNOW why I have come this far. It's made a big difference for me and sometimes you can get caught up in the numbers, but in the end it's really just a number and not an identity.

 

[goinfor11x7]

Good for you, pal!! It's not such a terrible thing NOT to be BRUTALLY honest with others or ourselves and "stretch" our gains some. It's. o.k.!! It's really o.k.!! Even if you're seeing gains that aren't really there, it can still be a motivational factor.

When I stated out, I was very insecure about my gains, and I had a big dick!! What the fuck????< I couldn't really believe deep down I was growing a bigger dick and fast--even though everything I was experiencing pointed to it--that is, everything but the measuring tape. But eventually the measuring tape caught up with my gut experience.


The thing was I was getting these incredible length gains, and although they weren't concrete yet, and some of them still aren't, they were incredibly powerful and motivating for me and gurded me to move on. So what if they were temporary!!! The problem for me was that I would share these gains at T's and then get flamed to death because I couldn't "prove it" with a measured pic.

Fuck them!!

I know how important visualization and self-talk are. It works the same in the world of P.E. You know now those original stats were not bogus if they helped you get where you are today.

That's all that matters. Good luck good chap.

Goin'