pirapisms and pallor

[dr.longdong]

i used to get alot of short priapisms, like they would last 2 hrs or so and then go away for a few hrs, then come back. this was because of my depression medication (which made me even more depressed, and really horny)
now my head is like really light, i thought this looked healthy, so i didnt think much of it, and just stopped taking my medication because i couldnt afford it and it made me feel like shit.

but i did some research on what makes the penis head lighter and i think i could have done some internal damage from all the priapisms, i think i have pallor in my glans because it is very light color when flaccid, and very pink when erect.

does anyone have experience with non-self induced priapisms? and do you think my penis will be ok?
i dont get the priapisms any more and i still get morning wood.

 

[dr.longdong]

i am also taking a week off because of an injury.

i would go to my doctor, but i dont have health insurance and still owe 10,000 dollars to a hospital

 

[dr.longdong]

and dont think of getting some depression meds to get priapisms....trust me, its not all its cracked up to be, the medications change your whole state of mind, i was never suicidal my whole life, i started taking that shit, and all i could think about was jumping off a building for some reason, i wasnt even sad, its hard to explain.

also when the erections become painful, it is just that, it aches like u wouldnt believe, and masturbation makes it 100x worse

and it would take several years of priapisms to gain penis size.

im so glad to be off the medication
but now im worried that it did damage

 

[dr.longdong]

do you think breathing excersizes will help with getting better oxygen content in my blood?

 

[Fillerup]

do you think breathing excersizes will help with getting better oxygen content in my blood?

Deep, diaphragmatic breathing will certainly help oxygenate your blood, but whether or not that will help your current issues I cannot say. 2-hour priapisms may not be dangerous. I know that with viagra, they warn about having an erection exceeding 4 hours, which of course is twice as long. It's unfortunate that you can't afford to see a doctor. Up here in Canada, that's all covered by our basic medical plan. You may also try oxygen supplements from your local health store but again, I can't say whether or not they will be helpful to your condition.

Regards
Fillerup

 

[Fillerup]

and dont think of getting some depression meds to get priapisms....trust me, its not all its cracked up to be, the medications change your whole state of mind, i was never suicidal my whole life, i started taking that shit, and all i could think about was jumping off a building for some reason, i wasnt even sad, its hard to explain.

also when the erections become painful, it is just that, it aches like u wouldnt believe, and masturbation makes it 100x worse

and it would take several years of priapisms to gain penis size.

im so glad to be off the medication
but now im worried that it did damage

While life-saving in some people, anti-depressant medication can be a nightmare for others, as in your case. Be glad you are off them! Have you considered trying the herb St. John's wart? Apparently it is the first line of defense for depression treatment in Europe, and considered equally as effective as synthetic medications. You can research it online and pick it up at any health food store. In the meantime, eat well, sleep, exercise, nurture yourself.

I wish you well

Fillerup

 

[dr.longdong]

im not so much depressed, im schizo...they put me on ability for paranoid delusions/hallucinations

st johns wont do shit for that, haha.....ive just been making myself realize what reality is