this bitch is driving me nuts!! she keeps trying to get in touch with me!! i think she's been callin me, unlisted phone numbers come up all the time, then she just sent me an email!! what the fuck? can't she just go away!!? of course i deleted it but jesus, can't the bitch take a hint? i get home from work to see an email waiting for me with a sad face, of course i just delete it cause the lying bitch aint worth the time. i just wanna vent, like...why the hell would she be emailing me if she has it made over there? supposidly getting knocked up by a rock star (bullshit) and then coming to harass me or make excuses or something? she's a great fucking liar, i give her that..she one time lied to an old friend of mine saying that she and i were getting married and were having twins..just so she could piss this girl off. and i read what she sent to the girl and it was pretty damned convincing, however...why would that change now? and if she IS pregnant....very unlikely by John...then who the fuck would wanna tip some pregnant fat bitch at a strip club? haha. if she's trying to make excuses and trying to still "hurt me"...(which would mean that i give a shit about her or her situation) then it's not gonna work. this isn't anger, this is annoyance, this is me wanting to move the fuck on from that stupidity but yet it seems to keep knocking at my door. that life is OVER, why can't it just BE over. i'm thinkin bout deleting my email and changing my phone number. just incase it is her calling and so i don't keep getting these dumb ass emails.
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