smerc;594176 said:Does she play a MMO (WoW)?
When you get off from work and shes @ home. What usually happens? Watch tv, cooking, cleaning, showering?
I'm curious what she does.
I'm also curious why the OP and second post of yours is not there. Does she check your history? Assuming she sees that you created this thread.
Considering your OP was about you know what and there is a gal that you might want to pursue. You might go ahead and go for it.
That might spark motivation to leave your situation or push someone out of it.
Just make sure she doesn't get dirt on you as that's the last thing you want. Shes putting you in this position.
She plays Runescape. When I get home at 1:30-3am she's usually on the computer playing her game. I'll take a shower and cook me some food, watch tv for an hour or so usually until whenever she gets off the computer then we go to sleep, sometimes if I can't sleep I'll stay up later. When I wake up she's usually on the computer and she'll stay on until I leave at 330. Just deleted the first couple posts because this post has changed topic lol. Heres what she says today on my lunch...
"I don't know what to do anymore. I really don't want I can do to make you happy anymore. God, I love you more then anything. But everything I do is wrong, everything I say is wrong. Why don't you care for me? Would you even care if something happened to me? I love all of our memories. I miss laying in the back of the truck all night, or going to sonic, or taco bell getting chicken soft tacos. I miss riding around town. I miss our midnight swims. I miss everything about us. I miss you. I miss whe you lvoed me. I miss it all. I want you back. I am sorry I am a bitch. But I am so scared something is so wrong with me, why else would I bleed for a month straight? And u dont care to help me, you want a tattoo oof a half naked girl, and I dont want that. I dont want to stare at that while we have sex or anything. I want u to only want me. Dont do this to me. It hurts to bad. I am literally nothing without you."
As for the tattoo thing, I'm a welder and I.was trying to think of a welding related tattoo(I have a bunch of tattoos already) and I ran the idea of a pinup girl welder by her and she freaked out. I don't think it's that big of a problem?
I responded...
I love you too, you've just pushed me away so much. I want to be in love with you more than anything but you're not who you used to be. Be happy and act happy with me and drop the attitude with me all the time. I don't want anyone else, I only want YOU the one I feel in love with. It's just a tattoo that I thought would be cool. You removing everything just about us off Facebook for no reason is one major thing that pushed me away alot. Not wanting to be affectionate is another, having an attitude with me, being lazy and letting clothes and dishes sit around the house. And you're right, right now I'm not sure if I care or not but I do love you and all our memories and I want to care. It's just hard when I've been pushed away so much.
So now that I'm acting like I don't care and told her to leave she's trying to change...