DLD's Eastcoast Adventures...This is long

What is strange is I miss Jen as much as I did the minute she left. Love is a very big thing. When we tell someone we love them it is a commitment, a decision to love them forever, NO MATTER WHAT. I may have gotten over the pain of not having Jen with me but I will never stop loving her. I would take her back into my life in a second and this is only because when I say I love someone, I mean it and it is unconditional.

I am sure, if many of you really thought, it is so strange to think that a girl who was with me, someone who said she would be there forever. At that time I could not imagine that she would ever leave. Today I wonder how this same person who needed me so badly has been able to survive without me for over 2 years. Well, I guess love is subjective. Perhaps its meaning has been watered down. The moments I remember with Jen seemed permanent and eternal but today she is absent, and this absense could be forever. I have excepted that. But, still, through and through, every word I have ever said, every feeling I have ever felt about her, every moment of despair and dedication, every single piece of me I have given her ghost has always been honest and everlasting. Love will never fade. Will she ever return, most likely no but still my love is unwavering. I could meet the finest, best, most incredible woman ever and become her man and even then, my love for Jen would never fade. Love, for me, is forever...Good or Bad.

She is still my AVATAR.

if you follow the tools that are left for you to find. men can do great works with them.

we all go through things to learn a biger lession in the end.





welcome to the LIGHT

joey_styles;276885 said:

welcome to the LIGHT

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It can be dark sometimes too!

DLD you know to completely commit to love you have to be willing to lose it. Because everything you love you will eventually lose... no manner Joey_Styles is correct, take what you learned from your relationship with Jen and implement it into the next one. Making it even a better relationship and fulfilling for yourself.

I have lost many a good woman and wonder why at times. Taking those bad experiences and turning them into to a positive by learning from them. No one can make you happy you really have to do that yourself, everyone else can only enhance it. Go find your enhance happiness.

And get out of the Dark nothing grows in there ...

Threak-X;276890 said:

DLD you know to completely commit to love you have to be willing to lose it. Because everything you love you will eventually lose... no manner Joey_Styles is correct, take what you learned from your relationship with Jen and implement it into the next one. Making it even a better relationship and fulfilling for yourself.

I have lost many a good woman and wonder why at times. Taking those bad experiences and turning them into to a positive by learning from them. No one can make you happy you really have to do that yourself, everyone else can only enhance it. Go find your enhance happiness.

And get out of the Dark nothing grows in there ...

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I can never stop waiting for her