This will probably sound pathetic, but I'm actually having a hard time with this.
My girlfriend has been with a guy in the past who is much larger than me (I'm pretty average). Perhaps this came from watching too much adult entertainment, but I'd assumed she really liked it. So, I started Penis Enlargementing a couple months ago. I guess this was largely driven by insecurity on my part.
I decided to telll her I'm Penis Enlargementing, and she was quite strongly against it. She told me it hurt to have sex with her ex, and it actually caused bleeding. I asked her if she'd prefer any changes at all in length or girth, and she insisted I'm perfect in size. I told her I could change length, girth, or both, and that the change would be very gradual so I could stop at any time if I started getting too big. The only change she'd go along with would be expanding my glans a bit.
I know this sounds dumb, but I'm having a hard time completely believing my girlfriend. I believe her on an intellectual level, but I had myself so convinced that women prefer larger penises that there's part of me that's having a hard time accepting it as true. I find myself concocting unrealistic reasons she'd lie to me about it (e.g. she's afraid a lot of other women would want me if I was bigger, and she'd end up losing me)
I had also imagined that once I got bigger, she'd just go nuts during sex because she'd love my huge unit so much. In a way, it's a bit of a let down to realize that my fantasies ain't going to happen, that she's not going to get super turned on by my huge "new" unit.
I suppose another factor is that I was starting to like the idea of being "big". I guess it's competitiveness or a wierd ego thing, but I'm having a hard time with the idea that I'm "perfect", when this is about the size of 80% of the men out there. I had this idea that I'd get big, and it would be an ego boost of sorts, that I'd have special powers or something. Who wants to be average?
I'm just rambling here. I'd just gotten so psyched about the whole Penis Enlargementing thing that I'm having a hard time just letting it go.
My girlfriend has been with a guy in the past who is much larger than me (I'm pretty average). Perhaps this came from watching too much adult entertainment, but I'd assumed she really liked it. So, I started Penis Enlargementing a couple months ago. I guess this was largely driven by insecurity on my part.
I decided to telll her I'm Penis Enlargementing, and she was quite strongly against it. She told me it hurt to have sex with her ex, and it actually caused bleeding. I asked her if she'd prefer any changes at all in length or girth, and she insisted I'm perfect in size. I told her I could change length, girth, or both, and that the change would be very gradual so I could stop at any time if I started getting too big. The only change she'd go along with would be expanding my glans a bit.
I know this sounds dumb, but I'm having a hard time completely believing my girlfriend. I believe her on an intellectual level, but I had myself so convinced that women prefer larger penises that there's part of me that's having a hard time accepting it as true. I find myself concocting unrealistic reasons she'd lie to me about it (e.g. she's afraid a lot of other women would want me if I was bigger, and she'd end up losing me)
I had also imagined that once I got bigger, she'd just go nuts during sex because she'd love my huge unit so much. In a way, it's a bit of a let down to realize that my fantasies ain't going to happen, that she's not going to get super turned on by my huge "new" unit.
I suppose another factor is that I was starting to like the idea of being "big". I guess it's competitiveness or a wierd ego thing, but I'm having a hard time with the idea that I'm "perfect", when this is about the size of 80% of the men out there. I had this idea that I'd get big, and it would be an ego boost of sorts, that I'd have special powers or something. Who wants to be average?
I'm just rambling here. I'd just gotten so psyched about the whole Penis Enlargementing thing that I'm having a hard time just letting it go.
Women dont prefer larger dicks at all, its in our heads ... we prefer bigger dicks. Checkout our sexual and Female influence sections in particular the following threads.