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Over the last 3 years I have been working on the Alpha+Blade project. This project coincides with when a very important relationship ended in my life. May 4th, 2004 is when Jennifer left me because of so many issues in her, my and our lives. When earlier, in 2005-06, I was going to release Alpha+Blade I thought I was ready but was wrong. I had so much more to learn before I could make the website, book and film public.

The Alpha+Blade series of media sources are based solely on the things I learned during the last 3 years and how they apply to my past and future. On May 4th, 2004 my girl left me. She is the love of my life and losing her was one of largest travesties I have endured. Her departure not only destroyed me on a romantic level but it infected every other part of my life. Most of my time, at that point, was spent on [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] and I let every other part of myself wane and wither. The things Jennifer, my son Armando and every other person who loved me, that made up Michael Salvini as the happy, magical person I was became distorted and disreguarded. Every aspect of those qualities became hidious and I was quite blind to their dimisee. I could not see what had happened to me, I was convinced the rest of the world was wrong and they were against me. I truly could not see the errors of my way and because of this I was left alone to myself, losing everything that was ever important to me.

The story progresses from there, as many may already know, and I essentially deliberately, created my life back into existence. I was left in a apartment that I had ripped every wall from. The place Jennifer and I lived was reduced to a 2 floor warehouse. No bathroom, kitchen, rooms, closets, nothing...four walls just staring at a nigga:) I credit that line to the Ghetto Boyz but it is soooo true. It was me, myself and I in the middle of a framed out room.

I could not bare the thoughts of staying in the apartment (which later becomes the Alpha+Blade Studios) so I jumped on a plane to Southern, Florida. This is where my business partner and best friend, Jaz, resides. I spent the next 4 months living with Jaz for 3 months and approximately 4 weeks on my own. I only brought my clothes, books and some notebooks and pens. On the flight I made a list of the things I needed to change in my world. The list was longer than my cock:) Anyway, over this time I educated myself on many subject and essentially started a system of self education that led me to creating the book and it's other outlets. When I returned to my home in Massachusetts (the one with no walls) well, the house now was worse...there were no longer utilities.

I could not stay there so I moved in with my Ex-Wife and Son. I spent about 6 months there until I was asked to leave, due mainly to my extreme depression and obsession with making some huge changes. During my stay Armand and I worked a lot on the Alpha+Blade project. We filled note books with the changes I was making and how I was doing it. He was able to help me focus and study the many books I wanted to know. We did series of experiments and worked tirelessly on the book and solving the laundry list of problems in my life.

When I left his home I had close to 10 college notebooks filled. I am not sure why I chose to write it down instead of typing it on my computer. I guess the freedom of the pen and paper made a greater companion than the heaviness of a impersonal computer. This also allowed me to quickly scribble drawings and equations on ideas that came to mind. When in Florida, the biggest problem was the massive collection of note and school books that were accumulating with great speed and weight. I spent a couple weeks living in the wilderness when in Florida. Since I was living outdoors the books became cumbersome. I also needed to worry about them becoming weathered, as I was outside during Hurricane Katrina. Funny enough, after Katrina hit many of the great, palm trees were uprooted leaving massive caves of shelter under tham. I spent about 2 weeks living in one tree by a lake:):):) As much as it seems like it would have sucked, it did not. I learned a lot there:)

Anyway upon moving back into my Massachusetts empty warehouse I went into a deep depression. I did not work for a few months and basically paced the bare, bleached white, floors only occasionally stopping long enough to scribble a picture, words or some other thing on the floor. It was a few months before I decided to start work again but when I did....I REALLY DID!

I started to campaign fund raisers for the apartment to become Alpha+Blade Studios and raised enough money to complete it (plus feed me and my family.) I thank you people who supported this project as if it were not for you non of this would have manifested itself. A very special thanks to the major contributors who helped raise more than $40,000 at a time that I had no income. That money served a great purpose and it was a large part of fertilizer of the great seed that has grown into the Alpha+Blade systems.

While I built the Alpha+Blade Studio I did a majority of my work in Starbucks across the East Coast. This is the reason I entitled the book "THE BALL, Conversations at Starbucks the Alpha+Blade Project" The Ball was a name my Son came up with as he felt when we exchanged ideas and answers we were passing a great ball of energy. Since most of my conversations took place in the local Starbucks Coffee Houses I decided to credit the people. I also needed to include the root of the Alpha+Blade people, you guys and the things you taught me. The title is long but I am all about making things bigger, longer and greater.

Essentially the Alpha+Blade book and film are a set of steps that will show people how to get exactly what they want in life. The methods are a seamless entanglement of every subject from science, math and religion to physics, motivation and philosophy. I wrote the book in the spirit of a tragic comedy but I am sure there will be something for everyone in there. The steps are very basic and proved hardest in finishing this project is to present these methods in the simplest way.... essentially ABC/123.

Some of what I have accomplished are:

Alpha+Blade Studios

An offer to write a thesis for Princeton University based on one of my notebooks on mathematics and physics. (I have an 8th grade education.)

Losing 140 pounds in 4 months, with maximum body mass to muscle.

Completing 4 books on Physics, Mathematics, a Autobiography and a perpetual graphic novel.

Completed two full art galleries and received national exposure.

Made [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] the largest Men's Sexual Health Site in the World.

Acquired 2 original Pablo Picasso's for almost no money with full provence and COA.

Collected 2 of my favorite automobiles (again using no money)

Made thousands of friends and connections.

I received property in Washington DC, South Beach and The Virgin Islands (again using no money, I actually received money when I did it)

1000's of other things but mainly my relationship with Armando, my Son and Jennifer, my fiancé is again, reunited but at a level that is beyond any I could every dream.

Recently I have been very busy assembling a team to create the production of the Alpha+Blade Systems. I have been doing interviews and organizing the last parts of the project. Again, I will have the site and forums up for free and they will feature everything in the film and book. I already know the book and film will be a huge financial success so giving away the information is a joy.

I thank all of you for all of your continuing support and I will update this thread here and in the Alpha+Blade BLOG over the next few dates. I was going to launch the websites on the 4th of July but I may start the BLOG early.

I hope everyone can forgive my absence in [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] but I feel as though everything you could ever know about your sexuality already exists in you as it exists here. Every answer you need exists within this site but I still love answering the questions over and over:)....It makes me feel needed:) I will try to post daily and catch up on all the inquiries I have missed.

Michael
 
I've watched you grow and transform yourself. You let it all hang out. Why not? It's only the fear-filled and the shame-based who don't allow themselves to do this. You are my inspiration, as always, good one.

Your art work is remarkably creative, as are you.

I surely understand how it's about pulling it all together. Our thinking is remarkably similar in this regard.

I understand the anger. I understand the self-destructive impulses. I understand the deep depression. I understand the relief when it is lifted. Most people I have known with your kinds of talents have these swings--it comes with the territory. So as deep as the valleys are, the creative heights can be equally dazzling.

Thank you, brother, for all you have given and will continue to give to us.


Goin' aka Horsehung
 
subzero468;306361 said:
do ur thing my niggity im happy things came together 4 u live your life
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Thanks Sub, I am doing my thing big-time:) So many good things are popping off that it is hard to slow down sometimes. I tried to get some rest in DC to no avail. I think once the book and film are finished I will be able to get some rest and relaxation but even then I am sure I will be on the next project:)

goinfor11x7;306362 said:
I've watched you grow and transform yourself. You let it all hang out. Why not? It's only the fear-filled and the shame-based who don't allow themselves to do this. You are my inspiration, as always, good one.

Your art work is remarkably creative, as are you.

I surely understand how it's about pulling it all together. Our thinking is remarkably similar in this regard.

I understand the anger. I understand the self-destructive impulses. I understand the deep depression. I understand the relief when it is lifted. Most people I have known with your kinds of talents have these swings--it comes with the territory. So as deep as the valleys are, the creative heights can be equally dazzling.

Thank you, brother, for all you have given and will continue to give to us.


Goin' aka Horsehung
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We have discussed these things in great detail and we have always been on the same page. I spend every day with my Son and half the kids from his school:) (well feels like half) but I am surrounded with children every day. On the weekends I like to have them come stay with me at the ALPHA+BLADE STUDIO. The studio inspires many facets of education as it is filled with a great library, a inspiring art studio, a music recording studio a wonderful theatre and a place to conduct experiments and do projects. It is kind of like being at Xavier's School For Gifted children. We discuss many subjects and every weekend we explore something new and in the spirit of curiosity we have a lot of fun.

Last night we watched Wall-E and Eve, the new Disney film. The film is loosely based on the first few books of Genesis so when we made it home to the Studio we discussed everyones view on the film. I highly recommend seeing it, Pixar does an incredible job with the animation and the messages are very well delivered to any age.

WHile sitting around the theatre area, watching Deja Vu, starring Denzel Washington and Paula Patton, one of my sons friends asked to read the Bible. We discussed the story of Adam and Eve and what the Bible was trying to say. His question was more about knowledge and why it was the very thing that dispelled the couple from the garden. He also asked if ALPHA+BLADE was like eating from the tree of knowledge because of how easy it is for us to transform ourselves or gain what ever we desire through creative, deliberate creation. This question was one I struggled with when I was starting ALPHA+BLADE, it seemed as though I could pretend anything into existence and quite frankly, the knowledge scared me. I wondered why other people did not use this knowledge and I started to think maybe I shouldn't. Just like most of the modern world, I perverted the message to the point of self-denial and an acceptance of a miserable, unaware existence.

So he asked me what did the message mean to me. I view Adam and Eve with the highest regard and it is a very important lesson in the ALPHA+BLADE program. When the Garden of Eden was first created and Adam and Eve were given domain over the entire place they were told that they had already known everything, they did not need to learn more because they already knew. The tree of Life was available to them and the tree would give them eternal life but God also put the tree of Good and EVil (the Tree of Knowledge) in the Garden too. This tree symbolized God's mind and refraining from eating from it was a way of Adam and Eve to show a commitment to the trust they had in God and his words that they needed nothing more than the perfect knowledge they already possessed.

Like most humans today, Adam and Eve became ignorant through their own education and essentially forgot that they already knew everything they needed to know, well at least everything they needed to know to live in eternal bliss. In the forgetting of this self-realization of perfection they chose to eat the fruit of the tree of KNOWLEDGE. Their hope was to find out what God was hiding from them, what knowledge God had that they did not. They fell victim to the serpent, the snake representing evil, and his promises that there was more beyond their knowledge failing to see that God was only protecting them from the bad of the world. When they tried to peek into the mind of God their world collapsed into a place surrounded by human error...the magic dispersed.

If you understand Quantum Mechanics you will understand the miracle of the electron. An electron is an elementary particle, a very tiny or quantum sized particle. It is independent and it is essentially one. It is kind of like a marble, a single bit of energy...kind of like a human. A single electron, can become 2 electrons and go from being a particle to becoming a wave. "How" it is done is the mystery of Quantum Physics and when a scientist tries to "peek" the electron realizes it is being watched and goes back to acting like a particle.

The magnitude and association of the book of Adam and EVe and Quantum Mechanics is identical on a metaphorical level (in my opinion on every level) . Just like Eve and Adam trying to peek on the mind of God and the scientist peeking on the electron result in a collapse of the magic and a reality is established. Prior to viewing either God's mind, or the electron for this matter, all possibilities are in super position, meaning anything is possible. We decide the outcome and that is a magic we have always possessed...we only forgot. Trying to find out "how" it is done is where we fail...this is trying to eat from a tree of knowledge we already posses. Quite the paradox.

I like to see my past, negative experience (crime, ,hate, violence, shit like that) as the very basis for my ability to effectively speak on how to change these things. I could not have become the positive person I am if I did not have my negative experience to contrast it. How the hell can a psychiatrist tell me I am Bi-Polar if he is not himself? He can't. I can't have the appreciation for my positive change unless I once lived it's opposite. Who can know red without knowing blue? Everything I have gained is in sharp contrast to what I did not have. The way I got it is through the magic of the universe and my realization of myself and the power that resides in me.

Michael

PS: This gallery is based purely on the Garden of Eden>>>CLICK HERE. My newest gallery on the Reunification of Adam and Eve and their need to have children, which I will get up today on video (if you are local it is on display in Starbucks in Northampton, MA) until the end of June.)

Thanks again for the support
 
xtremegamer;306437 said:
Shit I really need something like this at my current point in life.
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The point is you never needed it as you have always had it. I am not trying o give you something new, or something that I created....I am only trying to help you remember that you knew it all along, you only forgot.
 
xtremegamer;306437 said:
Shit I really need something like this at my current point in life.
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doublelongdaddy;306473 said:
The point is you never needed it as you have always had it. I am not trying o give you something new, or something that I created....I am only trying to help you remember that you knew it all along, you only forgot.
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xtremegamer--the Source has always been readily available to you. Somewhere along the line we have separated ourselves and awareness from it. DLD is going to help you get reconnected to it... once you make the reconnection it's going to be awesome.
 
DLD you have a very powerful mindset the way that you can turn your life around has really given me motivation as I am trying to change something in my life at this current time. I like the way that you have done it as well I am going to follow this and I can not wait for the alpha blade to be released.
 
Threak-X;306497 said:
xtremegamer--the Source has always been readily available to you. Somewhere along the line we have separated ourselves and awareness from it. DLD is going to help you get reconnected to it... once you make the reconnection it's going to be awesome.
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That separation can be seen in larger ways and when we become aware of these detacHydromaxents we become aware of our own life-force. When you consider science and religion, with a un-bias, rational mind, it is plain to see that both branches of knowledge are saying the exact thing but the distance between the 2 is so broad and clouded with mis-education that the simplicity of it's original meaning is lost. The law of conservation of energy states that: the total amount of energy in any isolated system remains constant but cannot be recreated, although it may change forms, e.g. friction turns kinetic energy into thermal energy. In thermodynamics, the first law of thermodynamics is a statement of the conservation of energy for thermodynamic systems, and is the more encompassing version of the conservation of energy. In short, the law of conservation of energy states that energy can not be created or destroyed, it can only be changed from one form to another. If you ask a theologian who or what God is you will be likely to get an answer very similar to the law of conservation of energy. In short God can not be created or destroyed, it can only be changed from one form to another. God has always been and always will be, the same thing Science is saying.

These divisions are also prevalent in the separation of countries, language, color, relationships, gender, essentially any system that has a positive and negative magnetic force will show a division (great or small) I realized a great separation in myself some years ago and the separation was one of self-realization. I always knew everything I needed to know in order to get anything I wanted but somewhere along the way I forgot. A good story I use to show this example is a cute one. It is appropriate too as much of what I am teaching in my new book is based on age regression and reeducation in the spirit of a child. Read on:)

There was a young couple who had a 4 year old son. The young boys name was Will. The couple got pregnant and Will became scared and jealous that things would change if the new baby came along. His worry was evident to the couple as he was very vocal. They knew in time he would become used to the idea but it did sadden them. After some months they gave birth to beautiful girl named Eva. Since Eva had her own room the couple worried about her sleeping so they purchased baby monitors so they could hear what was happening in her room while she slept. One evening, while they were watching tv, they heard footsteps crossing. They were listening to Will as he crept into Eva's room. Their first instinct was to run upstairs to make sure no bad came about but they did not, they sat and listened. As they heard him creep up to the crib they could tell Will was lowering the crib gate. Soon they heard a whisper. Will said "pssss, Eva, wake up. I want to ask you something." The couple turned up their monitor to hear better then they heard Will ask Eva a question, "Eva, please tell me about God, I'm starting to forget."

The story is meant to invoke a realization that Will was still aware of his power of being a child, a power that allowed him to do so much magic. A magic of imagination that allowed the child to have and do all he wanted. You see Will was forgetting this knowledge because of the ill-education of the world around him and he knew that Eva still knew as Eva was so much closer to God's knowledge because she had yet to forget.

The Alpha+Blade system will teach you how to remember all the things you have forgot. Once you can remember and apply the magic that has been with you for all time you will see and do things you never dreamed possible.

Think about being a child for a minute. I can remember when I was young getting a large cardboard box. Some friends and I cut holes in the box and colored to box with crayons and markers. We created a bright green jeep from the cardboard box. We all got inside and we drove all over the world. We saw the great pyramids, we drove through the Caspian Sea, we explored the planets and stars, we explored so many places and we brought back so many souvenirs. Rocks from Mars, stardust from Alpha-Centuri, sand from Egypt and water from the great sea. Within hours we had created this incredible journey to the ends of the universe and we never left that cardboard box....GET THE POINT?:)

I promise you that the Alpha-Blade System will show you how to take a cardboard box and make anything you want.



little fella;306577 said:
DLD you have a very powerful mindset the way that you can turn your life around has really given me motivation as I am trying to change something in my life at this current time. I like the way that you have done it as well I am going to follow this and I can not wait for the alpha blade to be released.
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July 4th, as promised, I will have the BLOG site up and running. Thanks for your support.

Michael
 
I have launched a new blog, as promised, to help you guys follow what is going on with Alpha Blade and I will update it daily. So you know, the book is complete and ready to be sent to the publishers. I finished the final work today and all graphics for the book have been completed. This evening I will be finishing all graphic titles and any other details necessary for publishing. The temporary address for now is : http://alphablade-theball.blogspot.com/ . Please visit when you can and I will publish, answer and update daily.

Thanks for your support
 
Hey DLD!! You are truely inspirational in your quests for self-improvement and sel-relization. After reading the ALPHA BLADE and THE BALL blog, I am starting to wonder if this program entails a practice that I came across when I purchased an Arabic Penis Enlargement guide in 1993. It had exercises for penis enlargement, breathing, increasing thrusting power, meditation, and mind focusing. I'm going to try to find it because I saved it on a disk, but is ALPHA BLADE anything like this?
 
DLD--


Man--alot happens when you are gone for a week. I go on a family vacation and you bust all this out?!?!?!

Good on you man. I'll be home this week so you and I need to try and set up a time to talk--send me a PM of when you are available and we can try and hook up.

kook
 
koooky;306896 said:
DLD--


Man--alot happens when you are gone for a week. I go on a family vacation and you bust all this out?!?!?!

Good on you man. I'll be home this week so you and I need to try and set up a time to talk--send me a PM of when you are available and we can try and hook up.

kook
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So much is happening at once it is crazy. I have just finished the complete copyrights on my 3 books (only one of them will interest most:)) But I have tackled so much Kooky since our last talk. My book on Quantum Mechanics (unbelievably) is over 1600 pages and the editing alone was (and still is) a nightmare. The Alpha Blade Book, The Ball, being the book that will be available as a film and Audio Book, is very close to being ready to get published. and my final book on mathematics is still in the works. I have accomplished a lot since we spoke last and I know you will be proud of what I have done. Keep checking the sites for updates and please call me some evening after 8:00 ET.

Peace and Love
 
I will be starting the first, public interviews of a people who will be using the Alpha Blade methods to change something important in their lives. Much of what the Alpha Blade system offers is based on a very old method of change and manifestation called magnetism. This use of magnetic manifestation has been used in some of the more popular programs available like "The Secret". Basically the "know" methods are very good and, much like what I did for Penis Enlargement, I have done for deliberate manifestation or creation.

The Secret, and other programs like it, explain how the law of magnetism, or creation, offers the knowledge of how to create - intentionally and effortlessly - a joyful life. This is the secret to everything - the secret to unlimited happiness, love, health and prosperity.

When I fist came upon these methods, again, much like Penis Enlargement, I became fascinated and obsessed with if it worked and if it did, what I could contribute. With anything along the lines of meta-physical science I explored and studied the known systems through philosophy, physics and mathematics with intension of finding axioms, or complete truths, in the known methods. Through my exploration of magnetism on a human level I created the Alpha Blade program which takes all of the current information and added all of my own contributions making self manifestation not only easier to understand but faster than anything currently available.

A good way to view what I have done thus far is to examine my track record in Penis Enlargement and I think anyone who takes an objective look will see similarities that will bring so much more validity to something much of the world sees as a pseudo-science, magnetism in the human form. When I came into Penis Enlargement it was already created. Many people have sited me for trying to steal and brand Penis Enlargement as my own but I have never claimed this. I do site myself as someone who took Penis Enlargement and made it easier, faster and more effective than anything prior to my involvement. I feel as though I have contributed much validity to Penis Enlargement and I will do the same for deliberate, self-creation.

Whether you realize it or not, you are creating your universe with eery thought you have. We all do and we can choose what we create for ourselves with precise accuracy if we are aware of the proper thought processes. Most people create a reality that is plagued with negativity and self-depravation when they could easily create a reality filled with complete happiness. The methods are not so difficult to comprehend and master, even with todays current model but I have taken these processes to levels never seen before.

I have obviously created some very good things in my life and many has seen this but I will not be using myself as the only one to believe, nor will I expect anyone to take my word as a truth without seeing it happen in other peoples lives. I will not be showing you people who have a good life now and claim they used my methods to create it. I will not be creating smoke screens and elusive claims to fool you into believing my methods. I will prove to you, beyond any doubts, that the Alpha Blade methods will work for you. I plan on starting 10 case studies that will feature men and women who want to make changes in their lives and I will conduct interviews on film taking them from their current status the place they want to be. These will not be easy cases either. These interviews will be on live pod-casts I will conduct 2 times a week. You will meet these folks, you will be able to call in and ask questions and be fully involved with the Alpha Blade process, seeing it in LIVE action.

The biggest problem with any of the current models of magnetism, manifestation, self-creation, deliberate creation, electromagnetism, etc. lack one very important factor, no one has proven their reality. The only way to see if something truly works is by seeing it in action. Much like I was willing to be be publicly measured by GQ magazine I am willing to publicly let you see that my methods of magnetism work, not only for me but for the people I will be featuring in the Alpha Blade film. You will see people go from point A to point B as if they jumped through a wormhole in time and there will be no doubts that the Alpha Blade system will work for you.

Stay Tuned
 
Threak-X;307197 said:
Your art work, accomplishments and ALPHA+BLADE the BALL are such an inspiration, thanks for sharing everything.
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:)

Just to give an update. It was close to a year and a half ago that I was approached by an attorney from Princeton University, and a few of his associates, who wanted to suBathmateit my work in physics and math to the university when I reneged on the deal and decided I needed to expand my work before suBathmateission. When I made the decision that I was not ready it angered a few important people and I truly thought that the opportunity was lost. Although this work has very little to do with my work in the Alpha Blade project it is a result of the Alpha Blade thought processes that made it possible. Anyway, I always felt my work would speak for itself but I was not sure how it would manifest itself. Oddly enough today I finished the work on my thesis and after I left the printing company who is doing all of the clerical work preparing the copies and dealing with copyright details I ran into one of the people I was talking with a year and a half ago. She approached me with a big smile as if she somehow knew I was finally ready for suBathmateission. It was such a wonderful thing and the timing was magical. She is meeting with me on Friday evening for dinner and will be looking over my final work. She will also be setting up meetings with Lynn Margulis, the late Carl Sagan's wife, at the University of Massachusetts in the beginning of next week to have her and some other folks in the math and physics department to view my work before it is suBathmateitted to Princeton. It all seems so magical and it is only through the Alpha Blade Techniques that this event could have possibly occurred. To add to the weirdness of it all I was very good friends with Dorian Sagan when I was growing up and I never met his father nor Lynn....go figure:) Who knows, maybe I will be making a trip to Sweden soon:):):)
 
Yo DLD!!! What is happening to you sounds like the result of focused, positive thought manifestation. Are you doing any kind of focused meditationlike thought and breathing exercises? I used to do something like that a longtime ago and the thoughts that I focused on while doing the exercises would happen in the same kind of weird, shockingly freaky occurance like what happened to you. I cannot find manual that had the exercises, but I remember the steps. I can let you or anyone else know how to do them if their interested? I know some guys are thinking "Total bullshit" and I did too until I tried it and the results shocked me after about a month of doing them. I do not know why I stopped(young and dumb I guess), but with Alpha Blade dropping soon, that BALL thing got me thinking about it because it had a Ball technique in it too and your results sound greatly similar to mine.
 
I have always believed that the only way a person could mentally diagnose another person is by being in the same mental state as the patient. Now, even if a doctor is a person suffering with OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) [or any other mental illness] and treats a patient with the same diagnosis there is still a major flaw in determining diagnosis because an original diagnosis would have had to be made on the doctor before he could deem himself an obsessive compulsive and that diagnosis was from another doctor. The loop is endless in a game of <span style="font-weight:bold;">"who came first? the chicken or the egg?"<span style="font-style:italic;"></span></span> but this story comes with a lesson.

If all <span style="font-weight:bold;">definitive</span>, mental diagnosis come from a book called the <a href="http://www.depression-guide.com/dsm4.htm">DSM4 (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders)</a>, then who wrote the book? This may awaken some anger in those who truly believed their disorder was "real" but unfortunately it is perceived. Worse yet, READ MORE
 
You are a huge inspiration to me DLD. You have been on a tough yet incredible journey and I hope everything works out well for you.

I am really looking forward to AlphaBlade.. i need a big change in my life too at the moment.
 
Jennifer is a 35 year old woman who started the Alpha Blade Lifestyle&#174; 2 months ago. She started at a weight of 195. Her height is 5 foot 3 inches. She is currently unemployed and receives government assistance through SSDI. She is living with me in a small apartment. She has not had a normal period in more than a year and a half and suffers with excema during stressful moments. She was diagnosed mentally on 3 different occasions.

One diagnosis was Bipolar disorder or Manic Depressive. Bipolar means an affective disorder characterized by periods of <a href="http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/mania">mania</a> alternating with periods of depression, usually interspersed with relatively long intervals of normal mood. Mania, one part of Bipolar, is characterized by profuse and rapidly changing ideas, exaggerated sexuality, gaiety, or irritability, and decreased sleep. The other part of Bipolar is depression.

A second diagnosis was Schizophrenia being a long-term mental disorder involving a breakdown in the relation between thought, emotion, and behavior, leading to faulty perception, inappropriate actions and feelings, withdrawal from reality and personal relationships into fantasy and delusion, and a sense of mental fragmentation.

Her last diagnosis was Posttraumatic stress disorder. (PTSD) is an anxiety disorder that can develop after exposure to one or more terrifying events in which grave physical harm occurred or was threatened.

Janet feels as though she is closest to the latest diagnosis and I have to agree. Based on my view of psychology and it's inability to accurately diagnose a patient I believe the hell Janet has experienced over her life, since being first diagnosed, she has experience awful trauma. She was raised in a poor family by a single Mother. Her father left at a very early age and shot himself in the head so she has no father to speak of. She remained on welfare for most of her life. Her mother is a long-term alcholic. Her brother, 1 year younger than herself, is also an alcoholic and has spent much of his adult life in jail. Janet was abused sexually during her childhood by her mothers boyfriend. She also was raped at the age of 15 and was dragged through the court system for more than a year, essentially stealing her sweet 16, but how sweet could it have been? From that point Janet experienced many sexual accounts, more than 100 according to her. Many were ones she wishes never happened. Some were forced by other men or ones she herself forced. Janet also tells of sexual family abuse. Many of these negative events may lend to the reasons Janet has never completely pursued her true life goals of being a teacher through her art and communications skills. Janet has very good art skills and was featured in the Worcester Museum of Art. She also has communication skills with children that are unparalleled to any I have ever witnessed. She is able to tell a story from the level of the child and seamlessly educate the child's mind through her innocent words and extremely deep intellect. With full understanding of her motives to capture and amuse the mind she is able to teach valuable lessons in all subjects while making her stories colorful and fun.

Janet writes children's stories as if her name were Janet Suess. In essence, it may as well be. Lets face it, way back when Janet she was taught a lie that she was <span style="font-weight:bold;">Janet the Bipolar</span> and became that person attracting all things that belongs to that person. By the same methods, or similar to, she could>>>CLICK TO READ MORE
 
Excellent blog. Very inspiring. I have added it to my favourites.

After just breaking up with my fiance of 3 1/2 years and after having dealt with severe depression and anxiety for the past couple of years, alpha blade seems like something i need right about now.

How soon do you think it will be ready for us to buy and use? Do you need anyone for trials? I would gladly be a subject for your blog and site if you are willing to show me the way. I can provide photos, before, after, and update you on my progress every day. I would do anything to try your system.
 
Simply amazing progress Mike. You've gone from what I thought was a borderline nutcase to an amazing individual. Thanks for being there!
 
stillwantmore2;307624 said:
Simply amazing progress Mike. You've gone from what I thought was a borderline nutcase to an amazing individual. Thanks for being there!
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Learning what I had to learn did bring me to places of insanity but each one was necessary to get to where I am. I think that I needed to visit the brink of sanity to realize what I needed to know. Many will never take that step but it is the only step that will truly bring self realization. You have been with me for almost 8 years and we have seen each other grow. We have argued, agreed, shared food and punches, but all and all it was vital to the very moment we have created. It is invaluable that we still have the strong friendship we do. Remember Ben, there has always been a method to my madness, just like your own.:)
 
Day 30 on The Alpha+Blade Program

When I interviewed Jen about her hopes and goals using the Alpha Blade Methods she first came out with very mediocre ideas of what seemed to be a very limited version of her true goals. This is notable because when I ask the question "Who do you want to be?" most will filter their true goals through shortcomings of the past. In fact, the actual desire is skewed and the true goal is not completely clear. One must first wipe away the fog that surrounds their hopes before actually "asking" for it. It is vital that we KNOW what we want before we ask as what you ask for will manifest itself and it is to be certain that the outcome is as close to the dream as possible. Essentially pre-eliminate negative versions of the outcome before the journey is ensued. It is important to recognize yourself as an empty canvas of no past or future when asking for the paint of your desired creation. The only way to come to a true mathematic axiom is by eliminating every other negative outcome to prove a definitive axiom. I am also saying that each seeming mistake along the path to the axiom is a perfect and equal part of the axiom. Thomas Edison said "I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work." but keep in mind that he also said "Everything comes to him who hustles while he waits." You either MAKE the desired outcome happen or you learn to see things being as >>>>CONTINUE
 
<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">Video of Jen as of Today, July 17</span>
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Today I have a special treat for the viewers. This is one of Janets stories from her collection she has been working on over the past few weeks. There is a video, a picture of the story and the painting she created the story by. I have also included the text for those who would like to copy it. Enjoy and keep us in your prayers. I will have more on the progress of Janet tomorrow. I also will be introducing two new writers who will be using the Alpha Blade program.

Michael

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Sorry for the lack of activity. Been working on paper for the past few days. I will update in the next day.

Mike
 
Hi Mike,
Seems there are alot of us that can use AlphaBlade. Foxconn (in a post above) mentions the breakup with his fiance. My "Jen" is my ex-wife, and it has been 6 years. If she went away, it might have been easier, but we have a son (he's 10) and we see each other nearly every day.

Let me know how I can get started with this...I don't think its BS or anything. I truly believe that we all have this ability to be who or what we want. It's the implementation that screws most of us up....

Keep us posted...I've been waiting since before 1/1/06, when you first announced it...
 
KingD;307287 said:
Yo DLD!!! What is happening to you sounds like the result of focused, positive thought manifestation. Are you doing any kind of focused meditationlike thought and breathing exercises? I used to do something like that a longtime ago and the thoughts that I focused on while doing the exercises would happen in the same kind of weird, shockingly freaky occurance like what happened to you. I cannot find manual that had the exercises, but I remember the steps. I can let you or anyone else know how to do them if their interested? I know some guys are thinking "Total bullshit" and I did too until I tried it and the results shocked me after about a month of doing them. I do not know why I stopped(young and dumb I guess), but with Alpha Blade dropping soon, that BALL thing got me thinking about it because it had a Ball technique in it too and your results sound greatly similar to mine.
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Hey King D...let me know what I can do to get this going. I really need this to take control and give me something to totally focus on. reply or PM me.

Thx...
 
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A picture of the future in the moment


When is something accomplished? Is it in the event of physical manifestation or the moment of thought? What prevents us from truly seeing what we want and believing we already have it, even before it physically occurs? These questions are easily answered with one word, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">EDUCATION</span>. Since our early childhood we have been reprogrammed from an infinite knowledge of imagination to a limited understanding via education.

I was talking with Janet the other day about what her dream job would be and she told me that she would love to open a school for children that was her very own. I asked her what was preventing her from having that goal and she quickly replied money and that it would take too much time. When I further looked at the reasons I learned that there were many other "blocks" that prevented her from having her dream school. She felt as though she was not ready for something so big, that they gave her a feeling of guilt and a sense of not deserving. When I explained to her what was happening it was easy to see that there was much more than money and time standing in the way. The very things that stood in the way were blocks she put up. The blocks that shadowed the school from her reach were actually blended with many other shadows that disguised the reason as monetary or time value. The school and it's value are really only symptoms of the journey. The journey to the school is the experience she would need to create the money to acquire the school.

In the creation process many people will limit their goal by measurements. They make an association between their dream and it costing too much or taking too long to accomplish therefore they never make the journey. The thing that is rarely looked at is the actual journey from A to B that gives B so much value. People will see money, numbers, time, distance measurements, etc. as an actual block when it is the very experience of the self educated road to the goal that builds it's infinite worth.

This highly illogical way of seeing positive change is common in all people. When I am feeling blocked from what I desire it is usually because I am caught in a matrix of measurements that prevent me from starting the journey. I can tell you this much, all the mental energy that is put into the reasons we give ourselves for WHY we can't have what we want is far greater than the actual energy it takes to actually get the things we desire. What is the point of measuring something you want when you have no real belief in acquiring the reality of the very thing you desire? It is simply JUST OUT OF YOUR RATIONAL REACH.

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This is an interesting post. I have posted it as a slide show, which you should watch to see the entire process. It is a creative process I used to illustrate symmetry in art and mathematics. I thought it would be an interesting view on how I use the ALPHA BLADE system to get a project complete. During the process I had a lot of fun and learned a lot on the way. I have also put it up as a gallery and finally a video. The video is more a representation of what I wanted to complete.

Check out the movie and slide show>>>CLICK
 
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It's hard to say just how fat Janet has come since she has started the Alpha Blade program. Thus far she has dropped almost 40 pounds, created more than 12 children's stories which she is hoping to get published, planned her her future and how she hopes to accomplish her pre-school and brought herself to a place in her life that far exceeds anything she has ever hoped to be.

READ MORE>>>
 
doublelongdaddy;306717 said:
I have launched a new blog, as promised, to help you guys follow what is going on with Alpha Blade and I will update it daily. So you know, the book is complete and ready to be sent to the publishers. I finished the final work today and all graphics for the book have been completed. This evening I will be finishing all graphic titles and any other details necessary for publishing. The temporary address for now is : http://alphablade-theball.blogspot.com/ . Please visit when you can and I will publish, answer and update daily.

Thanks for your support
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Wow I've been waiting for this for years it seems like Mike, this is sweet I cant wait to read this blog!

I thought you dropped this idea, but now I see this has been your lifes work for the last few years you are the man Mike!
 
DLD, how can we become apart of this program? I know reading your blog is part of it, but I would really like to get completely involved in this. Your [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MoS[/words] program has treated me very well and I would really like to get working on AlphaBlade. I really need something like this at this point in my life(gone through depression, loss of jobs, loss of fiance, weight gain, etc, etc).

Please let me know!
 
DLD Im sure youve answered this somewhere, and I apologize if you have since Im new, but is there any way to reach your email or PM you?

I tried on here and it said your inbox was too full.

Would like to discuss something with you.

Thanks!
 
crazyed27;308681 said:
I thought you dropped this idea, but now I see this has been your lifes work for the last few years you are the man Mike!
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Never dropped it, just needed to prove to myself that the methods could get me some of my biggest dreams...now that it has happened (ing) I am ready to drop it:)

foxconn;308692 said:
DLD, how can we become apart of this program? I know reading your blog is part of it, but I would really like to get completely involved in this. Your [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MoS[/words] program has treated me very well and I would really like to get working on AlphaBlade. I really need something like this at this point in my life(gone through depression, loss of jobs, loss of fiance, weight gain, etc, etc).

Please let me know!
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At this point, as I promised, I am doing the BLOG work as a free service. Anyone who wants to get involved with the ALPHA BLADE process should become a subscriber to the BLOG and post their interests there. I will work with as many profiles as I can. As far as a product is concerned the book, [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/mosdvd.htm]DVD[/words] and Audio Book will be ready within 2 months.



CCRusHydromaxore;308697 said:
DLD Im sure youve answered this somewhere, and I apologize if you have since Im new, but is there any way to reach your email or PM you?

I tried on here and it said your inbox was too full.

Would like to discuss something with you.

Thanks!
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My PM's are real messed up and I have not had a chance to correct this issue. I have been working on this project over time and some things have slipped by me. I hope to get myself back in shape within the next few days.
 
I will have an update of Janets progress in the next couple of days. I am working with a few different people now so the BLOG will begin to have additional profiles.
 
DLD, please let me be a part of this program and become one of your subjects. I am very desperately in need of this right now.
 
foxconn;308919 said:
DLD, please let me be a part of this program and become one of your subjects. I am very desperately in need of this right now.
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Have you posted a reply on one of the BLOG entries yet? Anyone who wants to be a part needs to send a message with their story and what their hopes are.
 
Here is what i posted on your blog:
Hi Mike,

This blog is very inspiring and I would love to become part of your program and work towards my goals using AlphaBlade.

Here is my story:

Just over a year ago I had everything I wanted. I had a good high paying job, I had the girl of my dreams, I had my health, and I was in a very happy place with everything(or so i thought).

All of a sudden I got hit with "depression". I don't know how it came about but I felt like I was losing my mind and going insane for no reason at all. The doctors first prescribed me Lexapro for the depression and at first I thought "yes, this is working, i'm fine" etc. However my depression actually became worse and my anxiety increased greatly.

The doctors then prescribed me a much larger dose of Lexapro and also prescribed me a strong dose of Xanax. The worst thing I ever did, in my opinion, was allow the doctor to prescribe me those drugs.

I became a zombie and during all this time I got made redundant from my job I then struggled to even look for work or get up in the morning. I hated what I was becoming but at the same time, i didn't even care.

I stopped caring about my health, my job, my fiance and pretty much anything else in my life at the time. I put on lot's of weight, I got another good job but then lost it because I didn't care, my plans to build my own house with my fiance fell through, my fiance ended up cheating on me because I didn't treat her how she should be, etc, etc.. Everything in my life fell apart and it all came about because of my "depression".

Anyway, since my fiance cheated on me, I was always very bitter about it and blamed it entirely on her. I fell into deeper and deeper debt because I couldn't hold onto a job and I just didn't care about anything.

I decided that I could no longer take the medication i was on because it completely changed who I was. I was no longer the fun, happy person who all my friends knew and liked. I was no longer the boyfriend/fiance who my girlfriend fell in love with. I was an empty shell.

I stopped taking all of my medication cold turkey and decided that I would never touch it again. I felt fine for about a week after that, trying to stay positive, etc and then all of a sudden I had the worst withdrawal symptoms that I have ever experienced. I kept feeling as though i was being electrocuted from my toes all the way up to the top of my head and would nearly faint. I also couldn't last as long in the bedroom or even really care about that either.

Anyway, fast forward to now. Three weeks ago, my fiance and I had an argument over something small and we decided to break up. Another really bad decision but maybe this was the wake up call I've needed.

I think I've now realised all of our mistakes, etc but I'm not happy. I have a part time low paying job, I'm single and I miss my fiance.

My goals in life now are to start my own business, become fit and healthy, and to find love again, hopefully with my fiance, but if not then with someone who appreciates me for who I am.

Please let me know if you can help me achieve this. I can document my entire progress, etc for you and this blog.

Thanks in advance.

Ricki
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<span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">Hi Rabbit,

This FOX another one of your sites. Just thought i'd send my story to you directly as well so that I can become a part of your Alpha Blade program.

Just over a year ago I had everything I wanted. I had a good high paying job, I had the girl of my dreams, I had my health, and I was in a very happy place with everything(or so i thought).

All of a sudden I got hit with "depression". I don't know how it came about but I felt like I was losing my mind and going insane for no reason at all. The doctors first prescribed me Lexapro for the depression and at first I thought "yes, this is working, i'm fine" etc. However my depression actually became worse and my anxiety increased greatly.

The doctors then prescribed me a much larger dose of Lexapro and also prescribed me a strong dose of Xanax. The worst thing I ever did, in my opinion, was allow the doctor to prescribe me those drugs.

I became a zombie and during all this time I got made redundant from my job I then struggled to even look for work or get up in the morning. I hated what I was becoming but at the same time, i didn't even care.

I stopped caring about my health, my job, my fiance and pretty much anything else in my life at the time. I put on lot's of weight, I got another good job but then lost it because I didn't care, my plans to build my own house with my fiance fell through, my fiance ended up cheating on me because I didn't treat her how she should be, etc, etc.. Everything in my life fell apart and it all came about because of my "depression".

Anyway, since my fiance cheated on me, I was always very bitter about it and blamed it entirely on her. I fell into deeper and deeper debt because I couldn't hold onto a job and I just didn't care about anything.

I decided that I could no longer take the medication i was on because it completely changed who I was. I was no longer the fun, happy person who all my friends knew and liked. I was no longer the boyfriend/fiance who my girlfriend fell in love with. I was an empty shell.

I stopped taking all of my medication cold turkey and decided that I would never touch it again. I felt fine for about a week after that, trying to stay positive, etc and then all of a sudden I had the worst withdrawal symptoms that I have ever experienced. I kept feeling as though i was being electrocuted from my toes all the way up to the top of my head and would nearly faint. I also couldn't last as long in the bedroom or even really care about that either.

Anyway, fast forward to now. Three weeks ago, my fiance and I had an argument over something small and we decided to break up. Another really bad decision but maybe this was the wake up call I've needed.

I think I've now realised all of our mistakes, etc but I'm not happy. I have a part time low paying job, I'm single and I miss my fiance.

My goals in life now are to start my own business, become fit and healthy, and to find love again, hopefully with my fiance, but if not then with someone who appreciates me for who I am.

Please let me know if you can help me achieve this. I can document my entire progress, etc for you and this blog.

Thanks in advance.

FOX</span></span><blockquote></blockquote></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">
</span></div><div>Hey FOX, </div><div>
</div><div>Thanks for sending me your story and I am happy to see that you are taking part in the ALPHA BLADE processes. After reading your letter I was able to see that you are very much like many who are in your position, very close to a breakthrough but so shadowed by the darkness of the present you find it difficult to see. Unlike many, you recognize that thing ending is very close and in taking part in the Alpha Blade program I know that you realize the work END really means BEGINNING.</div><div>
</div><div>For whatever reason, you life took a turn that started to create the current "picture" you are living in. It is so important that you have accurately portrayed this picture but it is equally important that you realize that the current picture is only that A PICTURE. I like to see new participants in ALPHA BLADE as clear, flexible, impressionable, paintable, layerable, multi sided, platforms that can easily be erased and giving the tools, of their own experience of success or failure, and a new 3D, real life picture can be created...just like the one you own now.</div><div>
</div><div>Once the ALPHA BLADE process is learned you will be able to successfully create and recreate a new picture at will and each picture will come with the "gifts" of deliberate, positive creation. Taking the first step in accurately describing your current picture and taking full responcibility for it is the very building blocks of the next phase of ALPHA BLADE, creating your perFACT life.</div><div>
</div><div>A perFACT life is very close to the definition os the actual work perfect. Just as the definitive description implies, Penis EnlargementRFECT means without room for change and when understood in this context "EVERYTHING IS Penis EnlargementRFECT" as it is what it is. The current picture you live with is perfect in all ways but using ALPHA BLADE makes the perfect picture Penis EnlargementR-FACT as with each current frame of perfection you see you will realize your ability to change the current FACTS to become perfectly-imperfect. Who wants a perfect picture, I would rather a work in progress without end.</div><div>
</div><div>I will start a profile for you under the name FOX. We will actively work with you on this BLOG helping you prove to yourself and the ones watching that a Penis EnlargementRFACT work in progress can be not only extremely accurate to the goals you want to accomplish but beyond the speed of light! You will be training at the SPenis EnlargementED OF THOUGHT!</div><div>
</div><div>I will look over your letter and start addressing each one of your goals individually.</div><div>
</div><div>Rabbit</div><div>
</div><div>aka Mike</div>


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</span></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;">The Rabbits Nose</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" font-weight: bold;font-size:24px;">
</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">FOX:</span></span> "Just over a year ago I had everything I wanted. I had a good high paying job, I had the girl of my dreams, I had my health, and I was in a very happy place with everything(or so i thought)."</span></span><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">RABBIT:</span></span></span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Time is a very strange thing, in one moments we see a beautiful picture and the next time we look it appears ugly. Success would be only a reflection of making each moment as close to the original moment of perfection we have perceived in experience. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Your picture one year ago was one of happiness, health and abundance. If I could assume, you were at what you believed to be as close to a perfect moment as you could. That moment, or picture was a very real existence. It was something you could hear, touch and feel and therefore you have a distinct impression in your mind of what it looked like. If you really tried I bet you could describe tastes, smells, sounds, emotions so clearly that I could see a very accurate picture of where you were one year ago.

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</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I further wager that >>>READ THE REST OF THIS BLOG ENTRIES
 
Thank you for letting me be a part of this DLD. I am already starting to be a lot more positive in my outlook.

Can you please send me an e-mail or have a chat with me on gmail? I would like to know how you lost all of your weight so quickly as I would really like to do the same.
I would also like to know how you managed to get different houses and properties, etc.

Actually, i would really just like to have a long chat with you about everything so that i can explain my situation even more and give you further insight into what is going on with me at the moment.
 
I'm excited about this upcoming release. I definately want to see the breakdown of the Alpha Blade and how it's different. Are there resources other than the Secret out now?

DLD, are you still taking on students for mentorship?
 
CrazyEight;309217 said:
DLD, are you still taking on students for mentorship?
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Anyone who goes to the BLOG and posts their story and hopes I will work with on the BLOG.
 
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