Yeah I'm Ok

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I started pe a broken insecure man. As a result of several episodes that i won't mention, I had no confidence and a very short penis. Last June i joined MOS. It has been an awsome experience. So many new friends. So many laughs. Penis Enlargement changed my penis size and so many other aspects of my life. Its been OK.

This year has been a little rocky. Losing a family member to the horrible disease cancer knocked me for a loop But, I'm OK!

With new work hours and the pressures of the situations here pe has been off and on until about a month ago. Since then I have been giving it all I had. I never put so much intensity in any routine. The damn ruler must be lying. It doesn't show any growth. But, thats OK!

As I mentioned earlier when I joined here I had no confidence. With the help of some of you guys a lot of things changed for me this last year. I really got to know a wonderful lady. I mean a lady!!!! The kind of relationship that will last you a lifetime. Before MOS I would not have been able to even look her in the eye. I would have turned my head or looked down and kept going. She along with you guys helped me to realize that I am somebody special too. I have nothing to hang my head about. Thanks fellas for giving me that freedom to reach for the stars. My special friend died a couple weeks ago and was buried on my birthday. I never got a chance to say goodbye. Such an untimely death. I should say thats OK, but.....

DLD mentioned in a post a few weeks ago that he wanted to see me happy again. I had to stop and really think about that one. What WOULD it take to make me happy? Still can't answer that one D. But, thats ok. The very first pm I sent you back at thunders we shared some of the things that were going on in my life and I told you that for then I had to just take it minute by minute and that i looked forward to the day when I could take life day by day. You told me if minute by minute was what we had to do then that was the way it would be. Unfortunately thats pretty much where I am again. But, thats OK. At least its progress.

In the last couple of months I have been working on opening a bonsai nursery.I have such a blast when I get to "work" on the trees. It relaxes me. Hell I even named some of them. They all have different personalities. Some are almost shy, some bold, some tall, some short. Laugh if ya want but I even have named some of them. RED is a tough knarly "don't mess with my shit" kinda tree. D is a cascade that hangs over the side of the pot about 24 inches. WOnder why I named him D? "OLE SUP" I have to check on every day. I never know what to expect from him. He's always getting into something. Putting on growth in areas that are not what I want. I have to keep him in check. (Not trying to offend you guys).

So many times I have been like some of these poor trees. TAke RED for instance. I had taken a nephew shopping for a plant for his mom for mothers day. While he was shopping I found RED. I knew the plant was in trouble and might not live from the neglect. I asked the owner ...How much? She replied.. You don't want that plant. After convincing her I really did, she refused to take any money for it. When I got it home and cleaned it up and repotted it it didn't look like the same plant. I guess bonsai kinda reminds me of so many of the guys who come here. SOme have given up, when all they need is a little TLC and a little guidance. I still see things in my life daily that need tuning up or cutting off or reshaping. As long as we have MOS then we have a place of safety where we can grow and be nurtured and brought to excellence. And, thats OK! Oh yeah, I'm OK!!!!
 

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Wow, that's great news C!! I'm glad you're doing well and getting back on the right track! I just have one question.. Why the hell don't I have a tree?!?! Geez!! :Dlol

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C - We are all behind you brother. Sounds like you have found the possible path to your happiness. Keep it going!!
 
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Yo C, i know what its like when life chucks shit at you, feel free to hit me a pm if you wanna talk. I think thats great about the bonsai tree's, they are kind of a spiritual tree something about them.
Take care man.
 

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Hey C, good to see you're doing alright. Take it one day at a time.
 
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Thanks all you guys. You are the best. Don't worry IE I have lots of trees left to name. I have approximately 150 that I am working on at present. I also have a rooting bed where I can root 4-5000 more and I hope to fill it to capacity this summer. I also have 100's of seed that I have purchased from around the world that are sprouting daily.

YG so good to hear from you. Thanks buddy!

I really am OK for the first time in a long time. Now if I can get this tough-ass pecker to co-operate and grow.......
 

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Don't worry.

"Because you're good enough; you're smart enough; and gosh-darn it, people like you."
 
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I think we need to change your name to Bonsai. Or maybe Bonzai! :D

Hope things go well for you

An unseen friend in cyberspace...
 
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Lz2483 said:
I think we need to change your name to Bonsai. Or maybe Bonzai! :D

Hope things go well for you

An unseen friend in cyberspace...
Thanks bro! Friends are nice whereever they are. I am honored to be called your friend. Maybe a name change is in order????? :D we'll see.
 
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