I believe after having a vision during meditation (and a heck of a lot of drugs)
That we are all one!
Basicly there was an entity (call it god call it what you like)
And it was everything and it could do everything.
However. It was the only thing.
Now im not talking about a guy sitting alone in a room.
No im talking about the concept. That without anything else.
You cannot move.
You can move 1000000000000 miles in any direction. But when everything around you is is non existent. You will still stand in non existance: you haven't moved.
So what does a limitless being create?
A world around it? Why?. It will never have a new experience as everything is created by itself.
Concepts came up here.
There has to be limits.
Thats why we became mortals.
There has to be feelings.
There have to be imbalance.
I believe that we are all just leaves of the same tree. We might perceive us self as an individual. But in reality we are all one and the same.
We are an all knowing entity experiencing itself in a different bodies at the same time.
Now this is the time where most new religions would tell you to donate x amount of money (between 50 dollars and all your belongings)
But the truth is. I never got a note about recruiting people. I didn't get a divine job either (no killing people. And no saving people
)
And i don't know what the meaning of life is either.
And i didn't feel like i was invited to the other side to see these visions. I felt alot more like i went through some weird ass meditation found a portal to places i really wasn't supposed to go.
And that i was taking a sneak peak through the key hole more than getting an introduction.
For me. I concluded by my self that lifes purest concept is experiences.
I want my life to be a book worth reading.
I wanna be good to people. And i want to inspire people. And i want to be known as the guy who fought so hard for what he believed in. That even when he should have died he would still stand only due to my pure will.
I want this! More than i actually want to succeed.
Im terrified about being a success. What the fuck should i do if i archived all my goals.
It would be boring as fuck!! And i would turn into the new charlie sheen.
Lots of drugs and chicks and no common sense.
I love my life. Every aspect of it. Im a pro lifer. But im also pro death. I look forward to the day i say goodbye. Not in a depressed way.
Its just a natural part of life