Its me ...

Hello all its Mr Red back again!

I have had one hell of a year - 2008 .. it was HELL for me, without going into details I was in a mess and only just recovering now from a recent nervous breakdown [Acute stress disorder] and recovering well with positive attitudes and goals set for my future.

No pe has been done in yonks but the odd jelq and squeeze now and again does suffice, and I have lost no size and seemed to have gone slightly longer in length

I'm okay and hope everyone else is aswell.

Red

wow u reall cemenetd all that 4 good...hope everything works out this year..

Good to have ya back. Hope things are better for you in 09

Finally, my first MOD comes home...the Prodigal Red What have you been up to? Can't wait to here your new adventures.

Red I hate you.....im so jealous

Red my mate glad to see you again!

It's so great to see you back on the boards, Red. I've missed your wise counsel!! Hope this year is a better one for you.

Red you are the guy from the army? That guy who has researched about penis elargment with chemistry igf and gh? I havent been on on this forum a long time and no pe program for me aswel (stupid me).

You are thinking of Supra dude. No Red is the real thing and is my good friend and fellow MOD.

I hope everything is back on track for you Red! - Dash

Srachi;331074 said:

Red you are the guy from the army? That guy who has researched about penis elargment with chemistry igf and gh? I havent been on on this forum a long time and no pe program for me aswel (stupid me).

Click to expand...

Thanks for the warm welcome back. Srachi, sorry .. I'm not the army guy and certain its Supra your thinking about .. he was into the IGF stuff and served with the US Marines.

Slowly but surely I'm getting better mentally and have my goals set to achive. Took a MASSIVE head fuck over the past several months and over the years all the shit in my life has just got to me and I went. I'm a strong person inside but find I usually recover quickly from a knock and dont really go into it and examine what went down, which I should to cope and move on better ... instead I was burying it all in my mind and than one final blow came which nearly destroyed me .. it was that close!

I'm stronger now mentally, well will be ... feels like parts of me have been broken down and rebuilt .. I feel more mature here, which may sound strange but I'm thinking more mature than ever and with more thought into what and how I say things.

I will finally say this > 'Everyone has shit in their lives but its not the shit that defines us but how we overcome it'

Redzulu welcome back, i know where you coming from, what i said to women in the past and others has gotten me in trouble, luckily i have changed and matured myself.

REDZULU2003;331118 said:

Slowly but surely I'm getting better mentally and have my goals set to achive. Took a MASSIVE head fuck over the past several months and over the years all the shit in my life has just got to me and I went. I'm a strong person inside but find I usually recover quickly from a knock and dont really go into it and examine what went down, which I should to cope and move on better ... instead I was burying it all in my mind and than one final blow came which nearly destroyed me .. it was that close!

Click to expand...

As you have known for many years I suffer from extreme mental illness. In many ways, MOS has been my savior when I encounter the bad parts of BiPolar disease. When I become agoraphobic my computer is my lifeline and it is the only real communication I can expect. I know this much, with all of my periodic hospital stays, the guys at MOS are always here for me. Welcome back and I wish you all the happiness in the world.

Thanks 'Brothers of MOS'