ive started to realize that myself. every once in a while when i jelq or am spending hours looking up info on tissue and whatever and i think "what am i doing!?, i look like a freak right now, everyone i know is out with friends or doing something else other than this, what is wrong with me!?" but the feeling goes away pretty quick, cause i realize its actually kinda fun and i just go back to what im doing.
oh and i dont even have a girlfriend either!