I had an interesting night. I pumped 20 minutes in the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] tonight and stopped to do some edging. I have a ring from some sort of milk jug that Ive been using to eyeball my girth. The ring is spot on 5.5" I measured 4.5" in 2007 mid shaft girth. Tonight after my pump session my erection was nearly spot on 5.5" midshaft, and fitting snug/tightly closer to the base. After pumping I clamped and I saw my penis in the future. You all know Ive been smoking weed recently and those of you that havent known weed has become my ally in Penis Enlargement. My dick is now where I always wished and dreamed I could one day be-- I am that today. But I saw my penis even bigger in my minds eye. In another 6 months I will have gained even more and I really started seeing that penis I always thought unreachable.

I was feeling so excited and confident I decided to carry the milk ring around with me after my workout today. I went outside to my backyard and smoked a couple rips off my pipe and starting feeling this burst of happiness. My sister was on the computer, she is 22 and a bit strange honestly, but I decided to just straight out ask her what she thought about the size of the ring if it were a males girth!!

Ahhhh I dont know why I did that! It was good and bad. I said do you think this is skinny or thick if it was a guys circumference of his penis? And she went uhhh.... I uhhhh... thats.... I dont really know. I cant say from experience the biggest guy I was ever with.... She then goes on to tell me about a friend of mine I just so happen to know isnt as well hung as she started to tell me he was. She basically showed me this guy who I personally know and have even heard about the actual size of his penis; she showed me with her hands he was like 8 inches thick and 10 inches long.....

wait wait wait I told her So you think this is skinny? She was like no I dont know I think thats like average? Average, yeah I said. I left it at that since we were both feeling a little awkward after that. I left but a minute later walked up to the back door again and said so what do you think his size is in numbers? She said what do you mean numbers? I said, "um like well what do you think a size in numbers means?" She said do you mean inches? I said however you measure size thats what Im asking how big would you say in numbers... you know what never mind I never knew you never knew sizes and ... And thats how we left it.

When my mom got home I was still feeling confident and I was a little stonned and said hey I wanna talk to you about something in a while a little later. She said ok but than I decided it was too weird to tell her after what had just gone on with my sister. What I wanted to tell my mom was I had no idea my sister had no idea about sizes!! But then that would make me sound weirder than ever. So I thought I would just tell her hey Ive been doing these workouts here for almost 6 months and Ive gotten exactly this thick mid-shaft, but as I was going to tell her we were sitting down to dinner and the thought of showing her a ring that is approximately the size of her mouth open wide to take a bite of food, I thought to just tell her- I wanted to tell you something later about my goals Ive been reaching with my working out daily for the past 6 months- I think she knew a little though. I pulled the ring out and just flipped it between my fingers noticing the energy surrounding it.

I realized tonight all this time Ive been feeling awkward, shy, embarrassed, or sad about my size when maybe the people making me feel that way truly have no idea what in the fuck they are really talking about or acting like and they have no idea that I feel that way about myself. Even though they may not know that Ive been feeling that way. I have so much confidence now and at times have been down right cocky sometimes my mom or other members in my family have given me a look; possibly roll their eyes, but I always am looking right back and they know something in me is changing.
 
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Shit dude, you never ask for a woman's perspective about the relative size of ANYTHING. They will give you such a ''left field'' answer, YOU will be confused. ;) I feel ya though about the ''future size'' thing. Here the last few days my temporary size while clamped is right at 7'' of girth. It's amazing to get the visual of how that will actually look and feel in my hands. Nothing wrong with weed bro.

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I just got back from being out the last couple of hours. I cant believe what I see, is everyone so unhappy and stupid or am I just surrounded by these people??!! I literally have never been so confident and happy in my life, going to my room and sitting naked sounds like the greatest activity since being born. Yet while Im out I cant help but see that people are really down right stupid! I am calm and relaxed as ever and it feels like they want me to look down in defeat NO WONDER my self esteem has been so low for so long!!! God I feel so frustrated right now because I dont feel sad AT ALL but now I do and I need to just go back to my room and sit naked so I can keep thinking how stupid they are!!
 
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I just got back from being out the last couple of hours. I cant believe what I see, is everyone so unhappy and stupid or am I just surrounded by these people??!! I literally have never been so confident and happy in my life, going to my room and sitting naked sounds like the greatest activity since being born. Yet while Im out I cant help but see that people are really down right stupid! I am calm and relaxed as ever and it feels like they want me to look down in defeat NO WONDER my self esteem has been so low for so long!!! God I feel so frustrated right now because I dont feel sad AT ALL but now I do and I need to just go back to my room and sit naked so I can keep thinking how stupid they are!!

You are definitely right. Most people while appearing ''happy'' on the outside are usually not. They carry a chip on their shoulder, and most of them have ZERO reason to. I have an experiment for you to try next time you're out. Go around and smile, and say hi to as many people as you can think to. Look em right in the eyes too when you say 'hi'. Watch how many quickly dart their eyes away. Watch how many actually smile back, and how many even bother to say hello or anything at all back. That will tell you a LOT about most people in general. ;)
 
I can tell you what most of my friends wear for shoes before I can tell you their eye color:)
 
That sound like an interesting experiment, thanks SWM2 for the input. I am going to toy with this idea and think of anything I might add to it!! I feel a lot better today (I was sober when I wrote that yesterday for the first time in 2 weeks!! So I was a little on edge) but I still feel mind blown by how different I see "other people" now that I have reached a point in my life that I dont have that nagging saddness telling me I need to be more. Even if I feel like I need "more" I Know the answer is not far away :):)
 
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