Pretty Bummed

GOt involved online with a tinychat goer that is a webcam model 5'11 220 kinda and M cup breasts. Talekd to her off and on late august 2015. I was privied with finding out certain things like how she hustles dudes. Well there was one guy from tinychat owns a dab shop has a wharehouse full of weed growing in Cali for medical purposes, but when she met him back in sep or November when she drove from washington to cali coming flying in before from ny. She went to cali met the guy and found out he has about a 4 to 5 inch penis. The shittiest part is i spared the kid form chsame. I met him the other night int eh tinychat room adn i made it seem liek she was dating someoen else and that id idnt know who he was.

He treid ragging on me for doing penis enlargemetn which i shared with this female. I spared that kid shame, I could of easily grilled into him his woman told me avbout his cock size before she did to him utialtemyl disrepsecting him

Basically she is choosing the guy with the phat bank account and small cock over the poor monster cock dude me with af ew missing front teeth.

Life sure does suck. I was set to move in with her and everything till I flipped out and exuded behaviour that wasn't neccisary and blocked and ignored her for a week.

That cut the cords from anything developing with us. She turned out to be an asshole, I don't have cash or any kind of future really and got looked over as I usually do in life. I hate dab shop owners now.

I wouldn't loose sleep over a girl so superficial

Why dont you get cash and future in life ?

BigBeardBig;685232 said:

Why dont you get cash and future in life ?

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That too

This is human nature in general. Most people are survivors. Penis size, contrary to what most of us, especially here want to believe is actually not that important. It's a great thing to focus on when other things are already in order, but it's not what a guy should focus on if other areas of his life need work. Women don't care about our penises as much as we'd love to believe they do. Sure, there are some 'size queens' out there. However, the few women here and there who pretend they care about your penis size are at the least using that perceived 'care' to manipulate a guy, or get what they want from him. Whether it be simply his attention, a car, a better living situation, a daddy for their kid, a whatever.

stillwantmore2;685331 said:

This is human nature in general. Most people are survivors. Penis size, contrary to what most of us, especially here want to believe is actually not that important. It's a great thing to focus on when other things are already in order, but it's not what a guy should focus on if other areas of his life need work. Women don't care about our penises as much as we'd love to believe they do. Sure, there are some 'size queens' out there. However, the few women here and there who pretend they care about your penis size are at the least using that perceived 'care' to manipulate a guy, or get what they want from him. Whether it be simply his attention, a car, a better living situation, a daddy for their kid, a whatever.

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Exactly

stillwantmore2;685331 said:

This is human nature in general. Most people are survivors. Penis size, contrary to what most of us, especially here want to believe is actually not that important. It's a great thing to focus on when other things are already in order, but it's not what a guy should focus on if other areas of his life need work. Women don't care about our penises as much as we'd love to believe they do. Sure, there are some 'size queens' out there. However, the few women here and there who pretend they care about your penis size are at the least using that perceived 'care' to manipulate a guy, or get what they want from him. Whether it be simply his attention, a car, a better living situation, a daddy for their kid, a whatever.

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Experience and knowledge speaks here!!

Sounds like a blessing to get rid of the user. Stop treating yourself like you are worth THAT piece and kind of SHIT b(&^^h.

On Point Still!

Thanks guys. yea she was size queen still want. The guy was set to buy a house, and he asked her to move in with him. She told me at this point that I had no comeptitioon with my cock size to his with a smile on her face. And I was set to move in with her. I was going to stay off webcam so he didn't see me live there-which is what we discussed till I got on my feet financially with my website projects im involved in now that are finally paying off. He finaicnally supports her and sends her stuff through the mail. She didn't want to hurt his feelings by tellign him and I quote " his dick is so small I would end up cheating"



Or I'll start to make music again. I'm sure love will find me some day. It gets bleek missing front teeth not having cash for weed to calm down all the time. Thanksf or the support guys. Really do appreciate it.

I wouldn't want to be poor; but, if I have to be honest, I'd choose having a big dick over big money. I just wouldn't feel like a dude with just big money. I equate big penis = all boy. Not much I can do to change this perception.

The chicks I'd floss on have their own cash money because they're intelligent persons. Why do you want a scavenger ass bitch right?

templnite;686017 said:

The chicks I'd floss on have their own cash money because they're intelligent persons. Why do you want a scavenger ass bitch right?

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I guess I was equally vein in my reasoning. Granted she is considered fat but 5'11 220 M cup boobs would ensure good kids , I guess thats the last reason. THe first reason she was nice to me and found me attractive which I strugly with. She then was interested in me and my personality, being a leo and her a aqua we read our love compatibility together and everything we discussed prior for what we wanted in our lives was in that horrorscope for our signs together. She was nice to me at time and made me feel good about my self. Havn't had sex in 10 years.

She was divorced and looking for stability in her life it's been 10 years since i had sex and ill be 30 in july. So was looking for same things. We clicked on alot of levels, but then a degree of my self sabotage comes in she said something id idnt like i couldnt calm down flipped out, had to do with that guy.

I don't know shit sucks. I however did find out form a mutual friedn of ours she was a prosty part time. She had told me she wanted to do plumperpass adn is a active model. I just htought i had finally found someone i thought I physically deserved in this world.

my line of work involves escorting beleive it or not and thats what I think attracted her to me, knowing i could build a site for her webcam business.

ohh well. shit turend bad, she made it seem to peopel I paid for cam sex and that i was one of her customers. I never paid for cam sex in my life and when i did it with her it was my first time.
People are cunts. Then she put my mothers who is cancer survivor number all over tinychat witht eh message to call and bother her, my mom ahs heart trouble nad I hda to take the phoen one night when it got too bad. SHe basically ruined me in a chatroom and they participated in bothering my mother. She asked fo ra number to contact me on few days before i was going to NEw york incase I had blocked her again for stupid reasons. I didnt have a phone or don't cause i have no friends or social life so i didnt need one.

templnite;686017 said:

The chicks I'd floss on have their own cash money because they're intelligent persons. Why do you want a scavenger ass bitch right?

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I find it weird when people mention situations like this. I've never engaged with a woman that was money centered. Most had their own ambitions and goals

There's some real biches that want to wrap you around their finger ( usually they dont feel comfortable in their own skin, this is when they get delusions of grandeur) but most chicks just want to be cared about.

templnite;686025 said:

There's some real biches that want to wrap you around their finger ( usually they dont feel comfortable in their own skin, this is when they get delusions of grandeur) but most chicks just want to be cared about.

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My girl almost gets offended if say i'll be able to look after me and her on just my salary. I don't see her leaving for a wage slip any time soon.

lightlyfried;686026 said:

My girl almost gets offended if say i'll be able to look after me and her on just my salary. I don't see her leaving for a wage slip any time soon.

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I'm glad you atleast hve that m8

onemanorgy;686027 said:

I'm glad you atleast hve that m8

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Go for the right girl, college educated, striving for a career.

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onemanorgy;686046 said:

Yes you are right and need to put my intention toward it.

it sucks if only my cock would stay erect when we had cam sex. I developed a dependancy to kratom which is like heroin. Shit sucks. Going to try and quit it tomorrow. I feel sick and my stomach feels empty like i Put no food in it even when I ate a whole bunch.

I got alot of things going on, and don't mean to bring my garbage to a forum. I take the kratom cause i have no 24/7 access to pot money wise, kratom acts as opiate receptor antagonizer. Basically works like vicodin or dare i say heroin if you get it pure enough from thailand. You get the nods and everything. And I get cold sweats when I don't have it. It basically kills your dick while on it. Day after I don't take it I get boners fine.

Atelast I have this forum to vent n shit.

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Seek some help, you don't need recreational vices to be happy.