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DLD I just this year decided to treat my ADHD with Adderall... Seems amphetamine speeds up everything, from brain developement to skin conditioning < no kidding.

Only drawback it restricts blood flow but so does every stimulant like Caffeine.

That's not the issue. My ADHD is very severe I'm 30 mg twice a day, and it speeds up everything including hair growth. Now, I believe cause of what my Dad to me as a infant and perhaps sometime I will share with the brothers here @ MOS what happened in great detail, just lets assume I have a memory from 5 months old of getting fucked up bad.

So I got severe hair growth on my dick, I still get harier aeven at 34, I still am putting on bone tissue in my body, skin tissue and growing more pubes especially on my dick base about 3 and half to 4 inches up my dick is hair. I got a gnarley ingrown hair, I want to fuck and got tired of looking at the one it was fucking a huge lump so I grabbed a plastic toothpick, I then stabbed it and it had that small very small hook on the pointy part right? And it pulled out the hair, but there is a gnarley under the skin ingrown hair even deeper. I'm wondering if I should get a scalpal < but seems risky DLD <. Going to a doctor is too much in my opinion.

Seeing is I'm handsome as fuck and 11 inches minimum, I gave up alot of opportunities in life not fucking for 13 years through out my entire20's. This year is different, I participated as the only male in a 4 way. Neway, I gave up alot and passed up alot of opportunities, not anymore. However, these ingrown hairs look like some sort of STD. Or can be mistaked as one when Iknow there ingrown hairs as im clean and tested.

IS there some sort of lotion I can get ? Also DLD alot has happened I found my dad lied about being half sicilian British. I started taking seizures from Police abuse in 2017, wanted to seek out my dads side of hte family. ASked my half sister about him, she looked at me like I was retarded. Turns out my Piece of shit Father was Half Dutch, some irish and the rest cherokee and my father told every child he had he was part black... which makes sense cause my severe bone structure and square cheekbones that afforded me to never be knocked out in a fight, and being part cherokee, this has relevance, it's because I have atleast 4 different hair types, kinked, corkscrew, straight hair and just outright tough, and I never know which fucking hair type will grow on my dick this week.. Which I beat up 2 dudes earlier this year for tghreatening to rape my neighbors 14 year old kid, and this is after about 4 days after I got labrum repair surgery from what the POlice did. Yea I'm pretty laced and not making sense at this point, sorry for that.


So what can I do about ingrown hairs that are deep as fuck?

Also this is a recent update photo < this is me completely flaccid not 1 big hard it looks wider like a boner cause its being wrapped over my thigh. I have serious Dick hair problem < but I hve diagnosed High testosterone < so good problem to have huh?

I won't pluck the hair cause it will ingrown hair again... So i punctured that hole and it staying as I don't th9nk I can ever shave it and its quite emabrrasing not man scaping and when a female or a group of females see that it makes me look dirty @ DLD.

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I don’t think any woman is going to really think that you have an STD because of hair on your shaft. I also had the same issue and the way I dealt with it was like plucking the hairs. This takes longer but the hair will grow back much slower. And as you continue to do this the hair will come back less than less.

You’re a good looking guy you’re hung like a horse so let that be your present and past and stop thinking on the negative parts of your past. It’s no longer here and you’re A-OK! Create your past by making your present awesome!
 
Get yourself one of these, search for Philips laser IPL on amazon. In about 2months will kill all hair on your shaft, permanently.

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DLD I just this year decided to treat my ADHD with Adderall... Seems amphetamine speeds up everything, from brain developement to skin conditioning < no kidding.

Only drawback it restricts blood flow but so does every stimulant like Caffeine.

That's not the issue. My ADHD is very severe I'm 30 mg twice a day, and it speeds up everything including hair growth. Now, I believe cause of what my Dad to me as a infant and perhaps sometime I will share with the brothers here @ MOS what happened in great detail, just lets assume I have a memory from 5 months old of getting fucked up bad.

So I got severe hair growth on my dick, I still get harier aeven at 34, I still am putting on bone tissue in my body, skin tissue and growing more pubes especially on my dick base about 3 and half to 4 inches up my dick is hair. I got a gnarley ingrown hair, I want to fuck and got tired of looking at the one it was fucking a huge lump so I grabbed a plastic toothpick, I then stabbed it and it had that small very small hook on the pointy part right? And it pulled out the hair, but there is a gnarley under the skin ingrown hair even deeper. I'm wondering if I should get a scalpal < but seems risky DLD <. Going to a doctor is too much in my opinion.

Seeing is I'm handsome as fuck and 11 inches minimum, I gave up alot of opportunities in life not fucking for 13 years through out my entire20's. This year is different, I participated as the only male in a 4 way. Neway, I gave up alot and passed up alot of opportunities, not anymore. However, these ingrown hairs look like some sort of STD. Or can be mistaked as one when Iknow there ingrown hairs as im clean and tested.

IS there some sort of lotion I can get ? Also DLD alot has happened I found my dad lied about being half sicilian British. I started taking seizures from Police abuse in 2017, wanted to seek out my dads side of hte family. ASked my half sister about him, she looked at me like I was retarded. Turns out my Piece of shit Father was Half Dutch, some irish and the rest cherokee and my father told every child he had he was part black... which makes sense cause my severe bone structure and square cheekbones that afforded me to never be knocked out in a fight, and being part cherokee, this has relevance, it's because I have atleast 4 different hair types, kinked, corkscrew, straight hair and just outright tough, and I never know which fucking hair type will grow on my dick this week.. Which I beat up 2 dudes earlier this year for tghreatening to rape my neighbors 14 year old kid, and this is after about 4 days after I got labrum repair surgery from what the POlice did. Yea I'm pretty laced and not making sense at this point, sorry for that.


So what can I do about ingrown hairs that are deep as fuck?

Also this is a recent update photo < this is me completely flaccid not 1 big hard it looks wider like a boner cause its being wrapped over my thigh. I have serious Dick hair problem < but I hve diagnosed High testosterone < so good problem to have huh?

I won't pluck the hair cause it will ingrown hair again... So i punctured that hole and it staying as I don't th9nk I can ever shave it and its quite emabrrasing not man scaping and when a female or a group of females see that it makes me look dirty @ DLD.

View attachment 1827979Yours truly, DLD's literal Biggest Fan @ 11"
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your such a good dude. And take your time out to talk wiht us.
 
Good looking guy Whit an eleven inches long cock..wow

You are one of a kind, jealousy is killing me lol
I have a thrombosed vein thought it was a pimple or something I squeezed it n turned blue hurts like hell
 
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onemanorgy said:
DLD I just this year decided to treat my ADHD with Adderall... Seems amphetamine speeds up everything, from brain developement to skin conditioning < no kidding.

Only drawback it restricts blood flow but so does every stimulant like Caffeine.

That's not the issue. My ADHD is very severe I'm 30 mg twice a day, and it speeds up everything including hair growth. Now, I believe cause of what my Dad to me as a infant and perhaps sometime I will share with the brothers here @ MOS what happened in great detail, just lets assume I have a memory from 5 months old of getting fucked up bad.

So I got severe hair growth on my dick, I still get harier aeven at 34, I still am putting on bone tissue in my body, skin tissue and growing more pubes especially on my dick base about 3 and half to 4 inches up my dick is hair. I got a gnarley ingrown hair, I want to fuck and got tired of looking at the one it was fucking a huge lump so I grabbed a plastic toothpick, I then stabbed it and it had that small very small hook on the pointy part right? And it pulled out the hair, but there is a gnarley under the skin ingrown hair even deeper. I'm wondering if I should get a scalpal < but seems risky DLD <. Going to a doctor is too much in my opinion.

Seeing is I'm handsome as fuck and 11 inches minimum, I gave up alot of opportunities in life not fucking for 13 years through out my entire20's. This year is different, I participated as the only male in a 4 way. Neway, I gave up alot and passed up alot of opportunities, not anymore. However, these ingrown hairs look like some sort of STD. Or can be mistaked as one when Iknow there ingrown hairs as im clean and tested.

IS there some sort of lotion I can get ? Also DLD alot has happened I found my dad lied about being half sicilian British. I started taking seizures from Police abuse in 2017, wanted to seek out my dads side of hte family. ASked my half sister about him, she looked at me like I was retarded. Turns out my Piece of shit Father was Half Dutch, some irish and the rest cherokee and my father told every child he had he was part black... which makes sense cause my severe bone structure and square cheekbones that afforded me to never be knocked out in a fight, and being part cherokee, this has relevance, it's because I have atleast 4 different hair types, kinked, corkscrew, straight hair and just outright tough, and I never know which fucking hair type will grow on my dick this week.. Which I beat up 2 dudes earlier this year for tghreatening to rape my neighbors 14 year old kid, and this is after about 4 days after I got labrum repair surgery from what the POlice did. Yea I'm pretty laced and not making sense at this point, sorry for that.


So what can I do about ingrown hairs that are deep as fuck?

Also this is a recent update photo < this is me completely flaccid not 1 big hard it looks wider like a boner cause its being wrapped over my thigh. I have serious Dick hair problem < but I hve diagnosed High testosterone < so good problem to have huh?

I won't pluck the hair cause it will ingrown hair again... So i punctured that hole and it staying as I don't th9nk I can ever shave it and its quite emabrrasing not man scaping and when a female or a group of females see that it makes me look dirty @ DLD.

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A natural 11"incher wow what a gift !
 
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Jeez, a weapon, have you actually gained by doing any PE?
 
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If you see under the glans. Just under the capsule of the glans from increasing skin tissue. Umm The girth most definately practising slow squah jelq instructed by dld. I had DLD remove all post that talk about experimenting with HGH, just twice, and shot it in the CC. I must of hit the main chamber or something cause I still feel that injection today and believe that shit scars.

I'll exhaust what growth What I got in. I got 2-3 maybe 3'1 inch left inside of me meant to comeout.AFter that, I believe then it will be newtissue if I grow anything . Basically all inside penis tissue meant t be outside cause of circumcision. I absolutely believe Bibs theory,and before I ever bought a bib hanger and before I read bibs theory, I would tell my friends since I hve long ass legs and very short torso I bellieve I hve more pushed out than someone who has same length legs and but taller torso. ? Make sense?
 
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Good looking guy Whit an eleven inches long cock..wow

You are one of a kind, jealousy is killing me LOL
I have a thrombosed vein thought it was a pimple or something I squeezed it n turned blue hurts like hell
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Thank you so much guys too kind. Sometimes I don't want to live. Can't lie I go through depression. This cunt last yer basically humialiated me from my home, I told her the truth that nothing good or beautiful can be born from a lie, I basically showed her more respect and put her up on a level of honesty a wife should be. She then spread amongst my community to females who started to curve me infront of me. Dirty ghetto trash bitches who secretly love white dudes need a heir of superiority to get throfugh her day and act like she had options. For 3 months her retarded cousin kept hinting, and for those 3 months she outright offered sex and a relationship.I told her I havnt fucked in 14 years was shorter than that, it was because of being catfished about 9 10 years before that, when It was about 12. But it was how I carried myself responding to her offers, cause honestly, the guy she fucks with that I don't want his soul tie, thats when you develope a link for life. This Faggots Soul Tie is being so fucking unconfident being 6'6 and having a dick the size of roll of quarters... Thus why her looking my way. I kept the bitch waiting 3 months. But I woudl rather wait and see what happens, cause she's really loose,, the diseases shes most likely got from everyone sleeping around that same chadwick Community, she'll have her ovaries Cored out in 5 -6 years like most of older females in her family from same thing. I'm not a Psychology major but definitely studied it for a long time, socioeconomics, behavioral psychology, and decision making and human judgment. So like when shit hit the fan last year, I was wondering they're so racist. I'm not all white, was definitely raised native identity. These people have never had a healthy relationship with a person that has white skin, cause when I poke and prod and try to see by saying foul shit < not racist mind you, to see what the real problem. This crooked jawed mellow yellow chicklet teeth havin bitch got racist, so did her Male cousin, that claimed to be my Brother. And would absolutely not give them the pleasure of doing that cause it's not in me. The guy that called me brother, the white best friend cuckhold he has sais in front of him with his 4 yearold daughter present " Don't make children with black men".. This guy has real low self esteem to not fuck this white boy up for that. And no matter what I said to this female, I would never be able to be myself around her. The reason why their fucked up family kept having me around? Well, because when I would get drunk < the real me would come out as 10 years of stress would roll off and the real has this ability to show people that they have power they need not look anywhere else but inside of themselves. But yea this Dirty female was fuckin with this dude the enitre time she was sending more than subliminal shots at me. And I kept flighting, I don't the soul tie that weak faggot has to make him try to intimidate the more preffered Male < Me for sure. I told her Cousin, I would put my DNA IN her, she pulled this weak mother fucker aside and said that INfront of him and saying "Anthony did you say you put your DNA in me? I was fuckin speechless that weak bitch got up and walked away with his head down.........

I then told her that, she laughed in my face and said she was good, no more than 2 minutes had her dirty ass HPV riddled fingers all over his head infront of me, and he asks " what about tony? " acting like a innocent small dicked faggot that can't fuck past 5 minutes thus her looking my way for a while. What truly upset me is that I caved in to her demands, I either didn't give her the response she was expecting or was fucking with me, part of me was thinking not really both. Didn't ask Enthusiastic abut there came a point she started looking at my like I was trash cause I tried holding her dirty ass hand, snapped her hand back like I had aids or something. Then I told her how long its been for me ( this was last year) I won't lie cause I gave into her and opened my heart it hurt bad, but this is what fat black crooked toothed bitches do to build confidence knowing they have no value and throw their dirty bodies toward men to feel wanted, loved. I was even willing to accept her child as my own cause I wanted in her family. When she did this to me, everyone like started to bullshit me like she did, her Aunt, her Cousin. Then this one ghetto trash 19 year old that clealry suffered from like confidence issues and first time i took MDMA massaged her legs, she was about 6'2 barefoot and 300 Lbs was such a wild experience. I got the magic touch, cause there came a point She got so relaxed I felt her pussy unhinge cause her legs were on my lap, I swear all the sudden I started to smell Roast Beef and Tuna Caserole in the Oven at the same time. It's like a domino effect, her cousin never really lied to me the dude, think he's gay, cause after she did that it was like he was a follower, started bullshitting left and right and lying blatantly

with just the day before trying to intimidate me over her cause she wantved me bad, if she denies shes a dirty fat crooked jaw liar. My dad had shook me as a infant, and ufortunately and fortunately < the part I remember, but the person that was shook comes out and wouldnt of stopped until I beat his shit in until I saw the white meat. Some 6'6 small dicked black dude, ok lookin face but has a dick size of roll of quarters .Must suck to have that expectation on you. Every female I fuck and this year being only male in a 4 way, always gets surprised, can't describe the feeling its like a magician revealing his trick. Ontop of this, I made all 3 of them orgasm. The chick before those chicks when this year I broke my cherry again not fucking after 12 years and some 8 months I made her cum4 time under 3 minutes and she had to take a break every 5 minutes or so. I didn't cum. We were sex drunk though. Just sat and staired and smoked weed and talked while naked on my couch

I'm starting to work on music soon. When I finish some stuff I let yall listen first.Thank you for being my Rock and knowing me for over 14 15 years. I got a older account somewhere this is only one I remember, maybe 13. But, yea I know from being circumsized I got more in me and it's smooth sailing to just create more skin.
 
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I mean the shitty part is I never asked this guy can you help me with your cousin... like ever, he kept nudging and hinting she likes white dudes, after like the 2nd month of him doing that I said shes ok looking, and that "id put my Dna in her", then said she liked how I looked and found out About the Footlong wonder. What's shitty is like that cousin dictates and controls the whole family, what was weird was overnight after her doing that Her cousin (former friend) has a severe bullshitting and lying problem, he monitord it with me and watched himself, but after she did this it was bullshit left and right and nothing but lies. Either he was autistic or psychotic and they were blatant lies. Or which is most likely when they loose respect they lie and bullshit. I've caught them in atleast 50. The thing is at the end of this, this dude, his female cousin, Made me out to be obsessive...Made me out to be weird, not paying child support is weird or providing as a man. But like again, what I couldnt wrap my head around I kept ignoring his outright hints and how he showed his cousin my xhamster account, and other blatant shit, and then outright ignored her advances, when I give in right before the summer. I wasn't good enough after and then got made to be the obsessive one, weird etc... This is what makes my blood boil. Because, it was her that obsessed over it. I was perfectly fine what I was doing being alone and not letting anyone in by being vulnerable and ofcourse being raised with Sicilian Mafia Business Rules... I don't really ever want to go out and seek friends because of this.. Because of I was made out of a lie from what my dad did, I have to make sure to tell the truth at any costs and even to my reputation in order to not be him.

I can't lie either after I gave into her shit for 3 months straight, I became obsessed with wanting her, a large part of it is due to, before she rejected me after Iaccepted her offer I was popular, my entire reputation got ruined to the point I had to move. And then this 19 year old (not my cup of tea) was purposely dating this guy from the Area that knew he had a girl living with him and a child just born, purposely hurting herself... So we tried making her feel better getting her drunk. So after I moved cause of this humiliation, I moved to the house I'm in now because it was Downtown Elyria close to the gym, gym closes month I move in, this is my luck,anyway like I find out she told people I tried fuckin her or want a relationship. I mean clearly it's a case of her not feeling good about herself and need to lie to feel wanted.

But God damn. I started off so HIgh, after giving into a female I ended up so low. And again, wantd to try and fix it a year later, both being with her and my reputation this low life family ruined. 7 days after this bitch put my story and info over facebook chat and was talking to a female right after she gets fucked by Quarter roll dick boy, saying shes good on a footlong... But I'm in a dining room smoking... And she's giving out my business saying "when he said 14 years I said I was good" then the female I'm with said "yea I'm good too"..... I fuckin got that gut drop feeling where my stomach felt like it dropped 1000 feet. I stayed for about 10 minutes and I left. I didn't plan on returning to the Area, then this dirty ass females male family members trying to convince me to come back.... I didn't want to, which their all selfish. I come back 7 days later, this female is trying ot say hello to me, i ignore her. She tries getting my attention several times. I leave to go to my house to get my mom a chair to siton cause we're all outsideand shes getting her car worked on as I leave shs trying to say "Tone,,,, heey Tone" I come back and I found out from my mom This Tranny lookin bitch went up to my mother and asked a 70 year old blinding woman ( my mother) why she looks so mean. Like taking me ignoring her, after sheputs out my bsuiness on my mother.....This bitch leaves after getting her car worked on < bitch that rejected me after I gave in to her advances. I was pissed,, I had to stop myself from balling my shit up and hitting a woman for the first time and dropping her ugly ass chicklets on the floor.

I go up tto this female's Aunt the male cousins mother, which whom in herself is a liar and coward.... I'm explaining to her your niece put out my business , the autn said that was wrong.. But I quickly explained that's not why I'm here..... She went up to my mother and took it out on her for ignorning her... She said "ohh that's so and so, just how she acts"...... This fucking was a blatant lie. We put food in these lowlives fridge from standing in lines at churches, milk, steak ribeye, veggies. And this is how we're repaid. Thank God I didn't start a business with this guy and let this unroll cause I kept putting off starting a website until I truly found out the real them.

But yea, because of being belittled so bad I could never find myself to be myself which is Alpha around this female to try and pull her again. The final straw was when her male cousin started to act brand new and not say hello to me when this dirty trash ass bitch brought a new fuck buddy around.

I see this bitch being stopped by hte police coincidently right near my house... I start to distract the plice officers cause they're searhcing her car.... saying " You boys are a bit hungry tonight huh"""... I try contacting this low life try pursuing her, cause if she can lie and bullshit me or other people, then my ultimate goal was to conquer and get her to atleast lie and bullshit and apologize to my innocent Mother. Yeap rejects me.


Again like I said I culdnt act myself which is pretty magnetic in person, funny,, attractive... She wanted me to have gotten picked up by her and godown to Columbus < and instantly I thought omg no, cause she lies about the past when shes either embarrased to men she was attracted to, or how she obsessed over my dick... I thought to myself shes gonna talk my ear off. When she initially rejected me, she tried pushing me off onto her other cousin and I'm not like that, she tells her other cousin that suppose to like white dudes that I'm packin, and this bitch wouldnt look in my eyes. I didnt want that cousin, I'm not a whore.

My mom's first husband was involved with the Mafia and by the time my moms 2nd marriage, I was raised with Mafia rules and principles. 1. Never seek after a mans wife. 2. Never befriend someone just to fuck their female family member (Like quarter roll dick boy). I got jumped into gangs, I got into a car accident at 19 -20 where myt side of hte car was crushed by the 18 wheeler.Alot has happened and I'm tough. But this by far was the worst feelnig in the world being emotionally crushed I wasn't wanted and I never sought out after wanting this bitch. Sad part is she doesn't know who her sons dad is cause she opened up her legs so many times. And she's the type of low life that can't put her pride to the side and try to seek out the men she randomly fucked so her son can know first and foremost his medical information (dad's side) or have a permanent man in her life. THis by far was the lowest life family I ever came across, I don't know maybe it's how I was raised. This family and this bitch does not represent all black women everywhere. What's fucked up This wmans Aunt was aware her son got violted (seuxally) pretty much let nothing happen.


Back in March, Feb bitch gets pregnant, prob by a cousin one of em told me they wanted to hit it. in my mind I was sad as fuck.What instantly turend me around was every female in this family is 100% aware a child was molested (not in the family) and aware that one of their friends covered it up as so she didn't get into trouble so she didn't get charges of child neglect for keeping ���� playing around her child that did some shit to another kid. And This was how I finally was able to get over it. The most angry thing out of hte situation, the cousin that told me he wanted to fuck told me I'm enabled by my mother.... I was pissed..... Why? Well cause these are 30 year old + black dudes that pay 0 child support (probably mad cause their babys moms fucked men they don't like),2nd they live with their mother.... While I'm fucking struggling, living alone, no car.... Never been really given anything by family or Mother material wise. What I think they saw though is the love my family had for one another....And if thjey ( these dudes I befriended) needed a ride somehwere they no matter what had to toss their cousins 5 to 20 dollars for it). While my family doesnt do selfish ass shit like that. I think they were jealous of how much my mom cared about our family and me and this got them angry.All the while these are 2 men that pay 0 rent.... 0 bills, I got 600 for rent alone.... Utilities... Dental bills..... This pissed me off cause I knew the one cuz that was wanting to fuck told his opinion of this enablement to the female that was wanting me last year.. With the enablement being told to me right after I come back a week after she did that..... These were some of the most confused and evil, selfish people I met... But from knowing them I was able to meet other people that aren't like them. The dude that told me Im enabled, the one that wanted to smash his cuz, his mom blames him all the time for getting raped @ 12 and fucking up her life. I felt so bad when he told me that and thats why I didnt argue the enabled thing....


Typing about it now helps the healing process and I'm glad to be done with it..
 
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I mean the shitty part is I never asked this guy can you help me with your cousin... like ever, he kept nudging and hinting she likes white dudes, after like the 2nd month of him doing that I said shes ok looking, and that "id put my Dna in her", then said she liked how I looked and found out About the Footlong wonder. What's shitty is like that cousin dictates and controls the whole family, what was weird was overnight after her doing that Her cousin (former friend) has a severe bullshitting and lying problem, he monitord it with me and watched himself, but after she did this it was bullshit left and right and nothing but lies. Either he was autistic or psychotic and they were blatant lies. Or which is most likely when they loose respect they lie and bullshit. I've caught them in atleast 50. The thing is at the end of this, this dude, his female cousin, Made me out to be obsessive...Made me out to be weird, not paying child support is weird or providing as a man. But like again, what I couldnt wrap my head around I kept ignoring his outright hints and how he showed his cousin my xhamster account, and other blatant shit, and then outright ignored her advances, when I give in right before the summer. I wasn't good enough after and then got made to be the obsessive one, weird etc... This is what makes my blood boil. Because, it was her that obsessed over it. I was perfectly fine what I was doing being alone and not letting anyone in by being vulnerable and ofcourse being raised with Sicilian Mafia Business Rules... I don't really ever want to go out and seek friends because of this.. Because of I was made out of a lie from what my dad did, I have to make sure to tell the truth at any costs and even to my reputation in order to not be him.

I can't lie either after I gave into her shit for 3 months straight, I became obsessed with wanting her, a large part of it is due to, before she rejected me after Iaccepted her offer I was popular, my entire reputation got ruined to the point I had to move. And then this 19 year old (not my cup of tea) was purposely dating this guy from the Area that knew he had a girl living with him and a child just born, purposely hurting herself... So we tried making her feel better getting her drunk. So after I moved cause of this humiliation, I moved to the house I'm in now because it was Downtown Elyria close to the gym, gym closes month I move in, this is my luck,anyway like I find out she told people I tried fuckin her or want a relationship. I mean clearly it's a case of her not feeling good about herself and need to lie to feel wanted.

But God damn. I started off so HIgh, after giving into a female I ended up so low. And again, wantd to try and fix it a year later, both being with her and my reputation this low life family ruined. 7 days after this bitch put my story and info over facebook chat and was talking to a female right after she gets fucked by Quarter roll dick boy, saying shes good on a footlong... But I'm in a dining room smoking... And she's giving out my business saying "when he said 14 years I said I was good" then the female I'm with said "yea I'm good too"..... I fuckin got that gut drop feeling where my stomach felt like it dropped 1000 feet. I stayed for about 10 minutes and I left. I didn't plan on returning to the Area, then this dirty ass females male family members trying to convince me to come back.... I didn't want to, which their all selfish. I come back 7 days later, this female is trying ot say hello to me, i ignore her. She tries getting my attention several times. I leave to go to my house to get my mom a chair to siton cause we're all outsideand shes getting her car worked on as I leave shs trying to say "Tone,,,, heey Tone" I come back and I found out from my mom This Tranny lookin bitch went up to my mother and asked a 70 year old blinding woman ( my mother) why she looks so mean. Like taking me ignoring her, after sheputs out my bsuiness on my mother.....This bitch leaves after getting her car worked on < bitch that rejected me after I gave in to her advances. I was pissed,, I had to stop myself from balling my shit up and hitting a woman for the first time and dropping her ugly ass chicklets on the floor.

I go up tto this female's Aunt the male cousins mother, which whom in herself is a liar and coward.... I'm explaining to her your niece put out my business , the autn said that was wrong.. But I quickly explained that's not why I'm here..... She went up to my mother and took it out on her for ignorning her... She said "ohh that's so and so, just how she acts"...... This fucking was a blatant lie. We put food in these lowlives fridge from standing in lines at churches, milk, steak ribeye, veggies. And this is how we're repaid. Thank God I didn't start a business with this guy and let this unroll cause I kept putting off starting a website until I truly found out the real them.

But yea, because of being belittled so bad I could never find myself to be myself which is Alpha around this female to try and pull her again. The final straw was when her male cousin started to act brand new and not say hello to me when this dirty trash ass bitch brought a new fuck buddy around.

I see this bitch being stopped by hte police coincidently right near my house... I start to distract the plice officers cause they're searhcing her car.... saying " You boys are a bit hungry tonight huh"""... I try contacting this low life try pursuing her, cause if she can lie and bullshit me or other people, then my ultimate goal was to conquer and get her to atleast lie and bullshit and apologize to my innocent Mother. Yeap rejects me.


Again like I said I culdnt act myself which is pretty magnetic in person, funny,, attractive... She wanted me to have gotten picked up by her and godown to Columbus < and instantly I thought omg no, cause she lies about the past when shes either embarrased to men she was attracted to, or how she obsessed over my dick... I thought to myself shes gonna talk my ear off. When she initially rejected me, she tried pushing me off onto her other cousin and I'm not like that, she tells her other cousin that suppose to like white dudes that I'm packin, and this bitch wouldnt look in my eyes. I didnt want that cousin, I'm not a whore.

My mom's first husband was involved with the Mafia and by the time my moms 2nd marriage, I was raised with Mafia rules and principles. 1. Never seek after a mans wife. 2. Never befriend someone just to fuck their female family member (Like quarter roll dick boy). I got jumped into gangs, I got into a car accident at 19 -20 where myt side of hte car was crushed by the 18 wheeler.Alot has happened and I'm tough. But this by far was the worst feelnig in the world being emotionally crushed I wasn't wanted and I never sought out after wanting this bitch. Sad part is she doesn't know who her sons dad is cause she opened up her legs so many times. And she's the type of low life that can't put her pride to the side and try to seek out the men she randomly fucked so her son can know first and foremost his medical information (dad's side) or have a permanent man in her life. THis by far was the lowest life family I ever came across, I don't know maybe it's how I was raised. This family and this bitch does not represent all black women everywhere. What's fucked up This wmans Aunt was aware her son got violted (seuxally) pretty much let nothing happen.


Back in March, Feb bitch gets pregnant, prob by a cousin one of em told me they wanted to hit it. in my mind I was sad as fuck.What instantly turend me around was every female in this family is 100% aware a child was molested (not in the family) and aware that one of their friends covered it up as so she didn't get into trouble so she didn't get charges of child neglect for keeping ���� playing around her child that did some shit to another kid. And This was how I finally was able to get over it. The most angry thing out of hte situation, the cousin that told me he wanted to fuck told me I'm enabled by my mother.... I was pissed..... Why? Well cause these are 30 year old + black dudes that pay 0 child support (probably mad cause their babys moms fucked men they don't like),2nd they live with their mother.... While I'm fucking struggling, living alone, no car.... Never been really given anything by family or Mother material wise. What I think they saw though is the love my family had for one another....And if thjey ( these dudes I befriended) needed a ride somehwere they no matter what had to toss their cousins 5 to 20 dollars for it). While my family doesnt do selfish ass shit like that. I think they were jealous of how much my mom cared about our family and me and this got them angry.All the while these are 2 men that pay 0 rent.... 0 bills, I got 600 for rent alone.... Utilities... Dental bills..... This pissed me off cause I knew the one cuz that was wanting to fuck told his opinion of this enablement to the female that was wanting me last year.. With the enablement being told to me right after I come back a week after she did that..... These were some of the most confused and evil, selfish people I met... But from knowing them I was able to meet other people that aren't like them. The dude that told me Im enabled, the one that wanted to smash his cuz, his mom blames him all the time for getting raped @ 12 and fucking up her life. I felt so bad when he told me that and thats why I didnt argue the enabled thing....


Typing about it now helps the healing process and I'm glad to be done with it..
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I just lost my counselor who I’ve had for five years. She died unexpectedly and I have to say that I miss her deeply. I know she’s with daddy in heaven now so that makes me very happy but I want to do talk to you about that void. Today I have to deal with so many issues since she is no longer my counselor. I have issues with anxiety and Depression. So what I decided to do was to start writing down everything I’m going through and do a rational self analysis of that information. When I do this I realize that things aren’t as bad as I thought they were. Writing and keeping a journal will help you get to know yourself so much better and you’ll have a wonderful memories to look back on
 
onemanorgy said:
DLD I just this year decided to treat my ADHD with Adderall... Seems amphetamine speeds up everything, from brain developement to skin conditioning < no kidding.

Only drawback it restricts blood flow but so does every stimulant like Caffeine.

That's not the issue. My ADHD is very severe I'm 30 mg twice a day, and it speeds up everything including hair growth. Now, I believe cause of what my Dad to me as a infant and perhaps sometime I will share with the brothers here @ MOS what happened in great detail, just lets assume I have a memory from 5 months old of getting fucked up bad.

So I got severe hair growth on my dick, I still get harier aeven at 34, I still am putting on bone tissue in my body, skin tissue and growing more pubes especially on my dick base about 3 and half to 4 inches up my dick is hair. I got a gnarley ingrown hair, I want to fuck and got tired of looking at the one it was fucking a huge lump so I grabbed a plastic toothpick, I then stabbed it and it had that small very small hook on the pointy part right? And it pulled out the hair, but there is a gnarley under the skin ingrown hair even deeper. I'm wondering if I should get a scalpal < but seems risky DLD <. Going to a doctor is too much in my opinion.

Seeing is I'm handsome as fuck and 11 inches minimum, I gave up alot of opportunities in life not fucking for 13 years through out my entire20's. This year is different, I participated as the only male in a 4 way. Neway, I gave up alot and passed up alot of opportunities, not anymore. However, these ingrown hairs look like some sort of STD. Or can be mistaked as one when Iknow there ingrown hairs as im clean and tested.

IS there some sort of lotion I can get ? Also DLD alot has happened I found my dad lied about being half sicilian British. I started taking seizures from Police abuse in 2017, wanted to seek out my dads side of hte family. ASked my half sister about him, she looked at me like I was retarded. Turns out my Piece of shit Father was Half Dutch, some irish and the rest cherokee and my father told every child he had he was part black... which makes sense cause my severe bone structure and square cheekbones that afforded me to never be knocked out in a fight, and being part cherokee, this has relevance, it's because I have atleast 4 different hair types, kinked, corkscrew, straight hair and just outright tough, and I never know which fucking hair type will grow on my dick this week.. Which I beat up 2 dudes earlier this year for tghreatening to rape my neighbors 14 year old kid, and this is after about 4 days after I got labrum repair surgery from what the POlice did. Yea I'm pretty laced and not making sense at this point, sorry for that.


So what can I do about ingrown hairs that are deep as fuck?

Also this is a recent update photo < this is me completely flaccid not 1 big hard it looks wider like a boner cause its being wrapped over my thigh. I have serious Dick hair problem < but I hve diagnosed High testosterone < so good problem to have huh?

I won't pluck the hair cause it will ingrown hair again... So i punctured that hole and it staying as I don't th9nk I can ever shave it and its quite emabrrasing not man scaping and when a female or a group of females see that it makes me look dirty @ DLD.

View attachment 1827979Yours truly, DLD's literal Biggest Fan @ 11"
Onemanorgy
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Nice dick
 
Getbiglonger7 said:
Good looking guy Whit an eleven inches long cock..wow

You are one of a kind, jealousy is killing me LOL
I have a thrombosed vein thought it was a pimple or something I squeezed it n turned blue hurts like hell
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jealousy is killing me"
You sounded like a Nigerian there.
 
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