Learning to Comprehend Size Increase...

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...And what does being KING mean?

This is a serious question that has made me feel confused and in shock. It may have something to do with my age but I've always had a strange obsession with letters and numbers. Once I learned of Penis Enlargement the obsession took a foot in a new direction.

Since a teenager I wondered when my dick would grow. I always thought my dad had a big penis. Years later when it was still small I never gave it much thought and just kept 'waiting'. One day someone saw my penis flaccid and endlessly teased me for months and months. This lead me to MOS in 2007 but I didn't know it was what I know today. Basically the reason I'm explaining that is because I fell somewhere in the 5" length my whole life plus probably 4" girth if that is a fair guess-estimation of the truth.

Through those years after being teased literally endlessly (once people that where also at the place I was being teased figured it all out and they teased me as-well) I suffered and even wanted to commit suicide. I believed I was doomed and my whole life had been fucked over.

This is when the obsession with letters begin to fork in a new path. Of course the number 5 had taken a whole new meaning than it had in the previous years, as-well so many other numbers, especially for the first time to me was a very very very big 10. Including most importantly the number 26 since that is how many letters are in the alphabet, and then so many numbers after that incorporating adding numbers upon numbers to eventually equal letters and words that had meaning.

Needless to say exhausting. It hasn't eased significantly either. All that has happen is I have gone from 5" to 7" length and 4" to 5.5" girth (mid-shaft- and also while clamped) The point is not my gains I had some gains before joining MOS but I do plan on breaking the 8" barrier in my life time. And it is clear to me the time isn't far away. So this why I'm writing the thread. Suddenly there is a clear understanding of this obsession with letters and numbers and I'm confused on how to deal with it.

I mean I had 5" and that is a huge difference to feel like 8" is around the corner plus to add the girth. I know you guys must have gone through some stuff when you broke some unbelievable goals you achieved. Maybe you had girl friends or all these words and letters always made sense to you and it was just another day to feel like KING.

Which is my next question. The first time I ever heard, thought, or saw KING as relating to the size of a man's penis was on MOS. It is everywhere though. I just dont know what to think about it. My father isn't in the picture and I dont have a role-model to look up to and ask except you guys, and trust me- you guys mean so much to me, it really fills a spot in my heart that was empty: and I am just another one of us that feels that way: Thanks to DLD and all the friends that have traveled with him along the way.

What is a KING? I understand a large 8"+X 6"+ penis is Large and that could be the relation but I mean past that. What is that? K = 11. I = 9. N = 14. G = 7.

Those are all Big numbers ok so what about a girl. What does it mean if she is KING? Does that make sense?
 
Good point. I cant type much at this time, late here and just typing my progress but what I will say is that we are ALL KINGS! All of us are equal and one. Listen to 'Illuminated' by Hurts which is written & compsed by myself. No not touting sales but the lyrincs have strong meaning to all of us.

Suddenly my eyes are open,
Everything comes in focus, oh
We are all illuminated,
Lights are shining on our faces, blinding
 
Thanks for your reply Red. Ive listened to the song and thought it was absolutely incredible. I was going to post in ur thread about it after gotten to listen to the other couple songs u posted. Which I'm going to check out now. Thanks for the response I know your time is valuable and it has not fallen on deaf ears.
 
My entire life is numbers, I literally live out Nash Theorem. I count and deduce everything. I would not change this for anything!
 
I thought of a better way to explain why I am feeling this way. Today I went out and walked outside it was a really good feeling. No matter what I can see my penis now I cant hide it. Ive been feeling embarrassed. I see all these new meanings in life I never had before. So I'm struggling a little bit with it. But it doesn't mean it has to effect me.

To be or not to be.

To be: because I am whether big or small. I am not less and I am not more. I am just like anybody else. And I'm not doing anything different that makes me have to hide from fear or laughter. Laughter isn't bad even heckling. Laughter is joyous so let them laugh- I'm laughing too, different reason maybe, but I have no reason to feel angry and so I shouldn't start if I'm so lucky to be alive.


therefore- NOT TO BE: Angry, Sad, Defeated about the past or present because the future holds an opportunity of a life time.
 
Thanks for such a beautiful post, Turnover. Thanks also for the friend ship add:)

Your gains are amazing and well done. I hope I can achieve similar gains. I just want to add an inch or so to girth and then straighten my penis.

As for KING, size alone doesn't constitute king. To find King, you need to break it down into many different elements. For example, Size, Courage, Experience, Wisdom, Loyaltly.......

In an ideal world, we could have penises such as 18 x 13. People generally have limits for their personal preference. Remember, Size alone does not equal king. You certainly do have the characteristics to become The King.

Simyan
Turnover;399501 said:
...And what does being KING mean?

This is a serious question that has made me feel confused and in shock. It may have something to do with my age but I've always had a strange obsession with letters and numbers. Once I learned of Penis Enlargement the obsession took a foot in a new direction.

Since a teenager I wondered when my dick would grow. I always thought my dad had a big penis. Years later when it was still small I never gave it much thought and just kept 'waiting'. One day someone saw my penis flaccid and endlessly teased me for months and months. This lead me to MOS in 2007 but I didn't know it was what I know today. Basically the reason I'm explaining that is because I fell somewhere in the 5" length my whole life plus probably 4" girth if that is a fair guess-estimation of the truth.

Through those years after being teased literally endlessly (once people that where also at the place I was being teased figured it all out and they teased me as-well) I suffered and even wanted to commit suicide. I believed I was doomed and my whole life had been fucked over.

This is when the obsession with letters begin to fork in a new path. Of course the number 5 had taken a whole new meaning than it had in the previous years, as-well so many other numbers, especially for the first time to me was a very very very big 10. Including most importantly the number 26 since that is how many letters are in the alphabet, and then so many numbers after that incorporating adding numbers upon numbers to eventually equal letters and words that had meaning.

Needless to say exhausting. It hasn't eased significantly either. All that has happen is I have gone from 5" to 7" length and 4" to 5.5" girth (mid-shaft- and also while clamped) The point is not my gains I had some gains before joining MOS but I do plan on breaking the 8" barrier in my life time. And it is clear to me the time isn't far away. So this why I'm writing the thread. Suddenly there is a clear understanding of this obsession with letters and numbers and I'm confused on how to deal with it.

I mean I had 5" and that is a huge difference to feel like 8" is around the corner plus to add the girth. I know you guys must have gone through some stuff when you broke some unbelievable goals you achieved. Maybe you had girl friends or all these words and letters always made sense to you and it was just another day to feel like KING.

Which is my next question. The first time I ever heard, thought, or saw KING as relating to the size of a man's penis was on MOS. It is everywhere though. I just dont know what to think about it. My father isn't in the picture and I dont have a role-model to look up to and ask except you guys, and trust me- you guys mean so much to me, it really fills a spot in my heart that was empty: and I am just another one of us that feels that way: Thanks to DLD and all the friends that have traveled with him along the way.

What is a KING? I understand a large 8"+X 6"+ penis is Large and that could be the relation but I mean past that. What is that? K = 11. I = 9. N = 14. G = 7.

Those are all Big numbers ok so what about a girl. What does it mean if she is KING? Does that make sense?
 
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Simyan;399575 said:
Thanks for such a beautiful post, Turnover. Thanks also for the friend ship add:)

Your gains are amazing and well done. I hope I can achieve similar gains. I just want to add an inch or so to girth and then straighten my penis.

As for KING, size alone doesn't constitute king. To find King, you need to break it down into many different elements. For example, Size, Courage, Experience, Wisdom, Loyaltly.......

In an ideal world, we could have penises such as 18 x 13. People generally have limits for their personal preference. Remember, Size alone does not equal king. You certainly do have the characteristics to become The King.

Simyan

Thanks Simyan. I was doing really well and then for some reason When I really really became happy I hit a brick wall of reality and it has really been taking a lot out of me. I cant explain it but I thought posting it on the board might help. I appreciate your responses all of them.
 
1 year down! 5 years is Critical fucking mind smash! Wouldnta been able to catch that one if it was coming from any direction. This is how the cards are played ;: will 5LAM for ETERNITY! Let the Battle begin!

Well., I am hopeful I can learn how to write more professionalised in my time future-wise:blush::cool:
 
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