Im back to drinking. i give up. fuck it all to hell and back. I have learned to controll it . bud light is so good and I usually go like this on drinking nights which are usually weekends. 2 shots of everclear with coke mix, then 4 to 6 beers then `1 shot everclear if needed. fuck it!!
fuck it all!
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Dude, get a hold of yourself dawg... Don't wuss out on us... Leave the fucking drinking alone dude...
Stop making excuses for yourself and to drink, man up dawg.
If you go that route, the booze route, you will be a looser in life and that is how everyone will label you, a drunk looser. You want that?
Now go squeeze some oranjes and drink fresh juice. That will fill your stomach and will give a better health.
P.S. Seek help if you can't leave the booze alone man...don't waist your life and don't give the griefe to your family/friends.
I'm watching you brotha..
Stop making excuses for yourself and to drink, man up dawg.
If you go that route, the booze route, you will be a looser in life and that is how everyone will label you, a drunk looser. You want that?
Now go squeeze some oranjes and drink fresh juice. That will fill your stomach and will give a better health.
P.S. Seek help if you can't leave the booze alone man...don't waist your life and don't give the griefe to your family/friends.
I'm watching you brotha..
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3lee said:
Looks like you're Hell-bent on self destruction no matter what family, friends or loved ones try in the way of helping you. So here's one suggestion I hope you actually follow: Make damn sure your life insurance policy pays off in the instance of systematic suicide via alcohol. Whether it's a fatal DUI crash or simply drowning in your own vomit.
Because it would be a sin and a crying shame if you left your wife and (God help us) kids totally bereft simply because of your completely self-centered and infantile obsession with "Death-by-Booze".
Remember, life insurance is so your widow won't have to go blow the janitor at yer kids school so she can make rent after you shamelessly kill yourself in your total, selfish disregard for anyone who is depending upon you.
Just a thought.
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Ya this is pretty sad. You're a parent and your first responsibility should be your kids. Stop drinking alcohol, it only leads to bad things.
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i agree with drinking.if you feel the need to drink in weekend just drink one-two beers.no more.that's all.it wil destroy your health eventually.
I don't believe in telling people how to live their lives, so I'll back off on suggesting you shouldn't ever drink, but you do have a very unhealthy relationship with alcohol.
If you can't treat drinking casually as something for relaxation or fun with friends, then you're eventually going to have another incident where you lose control and follow depressive impulses too far. The amount you seem to be drinking isn't particularly dangerous, but if your goal every time out is total inebriation you're going to eventually start uping your own ante and increasing the volume of your drinking.
One thing to consider - drinking is horrible for your health. It will add body fat, depress your immune system, mess with your blood pressure, invite a plethora of diseases after years of chronic indulgence, accelerate the aging process - you get the idea. I'm a fan of drinking myself, but I moderate heavily, strictly for health reasons.
Honestly man, you need other outlets. I'm trying to be constructive when I say that it's kind of pathetic that a grown man with a family approaches drinking alcohol like an immature teenager, and then chronicles his drunken mood swings on an anonymous Penis Enlargement website. If you can't have alcohol in your life without ritualizing and coveting the release of being drunk, then the other posters are probably correct in stating that you're headed for trouble. Again, I'm not trying to be insulting, but you just seem way too immature to deal with this sort of thing, and given that you're going to make things bad for your family, I hope you'll at least take a look at where you're headed with this.
If you can't treat drinking casually as something for relaxation or fun with friends, then you're eventually going to have another incident where you lose control and follow depressive impulses too far. The amount you seem to be drinking isn't particularly dangerous, but if your goal every time out is total inebriation you're going to eventually start uping your own ante and increasing the volume of your drinking.
One thing to consider - drinking is horrible for your health. It will add body fat, depress your immune system, mess with your blood pressure, invite a plethora of diseases after years of chronic indulgence, accelerate the aging process - you get the idea. I'm a fan of drinking myself, but I moderate heavily, strictly for health reasons.
Honestly man, you need other outlets. I'm trying to be constructive when I say that it's kind of pathetic that a grown man with a family approaches drinking alcohol like an immature teenager, and then chronicles his drunken mood swings on an anonymous Penis Enlargement website. If you can't have alcohol in your life without ritualizing and coveting the release of being drunk, then the other posters are probably correct in stating that you're headed for trouble. Again, I'm not trying to be insulting, but you just seem way too immature to deal with this sort of thing, and given that you're going to make things bad for your family, I hope you'll at least take a look at where you're headed with this.
3lee said:
Wow everclear dude, that's some heavy shit! But seriously, like Stridge said, I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life. Because of my past with drinking, I am not the one that should be giving advice out. I think since you are posting this on a public forum you obviously want someone to tell you to leave the boos alone. I have 2 DUIs, in my younger days, when I was wild. I hardly ever drink nowadays, maybe socially, and like 1 or 2 beers. Before my goal was to go out and get totally anialahted every night. That's not healthy. I tend to think that this is a stage that you grow out of, but I guess that doesn't hold true for all of us. I guess my only advice would be too give your keys to your wife or something. You don't want to wind up running over someone unintentionally, and have to spend your mid-life crisis and beyond in prison.
I dont drive at all when drinking. i just dont know what else to do otherwise. Why is life so depressing? Heres my question....I was raised to belive there is a God. I was raised to belive in Jesus. When I was 9 1/2 i was saved. OK? i truely belived that. So if god is real...then why cant he just snap his fingers and make all of this shit go away?? i just dont get it, honestly. i am purposley trying to get his attention. i never drank a drop until about 6 months ago, and Ive been all out ever since just trying to piss him off. Where is he?? Seriously!
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3lee said:
You've been sold a bill of goods kid and fallen for it... completely. Human beings don't need to look anywhere in the universe but inside themselves to find either God or the Devil. YOU are the author of your own destiny. YOU are the cause of and answer to all of your own problems. YOU are free to succeed brilliantly or fail miserably.
And YOU have a family and responsibility. So stop your fuckin' sniveling, grow a set of balls, get a grip on life and start acting like an adult.
Or find a way to finally do yourself in that won't look like suicide. At least that way your widow can ultimately derive some type of benefit from your existence.
Either way, a Penis Enlargement forum is hardly the place for your continual attention-whoring.
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MAXAMEYES said:
You get major props for this. Religion is a great excuse for people to stop living their own lives. No god or devil or other deity is going to come and do some divine intervention on your ass. YOU are the person who has to make the decisions, not some god. Stop being irresponsible.
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3lee said:
Man you gotta turn yourself to God man. I've been through the same shit as you , not drinking wise but bad times in my life. You REALLY got to mean it. Start praying, read the scriptures and shit. If you cry sincere tears the Lord will save you. You have to BELIEVE in God man, you can't doubt him.
If you are interested in justified rational belief and epistemology of religious experience, you should look at William Alston and Alvin Plantinga's work. It's a strange fact that the majority of contemporary philosophy is comprised of theists.
I guess what you're saying is that religious people throw out all rationality when they turn to scripture? Maybe some do, but it's ridiculous to hold that critique to all religious persons. I'd think that fundamentalists do, but people who are seriously interested/involved in engaging with scripture/God don't seem to. (See fact above)
Maybe on TBN, or an ignorant televangelist who preaches hell-fire and brimstone. When did the thinking that Christianity was about a relationship go out the door? Religion for me is not a way to cope with death and non-existence. The problem with most "spiritual" people is that they use it as a tool in their worldview, rather than using it as an integral part of their worldview.
I'm sure I didn't address most of what you said, but people claim a lot of things about religion, which being true for some, are not true for the whole. I won't be able to check this thread for the next few days because of the GF being in town, but 10inch (and anyone else for that matter)...would you be interested in having legitimate conversation in p.m.'s? I completely understand if no, but I think conversation is good in trying to understand people, which is easier in a direct, controlled setting.
And (haha) this isn't me trying to proselytize you; I just think some good discussion would be...good!
I guess what you're saying is that religious people throw out all rationality when they turn to scripture? Maybe some do, but it's ridiculous to hold that critique to all religious persons. I'd think that fundamentalists do, but people who are seriously interested/involved in engaging with scripture/God don't seem to. (See fact above)
Maybe on TBN, or an ignorant televangelist who preaches hell-fire and brimstone. When did the thinking that Christianity was about a relationship go out the door? Religion for me is not a way to cope with death and non-existence. The problem with most "spiritual" people is that they use it as a tool in their worldview, rather than using it as an integral part of their worldview.
I'm sure I didn't address most of what you said, but people claim a lot of things about religion, which being true for some, are not true for the whole. I won't be able to check this thread for the next few days because of the GF being in town, but 10inch (and anyone else for that matter)...would you be interested in having legitimate conversation in p.m.'s? I completely understand if no, but I think conversation is good in trying to understand people, which is easier in a direct, controlled setting.
And (haha) this isn't me trying to proselytize you; I just think some good discussion would be...good!
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Forget about God's attention. I think 3Lee was trying to get OUR attention....and he got it.
But then....I believe that God DOES work through certain people. But our ears have to be unplugged to hear their voices.
It took many, many years to get mine unplugged.
And it's not the amount of booze and drugs you use. It's what they do to you.
I hope he surrenders to his God real soon.
But then....I believe that God DOES work through certain people. But our ears have to be unplugged to hear their voices.
It took many, many years to get mine unplugged.
And it's not the amount of booze and drugs you use. It's what they do to you.
I hope he surrenders to his God real soon.
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Ya, I wouldn't mind talking about broad things in PM if you feel like it. I find it near fruitless to talk about such things with people, as people must live out their own divine path. The "#1 reason for religion is to explain death" was something I learned in a class at UT. We were discussing the sociological reasons for people subscribing to religions and that is what the professor claimed through years of research. It made a lot of sense to me, since at the end of the day, no one who likes life will take kindly to the thought of non-existence.
Sorry if I came out too harsh against organized religion. It's just that I often find myself wondering if they've created more harm than good. In my view it just gives people access to many more theories which can polute the mind and further oneself from a spiritual path. Another thing about religions, specifically Christianity, that I find funny is how so many people can take a book so seriously written by some men who never knew Yoshua (Jesus to the Romans) themselves. Also, I get a kick out of reading about all the magick stuff in the Bible. I mean, damn, according to the Bible, only 2000 years ago people were flying, living 900 years old, separating oceans, etc. Where the hell has all this magick gone? Sounds like the Earth was a real life Dragon Ball Z or something. I know quite a few don't take those stories seriously, but I'm always amazed at how many people do. Whenever I read any book that has anything to do with spirituality I always let it resonate in through my Heart area to examine the type of energy that it gives off.
I have attended, seen, and read some works by various Catholic priests and bishops who did lightwork and it was amazing seeing them trying to explain it out of their Catholic mindset. You can always tell when someone is "in the Fire" (divine fire). I am a baptized Catholic, just fyi. I define myself as a spiritual human, not as a religion. It is like the Sun, it is not a Christian or a Hindu sun, it's just the sun. All these labels can further separate people from the divine.
When I started to stop accepting the dogma I was learning and Church at a young age was when I would go out of my body and have mystical experiences. I started regularly meditating and practicing also at astral projection at the age of fourteen. The experiences I had in what people call the "astral" realm (some people call Heaven, hell, etc, depending on where your soul body is vibrating) absolutely changed my life. I quickly started on my spiritual path and have since stopped doing astral projection to move onto more serious things.
Catholicism has been the only Christian religion in which I have found people to be acceptant of mysticism (direct Light work). However, where that stuff follows, many psychic tricksters do as well for their own ego gains, whatever that may be.
The part that frustrates me the most about religious people, when I talk with them, is that they'll spend so much time reading and researching, debating and theorizing. However, they miss the most important thing that they can do, to sit down and actually meditate. I don't blame them though, it's how we grow up that no one knows how to expand their spiritual body and how to find spirit, which can't ever be found in a book, unless one is already open to it. Hell, if people could have just 10 minutes to feel the expansion and integration that you do through spiritual meditation, they'd never want to stop. This stuff puts MDMA to shame, plus it's all natural and in 24/7 supply! With no side effects other than spreading more Joy! I have done some Christ Consciousness work that has made me feel like my whole consciousness, body, everything, is expanding outward into Creation, even when I'm walking around, doing work, etc.
Sorry if I came out too harsh against organized religion. It's just that I often find myself wondering if they've created more harm than good. In my view it just gives people access to many more theories which can polute the mind and further oneself from a spiritual path. Another thing about religions, specifically Christianity, that I find funny is how so many people can take a book so seriously written by some men who never knew Yoshua (Jesus to the Romans) themselves. Also, I get a kick out of reading about all the magick stuff in the Bible. I mean, damn, according to the Bible, only 2000 years ago people were flying, living 900 years old, separating oceans, etc. Where the hell has all this magick gone? Sounds like the Earth was a real life Dragon Ball Z or something. I know quite a few don't take those stories seriously, but I'm always amazed at how many people do. Whenever I read any book that has anything to do with spirituality I always let it resonate in through my Heart area to examine the type of energy that it gives off.
I have attended, seen, and read some works by various Catholic priests and bishops who did lightwork and it was amazing seeing them trying to explain it out of their Catholic mindset. You can always tell when someone is "in the Fire" (divine fire). I am a baptized Catholic, just fyi. I define myself as a spiritual human, not as a religion. It is like the Sun, it is not a Christian or a Hindu sun, it's just the sun. All these labels can further separate people from the divine.
When I started to stop accepting the dogma I was learning and Church at a young age was when I would go out of my body and have mystical experiences. I started regularly meditating and practicing also at astral projection at the age of fourteen. The experiences I had in what people call the "astral" realm (some people call Heaven, hell, etc, depending on where your soul body is vibrating) absolutely changed my life. I quickly started on my spiritual path and have since stopped doing astral projection to move onto more serious things.
Catholicism has been the only Christian religion in which I have found people to be acceptant of mysticism (direct Light work). However, where that stuff follows, many psychic tricksters do as well for their own ego gains, whatever that may be.
The part that frustrates me the most about religious people, when I talk with them, is that they'll spend so much time reading and researching, debating and theorizing. However, they miss the most important thing that they can do, to sit down and actually meditate. I don't blame them though, it's how we grow up that no one knows how to expand their spiritual body and how to find spirit, which can't ever be found in a book, unless one is already open to it. Hell, if people could have just 10 minutes to feel the expansion and integration that you do through spiritual meditation, they'd never want to stop. This stuff puts MDMA to shame, plus it's all natural and in 24/7 supply! With no side effects other than spreading more Joy! I have done some Christ Consciousness work that has made me feel like my whole consciousness, body, everything, is expanding outward into Creation, even when I'm walking around, doing work, etc.
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Pandora said:
Of course one can do it without drugs. I had an out of body experience once--without drugs. I was very young, and it frightened me so, I told no one about it for fear they'd lock me up.
Following 10 incher's experience, I have to say that in my opinion, organized religion has done more harm than good. Spirituality is a completely different story--and we can all plug in to this--without drugs, mind you.
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