The object of PE

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When I started with Penis Enlargement I was in a dark place and I mostly did the Penis Enlargement because I thought that I was small. I kept trying to convince myself that I did for my gf so she could enjoy sex more. But all the while it was just my own insecurity that was at fault.

At a point I could see this myself and decided to stop all my Penis Enlargement. This really gave me time to think about my size and how I felt about it. I reached a point where I had convinced myself that I didn't need Penis Enlargement and I should just stop. But this was mostly my gf fault. She kept telling me that I didn't need it and that it made her very sad when I did it.

So for awhile I didn't even thought about Penis Enlargement, but at some point it came back to my mind. Then I started to do some Penis Enlargement without my gf knew about it but ever very serious or for very long at the time. I finally got up the balls to tell my gf that I wanted to start with Penis Enlargement again. After alot of talking she agreed to give me 8 months to reach my goals.

Now we are no longer together and I'm going to start up again and finally get to my goals. But as I think about the Penis Enlargement now I can really feel a difference with my thought about why I want to do it. Before I didn't feel good about my size but now I'm fine with it. I don't feel small and have no problems with my size. But that doesn't change the fact that I want to get bigger. For me it's the same thing as training my body to look ideal for me. I think an ideal penis is a big maybe even huge penis and therefore I'm going to train until I get it. Don't know if this makes any sense to you guys but I just wanted to share my thoughts.
 
Dude, don't know you... Glad you're back to [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] cause i'm sure you have plenty to offer our fellow Penis Enlargementers here.

Dude, just do it for yourself and no one else, to each his/her own and if you want to Penis Enlargement then by all means Penis Enlargement.

My GF also gave me a hard time when i told her but when i decided to tell her that the size increase gave me more pleasure having sex then she changed her whole mind and told me this: "...look it seems i'm getting adapted to your new size so by all means go ahead and size it up even more ( rofl ) cause i'm sure i'll adapt again. You should have come honest like that before cause i thought it was about an insecurity of yourself or that you thought i needed more so go ahead and do it. If it makes you happy then it makes me happy...."

So work it, pull it, tug it and squash it my friend...

Be happy and remember we only get one try at this life so there is NO TIME FOR REGRET, only for self-acomplisHydromaxent and respect for others.

Peace

Mike
 
I do Penis Enlargement for myself, honestly. Even if we were an asexual being and had no interest in sex with someone else then I think I'd still do Penis Enlargement just because I'm fascinated by what the human body and mind can achieve. If I continue gaining and Penis Enlargementing then I easily could be 12" by the time I'm 24 years old, probably even longer if I wanted to. Only time will tell. I don't plan on stopping anytime soon either.

One part of me will want to stop for practical reasons, the other side will want to explore this uncharted territory and just see how much my penis can grow. I think the explorer side of me is winning right now.
 
It's kind of an self-anomaly why we do Penis Enlargement. For me their were many reasons at different times. Sometimes I look back on my life and think that my entire contribution, everything I have accomplished, every conceivable detail of my Penis Enlargement was due to insecurity when I met Jen, my ex-girlfriend. Prior to dating and eventually living with her for 5 years, I never even thought about size. I really believed I was above average and the multitude of women I had slept with confirmed my belief. I had always gotten comments to the effect of being large or too large opposed to the opposite. In my mind I was big and this gave me much confidence.

When I met Jen, a woman who had been with over 100 guys, stripped and other sexual escapades, I felt inadequate. I knew, in my mind, that with all of the men she had been with there had to be men much bigger than me. This insecurity eventually led to an obsession about size. I started imagining her with Mandingo sized men and it really played on my mind. Quite honestly, I had felt less of a man for the first time in my life. Ultimately it was Penis Enlargement that ended our relationship.

I was 6.5" with average girth and it always worked for me. But eventually I felt so inadequate that it became an obsession. The perfectly healthy, happy, intense and incredibly sexual relationship we enjoyed for 2 years took a dark turn for the worse. It started with the obsessive questioning and a marked disbelief of the answers to a psychologically abusive relationship. I would ask her to make lists, I stopped allowing her to see me in normal nude scenarios (showering, changing, etc.) Things started to become ugly but my obsession did not allow me to see the decline of our relationship.

Eventually the obsession led to erectile dysfunction. I could not concentrate on the beauty of sex because I was thinking of every one she was ever with, what she was thinking of my size, what her thoughts were...it was becoming a nightmare. Soon after my erectile issues I found Penis Enlargement. When it started to work my mind shifted to a new obsession which was Penis Enlargement. Was I doing it for myself? Not really, I wanted to become bigger than anyone she was ever with, I needed to be the Alpha-male. My false sense of confidence became unbearable to her. My starting the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] business had a profound effect on Jen, things became very different. Her early support of my business became a quite, closed off, non-exsistant blur..she had lost the man she loved to my penis.

On hind sight I would not change the fact that I got into Penis Enlargement nor would I change the fact that I started the best Penis Enlargement site in the world. I know that my contribution to Penis Enlargement is and was immense and it helped thousands of men change their lives in a miraculous way. What I would change was my reasons for my personal Penis Enlargement. My papers on mental pe came too late. I think if I had discovered this area of Penis Enlargement earlier it would have changed many things in my past relationship.

Today, and for the past 15 months, I have changed my entire view of Penis Enlargement and myself. I think that honestly of my insecurities, as painful as it might be, need to be exposed. Allowing these emotions to sit on a proverbial table for my woman to see allows for a reality of views rather than my own manifestation of what she may think. Who knows, my penis, whether the biggest or not, may have been perfect to Jen but I will never know. My interest in the mental portion of Penis Enlargement was as much a personal quest as it was a hope that I may affect the lives of others that struggle with what I did.

Keep this in mind as it is not theory, it is fact. Women who have men that are obsessed with their penis eventually lose respect for them. They will ultimately view the man as insecure and lacking the most attractive quality women love, confidence.

If I were never in that relationship I don't think I would have ever discovered Penis Enlargement for myself...psychologically there was no need. As much as I regret and feel extremely embarrassed about in my relationship with her I feel appreciative that it happened. In anything in life, we take something, something that is valuable from each painful event we experience. In my case, although I miss Jen, I took Penis Enlargement from it. I not only made one of the biggest contributions to an age old art but I made thousands of friends and helped an unknown amount of men who truly needed Penis Enlargement.

Today I Penis Enlargement for myself and it is not to become the biggest or the best, it is to make contributions to the future of this art. I know now that I am big, big enough for most woman in the world. Am I the biggest? Never, nor is it even a logical thing to want. For many years my signature said that I wanted to get to 13.6"...why? Because the biggest ever was 13.5. This kind of mental process is unhealthy. Today I want to enjoy the fruits of my labor and I look forward to my next relationship where I am confident.

Penis Enlargement needs to be done for yourself and your goals need to be created for yourself any other reason will bring you down a path of darkness and despair.
 
doublelongdaddy said:
It's kind of an self-anomaly why we do Penis Enlargement. For me their were many reasons at different times. Sometimes I look back on my life and think that my entire contribution, everything I have accomplished, every conceivable detail of my Penis Enlargement was due to insecurity when I met Jen, my ex-girlfriend. Prior to dating and eventually living with her for 5 years, I never even thought about size. I really believed I was above average and the multitude of women I had slept with confirmed my belief. I had always gotten comments to the effect of being large or too large opposed to the opposite. In my mind I was big and this gave me much confidence.

When I met Jen, a woman who had been with over 100 guys, stripped and other sexual escapades, I felt inadequate. I knew, in my mind, that with all of the men she had been with there had to be men much bigger than me. This insecurity eventually led to an obsession about size. I started imagining her with Mandingo sized men and it really played on my mind. Quite honestly, I had felt less of a man for the first time in my life. Ultimately it was Penis Enlargement that ended our relationship.

I was 6.5" with average girth and it always worked for me. But eventually I felt so inadequate that it became an obsession. The perfectly healthy, happy, intense and incredibly sexual relationship we enjoyed for 2 years took a dark turn for the worse. It started with the obsessive questioning and a marked disbelief of the answers to a psychologically abusive relationship. I would ask her to make lists, I stopped allowing her to see me in normal nude scenarios (showering, changing, etc.) Things started to become ugly but my obsession did not allow me to see the decline of our relationship.

Eventually the obsession led to erectile dysfunction. I could not concentrate on the beauty of sex because I was thinking of every one she was ever with, what she was thinking of my size, what her thoughts were...it was becoming a nightmare. Soon after my erectile issues I found Penis Enlargement. When it started to work my mind shifted to a new obsession which was Penis Enlargement. Was I doing it for myself? Not really, I wanted to become bigger than anyone she was ever with, I needed to be the Alpha-male. My false sense of confidence became unbearable to her. My starting the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] business had a profound effect on Jen, things became very different. Her early support of my business became a quite, closed off, non-exsistant blur..she had lost the man she loved to my penis.

On hind sight I would not change the fact that I got into Penis Enlargement nor would I change the fact that I started the best Penis Enlargement site in the world. I know that my contribution to Penis Enlargement is and was immense and it helped thousands of men change their lives in a miraculous way. What I would change was my reasons for my personal Penis Enlargement. My papers on mental pe came too late. I think if I had discovered this area of Penis Enlargement earlier it would have changed many things in my past relationship.

Today, and for the past 15 months, I have changed my entire view of Penis Enlargement and myself. I think that honestly of my insecurities, as painful as it might be, need to be exposed. Allowing these emotions to sit on a proverbial table for my woman to see allows for a reality of views rather than my own manifestation of what she may think. Who knows, my penis, whether the biggest or not, may have been perfect to Jen but I will never know. My interest in the mental portion of Penis Enlargement was as much a personal quest as it was a hope that I may affect the lives of others that struggle with what I did.

Keep this in mind as it is not theory, it is fact. Women who have men that are obsessed with their penis eventually lose respect for them. They will ultimately view the man as insecure and lacking the most attractive quality women love, confidence.

If I were never in that relationship I don't think I would have ever discovered Penis Enlargement for myself...psychologically there was no need. As much as I regret and feel extremely embarrassed about in my relationship with her I feel appreciative that it happened. In anything in life, we take something, something that is valuable from each painful event we experience. In my case, although I miss Jen, I took Penis Enlargement from it. I not only made one of the biggest contributions to an age old art but I made thousands of friends and helped an unknown amount of men who truly needed Penis Enlargement.

Today I Penis Enlargement for myself and it is not to become the biggest or the best, it is to make contributions to the future of this art. I know now that I am big, big enough for most woman in the world. Am I the biggest? Never, nor is it even a logical thing to want. For many years my signature said that I wanted to get to 13.6"...why? Because the biggest ever was 13.5. This kind of mental process is unhealthy. Today I want to enjoy the fruits of my labor and I look forward to my next relationship where I am confident.

Penis Enlargement needs to be done for yourself and your goals need to be created for yourself any other reason will bring you down a path of darkness and despair.
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It seems I have had the luck to become self-enlightened about this part of our life without going through the negativities that you have.

Watching you go through these insecurities, reading them, applying them to how I felt, at an age of 16 and 17, for sure made an impact on how I approach Penis Enlargement and being a "real man".

When I first even thought of penis size was when I was in an IRC channel and guys were talking about how big their penises were and how they compared with some guy's study, by the name of "Kinsey". I researched it and found that the average length was 6. Mine was 7. I was 14 at the time and I never thought about it for almost a year after that.

When I first found Penis Enlargement it was a pdf on Kazaa Lite. Talked about jelqing and stretching and PC exercises. I tried these on and off for a few weeks at age 15. After two weeks there was a big difference, especially in my flaccid hang. Again, at this point in my life I had no desire and saw no need to get a bigger penis, so I didn't stick with it.

I think when I really started getting an obsession with my size was when I would see guys in the locker room and in adult entertainment. They just hung so much bigger than me it seemed. Looking back on it, I was about 3" flaccid in a resting state, during sports it was probably sometimes 2 or less. I didn't know what "growers" and "showers" were. I thought a lot of people had way bigger penises than me. It didn't help that I was physically bigger than most kids.

After two years of Penis Enlargementing I realize that I just want to enjoy the fruits of my labor, not to be the biggest, not so that I'll be known for having a huge dick, just for myself. To see how big/strong/hard/whatever I want to get it. Call it Penis Enlargement transcendence or whatever, it feels like I have gotten over the mental illusions that I originally was after, now I'm after only the Spirit/Wisdom/Truth of Penis Enlargement.
 
DLD-

That right there was the best thing that I will probably ever read on any Penis Enlargement board. Seriously, I'm a total rookie at this but that really touched the heart and somehow managed to get me to gain even more respect for you.

You really just put such a human face on the realities that so many people on here are facing right now. Thank you for that, and thank you for weathering the storm.:clank:
 
I think in the end DLD will be respected more by what he teaches people about becoming balanced with yourself than by what he teaches to make one's penis bigger. It's easy for someone to teach how to change the body, but it's much harder for one to teach how to change the mind and soul.
 
doublelongdaddy said:
It's kind of an self-anomaly why we do Penis Enlargement. For me their were many reasons at different times. Sometimes I look back on my life and think that my entire contribution, everything I have accomplished, every conceivable detail of my Penis Enlargement was due to insecurity when I met Jen, my ex-girlfriend. Prior to dating and eventually living with her for 5 years, I never even thought about size. I really believed I was above average and the multitude of women I had slept with confirmed my belief. I had always gotten comments to the effect of being large or too large opposed to the opposite. In my mind I was big and this gave me much confidence.

When I met Jen, a woman who had been with over 100 guys, stripped and other sexual escapades, I felt inadequate. I knew, in my mind, that with all of the men she had been with there had to be men much bigger than me. This insecurity eventually led to an obsession about size. I started imagining her with Mandingo sized men and it really played on my mind. Quite honestly, I had felt less of a man for the first time in my life. Ultimately it was Penis Enlargement that ended our relationship.

I was 6.5" with average girth and it always worked for me. But eventually I felt so inadequate that it became an obsession. The perfectly healthy, happy, intense and incredibly sexual relationship we enjoyed for 2 years took a dark turn for the worse. It started with the obsessive questioning and a marked disbelief of the answers to a psychologically abusive relationship. I would ask her to make lists, I stopped allowing her to see me in normal nude scenarios (showering, changing, etc.) Things started to become ugly but my obsession did not allow me to see the decline of our relationship.

Eventually the obsession led to erectile dysfunction. I could not concentrate on the beauty of sex because I was thinking of every one she was ever with, what she was thinking of my size, what her thoughts were...it was becoming a nightmare. Soon after my erectile issues I found Penis Enlargement. When it started to work my mind shifted to a new obsession which was Penis Enlargement. Was I doing it for myself? Not really, I wanted to become bigger than anyone she was ever with, I needed to be the Alpha-male. My false sense of confidence became unbearable to her. My starting the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] business had a profound effect on Jen, things became very different. Her early support of my business became a quite, closed off, non-exsistant blur..she had lost the man she loved to my penis.

On hind sight I would not change the fact that I got into Penis Enlargement nor would I change the fact that I started the best Penis Enlargement site in the world. I know that my contribution to Penis Enlargement is and was immense and it helped thousands of men change their lives in a miraculous way. What I would change was my reasons for my personal Penis Enlargement. My papers on mental pe came too late. I think if I had discovered this area of Penis Enlargement earlier it would have changed many things in my past relationship.

Today, and for the past 15 months, I have changed my entire view of Penis Enlargement and myself. I think that honestly of my insecurities, as painful as it might be, need to be exposed. Allowing these emotions to sit on a proverbial table for my woman to see allows for a reality of views rather than my own manifestation of what she may think. Who knows, my penis, whether the biggest or not, may have been perfect to Jen but I will never know. My interest in the mental portion of Penis Enlargement was as much a personal quest as it was a hope that I may affect the lives of others that struggle with what I did.

Keep this in mind as it is not theory, it is fact. Women who have men that are obsessed with their penis eventually lose respect for them. They will ultimately view the man as insecure and lacking the most attractive quality women love, confidence.

If I were never in that relationship I don't think I would have ever discovered Penis Enlargement for myself...psychologically there was no need. As much as I regret and feel extremely embarrassed about in my relationship with her I feel appreciative that it happened. In anything in life, we take something, something that is valuable from each painful event we experience. In my case, although I miss Jen, I took Penis Enlargement from it. I not only made one of the biggest contributions to an age old art but I made thousands of friends and helped an unknown amount of men who truly needed Penis Enlargement.

Today I Penis Enlargement for myself and it is not to become the biggest or the best, it is to make contributions to the future of this art. I know now that I am big, big enough for most woman in the world. Am I the biggest? Never, nor is it even a logical thing to want. For many years my signature said that I wanted to get to 13.6"...why? Because the biggest ever was 13.5. This kind of mental process is unhealthy. Today I want to enjoy the fruits of my labor and I look forward to my next relationship where I am confident.

Penis Enlargement needs to be done for yourself and your goals need to be created for yourself any other reason will bring you down a path of darkness and despair.
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This really opened my eyes, as you write Jen lost respect for you because you lost your self confidence. When I think about my relationship with my X I have a feeling that this is was happened to our to. But even if it in some way had something to do with the failure of our relationship I still don't regret doing the Penis Enlargement. It's something I do for me and at some point I have had problems with my size but I don't anymore. Now I want the extra size for myself. I just hope that the next girl I have a serious relationship with can understand this and support me in it.
 
10inchadvantage said:
I think in the end DLD will be respected more by what he teaches people about becoming balanced with yourself than by what he teaches to make one's penis bigger. It's easy for someone to teach how to change the body, but it's much harder for one to teach how to change the mind and soul.
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The physical dimension of the human body is a mass of atomic phenomenon, intricately designed and precisely obedient, elegantly symmetrical with environmental forces, and receiving its ultimate dynamism from sources beyond our scientific scrutiny. The psychological impact that we tend to discount, a dimension of pure discernment, has an equal, if not more powerful influence atomically on the physical self than we could ever imagine.
 
doublelongdaddy said:
The physical dimension of the human body is a mass of atomic phenomenon, intricately designed and precisely obedient, elegantly symmetrical with environmental forces, and receiving its ultimate dynamism from sources beyond our scientific scrutiny. The psychological impact that we tend to discount, a dimension of pure discernment, has an equal, if not more powerful influence atomically on the physical self than we could ever imagine.
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Can u put this in words normal people can understand lol ...Please
 
bravensfan said:
you started at 7 inchs and thought you were small? id do anytihng for an extra inch :blush:
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Yeah as I said I really had some isues when I got into all this. But now I know I'm above average I just want even more than that.
 
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