My Viagra Addiction

[ocd]

Repost from Thunder's :

Although I am new here and on the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] site I would like to throw in my two cents on the subject of Viagra. BTW, for some reason I can't start a new thread about this subject on either board so I'll put it here for now. (fixed)

A little background: I am 42 years old and in pretty good shape, could be better, but not bad overall. When I was 38 I found the old Penis Enlargement board and went by the name Tomcat. I started Penis Enlargementing, primarily jelqing and doing Uli's, and got to doing it 5 days a week. Nothing really happened except for nice flaccid visuals. I then started to hang with the old pvc and hose clamp design. I never could hang comfortably BTC but could hang 20lbs standing. I then ordered the Bib hanger and was highly impressed with it but for some reason I never could get the wrap right or the toe in business right so it would hurt like hell to the point where I got so frustrated and just said fuck it. Nothing against the hanger or the man but I just couldn't get it right. I still looked pretty good flaccid but was very disappointed that I never could hang and actually see signs of growth so I just gave up and faded away. I never had a problem with erections unless I drank too much and wanted to have sex with the wife.

At that point, roughly 2003, I began to experiment with Viagra because of the Superman qualities it offered supposedly. Well, it delivered as advertised. I could drink a bottle of tequilia and bang for 3 hours. I turned into an 18 year old with much experience. The wife loved it so I began to use it more and more due to the absolute strength of my erections. You really do become a man of steel.

Then about a year ago I decided to order about 100 tablets which they screwed up and sent me 200. Every time we wanted to have sex I would take a pill about 2 hours ahead and just wait for the effects. BTW, these were 100 mgs each. One year later, actually about 2-3 weeks ago, I began to realize that I had not had an erection when I wake up in the mornings in about 3 or 4 months and couldn't imagine sex without the Viagra. So me and the wife decided to get intimate without the stuff and guess what? No erection at all. And I mean nothing. It was like I was drunk except it was in the morning. Then we tried it at night and the afternoon but still no erection.

There is no doubt in my mind that I'm hooked both psychologically and physically at this point probably due to the strength of the dosage I was taking and the frequency I took it. 2 to 4 times per week for the full year. So I decided to make some MAJOR changes.

First, the Viagra and me are done.

Secondly, I have ordered DLD's [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/mosdvd.htm]dvd[/words] and Chances [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]all day stretcher[/words] today (May 27, 2005). I realize these are for size/gains but they will help to flush out the chemicals that have effected the nerve which effects the arteries that control blood flow to the penis. Jelqing daily and massive consumption of water to flush the chemicals out over time should restore my balance. Psychologically, I'm a fucking basket case so any actual gains in length or girth would do wonders for me and I don't care if it's only in the flaccid state. I just have to get back to square one because right now I feel like a heroine addict and that's not good.

Thanks for letting me vent.


Steve

 

[bdj777]

I was thinking about using v regularly for girth workouts but now im kinda scared. Thanks for the post.

 

[ctmwm]

Sounds like he just went way overboard, 100mg each dose wow! I think is like anything used in moderation its fine. Hell I cut 50mg's in half and thats plenty.

 

[joe_bloggs808]

I've heard from a lot of people about the dependancy issue. I started taking it for work outs and then for sex for the obvious reasons but am cutting back and using it only for my Penis Enlargement now and certainly not every time. I think mornming erections are a good indication of overall [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]penis health[/words] and when they come back you'll feel happier and more confident.

 

[coolbreeze]

yea V works on the Nirtic Oxide in your body and that is systemic so since other factors affect erections, such as Dopamine, Testosterone etc...staying off the V for a while will allow your body to adjust and upregulate endogenous Nitric Oxide production....its like steroids...once you go off, your own balls start to kick back on....but in the meantime until they do, most bodybuilders suffer muscle loss and no libido!

 

[medjuan]

I knew a guy who worked at Pfizer and he warned me to never take the stuff because of dependacy issues like this, told me you'd lose your ability to get an erection with out V forever. Like another poster said though moderation is the key.

 

[quijjiboo]

Did you ever consider that it's psychological??

There was a study done on long term users and they found that a large percentage had BETTER functioning after stopping V.

 

[insearchof9inch]

After a while the penis will recover sure, but I think it's physical AND psychological.

 

[ctmwm]

After a while the penis will recover sure, but I think it's physical AND psychological.

I would also feel the same

 

[ocd]

Thanks for all the replies guys. Medjuan, yours scared me at first but all is gonna be fine.

I've been jelqing once or twice per day since I first posted and stretching once per day. Like someone else has said, I feel morning erections are a good gauge to go by. When I first wrote my thread I hadn't had a morning erection in a LONG time. Since I started jelqing things have gone much better. Yesterday I woke up two different times and both times I had wood.

As I said before, I also started stretching and I think I read this method here some time ago. I use a thin rolling pin which I put under my leg while sitting and either stretch over it or under it. I have never felt a stretch under my balls like I have with this and my main tendon going down my cock is soar from the middle of it to the head.

My goals are very simple and should be realistic:

1. have erections when aroused without the use of any chemicals

2. have a very cool looking flaccid hang...7 inches nbp

3. establish new goals after I've met these

 

[ocd]

Gotta give you guys a quick update. The human body is a wonderful thing.

I've been doing the following while waiting for the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/mosdvd.htm]DVD[/words] (which came this afternoon btw)...jelqing for roughly 15 minutes a day, 50+ kegels at 5 seconds each per day, 30+ uli's per day, stretching with the stick for about 20 minutes per day and then sitting on my cock for about an hour avg per day.

Yesterday I sat on my cock for about an hour and then hung 7.50lbs for 20 minutes and, here we go...the wife gave me a hand job and I blew the load of an 18 year old! Past my head and almost to the wall!!! Let's here it for kegels! I just started taking arginine again so this is gonna get good.

Later I asked the wife to evaluate my erection that I was SO proud of and she said ROCK HARD and longer..............she said longer fellas........talk about an enthusiastic dude! I've learned my lesson with the drug thing and will be applying my efforts to my cock. Happy happy joy joy!

Thanks DLD!