Penis size does not equate to self worth. I tell myself that some days. Days like today, where I feel like the gains are coming too slow, I find myself doubting everything. I always come back to those emotions that first brought me here (the self-loathing, the helplessness, the feeling of inadequateness). I try to put myself in my wife's shoes. When I do that I think, she's probably thinking that I'm not enough. That I've never been enough, but she loves me anyways. This single thought perpetuates within me. Then I remember that I am the average joe. There are millions of me! To feel bad for myself, I would also have to feel bad for millions of other men who didn't ask for this size. I get angry, I tell myself fuck it. If she really wanted a dude with a huge cock (and that's what really matters to her), then she can go out and try to find a man like that. Good luck! There's millions of us average joes! 😃😃😃 (the odds are significantly stacked in our favor) . Suddenly, the realization that she will never have a bigger dick unless I give her one pops into my head. I want to do this for her, but more importantly, I want to do this for my own sanity. I don't perceive this changing me as a person, or giving me everything I've ever wanted. I've already experienced more than most men have dreamed. I just want to transform my fake confidence in this arena to real confidence.
We didn't ask to be here, but we're here nonetheless to make a change for the better.
We didn't ask to be here, but we're here nonetheless to make a change for the better.