So I was abducted by aliens....

...but I'm back. You're probably wondering did they probe me? I think the more important question is, if they did probe me and I liked it does that make me gay or UFOSexual? I'll leave the answer up to you.

More importantly, in my absence on [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words], something very terrible has happened to the internet. Originally the internet was this fun place where all of us strange, quirky, creative people would gather and invent crycpto-currencies, form anti-government hacking groups, make cat memes, discuss our favorite H.P. Lovecraft novels, spread knowledge about weight lifting, upload lesbian adult entertainment, and figure out ways to grow out dicks. It was a wonderful time - a golden era of human achievement. But another group began to appear in our midst. We couldn't recognize them immediately because their massive internet immigration has occurred over such a long period of time. But now they have clustered in such large numbers - they have invaded every sacred orifice of the deep and glorious anal cavern of the internet and attempted to infect others with their brain virus...

These people, my brothers, are the beta males.

Their numbers are growing, their forces amassing on college campuses, at Berinie Sanders rallies, and across every metropolis in Western Europe. I knew something was terrible wrong when the general shift of adult entertainment consumption shifted from hot lesbians to cuckolding and gang bangs. Even as I type this, beta males are invading this very forum, spreading their low testosterone message of victimhood and white-knighting.

In my solitude, I have achieved a form of enlightenment associated with abstaining from masturbation. Generally, in abstinence, men claim that they become less perverted. I had the opposite effect. No, abstaining from adult entertainment and masturbation made me more perverted. Not only did I develop a fetish for total physical and psychological domination of women, but somehow the natural instinct to do so arose - in turn the very women who sought such an experience began appearing in my life. Since then I have been on a manic, hedonistic binge fulfilling the suppressed fantasies of young women.

I discovered that in today's world with the brain viruses of feminism and politically correctness, a male with my behavior patterns is like a rare resource. It's not just appearance, money, dick size, or even game. These girls want to be broken. They want to experience that ego loss those phycadellic heads always yap about. They want their identity redesigned to selflessly pleasure and insatiable, lustful entity.

That is my job.

The goal of this log is not to prove a point or demonstrate some PE theory. This log is to serve as an entertaining peek into the life of an odd, non-conforming character with an immense amount of ambition. I am sure it will also serve and evidence in court in 10 years, when the women in my harems decide to crucify me under feminatzi-law, claiming that when when they said, "You can do anything to me Sir" what they really meant was, "No".

-------------------------------------- THE PE -----------------------------------------------------

Unlike the usual logs, I'm not very focused on size gains. Obviously, I want more size but the main goal is going to be to hang heavier weights. My current size is 6.7 BPEL, girth > 5 inches. I'll elaborate more about the plateau I was in for months and how I am breaking out of it.

For now, stay hung and don't let the vampire feminists near your meat. They'll drain all the blood right out of it! :cool:
 
Day 1: 4/16/2016

My routine is simple. I'll basically be doing the same thing every day. I'm following the Hard Core Hanging method.

Warm up:
- 2 min dry jelqing
- 5 min handing 5lbs

Length:
- Hanging 7.5-10lbs [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 30[/words] minutes

Girth:
- Wet jelqing 10 minutes

Now off to take care of the Saturday chick. Track of the day - Sweet Dreams Remix.

[video=youtube;p9j8RGTqju0]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9j8RGTqju0[/video]
 
Day 2: 4/17/2016

Warm Up:
- 2 min dry jelqs
- Hanging 5lbs x 10 min

Length:
- Hanging 10lbs [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min

Girth:
- Wet Jelqing 10 min

Song of the day:

[video=youtube;T-m7pvw6Pq4]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-m7pvw6Pq4[/video]
 
Day 3: 4/18/2016

Warm Up:
- 2 min dry jelqs
- Hanging 5lbs x 5 min

Length:
- Hanging 10lbs [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min

Girth:
- Wet Jelqing 10 min

Song of the day: no song today, guys. I'm too sleepy. Goodnight.
 
Day 4: 4/19/2016

Warm Up:
- 2 min dry jelqs
- Hanging 5lbs x 10 min

Length:
- Hanging 10lbs [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min

Girth:
- Wet Jelqing 10 min

A quick update on the hanging - 10lbs is feeling easier. I'm gonna start pushing the weight up to 12.5. Once I can comfortably hang 12.5lbs I'll have to go out and buy more weights! The most I've ever worked with was 12.5. I'm looking forward to hitting something like 20lbs by the end of the summer.

Song of the day: White Rabbit by Jefferson Airplane... I'm in a trippy modd :cool:

[video=youtube;XR8LFNUr3vw]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XR8LFNUr3vw[/video]

- - - Updated - - -

doublelongdaddy;692896 said:
Song of the day?

I heard someone had a good time in Miami...
 
Tahir Aqbar;692924 said:
Day 4: 4/19/2016

Warm Up:
- 2 min dry jelqs
- Hanging 5lbs x 10 min

Length:
- Hanging 10lbs [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min

Girth:
- Wet Jelqing 10 min

A quick update on the hanging - 10lbs is feeling easier. I'm gonna start pushing the weight up to 12.5. Once I can comfortably hang 12.5lbs I'll have to go out and buy more weights! The most I've ever worked with was 12.5. I'm looking forward to hitting something like 20lbs by the end of the summer.

Song of the day: White Rabbit by Jefferson Airplane... I'm in a trippy modd :cool:

[video=youtube;XR8LFNUr3vw]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XR8LFNUr3vw[/video]

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I heard someone had a good time in Miami...


Shit, you gotta find the same song by SlapShot, a hardcore band out of Boston. They do an awesome cover of White Rabbit.
 
Day 5: 4/20/2016

Length:
- Hanging 10lbs x 25 min

Girth
- Wet jelqing 10 min

10lbs felt way lighter today. If I can comfortably get to 30 minutes I'll start pushing up to 12.5 lbs. Keep it up everyone!

Song of the day:

[video=youtube;VIaBx_2AzTk]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VIaBx_2AzTk[/video]
 
cacavolante2;692996 said:
I hear ya brother.

I still have some problems here and there, and fall in and out of the no-masturbating/no-adult entertainment routine. I have to agree, when I first did it: it was mindblowing.

I became a beast, went out and approached, pulled more pussy than I had ever done before in my life. Still get pulled back to the adult entertainment thing every now and then, but trying my damnedest to stay away. Very tricky for a forum like this.

In fact, I'd be willing to argue that most guys should take a 30 day no-adult entertainment cleanse.

Also, the feminization thing is mind blowing. We're witnessing the tides turn, and the white knighting and liberalism is polluting our society. Great to see a like minded dude!

You get pulled back into adult entertainment every now and then? That's what you think it is? You choose to watch the adult entertainment and masturbate to it EVERY FUCKING TIME. Stop being a fucking victim. That's when shit gets easy.

Day 10 4/26/2016

The forum was down or I couldn't connect so no post for a few days. Glad to see things are back up!

Warm Up:
- hanging straight down 5 min x 5lbs

Length:
- hanging straight down 20 min x 10lbs

Girth:
- Jelqing 10 min
 
Big Schwanz Acht;693407 said:
This is awesome!! Don't know how I've missed your thread...subscribed

Yup, great thread and Tahir has the experience and knowledge to learn from.
 
doublelongdaddy;693444 said:
Yup, great thread and Tahir has the experience and knowledge to learn from.

Oh I just slapped some weights on my dick and grew it a little. Nothing special.

Day 11 4/27/2016

Warm up:
- Same shit guys... hanging 5lbs straight down

Length:
- Hanging straight down 10lbs [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min

Girth:
- Jelqing 10 minutes
 
Tahir Aqbar;693465 said:
Oh I just slapped some weights on my dick and grew it a little. Nothing special.

Day 11 4/27/2016

Warm up:
- Same shit guys... hanging 5lbs straight down

Length:
- Hanging straight down 10lbs [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min

Girth:
- Jelqing 10 minutes

No Music?

Here this will be good for you next workout:

<iframe width="420" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/cCEkuo94X6I" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
 
doublelongdaddy;693498 said:
No Music?

Here this will be good for you next workout:

<iframe width="420" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/cCEkuo94X6I" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>

Thanks.

Guys, I've been busy as fuck. I'm gonna make a quick post and get back to my original format later on.

Today 5/2/2016

Length
- Hanging 7.5lbs - 10lbs [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] minutes

Girth
- Jelqing 10 minutes
 
Tahir Aqbar;693799 said:
Thanks.

Guys, I've been busy as fuck. I'm gonna make a quick post and get back to my original format later on.

Today 5/2/2016

Length
- Hanging 7.5lbs - 10lbs [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] minutes

Girth
- Jelqing 10 minutes

Yeah, Bad Brains is a great band to train to!
 
Big Schwanz Acht;693407 said:
This is awesome!! Don't know how I've missed your thread...subscribed

I second the , this is awesome , the song of day things is great always great to hear new music , and well the opening lines on the op bout ufosexual really cracked me up .

keep up the good work Tahir
 
For those long sessions nothing compares to Deamau5

<iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/pdeHLpHtelY" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
 
Alright...

I allowed myself to get thrown off of the regular posting due to a shift in time allocation... I was balls deep in a project for a while and I didn't do a very good job of keeping up with my regular, disciplined schedule. Work before play. Work before play. Problem is all I did was work. I got a lot of PE sessions in but I also missed a few.

I also made a huge fuck up. Something I really thought I wouldn't upon coming back to PE. I went on a masturbation binge that lasted a few days. Guys, having not looked at adult entertainment in a while, it's a mind fuck when I start looking at it again. Before I continue, I used to beat myself up over relapsing, but I've rejected self abuse and I no longer harm myself physically or mentally. Now, to continue, so I was watching adult entertainment right... and I hadn't watched adult entertainment in a WHILE. A good long while. The shit that these producers come up with man... So I was watching these videos and they replaced the opening dialog with sexting between that actos/actresses. I just keep thinking about how adult entertainment constantly adapts to trends. Another thing that is pretty bad ass is the amount of black and mixed adult entertainment actresses that are coming up. Black women are fucking hot.

As much fun as I had, now that I've saturated my dopamine receptors, I've realized the extend of the binge and I'm not experiencing the hangover. The problem with adult entertainment and the masturbation binges is the inevitable mental effects. These are the effects:

1. I become introverted - the desire to socialize with friends or women drastically diminishes.
2. I loose my social presence. I become less socially savvy. The feeling is like having a fog dampening the senses.
3. My "social reflexes" slow down. When people talk to me my responses are slower with less wit and conversation density.
4. I loose my ability to listen. One of the reasons I got so good with women was because of the amount of empathy I could have in an instant. I'd get women to confide in me, to tell me everything, to feel safe and then I'd use that information to reverse engineer their psychology and tap into their submissive aspects. I'd then start rewarding submission with validation of their insecurities. But the validation was generally sexual, which is temporary. It's important that the sub feels confident in the moment so that she can perform sexually but that confidence has to be stripped away again. This level of "manipulation" is impossible when using adult entertainment and dulling the senses.
5. If I loose my ability to listen, then I could loose control of the sub. If the sub realizes the depravity of the situation and that she won't achieve lasting happiness by say, being tied up ass fucked, then the sub may do one of three things: A) go on with the relationship despite the realization. B) attempt to self improve, which will likely lead to failure but she'll probably just find another dom. C) become depressed and ashamed of herself and require more sex or do something stupid like drugs or self harm.

Now this thread is titled "Basking in Hedonism....". Hedonism is the philosophy of it feels good therefore it is good. The thing is that I want the highest quality hedonism - not low level, depravity, masturbation binges. There are things that get me off harder that jacking it to some fine mixed 19 year old with a perfect ass. So to achieve high quality hedonism, it is important that I delay gratification so I can get off ten times as hard when I get my own fine, mixed 19 year old with a perfect ass.

With that being said, I've redesigned my daily schedule so I don't make the same mistake again. I figured that if I PE in the morning, rather than at night, constantly tugging on my dick won't lead to masturbation because in the morning I have time constrains and I can keep up with things that distract me from potential arousal like watching the news.

I'm going to try this one more time. If I give into masturbation and give my power away again I am fully prepared to throw out my PE gear. In fact, I even came of with a humorous way to do it.

Let's get back on track!

Day 25: 5/11/2016

Warm up:
- General stretching 5 min
- Hanging 5lbs x 5 min

Length:
- Hanging 10lbs [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min

Girth:
- Jelqing 10 min

Official measurement: BPEL 6.75
Day 50 is going to be the next official measuring day.

Song of the day:

[video=youtube;HGEKm3NA9Is]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HGEKm3NA9Is[/video]
 
Day 26: 5/12/2016

Warm Up:
- Hanging 5lbs x 5 min

Length:
- Hanging 10lbs x 25 minutes

Girth:
- Jelqing 10 min

Song of the day:

[video=youtube;gWapX12pHPQ]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWapX12pHPQ[/video]
 
Day 26: 5/13/2016
Days without masturbating: 1

Warm Up:
- Hanging 5lbs x 5 min

Length:
- Hanging 10lbs [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] minutes

Girth:
- Jelqing 10 min

I'm gonna start pushing for 12.5lbs again...
 
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