meshuggah

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I want to share some profound truths I have learned about life being a young man. I grew up with a small to average size dick (5.5 inches long x 4.8 inches girth). After discover MOS, I gained 2.5 inches of length and .75 inches of girth. While my sexual experience is limited, I can say that penis size is a huge rush to a man's ego, but a girl will not stay with you no matter how big your dick is, how much money you have, or how attractive you are. The first time I showed off my big dick I thought that life would be easier with the opposite sex. To my dismay, it hasn't been. I'm still very shy and never go out. I have no social contact outside of work, and it's quite amazing I've actually fooled around with girls before considering my social inadequacies. I have everything we think a girl could want. Big dick, looks, money; none of them matter. I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder which explains my problems with relationships. So to guys who are out there that are dead broke, have a small dick, but have a girl and friends, you are much better off mentally. The more you make, the more you try to justify why you're not happy. Enjoy every minute you have in a relationship or when you're having sex, because you have the better side of the coin. Just had to get that off my back, I know some people want to know what it's like having everything. Being emotionally distorted and chemically imbalanced wipe away a mans desire to live, no matter how much he has. Enjoy the pussy!
 
Cheers meshuggah, the only thing penis enlargement should do for us here is make us feel better about ourselves. After all, the only girls that are concerned with a bigger penis are uncaring sluts. Here's to finding the right one that loves you for who you are.
 
meshuggah said:
I want to share some profound truths I have learned about life being a young man. I grew up with a small to average size dick (5.5 inches long x 4.8 inches girth). After discover MOS, I gained 2.5 inches of length and .75 inches of girth. While my sexual experience is limited, I can say that penis size is a huge rush to a man's ego, but a girl will not stay with you no matter how big your dick is, how much money you have, or how attractive you are. The first time I showed off my big dick I thought that life would be easier with the opposite sex. To my dismay, it hasn't been. I'm still very shy and never go out. I have no social contact outside of work, and it's quite amazing I've actually fooled around with girls before considering my social inadequacies. I have everything we think a girl could want. Big dick, looks, money; none of them matter. I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder which explains my problems with relationships. So to guys who are out there that are dead broke, have a small dick, but have a girl and friends, you are much better off mentally. The more you make, the more you try to justify why you're not happy. Enjoy every minute you have in a relationship or when you're having sex, because you have the better side of the coin. Just had to get that off my back, I know some people want to know what it's like having everything. Being emotionally distorted and chemically imbalanced wipe away a mans desire to live, no matter how much he has. Enjoy the pussy!

Dude, I can relate to all of that except of course the big dick part. Great post.:)
 
Sorry it's not going how you want it. But to me that is EVERYTHING. I think about it every day if I were to have Money and a big dick. Don't get my wrong I got a decent size right now but If I was an inch and a half bigger then I wouldnt give a fuck I would get so many girls hooked. I wouldnt even have to do anything but pull my pants down and let them do the rest. But thats because I know a some freaky ass girls. I dont think your looking for girls like that but I could gives a shit about a female. Always Money over bitches and all I know is bitches. But MONEY CAN get you a fine ass female and then a big dick??? man I dont understand how your having problems you need to get out there and search man. You dont go to clubs ? bars? movies ? bowling? It shouldnt be that hard if your true to your word man. Stay up and do what you do!!
 
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Sure, most likely you can get alot of chicks, or bar hoes with a big dick and/or money. But the chicks you get will be all shallow and size dowagers. That's all fine and dandy for the here and now, but what about the future, when you are ready to settle down with a companion. You want to spend your time with your ideal mate, not one who is dumber than a box of rocks, is a gold-digger, and only cares about the size of your manhood.
 
Very True. I'm still young so I don't really need to think about that. I dont know how old meshuggah is but if hes still pretty young under 30's he still has time to have fun but if not then I guess that is different
 
Your post is very true, although drowing alittle in the negative aspect it is true and I know the feeling and have been their more times than soft joe.

I have Asperger's syndrome which makes it hard for me to mix at times and appear slightly cold with my feelings ... I'm also good looking, have a moderate salary and a large penis you could say.

We must all work more on bringing out the BEST or ourselves ... thats what I do more of now, think POSITIVE and write down your best positive features .. i.e your careing, manners etc etc and concentrate more on makeing them better.

Write down your bad points, for example you never say please and thank you and always interupt others ... than work on those and improve them.

Also if you want to .... well not change your personality but MODIFY it is what I call it, than add extra things in that you would like to do ..... see a famous face you like such as say Johnny Depp and the way he might act in a film say ... than try to add some extras into your personality .... it takes LOTS of practice but it works.

We're like computers, we can be upgraded and learn new things plus modify our own personlaities .... learn to do this and become more positive and happy .... fuck the illness, I toss my AS to the wind because you must FIGHT IT every step of the way because no one else will.

Goodluck
 
REDZULU2003 said:
... I'm also good looking, have a moderate salary and a large penis you could say.

RED what on earth are saying??? could say you have a large penis... dang thing is a freakin python, that just ate some small animal. LOL

and as far as the other situation seriously sounds like you may want to make some changes in your life. Like some real changes. I know not everyone is a social free spirit, but look into some meds or something to help take care of the bipolar thing, if indeed it is a true chemical imbalance. If it isn't get some help to try and get by this. Have you always been withdrawn from mingeling?
 
meshuggah said:
I have everything we think a girl could want. Big dick, looks, money; none of them matter. I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder which explains my problems with relationships. So to guys who are out there that are dead broke, have a small dick, but have a girl and friends, you are much better off mentally. The more you make, the more you try to justify why you're not happy. Enjoy every minute you have in a relationship or when you're having sex, because you have the better side of the coin. Just had to get that off my back, I know some people want to know what it's like having everything. Being emotionally distorted and chemically imbalanced wipe away a mans desire to live, no matter how much he has. Enjoy the pussy!

No offense as I totally understand where you coming from and I do feel bad, however I think your first problem here is that these are traits that only you want, and to top it off, having those 3 traits are no where everything, I might be very well 23 years, have a just average dick, and Im pretty good looking, but I think I can definitely say that, those features are by no means everything, when I think of everything I have, I think of all my friends and my family, then anything after that is a bonus, those traigts are examples of self love..
 
loco said:
RED what on earth are saying??? could say you have a large penis... dang thing is a freakin python, that just ate some small animal. LOL

Yeah, RED isn't exactly lacking as it stands right now. :D
 
loco said:
RED what on earth are saying??? could say you have a large penis... dang thing is a freakin python, that just ate some small animal. LOL

and as far as the other situation seriously sounds like you may want to make some changes in your life. Like some real changes. I know not everyone is a social free spirit, but look into some meds or something to help take care of the bipolar thing, if indeed it is a true chemical imbalance. If it isn't get some help to try and get by this. Have you always been withdrawn from mingeling?

I must be modest with regards to my penis and dont want to go around saying 'I'm fucking huge'
 
Authentik said:
Sorry it's not going how you want it. But to me that is EVERYTHING. I think about it every day if I were to have Money and a big dick. Don't get my wrong I got a decent size right now but If I was an inch and a half bigger then I wouldnt give a fuck I would get so many girls hooked. I wouldnt even have to do anything but pull my pants down and let them do the rest. But thats because I know a some freaky ass girls. I dont think your looking for girls like that but I could gives a shit about a female. Always Money over bitches and all I know is bitches. But MONEY CAN get you a fine ass female and then a big dick??? man I dont understand how your having problems you need to get out there and search man. You dont go to clubs ? bars? movies ? bowling? It shouldnt be that hard if your true to your word man. Stay up and do what you do!!

You're going to be one bummed-out dude in a decade or so.

Seriously, there's more to life than that. Find God or some shit like that, because you sound like you need it.
 
Actually I'm 22, feel like my good days are behind me, and am hopeless for the future. Been on meds for over a month, don't feel shit. Hate life, boo hoo I know, but there is nothing that makes me feel better. I'm numb and dead to the world. I wish I could get my brain zapped or something, then I might "snap out of it and stop being a pussy."
 
Hey Guys,
I don't post very much but after reading Meshuggah's posts I hope I can give this young man some advise. I am more than twice your age and to hear you talk like you do it makes me sad and upset and you should never give up no matter your situation. Hope other's can give you some encouragement because that's the only way to get through life my friend.
 
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