Hey everyone!
I've been reading Penis Enlargement stuff since longer than I wish to admit but aside from some poorly executed stretches here and there, i've never really got down to it. For starters, My Johnson is a tad bit under 6 inches long when erect (measured with a ruler against the pubic bone) and its like 5 inches around (most likely more, but i dont really wanna measure it well yet, lol). Thing is even though I am not a tall guy (5' 8'') im fairly hefty (not really fat, as in no real belly... but I have broad a broad back and hips) my dick looks pretty small when compared to my body. To make matters worse, my penis has the bad habit of not really hanging when flaccid and becomin super thin (I DO NOT want to measure that, but its gotta be less than 3 inches long and like stupid skinny). To make everything just a little bit more depressing I have a thing for tall women... I can't really explain it but I love them... and they tend to be interested but I'm WAY too ashamed of my little soldier to go to war with an amazon (lol).
SO.. yeah
now that you know where I'm comin from here's what I'm plannin on doin:
-All the basic stretches
-jelqs
- light stretches
- warm down
Today after some failed attempts (I couldnt find appropiate lube, I finally settled for vaseline which did a nice job) I managed to go through with my first run. this is how it went:
- some light stimulation to get blood flowing.
- Flaccid, I did just 1 set of the basic stretches (my arms became tired, that's why I could not do more... maybe I pulled too hard?)
- got it erect (thanks go to Stoya, the most beautiful woman in the adult entertainment industry) and when it was gonna go back to being flaccid (70-80% erect) I started jelqing. I managed to do like 150 jelqs before gettin that feeling of "OK that's nuff".
- hopped in the shower and lightly stretched it under some hot water
What I want to accomplish:
If in some future I get to 7 inches long and 6 in girth I'll most likely stop messing around with my dick. If I get it to about average in flaccid dimensions Im gonna be HAPPY.
more details:
- I really don't mind working harder with the manual stuff but one thing I am certain of is that I do not want to work with any device in the near future. This is because I still live with my parents (long story, I'm no loser but life has its way of messing with you) ... so you can guess I don't want them to know I'm doing this stuff.
- I lied, it is not just tall girls in general.... the girl that I am in love with is pretty tall (5' 11'') and has been with some very hung guys (though she said that size did not really affect her ability to orgasm) and I just don't want her to feel as if she got second prize with me ( don't laugh please , it is sad to admit, but I am pretty sure that if had a larger cock and was taller we would be together)
Most important of all: I want a bigger dick not because it is suppossed to be better or because girls prefer larger guys (even considering my situation with this girl).
I want a bigger dick because I WANT IT (tautology, but bear with me). I want a body that according to MY opinion is more balanced. I want to accomplish something that most deem impossible. I want to commit to something and fucking nail it. SHIT I'm just gonna go ahead and say it: I wanna feel proud about something I've done for myself. DLD you are an inspiration to me because I had to deal with pretty bad ocd while growing up (I only got around treating it like 2 years ago), suffered the horrible sensation of losing control of my life for such a long time...and I truely believe that if you can help me through this I can do this shit!!
SORRY FOR THE LONG POST (BAD-UM-TSS)!!
I've been reading Penis Enlargement stuff since longer than I wish to admit but aside from some poorly executed stretches here and there, i've never really got down to it. For starters, My Johnson is a tad bit under 6 inches long when erect (measured with a ruler against the pubic bone) and its like 5 inches around (most likely more, but i dont really wanna measure it well yet, lol). Thing is even though I am not a tall guy (5' 8'') im fairly hefty (not really fat, as in no real belly... but I have broad a broad back and hips) my dick looks pretty small when compared to my body. To make matters worse, my penis has the bad habit of not really hanging when flaccid and becomin super thin (I DO NOT want to measure that, but its gotta be less than 3 inches long and like stupid skinny). To make everything just a little bit more depressing I have a thing for tall women... I can't really explain it but I love them... and they tend to be interested but I'm WAY too ashamed of my little soldier to go to war with an amazon (lol).
SO.. yeah
now that you know where I'm comin from here's what I'm plannin on doin:
-All the basic stretches
-jelqs
- light stretches
- warm down
Today after some failed attempts (I couldnt find appropiate lube, I finally settled for vaseline which did a nice job) I managed to go through with my first run. this is how it went:
- some light stimulation to get blood flowing.
- Flaccid, I did just 1 set of the basic stretches (my arms became tired, that's why I could not do more... maybe I pulled too hard?)
- got it erect (thanks go to Stoya, the most beautiful woman in the adult entertainment industry) and when it was gonna go back to being flaccid (70-80% erect) I started jelqing. I managed to do like 150 jelqs before gettin that feeling of "OK that's nuff".
- hopped in the shower and lightly stretched it under some hot water
What I want to accomplish:
If in some future I get to 7 inches long and 6 in girth I'll most likely stop messing around with my dick. If I get it to about average in flaccid dimensions Im gonna be HAPPY.
more details:
- I really don't mind working harder with the manual stuff but one thing I am certain of is that I do not want to work with any device in the near future. This is because I still live with my parents (long story, I'm no loser but life has its way of messing with you) ... so you can guess I don't want them to know I'm doing this stuff.
- I lied, it is not just tall girls in general.... the girl that I am in love with is pretty tall (5' 11'') and has been with some very hung guys (though she said that size did not really affect her ability to orgasm) and I just don't want her to feel as if she got second prize with me ( don't laugh please , it is sad to admit, but I am pretty sure that if had a larger cock and was taller we would be together)
Most important of all: I want a bigger dick not because it is suppossed to be better or because girls prefer larger guys (even considering my situation with this girl).
I want a bigger dick because I WANT IT (tautology, but bear with me). I want a body that according to MY opinion is more balanced. I want to accomplish something that most deem impossible. I want to commit to something and fucking nail it. SHIT I'm just gonna go ahead and say it: I wanna feel proud about something I've done for myself. DLD you are an inspiration to me because I had to deal with pretty bad ocd while growing up (I only got around treating it like 2 years ago), suffered the horrible sensation of losing control of my life for such a long time...and I truely believe that if you can help me through this I can do this shit!!
SORRY FOR THE LONG POST (BAD-UM-TSS)!!