It's big, it's small, it's big, it's small!

Sometimes I look at my erection and think...yeah, looks big and other times I look at it and think...you are soooooooo f*cking small!

Now I know I'm not big at all (only 5" NBPenis EnlargementL x 4.5" EG) but what I mean is one day it looks big to me and then another day it looks very small. Mentally it seems such a difference in size but I know physically it's the same size.

This just goes to show what an important part our mind plays in warping our view of our penis. I hate it when I have a small day, really f*cks with my head but when I have a big day I feel fantastic.

Why do we men torture ourselves so much about our penis? I wish I didn't but i do, every f*cking day. My partner really can't understand what my problem is and says I'm obsessed, sometimes she gets annoyed at me. I'm constantly looking at objects and measuring them thinking, I'd like to be this big or this big, what about this big.

This size problem has been eating away at me ever since I started to take note of my penis size in my early teens. It's been a constant weight on my mind even influencing things I've done or not done. I always tried to keep my insecurities hidden and have an out going confidence but inside I was painfully aware how small I was (and still am).

That's why I came to this site and have started the exercises. I really hope I can get to at least 6" NBPenis EnlargementL x 5" EG but my ultimate goal is 7 " NBPenis EnlargementL x 5 - 5.5" EG. I try to stay positive but I hate being the size I am, it really makes me sad inside. <

Sorry for the rant but I'm feeling a little shitty about all this today and needed to vent!

Manimal

Sounds like,biomorphic disorder,OCD.

i feel you on the rant and about the ocd; shouldn't you categorize everyone on these forums or any who does Penis Enlargement with a slight case of ocd.

Hi Pandora

Yes I do have OCD which has come about since my depression due to my Crohn's disease.

Not sure what biomorphic disorder is though. Can you elaborate, tried google but didn't really come up with anything I could understand.

Manimal

I feel you Manimal. You'll eventually get over it bro. Do everything you must to stay positive about Penis Enlargement. Realize and know without a doubt that thinking negatively about Penis Enlargement helps you in NO WAY at all. It is only effective in getting you to stop Penis Enlargement. Consistently doing the exercises is always beneficial to you. It is right to set goals for your future. Set them and get yourself in the current moment now. Think about what you can do to gain right now.

Above all else, extract all positivity from what you're doing in Penis Enlargement.

Hi crippler

Thanks for understanding about the rant! You're probably right that most of us here have a slight case of OCD seeing as we all obsess over our dicks.

I happen to have quite a few things that I seem to obsess about. Never really bothered me before I became ill with Crohn's. I always had a tendency to obsess slightly but after my illness and depression set in my OCD seemed to amplify quite considerably.

I wish I obsessed about doing the exercises instead of just how small my dick is! <

Manimal

Hey there CrazyEight

I know negative thoughts are only a hinderance to Penis Enlargement and can become a reason some people stop exercising. I wish I didn't get down as I do but I find it hard to stay positive due to my depression/illness.

I'm not going to stop the exercises as then I definetly won't get any bigger, the only way is as you have said, to exercise regularly and consistantly.

I'll be okay tomorrow (until next time <), just having a bad day. Off to take my antidepressant tablets and have a bath ready for tonight's exercises.

Must keep going.

Thanks guys for your comments. This really is a good community.

Manimal

if you don't already, try lifting weights to get your mind focused. I found that ever since i started lifting 2-3 years ago everything i do is on point.

to be honest i heard about Penis Enlargement way back, thought it was a joke really and didn't really follow through. Never really found forums for it but to be honest, i think finding these forums actually got me to double take what the deal is with Penis Enlargement.

I got the ticket on same train you and everyone else here is riding.
best of luck.

peace.
crippler.

Manimal: I have the exact same problem, I obsess about my size all of the time and my partner doesn't understand what the problem is. I guess that this makes it hard to keep focus on the exercises too, I've quit Penis Enlargement two times before. However, I think that the key to succeeding with Penis Enlargement is to not take it too seriously, and most of all, not to be in a rush. I've found it helpful to create a mental image of exactly I want my penis to look like, not just "a lot bigger".

Try to turn around your thoughts into Penis Enlargement dedication. I´d say you can definitly reach your goals! It´s all in our minds, the amount of dedication and heart you have for Penis Enlargement. I think you can be 6" nbpel in one year, definitly.
From my own experience I have to say that Penis Enlargement has to become a part of a guys life, not just a hobby. This is a commitment, like DLD says. Even though you are extremely tired sometimes, you should never give up. Thoose days, take a Red bull or a similar energy drink, remember your goals, and do the exercises, don´t even think about quitting.
If you decide to make the Penis Enlargement commitment, all of us here at MOS is gonna help you on the way to your goal!

If I drink Red Bull (or even just coffee sometimes), my dick just shrivels up and gets cold!

Here are some threads I have written on the subject, you should also subscribe to my BLOG, there are 100's of articles I have written on this subject too: http://www.mattersofsize.com/blog.html

Is Everything Really What it Seems? A Study on �naked people movies�

__________ Complex

Obsessive Thought and Penis Enlargement

Mind Over Penis..Intensity vs. Belief

Does Size Matter

Penis Enlargement is SPAM BULLSHIT...Don't Believe the Hype!

Do you see your penis as larger or smaller?

Does the world deserve to know about Penis Enlargement?

Sexuality as Motivation

Visual, Spiritual and Mental Penis Enlargement Process

A Closer Look at Depression

Obessive Thinking and Some Theory

manimal, i as well have the feel the same as you and i'm sure many other man feel this way to, but instead of letting it be your achilles heel you should use it to your advantage. Think of it as a motivation factor to why you are here instead of looking at it in a negative cannotation.

hope this helps

Hi guys

Thanks for all the replies, I've been away for about a week with the family. Didn't do any Penis Enlargement'ing, decided to take a break and get my head sorted.

No more trips or holidays between now and my measurement day of 25th December. I'm going to buckle down and really focus my energies into my Penis Enlargement exercises and see what I can gain for Xmas.

Thanks again for all the support it really means a lot.

All the best to everyone and keep pulling and gaining.

Manimal

Not every erection is the same... Sometimes mine are sweet and sometimes they suck or everything in between. Maybe when you think you are smaller, its because you are actually smaller. A little goes a long way with a penis.