Because I'm pretty sure my ex will probably either the best sex I ever had or really close, I'd like to get her back for one last booty call. I'm only 6nbp x 4.75ish and we haven't had much time for sex b/c of both being in school and part time jobs, however, in the past we've had about maybe 3 hours max, and depending on the day, I've gotten her off between 4 - 7 times.
She also is damn fine, and has a genetically gifted body, and things were really good at first. However she's younger than me, she's 21 and I'm 26, and she's immature for her age, well when she wants to be, almost as if she is bi-polor.
Here's the issues: I liked a lot, and the feelings were mutal, however she was in a 5 year relationship, the last 2 of those 5 years were extremely physically abusive. She was a year out of that relationship, and had another one in between, (that wasn't abusive, but the guy was extremely selfish), before she met me. Me being the dumb ass beta male, (nice guy), actually attracted her to me b/c of her past. However, she didn't want a "boyfriend" even though it was basically semantics in regards to that. But, she played immature games and said one thing and did another,.....said that she would always be straight with me concerning her feelings in regards to our relationship, but was extremely disrespectfull to me, blamming it on stressors from work and school.
The dumb ass that I am, I took her for her word, even though her disrecpt had now almost doubled due to her being argumentative towards me with everything I said, trying to question my ethics......."I thought you were a nice guy, but your acting like an asshole",......ie, I questioned why a large family resteraunt in town, (which is part of a national chain), didn't take credit cards, and she flipped on me for a good 45 minutes.
I then come to find out through the grapevine, that her lack of respect for me, sunk to an all time low stating to a classmate "I don't know what to do, I wish he'd just leave me alone, I've been really really mean to him, (and with held sex for 2 months might I add),...for quite a while now and he won't leave me alone, but I don't want to hurt him, I just want to be friends".......etc. etc. ad nausem. Pretty contradictory to me, espeically the part about bugging her. B/c of a lot of tests towards the end of the semester I would only talk to her once a week for 10-15 max, for the last month.
Anyway, she's basically a different person when she's in school as opposed to when shes' with her friends from outside of school,(probably why I was never allowed to be around them or meet them)........ ESPenis EnlargementCIALLY after school lets out for summer,...which just recently happened for us.
Around people in school she's mature, kind, cute, caring, reserved and somewhat shy. Also, me and the other guy that she dated, (the one that wasn't abusive to her), look rather normal..........versus......... her doing a complete 180 when she's around her friends from her area in the summer......... she's getting girl fights almost every night b/c of people "messing" with her friends........she's partying every single night at bars with extremely seedy people and absolutely loving the attention from those guys;......which are the kind most women wouldn't either not be attracted to or be afraid of........think big, bald, tatted up, always wearing wife beaters and always having that "I'm going to mess up anyone or shoot anyone who looks at me wrong", type attitude. If they have a rap sheet and either don't have a job or have a blue collar job double bonus.............not disrespecting blue collar jobs, however even though she and I are in class together for a medical profession, she thinks MUCH less of guys in these or professional fields in comparison to guys that are straight up blue collar.
Almost forgot to mention, she always is talking about VA beach, where she goes every summer and even though she goes with her friends who have long term boyfriends and don't cheat on them...........she seems to need to be always be single when she goes down there, (probably so she doesn't feel like a slut if she cheated on someone),....and won't stop talking about how great it is to have 6-10 guys pushing each other out of the way just to talk to her and literally sometimes fist fighting over her,......again the bigger the balder and badder the better. However in the same breath, during the school year she ABSOLUTELY HATES compliments or comments from guys, and doesn't seem to be talking to and/or looking for the type of guys she does in the summer.
Anyway, I know if I could get her out with people from class I might have an advantage, b/c she needs their approval rating and thinks highly of them, and doesn't want them to know her other side. Therefore, she usually isn't nasty to me in a group and actually in a weird way likes me being in that group b/c it means more people around,............this only applies to our class however, DEFNINATLY not her group of friends from outside of school,......like I said not allowed nor never will be allowed to meet or be around them.
Therefore, just me trying to get her out to a bar or something would be damn near immpossible now, (even though I can tell she still has a little bit of sexual feelings for me, and is in big time heat right now, and wants to be a slut, .....but is afraid too b/c of people's thoughts on her in regards to that).
Also, the respect thing is so bad that 7/8 of the time she doesn't even respect me enough to return my phone calls let alone ever listen to any of my voicemails.........she will hit me up on instant messanger once in a blue moon if she has some crazy Jerry Springer story to tell, and then just signs off. Also, the problem with getting everyone from school together is that our class is very small, and many people live in different areas and have families, etc.
I know I'm retardid for even thinking about trying to get her, but I just fantasize about having one more time with her, using some V for assitance and get her ass into the double digits for orgasms, and thus also out of my head. Unless things get extremely boring or really bad with her friends,...I will need extreme planning and luck to get my wishes to come true. She's almost addicted to being around her friends, b/c of her having no sense of self, and feels like she's missing out on a party, even if they aren't.......and when they do it's nothing that great.
I thought about getting her to a concert in a neighboring city, thus most likely getting drunk and spending a night at a hotel, but trying to pry her from her friends in the summer, even if its a band she likes, is seriously a hard undertaking. To do this I would probably have to change her mind and make her think that I'm the ultimate bad ass, even if she bought it, (which she prob. won't), it is going to be a tough task.
Sorry for this being extremely long and melodramatic guys, just wanted to make sure everyone understood the whole thing,...........any advice would be GREATLY appreciated
She also is damn fine, and has a genetically gifted body, and things were really good at first. However she's younger than me, she's 21 and I'm 26, and she's immature for her age, well when she wants to be, almost as if she is bi-polor.
Here's the issues: I liked a lot, and the feelings were mutal, however she was in a 5 year relationship, the last 2 of those 5 years were extremely physically abusive. She was a year out of that relationship, and had another one in between, (that wasn't abusive, but the guy was extremely selfish), before she met me. Me being the dumb ass beta male, (nice guy), actually attracted her to me b/c of her past. However, she didn't want a "boyfriend" even though it was basically semantics in regards to that. But, she played immature games and said one thing and did another,.....said that she would always be straight with me concerning her feelings in regards to our relationship, but was extremely disrespectfull to me, blamming it on stressors from work and school.
The dumb ass that I am, I took her for her word, even though her disrecpt had now almost doubled due to her being argumentative towards me with everything I said, trying to question my ethics......."I thought you were a nice guy, but your acting like an asshole",......ie, I questioned why a large family resteraunt in town, (which is part of a national chain), didn't take credit cards, and she flipped on me for a good 45 minutes.
I then come to find out through the grapevine, that her lack of respect for me, sunk to an all time low stating to a classmate "I don't know what to do, I wish he'd just leave me alone, I've been really really mean to him, (and with held sex for 2 months might I add),...for quite a while now and he won't leave me alone, but I don't want to hurt him, I just want to be friends".......etc. etc. ad nausem. Pretty contradictory to me, espeically the part about bugging her. B/c of a lot of tests towards the end of the semester I would only talk to her once a week for 10-15 max, for the last month.
Anyway, she's basically a different person when she's in school as opposed to when shes' with her friends from outside of school,(probably why I was never allowed to be around them or meet them)........ ESPenis EnlargementCIALLY after school lets out for summer,...which just recently happened for us.
Around people in school she's mature, kind, cute, caring, reserved and somewhat shy. Also, me and the other guy that she dated, (the one that wasn't abusive to her), look rather normal..........versus......... her doing a complete 180 when she's around her friends from her area in the summer......... she's getting girl fights almost every night b/c of people "messing" with her friends........she's partying every single night at bars with extremely seedy people and absolutely loving the attention from those guys;......which are the kind most women wouldn't either not be attracted to or be afraid of........think big, bald, tatted up, always wearing wife beaters and always having that "I'm going to mess up anyone or shoot anyone who looks at me wrong", type attitude. If they have a rap sheet and either don't have a job or have a blue collar job double bonus.............not disrespecting blue collar jobs, however even though she and I are in class together for a medical profession, she thinks MUCH less of guys in these or professional fields in comparison to guys that are straight up blue collar.
Almost forgot to mention, she always is talking about VA beach, where she goes every summer and even though she goes with her friends who have long term boyfriends and don't cheat on them...........she seems to need to be always be single when she goes down there, (probably so she doesn't feel like a slut if she cheated on someone),....and won't stop talking about how great it is to have 6-10 guys pushing each other out of the way just to talk to her and literally sometimes fist fighting over her,......again the bigger the balder and badder the better. However in the same breath, during the school year she ABSOLUTELY HATES compliments or comments from guys, and doesn't seem to be talking to and/or looking for the type of guys she does in the summer.
Anyway, I know if I could get her out with people from class I might have an advantage, b/c she needs their approval rating and thinks highly of them, and doesn't want them to know her other side. Therefore, she usually isn't nasty to me in a group and actually in a weird way likes me being in that group b/c it means more people around,............this only applies to our class however, DEFNINATLY not her group of friends from outside of school,......like I said not allowed nor never will be allowed to meet or be around them.
Therefore, just me trying to get her out to a bar or something would be damn near immpossible now, (even though I can tell she still has a little bit of sexual feelings for me, and is in big time heat right now, and wants to be a slut, .....but is afraid too b/c of people's thoughts on her in regards to that).
Also, the respect thing is so bad that 7/8 of the time she doesn't even respect me enough to return my phone calls let alone ever listen to any of my voicemails.........she will hit me up on instant messanger once in a blue moon if she has some crazy Jerry Springer story to tell, and then just signs off. Also, the problem with getting everyone from school together is that our class is very small, and many people live in different areas and have families, etc.
I know I'm retardid for even thinking about trying to get her, but I just fantasize about having one more time with her, using some V for assitance and get her ass into the double digits for orgasms, and thus also out of my head. Unless things get extremely boring or really bad with her friends,...I will need extreme planning and luck to get my wishes to come true. She's almost addicted to being around her friends, b/c of her having no sense of self, and feels like she's missing out on a party, even if they aren't.......and when they do it's nothing that great.
I thought about getting her to a concert in a neighboring city, thus most likely getting drunk and spending a night at a hotel, but trying to pry her from her friends in the summer, even if its a band she likes, is seriously a hard undertaking. To do this I would probably have to change her mind and make her think that I'm the ultimate bad ass, even if she bought it, (which she prob. won't), it is going to be a tough task.
Sorry for this being extremely long and melodramatic guys, just wanted to make sure everyone understood the whole thing,...........any advice would be GREATLY appreciated