I hope you bounce back soon. Though I've never taken opioids, I have suffered extreme addiction that have led to constant "high" seeking. For me, a "high" detox helped me appreciate the "smaller" things in life. I started out by realize that to detox I need to be fine being "bored" and to constantly keep myself busy (gym, ppl, sitting in cafes) and to minimize time being alone.
@DLD Didnt realize you went through such hard times with Heroin. Amazing and inspirational how you managed to bounce back in life, and on top of that build one of the largest PE communities in the world, and a thriving business for yourself. I guess what started as a hobby slowly but surely spiraled into something huge.
I'm admittedly at a low place in life now but trying to move forward. I realize that my goals are, in general , the 3 Bs - Big Dick, Big Wallet, Big Muscles. I've felt stuck so many times over the past year and a half, and I've learned not to compare yourself to others and do what you can do at this point in time.